Eternity: Immortal Witches Book 1 (The Immortal Witches) (11 page)

Reluctantly I tied my hair into a knot at the back of my head, and covered it with the small white cap with its dangling ribbons, as was customary. ‘Twas considered sinful for a woman to wear her hair loose, though I failed to see why those silly townsfolk said so. I wore my hair down and flowing all the time, unless I was in town. And I was often tempted to do so publicly as well, to show them what I thought of their conventions. However, I had not forgotten the lessons I’d learned. ‘Twas best to keep my strange ways to myself.

And while the people of Sanctuary were not of the same ilk as the Puritans I’d had the misfortune to meet once or twice, they had their own superstitions and fears. I was not a fool.

Though, perhaps I had been behaving as if I were. That Aunt Eleanor’s fortune had shifted so completely from the moment of my arrival had not escaped the notice of some. I could feel the eyes on me, hear the speculation in the whispers they shared as I walked among them. Perhaps ‘twas time I convince Aunt Eleanor to sell the cabin and move away with me. I would not wait until it was too late a second time.

Sanctuary was becoming unsafe for me. I couldn’t quite smell the danger on the air...yet.  But I felt it drawing slowly, inexorably nearer.

We had acquired a modest wagon, and I hurriedly went outside to put Ebony into her harness. She hated towing the thing, and I couldn’t say that I blamed her. However, the sight of my aunt and I riding double upon my horse’s back would likely have caused some of the townsfolk to feint dead way. And Aunt Eleanor might well end up on the ground, at any rate.

My aunt came outside the moment I had the wagon ready, a large basket in her hands filled with food for the meal that would follow services. I helped her into the seat, then climbed in beside her and clicked my tongue at Ebony. She set off at a jaunty gait, and despite the fact that she detested it, she did look fine pulling the wagon, feet stepping high, her long mane dancing with every step.

‘Twas a fine day in May, not yet summer, but feeling every bit as if it were. A warm breeze came in from the ocean, carrying that sea scent I so loved along with it, and caressing my face and hair. A few strands fell loose, but I was enjoying the ride far too much to fuss over them. We traveled the worn track they called the Coast Road, along the very edge of the peninsula, and ‘twas well and good I trusted Ebony to stay on course, for ‘twas more than I could do to stop gazing out at the frothy whitecaps winking at me from that broad blue expanse.

It could be said that I disliked and distrusted the people of Sanctuary. Elias Stanton in particular. But I was utterly enchanted with the place itself. The ground beneath me and the sky above. Sea to my left, and forest to my right. ‘Twas like a magic circle unto itself. I felt the earth’s power here as I never had before, and perhaps ‘twas not all because of the forces moving in and around this wild, new land. Perhaps ‘twas another bit of my new self making its presence felt. The ability to feel the places where Mother Nature’s power pulsed strongest. I sorely wished I understood more about my own nature. I knew instinctively there was far more to it than what my mother had been able to tell me. And yet how could I learn? How could I know? It plagued me like an unsolved puzzle. Why this gift of immortality? Was there some purpose to it all?

We arrived in town, and Elias Stanton himself hurried to our wagon and reached for my hand to assist me from my seat. I took it, though his touch made gooseflesh rise on my arms. The man’s gaze tended to linger on my form in ways that made me uneasy, and in his eyes I often glimpsed lechery, though on the surface, he acted every bit the gentleman. I knew ‘twas a lie. I could see the worms in his soul.

“Ladies,” he said. “So good to see you both.” His hand lingered on mine, grasping briefly when I pulled. Then he cleared his throat, averted his eyes, and released me, turning to assist my aunt. “A fine day, is it not, Mistress Belisle?”

“Fine, indeed, Mister Stanton,” she replied. “But ‘tis not the weather I wish to discuss, as you might well guess.”

“Ah, you’re curious about our new pastor, no doubt,” he said with a smile.

“Tell me about him,” she urged. “Is he young or old? Plump or poor?”

“You will soon see for yourself,” Elias responded. And turning, offered her his arm. She took it, and he offered the other to me.

I was loath to accept. But people were watching. And more than ever, I was wary. I sensed something...something that made the fine hairs on my nape bristle. But I could not name what that something might be. I took his beefy arm and tried to hide my distaste.

