Now she saw him detached from her, drawn back into the unknown, and whispering to another girl things that provoked the same smile of mischievous complicity he had so often called to her own lips. The feeling possessing her was not one of jealousy: she was too sure of his love. It was rather a terror of the unknown, of all the mysterious attractions that must even now be dragging him away from her, and of her own powerlessness to contend with them.
She had given him all she had – but what was it compared to the other gifts life held for him? She understood now the case of girls like herself to whom this kind of thing happened. They gave all they had, but their all was not enough: it could not buy more than a few moments.…
The heat had grown suffocating – she felt it descend on her in smothering waves, and the faces in the crowded hall began to dance like the pictures flashed on the screen at Nettleton. For an instant Mr Royall’s countenance detached itself from the general blur. He had resumed his place in front of the harmonium, and sat close to her, his eyes on her face; and his look seemed to pierce to the very centre of her confused sensations.… A feeling of physical sickness rushed over her –
and then deadly apprehension. The light of the fiery hours in the little house swept back on her in a glare of fear.…
She forced herself to look away from her guardian, and became aware that the oratory of the Hatchard cousin had ceased, and that Mr Miles was again flapping his wings. Fragments of his peroration floated through her bewildered brain.… ‘A rich harvest of hallowed memories.… A sanctified hour to which, in moments of trial, your thoughts will prayerfully return.… And now, O Lord, let us humbly and fervently give thanks for this blessed day of reunion, here in the old home to which we have come back from so far. Preserve it to us, O Lord, in times to come, in all its homely sweetness – in the kindliness and wisdom of its old people, in the courage and industry of its young men, in the piety and purity of this group of innocent girls—’ He flapped a white wing in their direction, and at the same moment Lambert Sollas, with his fierce nod, struck the opening bars of ‘Auld Lang Syne’.… Charity stared straight ahead of her and then, dropping her flowers, fell face downward at Mr Royall’s feet.
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orth Dormer’s celebration naturally included the villages attached to its township, and the festivities were to radiate over the whole group, from Dormer and the two Crestons to Hamblin, the lonely hamlet on the north slope of the Mountain where the first snow always fell. On the third day there were speeches and ceremonies at Creston and Creston River; on the fourth the principal performers were to be driven in buck-boards to Dormer and Hamblin.
It was on the fourth day that Charity returned for the first time to the little house. She had not seen Harney alone since they had parted at the wood’s edge the night before the celebrations began. In the interval she had passed through many moods, but for the moment the terror which had seized her in the Town Hall had faded to the edge of consciousness. She had fainted because the hall was stiflingly hot, and because the speakers had gone on and on.… Several other people had been affected by the heat, and had had to leave before the exercises were over. There had been thunder in the air all the afternoon, and everyone said afterward that something ought to have been done to ventilate the hall.…
At the dance that evening – where she had gone reluctantly, and only because she feared to stay away, she had sprung back into instant reassurance. As soon as she entered she had seen Harney waiting for her, and he had come up with kind gay eyes, and swept her off in a waltz. Her feet were full of music, and though her only training had been with the village youths she had no difficulty in tuning her steps to his. As they circled about the floor all her vain fears dropped from her, and she even forgot that she was probably dancing in Annabel Balch’s slippers.
When the waltz was over Harney, with a last hand-clasp, left her to meet Miss Hatchard and Miss Balch, who were just entering. Charity had a moment of anguish as Miss Balch appeared; but it did not last. The triumphant fact of her own greater beauty, and of Harney’s sense of it, swept her apprehensions aside. Miss Balch, in an unbecoming dress, looked sallow and pinched, and Charity fancied there was a worried expression in her pale-lashed eyes. She took a seat near Miss Hatchard and it was presently apparent that she did not mean to dance. Charity did not dance often either. Harney explained to her that Miss Hatchard had begged him to give each of the other girls a turn; but he went through the form of asking Charity’s permission each time he led one out, and that gave her a sense of secret triumph even completer than when she was whirling about the room with him.…
She was thinking of all this as she waited for him in the deserted house. The late afternoon was sultry, and she had tossed aside her hat and stretched herself at full length on the Mexican blanket because it was cooler indoors than under the trees. She lay with her arms folded beneath her head, gazing out at the shaggy shoulder of the Mountain. The sky behind it was full of the splintered glories of the descending sun, and before long she expected to hear Harney’s bicycle-bell in the lane. He had bicycled to Hamblin, instead of driving there with his cousin and her friends, so that he might be able to make his escape earlier and stop on the way back at the deserted house, which was on the road to Hamblin. They had smiled together at the joke of hearing the crowded buck-boards roll by on the return, while they lay close in their hiding above the road. Such childish triumphs still gave her a sense of reckless security.
