Going For It

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Authors: Liz Matis

Going
For
It
by
Liz Matis
CONTENTS
 

Title Page

 

Copyright

 

Also by Liz Matis

 

Praise for Liz Matis

 

Epigraph

 

CHAPTERS

 

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2
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3
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4
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5
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7

 

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13

 

About the Author

 

Preview:
Playing for Keeps
&
Love By Design

 

Little Hondo Press

 

Contact: [email protected]

 

Going For It

 

Copyright © 2012 Elizabeth Matis

 

Digital ISBN: 978-0-9840098-3-1

 

All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or utilized in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopy, scanning, recording or by any information storage and retrieval system now known or hereafter invented, without permission in writing from the author.

 

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents either are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

 

Also by Liz Matis:

Playing For Keeps – print and eBook out now, audio book – August 5, 2012
Kindle Edition

Love By Design – print and eBook out now, audio book in 2013
Kindle Edition

Praise for Liz Matis

Playing For Keeps
: A Kindle Best Seller

RT Book Reviews:
Playing For Keeps is entertaining … an engaging storyline will keep readers turning the pages  … readers will enjoy the unfolding relationship and anticipate the sequel featuring the secondary characters

Book Junkie:
In Liz Matis’ latest from Little Hondo Press, Playing For Keeps you will get a wildly sexy romance with depth and laughs. A page turner, bring on the sequel.

Love By Design

RT Book Review:
Readers will get a kick out of these characters as they walk through a world of fashion and celebrities and soak up all the glitz and glam that a wild child and a bad boy could possibly provide. 

Love on the Book Shelf:
Don’t hold this book too tight - you’ll burn your fingers.
Recommendation:
 Read this one if you need some warming up this winter. No joke. It’s also the perfect just-before-bedtime reading, if you’d like some nice, sultry dreams.

ReRead:
Totally worth it. 

 

And my lips are numb with such unbridled passion
Your naked shoulders reflect the shining of the night as I
contemplate the dance of my fingers
through your hair.

We love as there is not tomorrow
We love as lovers

I want to kiss even the shadow of your silhouette
in the street projects
And I want you to feel for a moment that you
belong to me.

Juan M. Frisanccio Muño

Chapter 1

W
ould he just leave already?
Feigning sleep until Jake made his exit taxed Hannah’s nerves and her resolve. Last night had been a mistake and she couldn’t blame her poor judgment on alcohol nor from the romantic vibes surrounding Samantha’s wedding day. Marriage was the furthest thing from Hannah’s mind when she fell into bed with the best man.

Only dirty, hot sex had been on her mind—all day long—even during the church service.

Who thinks that way in church?

The devil had visited her right there at the altar. A sexy Satan in the solid form of Jake Miller standing confidently next to the groom as the vows were repeated, winking across the space to where she stood as the maid of honor. She had tried summoning the prayers of her youth in an effort to ward off the naughty feelings he evoked. Recalling the line, ‘Now I lay me down to sleep’, but that only led her thoughts further astray. What was wrong with her?

But it wasn’t a matter of what was wrong with her, but what was so very right about Jake. Simply remembering his expertise in the bedroom caused her brain to take a vacation from all reason and for her soul to risk eternal damnation by lusting after him in a house of God. Her heart—encased in an iron box—was in no danger at all. Sealed shut with neither a lock nor a key for any man to search for. Fool was the man who did.

Hannah resisted the urge to stretch and ignored his not so subtle attempts to wake her up. Why couldn’t he be a normal male—piss and get the hell out? But there was nothing normal about Jake. Nothing. Hannah’s body still hummed with the proof. She smiled in her fake sleep.

“Dreaming of me?”

His rough voice, even sexier in the morning, washed over her as if she were bathing in a pool of ancient aphrodisiacs. How long had he’d been watching her? “No, of waffles.”

His deep throaty laughter vibrated through her insides. Hannah was certain he could talk an orgasm out of her if he wanted to.

“I’ll make you some. After…”

Jake pulled her close but she refused to nestle up against his warmth. “No need. I’m on a diet hence the dreaming of waffles. You may go.”