“I vow,” Aunt Eleanor said, “nothing so exciting has happened in Sanctuary since...why, since my dear niece arrived and restored me to health.”

“‘Twas the Lord restored you to health, Aunt Eleanor,” I said quickly, and I glanced at Elias from the corner of my eye. “I only took away your loneliness.” To Elias, I said, “I do believe it may well have been the loneliness making her feel so poorly all along.”

“Indeed,” Elias asked, lifting his brows. “And are you a physician, Mistress St. James?”

My blood ran cold, and for a moment ‘twas as though I was back in England, shivering outside the magistrate’s door while cruel hands held me fast and a demanding voice asked a similar question of my mother.

I blinked away the rush of fear that shot through me, and reminded myself I was no longer in England. That nightmare was behind me. And then I prayed it was true.

Fixing a smile to my lips, I said, “A woman physician? Oh, Master Stanton, surely you jest. I would not know where to begin!”

His eyes, when they met mine, were filled with dark suspicions and blatant lust. And as we approached the plank steps leading up into the church, he pretended to stumble and leaned toward me, brushing his forearm against my breast. That I knew beyond doubt it was deliberate might have been intuition. Or something more. But regardless, I knew.

Startled, I turned and backed away, only to collide with a solid chest. Two warm hands closed on my shoulders, and suddenly I felt light-headed and breathless. His scent touched me, embraced me, and I knew before I even looked upon him who he was.

“Pardon,” a painfully familiar voice with a sweet Scottish lilt said from behind me. “Are you all right, lass?”

I stiffened, closed my eyes, opened them slowly. And then I turned, unable to do otherwise, and looked up into the face of the man who, more than two years ago, had seen me die. The man who’d embraced me to the point of madness, made me want him as I’d wanted no other. The man who, by rights, should believe me to be dead. The man who’d told me he had given up his priestly studies because of me. Duncan Wallace, looking just as I'd seen him that first time, on the gallows. Once again dressed in the black robes of a clergyman.

Chapter 6

“So sorry Mistress St. James,” Elias blustered. He straightened away from me, but I barely felt his unwelcome presence anymore. “A damnable pebble caught in my...oh. I see you’ve met our pastor.”

“St. James?” Duncan whispered, wide-eyed and suddenly pale.

If he revealed what he had seen on those English gallows, if he let on....

He suddenly gripped both my hands in his. His gaze never left my face but kept roaming it as if he couldn’t believe what he was seeing. Panic caused my heart to pound. Panic...and his touch. His thumbs moved in gentle circles on the backs of my hands, and I thought he might not even be aware of it. I squeezed his fingers to remind him, and stared into his brown eyes, willing him to keep my secret. And then, reluctantly, I tugged my hands from his, though ‘twas the last thing I wanted to do.

I remembered this man. Oh, he’d changed. He was no longer a handsome young priest, but a man grown now. And though it had been only two years, I knew that two years in this rugged new land were more than enough to bring about such changes. He was larger, broad across the shoulders and chest, and solid with strength. Even his neck seemed hard and corded with muscle. His hair was longer than before, but the same dark sable, pulled back and tied with a cord. And his face, ’twas harsher now. He looked weathered, as if he’d been through trying times.

All of this I took in, realizing that to his probing brown eyes, I was exactly the same. I had not changed. I never would. That he remembered me, too, was obvious.

“Do you know one another?” Elias asked, stepping closer, eyeing Duncan, and then me.

“No,” I said softly. “We’ve never met.” And I looked into Duncan’s brown eyes, silently begging him to say the same.

He licked his lips once, then looked past me to Elias. “Aye, the lass speaks the truth. Had we met, I’d surely recall it,” he said, his eyes laden with meaning. “Besides, I only arrived yestereve.” And then, smiling, he turned to my aunt, who all but shouldered me aside to take his hand in welcome.

“I am so pleased to meet you, young man,” she said. “I am Eleanor Belisle, Raven’s aunt.”

“Raven,” he said softly, glancing my way once more. When his gaze touched my skin, ‘twas as if he touched me himself. I could feel the warmth of his eyes. “So that’s your name. You can’t know how I’ve wondered....” Blinking, he shook his head and turned back to Aunt Eleanor. “I only hope I live up to your expectations, dear lady,” he told her.

