Authors: Emma Valentines
''I miss you too, Ginger and you of course'' Dana was glad that Ginger visited her. She led the visitors to their hotel. Ginger booked the luxurious ME hotel right in the heart of London, a typical Ginger style. She wanted a luxurious place, a fashionable hot spot to trendy night clubs rather than the historical places or palace. Dana got to see the inside of the famous hotel for the very first time. She was impressed.
''Stay and we celebrate the first night together,'' Ginger invited Dana even though she looked so exhausted. Dana knew how exhausting it was to sit on thee way. long flight from New York to London. Peter didn't seem to enjoy the idea of going out the first night they arrived, but he was too polite to disagree with his spoiled girlfriend.
''You should rest tonight, Ginger. We can meet tomorrow, I promise,'' Dana considerately calmed her friend down. Peter was a relief and obviously was in favor of her.
''Do invite Josh,'' Ginger giggled.
***
Ginger texted the rooftop restaurant to Dana along with the timing for their appointment. However, she insisted that Dana came to her room first. Ginger prepared a beautiful silky provocative sleeveless black dress for her. The sassy dress was complimented with a pink pearl necklace. Dana grabbed the closest black leather jacket to cover her bare shoulder. She wasn't so comfortable in the tiny dress and the red stiletto Dana gave her.
Peter and Ginger excused themselves to the dance floor leaving Dana by her self at the bar. She had the poshy pink Cosmo as Ginger suggested. Dana slowly finished her drink and introduced herself to the dance floor. Her body became swept up in the beat, the house music held her well in its drowning embrace.
Peter and Ginger were grinding against each other in the middle of the dance floor couple of meter away from Dana. Peter locked Ginger's backside firmly to his groin.Their hips were engaged in a seriously seductive manner. Dana noticed Peter's hand disappeared in her friend's tight jeans. She swung one arm over his neck, locking him in place as he smothered her neck with kisses. Dana couldn't lift her eyes off the two love bird, she sunk into deep thought. She didn't realise when exactly that she closed her eyes and swung her hips along the rhythm, raised her hands up and tiled her head as if she was feeling the fresh air from the beach.
The music was beating loud pounding her heart to syncronize with the dancing rhythm. She didn't want to attract anyone but her dress, her movement, and her being alone suggested otherwise. A tall bulky Spanish boy approached her interrupted her imaginary dance.
''May I have a dance with you?'' he whispered. He turned around to face Dana sweaty body. She smiled at him, he pushed himself closer, too closer for a stranger but it was too crowded for her to escape. The stranger gazed her little body up and down showing straight forward interest in her. It was enough to awaken the sleeping flirty girl that once got her in trouble with Professor Smith, she enjoyed the hungry lusty look in his eyes. Dana haven't felt so much in control ever since she first showed her young cleavage to the middle age professor.
Dana gave up to the temptation, the Cosmo was kicking in, her face was flushed from alcohol and the arousing steady slow grind this stranger had been giving her. He firmly grabbed her soft curves, glided his hand up her short skirt, it didn't take much to reach her silky damp underwears when her dress was barely couple inches below her crotch.He skillfully feathered her clit with the rhythm of the alluring music. Dana's body trembled with lust and shook with the effect of the alcohol.
''Slow down, I don't even know your name,'' Dana tried to compose herself and fought with her own inner raging fire of desire for his touch.
''I'm Christ, From Minneapolis''
''Minnesota? Really?'' she was surprised to find that this stranger who she accidentally met in a London night club miles away was from her hometown.
''Isn't that amazing?'' He lightly scratched her wet underwear before she seated his fingers deep in her pussy and gave her a passionate kiss, setting off an explosion from her curled up toes up her spine. He groaned with pleasure once he knew she was extremely turned on. He quickly flicked his fingers inside her tight pocket as she clenched her muscle and held her moan quietly. Dana reached her first public orgasm. The idea of having people right next to her dribbling cunt was a huge turn on and an absolutely whimsical. Her orgasm came soon enough before the song ended.
Dana felt her head was exploding from the alcohol so she walked to their table. Peter and Ginger were already waiting. Ginger had the just-fucked glow all over her face so Dana was quite sure that her friend didn't witness inappropriate fun she had on the dance floor. It passed the midnight, all of them were exhausted and agreed to go home. Dana looked around to find Christ, for some reason his name echoed in her head. Perhaps, it was the moment when he pronounced his name while his fingers were spelling the magic with her little sister. She didn't have a chance to introduce herself, but she wasn't too keen and too embarrassed to doing so. Although she would definitely remember that peculiar satiation, she was blessed by this complete stranger's studious fingers.
It was too late for her to drive back home, Dana stayed over night with Ginger who was strangely wide awake and excited to catch up with her best friend.
''It's not like we have not talked, Ginger. You knew everything,''
''Yeah but I miss our girl night when we hug our pillow'' as so she did the gesture along her own words, ''sib warm tea and chat all night long,'' she enthusiastically emphasized the chat all night. ''Come on,''
Dana couldn't help laughing at Ginger silly face as she tried to beg for good stories. Eventually, her persistent persuasion succeeded, Dana gave in and tell her more details about her relationship with Joshua. His name became the main topic of the conversation, Ginger planned on learning about him specifically. It was hard for her to imagine the nerdy professor who fell in love with his student.
''You know, your love was a forbidden love. It's so sexy,'' Ginger teased. Dana wasn't sure where Peter was, the lucky man must have fallen asleep by now in the comfy bed. Although Dana was amused by her cute friend, she needed some sleep. It was a long time since she had 8 full hours of sleep, either she had so much to do at school, or she worked after class, or she was preoccupied with the strenuous hour of sexercise.
''It was exciting to break the rule,'' she confessed. ''but…''
''But what, Dana?'' Curiosity possessed Ginger that she couldn't wait till Dana finished her sentence.