Nevertheless she had not wholly forgotten the vision of fear that had opened before her in the Town Hall. The sense of lastingness was gone from her and every moment with Harney would now be ringed with doubt.
The Mountain was turning purple against a fiery sunset from which it seemed to be divided by a knife-edge of quivering
light; and above this wall of flame the whole sky was a pure pale green, like some cold mountain lake in shadow. Charity lay gazing up at it, and watching for the first white star.…
Her eyes were still fixed on the upper reaches of the sky when she became aware that a shadow had flitted across the glory-flooded room: it must have been Harney passing the window against the sunset.… She half raised herself, and then dropped back on her folded arms. The combs had slipped from her hair, and it trailed in a rough dark rope across her breast. She lay quite still, a sleepy smile on her lips, her indolent lids half shut. There was a fumbling at the padlock and she called out: ‘Have you slipped the chain?’ The door opened, and Mr Royall walked into the room.
She started up, sitting back against the cushions, and they looked at each other without speaking. Then Mr Royall closed the door-latch and advanced a few steps.
Charity jumped to her feet. ‘What have you come for?’ she stammered.
The last glare of the sunset was on her guardian’s face, which looked ash-coloured in the yellow radiance.
‘Because I knew you were here,’ he answered simply.
She had become conscious of the hair hanging loose across her breast, and it seemed as though she could not speak to him till she had set herself in order. She groped for her combs, and tried to fasten up the coil. Mr Royall silently watched her.
‘Charity,’ he said, ‘he’ll be here in a minute. Let me talk to you first.’
‘You’ve got no right to talk to me. I can do what I please.’
‘Yes. What is it you mean to do?’
‘I needn’t answer that, or anything else.’
He had glanced away, and stood looking curiously about the illuminated room. Purple asters and red maple-leaves filled the jar on the table; on a shelf against the wall stood a lamp, the kettle, a little pile of cups and saucers. The canvas chairs were grouped about the table.
‘So this is where you meet,’ he said.
His tone was quiet and controlled, and the fact disconcerted
her. She had been ready to give him violence for violence, but this calm acceptance of things as they were left her without a weapon.
‘See here, Charity – you’re always telling me I’ve got no rights over you. There might be two ways of looking at that – but I ain’t going to argue it. All I know is I raised you as good as I could, and meant fairly by you always – except once, for a bad half-hour. There’s no justice in weighing that half-hour against the rest, and you know it. If you hadn’t, you wouldn’t have gone on living under my roof. Seems to me the fact of your doing that gives me some sort of a right; the right to try and keep you out of trouble. I’m not asking you to consider any other.’
She listened in silence, and then gave a slight laugh. ‘Better wait till I’m in trouble,’ she said.
He paused a moment, as if weighing her words. ‘Is that all your answer?’
‘Yes, that’s all.’
‘Well – I’ll wait.’
He turned away slowly, but as he did so the thing she had been waiting for happened; the door opened again and Harney entered.
He stopped short with a face of astonishment, and then, quickly controlling himself, went up to Mr Royall with a frank look.
‘Have you come to see me, sir?’ he said coolly, throwing his cap on the table with an air of proprietorship.
Mr Royall again looked slowly about the room; then his eyes turned to the young man.
‘Is this your house?’ he inquired.
Harney laughed: ‘Well – as much as it’s anybody’s. I come here to sketch occasionally.’