“Oh, I’m confident you will, Reverend.” And taking my arm, my aunt urged me up the steps and into the church, leaving Duncan to greet other worshipers as they filed past. But I could still feel his eyes on me.

When the sermon was ended, I realized I hadn’t heard a word. I’d been too caught up in the comforting sound of his voice to pay heed to the words he used. It did not matter what he said, so long as he said it in those rich, deep tones, with the lilt of Scotland in every word. I couldn’t stop staring at him, watching the graceful, powerful strides with which he would pace before the congregation as he spoke, and his magnificent hands gesturing to punctuate each line. His eyes met mine often. Those were the only times I would shake out of my state of blatant admiration of him enough to hear the words he spoke. Double entendres, shot like arrows at my heart as his dark eyes razed me in mingled anger and wonder and...something else. Scriptures about lies and deceit. And more, about desires of the flesh. The way they could burn a man, destroy him.

Was he bitter, then? Angry with me for leading him such a merry chase? It did not matter. If anything, the harshness I saw in his eyes now only served to make him the more beautiful to me. I wanted the man. I knew it with a sudden, urgent pang that left me breathless. But I knew ‘twas impossible. For he was a minister. And I was a witch.

I must put him out of my mind.

I must.

I could not.

After the sermon and prayers concluded, the entire population of Sanctuary turned out for the mid-day meal to welcome the new minister. It was held outdoors since there was no building yet large enough to accommodate everyone for the meal.

I sat upon a blanket near a shade tree, putting out the food my aunt had brought along, when I felt his gaze on me again. And looking up, I saw him, Duncan Wallace, staring at me. He did not look away when I met his eyes. Instead, he inclined his head very slightly and then turned to go back inside the church.

He wanted me to come to him. He’d made it quite clear. My throat went dry as I rehearsed in my mind what I would say to him. I had gone over it before, of course. Many times I’d tried to imagine what explanation I could concoct should I meet anyone who had seen me hang. But always, I’d been imagining this man in my mind’s eye. Secretly hoping, perhaps, that I would see him again one day.

“I left my shawl inside,” I told my aunt.

She only looked at me and winked. “Best go and find it, then, Raven. Before someone else does.”

I think she had some clue, even then, that I was truly going to speak privately with Duncan. But no hint of disapproval clouded her shining eyes.

I went inside and saw him sitting on a bench near the front of the church. My hands trembling, I went to him, stood before him, looking down, and thus having a view of the door beyond as well, lest someone come in and overhear the words he was going to say. Would he accuse me? Condemn me? I did not know.

Lifting his eyes to mine, he whispered, “‘Tis true, then, after all. You are alive.”

I swallowed hard. More than anything, I did not wish to lie to him. Not to him. But my mother’s words seemed to ring in my ears. Trust no one. No one! I could not tell him what I was. Especially not while he wore minister’s robes. Though it galled me to deny the truth to him.

“You say such odd things, Pastor. Of course I am alive.”

Holding my gaze, he shook his head slowly, wonder in his eyes. “I saw you die, lass.”

Feigning shock, I lifted a hand to my breast. “You have mistaken me for someone else, then. I’ve never died, else how could I be here?”

“Dinna lie to me, Raven. Not to me.” He rose suddenly, tall and strong and so close his body was nearly touching mine. “I cut you down myself, held your lifeless corpse in my arms, and dampened your hair with my tears. I....” He broke off there, closed his eyes and lowered his head as if he were too overwhelmed to go on.

My throat seemed to swell closed. “You cut me down? You wept for me?”

He looked into my eyes, and I felt an incredible yearning build within my soul.

“You’ve haunted my dreams since that vile day, Raven St. James. And now you stand here before me, as beautiful and alive as you were the first time I looked into your eyes when you stood so bravely upon the gallows.”

I felt a stinging in my eyes, a burning in my throat. I could not deny who I was, for he would never believe me. No more than I would have believed him, had he told me he was not that young man I remembered so vividly. The lie, then. The one I’d concocted and honed in my mind over these past two years.

“I would know you anywhere,” he told me, and his hands clasped my shoulders, warm and firm. I could feel him wanting me, just by his touch. And I wanted him, too. “I knew you on the ship,” he said. “You came to me then, when I was ill.”

He searched my face. I said nothing.