asked.
“We were so young,” Ian said. “I guess we’l
never know the answer to that question. But I know
one thing. I wil never forget what you and Bily did for
me.”
Ian reached over and, for the first time in eight
years, kissed Todd. They embraced for several minutes
and said their goodbyes. After Todd left, Ian went back
upstairs to check on Bily.
Bily was sitting on the bed with his hand over his
face, wiping the tears away.
“Bily, what’s wrong?” Ian asked.
“I guess I knew I was taking a chance by
contacting Todd, but it was a chance I was wiling to
take. Now that you both know the truth, wil you try to
work things out?”
“Why would you say that?” Ian asked.
“I woke up alone and came downstairs. I saw
you and Todd embracing and knew I had my answer.”
“Why didn’t you say anything, Bily?”
“I wanted to give you guys some privacy. You
were both hit pretty hard with the revelations of the
past, and I didn’t want to come between you. I’m sure
you had many things to say to one another that, after al
these years, needed to be said. I thought you would
need this time to sort things out, to see what was left of
your relationship.”
“I can’t believe you did this,” Ian said. “This is the
most unselfish thing anyone has ever done for me. You
took a huge risk bringing Todd and me back together.”
Bily looked up, wiped his tears away, and said,
“Al I knew was that your story didn’t add up. I put
myself in Todd’s place. If you loved him as much as
you said you did, and I believed you did, he would have
been a fool to give that up. So I tracked him down to
find out the truth. Luckily, my hunch proved to be right,
and we soon figured out you were both duped. I know
I took a risk, but if I lost you by bringing Todd here,
then you’re meant to be with him, not me, and I would
live with that. At least I could go to sleep at night,
knowing I did the right thing by you and you were taken
care of.
“But Ian, I also hoped in my heart that once you
knew the truth and if you didn’t choose to go back to
Todd, that maybe, just maybe, you’d want to start your
life over again. With me.”
Ian looked Bily in the eyes and said, “With you
and only you. I love you, cowboy.”
Bily smiled, stood up, and puled Ian up to him.
“I love you,” Bily said as he kissed him deeply. Ian
wrapped his arms around Bily and held him there for a
long time.
They fel onto the bed, undressing as they went.
They landed with Ian on top and Bily’s arms wrapped
around him tight. Ian’s mouth melted over Bily’s with
an urgency that neither had experienced during any of
their previous lovemaking. Bily took Ian’s head in his
hands and puled him back to look him the eyes. “I love
you so much, Ian. Please tel me you won’t give up on
me, on us, again.”
With his head held tightly between Bily’s hands,
Ian looked deep into Bily’s eyes and said, “I am so in
love with you, Bily, that I can’t give up on us, but
please promise that you’l be patient with me. I’ve spent
the last eight years teaching myself how not to love, not
to trust. It’s going to take me a while to undo the
damage I’ve done.”
Bily whispered, “You have me forever, just know
that. God, I love you.” And those were the last words
spoken before the lust and love took control.
Ian, stil on top of Bily, could sense Bily’s
excitement by the bulge of his cock pressing against his
own. His hands caressed every part of Bily’s body
without breaking their passionate kisses.
Ian’s mouth moved to Bily’s neck as he ran his
hand down the outside of Bily’s arm and held his hand
tight. Then he released it and rubbed further down to his
thigh and back up again. He felt Bily’s warm fingers
lightly stroking his back, which sent a chil down his
spine. Bily tilted his head into the soft, moist lips teasing
and biting at his neck while wrapping his legs around
Ian’s lower thighs. He reached down with both hands
and puled on the waistband of Ian’s underwear, letting
Ian know that he wanted them off. He released his legs
from behind Ian’s back and gently guided Ian up to his
knees. Bily slid Ian’s Calvin Kleins down to his knees,
and as Ian roled to his side, using his toes, Bily puled
the underwear the rest of the way down to Ian’s ankles.
Ian, in one quick move, finished the job and was sliding
Bily’s underwear down and off.
Ian wanted this to last forever; he wouldn’t hurry,
not this time, no matter how much he wanted Bily. He
would tease and torment him until he was about to
explode with passion. And then, and only then, would
he alow Bily the release he was desperate to achieve.
Stil lying alongside Bily, he fondled the sensitive skin
around Bily’s pulsing erection. He lightly ran his fingers
through Bily’s pubic hairs, never once touching his
rock-hard dick. Bily was stil on his back with his head
turned, watching Ian intently. Ian turned his head ever
so slowly, and his eyes met Bily’s, and Bily found his
mouth again and kissed him hard. Ian continued to
gently tease Bily’s sensitive areas, and Bily raised his
right knee as a silent invitation for Ian to explore at wil.
Ian reacted by lightly brushing his fingers over Bily’s
inner thigh and slowly making his way down to Bily’s
bals.
Ian tousled Bily’s bals, gently roling them
through his fingers as he felt them tighten with
anticipation. Bily responded with a sound both
ravenous and wiling, which gave Ian al the
encouragement he needed to continue his exploration.
Ian released Bily’s bals and slowly ran his fingers
down along the narrow piece of skin to the pucker that
was the opening of his body. Bily puled his mouth
away from Ian’s and whispered, “I need you inside of
me.” Ian sensed the urgency of his admission and felt
him tremble with anticipation. “I’ve never before
needed or wanted anyone in this way. I want you, Ian,
need you.”