‘And to receive Miss Royall’s visits?’
‘When she does me the honour—’
‘Is this the home you propose to bring her to when you get married?’
There was an immense and oppressive silence. Charity,
quivering with anger, started forward, and then stood silent, too humbled for speech. Harney’s eyes had dropped under the old man’s gaze; but he raised them presently, and looking steadily at Mr Royall, said: ‘Miss Royall is not a child. Isn’t it rather absurd to talk of her as if she were? I believe she considers herself free to come and go as she pleases, without any questions from anyone.’ He paused and added: ‘I’m ready to answer any she wishes to ask me.’
Mr Royall turned to her. ‘Ask him when he’s going to marry you, then—’ There was another silence, and he laughed in his turn – a broken laugh, with a scraping sound in it. ‘You darsn’t!’ he shouted out with sudden passion. He went close up to Charity, his right arm lifted, not in menace but in tragic exhortation.
‘You darsn’t, and you know it – and you know why!’ He swung back again upon the young man. ‘And you know why you ain’t asked her to marry you, and why you don’t mean to. It’s because you hadn’t need to; nor any other man either. I’m the only one that was fool enough not to know that; and I guess nobody’ll repeat my mistake – not in Eagle County, anyhow. They all know what she is, and what she came from. They all know her mother was a woman of the town from Nettleton, that followed one of those Mountain fellows up to his place and lived there with him like a heathen. I saw her there sixteen years ago, when I went to bring this child down. I went to save her from the kind of life her mother was leading – but I’d better have left her in the kennel she came from.…’ He paused and stared darkly at the two young people, and out beyond them, at the menacing Mountain with its rim of fire; then he sat down beside the table on which they had so often spread their rustic supper, and covered his face with his hands. Harney leaned in the window, a frown on his face: he was twirling between his fingers a small package that dangled from a loop of string.… Charity heard Mr Royall draw a hard breath or two, and his shoulders shook a little. Presently he stood up and walked across the room. He did not look again at the young people: they saw
him feel his way to the door and fumble for the latch; and then he went out into the darkness.
After he had gone there was a long silence. Charity waited for Harney to speak; but he seemed at first not to find anything to say. At length he broke out irrelevantly: ‘I wonder how he found out?’
She made no answer and he tossed down the package he had been holding, and went up to her.
‘I’m so sorry, dear … that this should have happened.…’
She threw her head back proudly. ‘I ain’t ever been sorry – not a minute!’
‘No.’
She waited to be caught into his arms, but he turned away from her irresolutely. The last glow was gone from behind the Mountain. Everything in the room had turned grey and indistinct, and an autumnal dampness crept up from the hollow below the orchard, laying its cold touch on their flushed faces. Harney walked the length of the room, and then turned back and sat down at the table.
‘Come,’ he said imperiously.
She sat down beside him, and he untied the string about the package and spread out a pile of sandwiches.
‘I stole them from the love-feast at Hamblin,’ he said with a laugh, pushing them over to her. She laughed too, and took one, and began to eat.
‘Didn’t you make the tea?’
‘No,’ she said. ‘I forgot –’
‘Oh, well – it’s too late to boil the water now.’ He said nothing more, and sitting opposite to each other they went on silently eating the sandwiches. Darkness had descended in the little room, and Harney’s face was a dim blur to Charity. Suddenly he leaned across the table and laid his hand on hers.
‘I shall have to go off for a while – a month or two, perhaps – to arrange some things; and then I’ll come back … and we’ll get married.’
His voice seemed like a stranger’s: nothing was left in it of the vibrations she knew. Her hand lay inertly under his, and
she left it there, and raised her head, trying to answer him. But the words died in her throat. They sat motionless, in their attitude of confident endearment, as if some strange death had surprised them. At length Harney sprang to his feet with a slight shiver. ‘God! it’s damp – we couldn’t have come here much longer.’ He went to the shelf, took down a tin candlestick and lit the candle; then he propped an unhinged shutter against the empty window-frame and put the candle on the table. It threw up a queer shadow on his frowning forehead, and made the smile on his lips a grimace.