''Calm down, girl, let me finish…'' Dana paused sunk into her own thought for a while. ''I felt weird. You know I often thought about the professor,'' Ginger was the only person alive that Dana shared the secret with. It took her month since the first incident to dispose the situation to Ginger after she required explanation of late stay at university and the wrinkled dress.
''How often? I thought you did it because of the situation. I knew the experienced one can be quite addictive'' She grinned as if she talked out of her own experience. ''Do you think of him while you're with Josh?''
Dana shamefully nodded, she felt numbed and confused.
''It's Ok girl, but why?'' Ginger was never more supportive. She was open-minded and a good listener, this was one of the reason Dana trusted her with the darkest secret. Ginger looked concerned, she couldn't find anything to converse. ''Do you wanna talk about it?'' politely asked and it was the only thing she could think of.
''I don't know why I kept thinking about other man. It feels wrong. What have I become?'' Dana was frightened at the thought of her emancipation into something else she was afraid of. She didn't want to admit even to herself that she actually had the darker side that she had not yet to discover.
''You know everyone has her own kink, it doesn't mean you are wrong,'' Ginger softly padded her friend's back. She had never seen Dana so concerned and confused.
''What should I do?'' she searched for answer in her friend's eyes.
''Hmm…why don't you just let it go and do what you actually want?'' Ginger was a carefree kind of girl, the outlook of her world was simple and perhaps Dana should consider that. But it was harder than it's said, Dana thought it was inappropriate to begin with. It was hard enough for her to admit what ever dark side she had to herself. The little noise in her head was stubbornly refusing all the accusation.
''You have to be true to yourself first, Dana,'' Her voice sunk deeper and more serious, the words carried that idea that she was scared of the most.
The two kept on talking about Peter, the weather, how Dana enjoyed England and Oxford. No matter how delightful she sounded or what she talked about, her thought fixated on one thing, it searched hopelessly for the right answers.
***
4 – The Fall-Out
Joshua was as sweet as before, Dana couldn't confront him with her own confusion nor did she want to lose the bond they shared. She let Ginger words sang in her head alone without acting on it.
Dana was content with Joshua being on her side, his companion was fulfilling, his love making was consistent and satisfying. In fact, it could have been too much for her. Often time, Dana felt trapped in her own golden cage. She had everything she ever wanted, but somehow the deeper desire screamed out for a release. She still couldn't forget about Professor Smith nor the naughty night with Christ. Sometimes, Dana would pretend it was either of the men licking her pussy or fucking her vagina with their dicks or tongues. Sometimes, she even fantasized both men were working on her at once. Despicable as she felt, Dana couldn't let go of her fantasy, it discreetly became her major excitement when she was lonely.
***
It was an ordinary day with class after another filling her schedule. Her energy was running out as she entered the apartment door quietly, exhausted. She laid down on the sofa didn't bother to remove her shoes. She tossed the backpack aside releasing a long sigh when she felt the gentle touch untying her shoe lace.He came with a warm cloth to clean her feet before he started massaging her sore legs. That didn't interrupt her rest, Joshua often took care of her when she felt boneless after a long day. But she felt something was different.
Joshua disappeared in the kitchen and erupted himself with a cup of warm herbal chocolate in his hand. His smile was bright and gentle, he was telling her that all was going to be all right. Dana appreciated such kindness, but she was bitter inside. Joshua got on top of her, he carefully supported his weight leaving just enough pressure on her legs that she started to feel better. He applied her favorite Lavender massage oil on her belly. Dana sipped her chocolate drink gratefully. Joshua hands moved up to her bra and skillfully released her beautiful breast free. Dana closed her eyes and sunk into the quiet, peaceful darkness. He studiously pressed her sore shoulders and released the tension from her hard working little body.
''Baby, does this make you feel better?'' there's so much kindness in his soft voice.
''Thank you, Josh. You're the best,'' she gave him a friendly kiss on his lips.
Joshua wanted to insert his tongue inside her mouth and taste her juicy pedal, but Dana wasn't down to the business. She pushed him off tiredly.
''What's wrong, baby?'' he sounded so small and upset.
''I'm tired, can we just do it other time?'' Dana couldn't keep her eyes open, she didn't want to see the disappointment in his eyes so she decided to take advantage of her exhaustion to stay ignorant.
''Alright, alright.'' his voice showed great disappointment. Instead of feeling sorry, Dana felt annoyed and couldn't help sitting up and speaking her mind.
''I had a long day and I need some rest, that's all I'm asking for, Josh,'' she raised her voice.
''I was giving you massage,''
''Or you just want to have sex,'' Dana shouted, her heart beat faster as a race horse.
''Should I apologize for wanting to be close to you?'' he paused for a second before went on, '' I have been feeling that something is going on between us,''
''What?'' she knew he was right but she couldn't possibly think of the excuse and she was way too tired to make good argument for herself. She brushed him off and stomped in the bedroom, swung the door shut.
The confusion started to get on their relationship as Dana constantly feel suffocated from the overwhelming flow of passion from only one guy, her boyfriend. She started to withdraw herself from emotion and physical intimacy with Joshua. He would have easily noticed the change, it's only the matter of when he would confront her about it. But Dana never thought it would happen too soon, partly it was her fault that she lost control and screamed at him like that.
''I felt that something was going on between us,'' his voice came through the door.
''Baby, perhaps, I'm just no good for you anymore,'' the warm tear blurred her eyes.
''Oh no Dana, don't say that, whatever it is we can figure it out,'' supportive, caring, sincere, sweet that's all any girl could ever ask for from her boyfriend and that's all he has always been to her. Another wave of heavy load dropped down on her chest, she sunk into another swirling deep ocean of confusion.