Ian roled back on top of Bily and straddled his
upper thighs. Ian kissed Bily again and then licked his
way from Bily’s chin down to his left nipple. He circled
and teased it with his tongue, then licked his way to the
other and did the same. He continued down past his
bely button to the hairs just above his dick. He circled
the base of Bily’s cock with his tongue, which made
Bily’s cock jump with arousal.
Ian wanted Bily with an urgency he had never
experienced. He kissed the tip of Bily’s dick, making
Bily gasp, and hooked his arms under Bily’s legs and
lifted them over his head. Ian puled Bily’s ass cheeks
apart, and when his tongue touched the soft pink skin
surrounding Bily’s opening, he felt him tremble as he
moaned with pleasure. Ian ran his tongue around the
edges of Bily’s pucker and gently tantalized the tender
area before puling his cheeks further apart and probing
inside with his tongue. Bily relaxed his muscles, and his
asshole opened up to the probing. His breathing was
becoming more erratic, which told Ian that he was
doing his job and doing it wel.
Ian withdrew his tongue and with one fingertip
circled and massaged the tight opening. Ian needed to
know what Bily felt like inside. He opened the drawer
and reached for the lube, spreading it around Bily’s
opening and slowly slipping his index finger inside. Bily
moaned as his cock jumped and twitched in response.
The intimacy of Bily totaly giving himself to Ian in this
way was overwhelming. Before, he’d never given Bily
anything more than his body, but now he craved this
new, deeper, emotional bond he was experiencing. It
left him feeling somewhat vulnerable and exposed but at
the same time, warm, safe, and connected.
Ian opened up to the feelings and let them
consume him. He was immediately brought back into
the moment by the look on Bily’s face as his finger
teased and fucked him. Bily closed his eyes and threw
his head back as he said, “Oh God, Ian, you feel so
good.”
“You haven’t realy had me yet, cowboy, but you
wil soon,” Ian promised him. He took the head of
Bily’s dick into his mouth as Bily cried out and
tightened around his fingers. “I’m going to give you
every part of me, cowboy.”
Bily inhaled as he trembled. Ian was sure he was
trembling at the pleasure of what was to come next.
“Yes,” Bily moaned, his ass wiggling as Ian slipped in a
second finger and fucked him slowly. “I want you Ian, I
need you now.” Bily fumbled until he found Ian’s cock
and squeezed and kneaded it like dough.
Ian was now shaking as the look of desire on
Bily’s face overtook him. His hips began to thrust
forward into the feeling of Bily’s hand wrapped around
his cock.
“Bily,” Ian whispered, “is this your first time?”
Bily nodded.
“Are you sure you want to do this?” Ian asked.
Bily flushed. “I want you so badly, Ian. I need to
feel you inside me. Please fuck me now.”
Ian slowly eased his fingers out of Bily, kissing
the head of his dick. He again opened the flip top of the
lube bottle and squeezed some into his hand. He made
sure that Bily was adequately lubricated and spread
more along the shaft of his very erect cock. Even as
aroused as they both were, it was Bily’s first time, and
Ian knew he had to take it very slowly, at least at first.
When Ian positioned the head of his dick at Bily’s
opening and applied pressure, Bily tensed up slightly.
Ian began to push inside him a little at first, paused for
Bily to adjust, and then pushed a little more. After
several minutes of gently invading Bily’s ass, Ian was in
al the way. Ian paused, and their eyes met. “Are you
okay?”
Bily smiled reassuringly, and Ian relaxed and
began to slowly pul out and ease back in with a
smooth, long stroke, repeating it until he was deep
inside him again.
Ian bent over and kissed Bily while reaching
between them to stroke Bily’s erection. He felt Bily’s
hands gripping his thighs, moving back and forth with
each thrust, urging him on.
“God, you feel so good,” Bily moaned.
Ian placed Bily’s legs over his shoulders and
started to fuck him slowly, never breaking eye contact.
Bily arched beneath Ian and groaned with each
thrust, moving with Ian and puling him deeper. “God.
God, Ian.”
Ian pushed in again. “Fuck, yes,” Bily gasped.
Ian kissed him, needing, wanting more. Bily’s ass
was tight and warm, more perfect than anything Ian had
ever felt before. He puled al the way out this time. Bily
was about to protest when he drove back in with one
long stroke until his pubic hairs were smashed against
Bily’s hot ass. Bily whimpered in ecstasy.
“Oh my God, Ian.” Bily was trembling, his cock
leaking onto his stomach.
Sliding his hand free and continuing to fuck Bily
with strong, deep strokes that drew groans from each
of them, Ian curled his hand around Bily’s cock.
Bily shuddered and groaned, rocking his hips to
meet the next thrust. “God… Ian, don’t let go, please,
I’m so close….”
Bily was gasping, his body moving as one with
Ian’s, pushing and puling Ian with every stroke. Ian’s
fingers were stil wrapped around Bily’s hot cock and
working it with the same ruthless speed in which he was
pushing into Bily.
“Oh Bily, yes….” Ian could feel his bals draw up
in anticipation of the release, that moment before it was
torn apart and nothing else mattered but the need for
one more slide into the tight, welcoming heat.
Bily came in Ian’s hand so ferociously that Ian
could do nothing but folow him. He cried out Bily’s
name as the intensity of his orgasm was stronger than
anything he’d ever experienced. He colapsed on top of
Bily, shuddering and gasping desperately for air.
Bily wrapped his arms around Ian and began to
gently rub Ian’s back and shoulders with the palms of
his hands. He kissed Ian gently and reassuringly as he
waited for him to catch his breath.
“No, don’t move, please don’t ever leave me,”
Bily said as Ian started to stir. “I want to stay like this