Instead of complying he growled and rolled her onto her back using his weight to pin her to the mattress. His heavy erection pressed against the softness of her belly and she tried to squirm away but that only made his sex settle between her legs. His naughty chuckle annoyed and turned her on all at the same time. She raised her chin in defiance. But she wasn’t going anywhere. Built like the football player he was, his physical strength sent a rush of liquid desire through her body. Now, she didn’t want him to go.

“Listen up Hannah. I’m not one of your boy toys who you can play hot and cold with.”

She started to deny it but the look in his eyes stopped her.

“And if you try it again I’ll make you so hot for me you’ll have to beg for it.” Those full lips crushed her mouth in a smoking kiss that left no doubt in her mind that he could do just that.

Hannah stroked the smoothness of his bald head, wondering what he would look like with hair. But Jake Miller was so damn sexy without long locks that she imagined there were men who shaved their heads to emulate the Cougars flashy running back.

Damn Samantha and Ryan for getting married. Hannah had become an expert in avoiding Jake and now she wanted to chain him to her bed and never let him leave despite the fact that only minutes ago she claimed to have wanted him gone. She didn’t want him as a boy toy—she wanted to enslave him. But it was he who was enslaving her. With his kiss and his touch and oh…

“You’re in my blood, Hannah, but don’t expect me to bleed for you.” With that, he flipped off the bed and pulled on white boxer briefs.

His yummy caramel skin begged to be licked like a candy apple and like a spoiled child denied a treat Hannah whined. “But what about?” She pointed to the erection straining against the fabric of his briefs.

“I think I made my point.”

“But…”

Jake walked back to the bed. “Don’t make the mistake of thinking I’m ruled by this.” He took her hand and rubbed his cock with it, biting his lip and tilting his head to the side like he was trying, but failing to prove his statement. He raised her hand to his heart. “Or by this.”

But Hannah thought that had to be a lie. The beat beneath her palm, rapid and unsteady, matched her own.

“Not even here.” He quickly tapped his bald head then slid her fingers down to his cut abs. “I go with my gut.”

Her nails dug into his chiseled flesh, not an ounce of fat on him. He could easily land an endorsement deal for men’s underwear. No stuffing required. “And what does your gut tell you?”

Backing away, he grabbed the rest of his clothes, flipped them over his shoulder, and left the room without a word.

“Good. I wanted you to leave in the first place,” she huffed.

“I’m going to make us waffles,” he yelled from the hallway. “My gut is hungry and you look hungrier.”

Hannah grabbed the pink silk robe hanging from the four-poster bed and followed him into the kitchen as she slid it on. “I have a shoot within two days. I can NOT eat waffles.”

He ignored her, grabbing the waffle iron and plugging it in. He hummed a tune as he raided the fridge and mixed up the batter with strong, steady strokes. Jake looked at home in her kitchen like he’d only been gone a weekend and not months, which again annoyed and charmed her all at the same time. Even though he was unshaven and shirtless, he almost seemed domesticated but Hannah knew better. Men like Jake could not be tamed. It was better to return them to the wild before you became attached. It was a lesson she’d wished her Mother had learned.

Did he just sprinkle nutmeg in the batter? Her mouth watered.

As he poured the batter into the waffle maker he stopped humming and asked, “What I don’t get is that we had this big blow-out about you doing Playboy—you break up with me over it—and then you don’t do it. Why?” He looked at her with a penetrating gaze.

His light brown eyes reminded her of the wolf she’d admired at the Central Park Zoo. Jake forbid Hannah to pose and nobody tells her what to do so she told him to take his archaic views of women and shove it up his ass. Until last night they hadn’t seen nor spoken to each other in seven long sex deprived months. At least she’d been sex deprived. She’d bet Jake lasted all of a day before he moved on. “Well, it wasn’t because of you.”

“Then why not do it?” He took the pants he’d thrown onto the chair and pulled them on.

“You are so full of yourself.” She gave a snarky laugh. “Victoria Secret gave me another year on my contract. I negotiated to be on the cover of the swimsuit issue. Which is a miracle, aging model that I am.”

“Aging? Hannah you’re barely into your thirties.”

Thirty-one, to be exact. Hannah shuddered at the number. She was ancient compared to the hot slutty girls of today though she supposed that’s what the supermodels of the late nineties thought about her when she burst onto the scene. “I’m a dinosaur.”

Jake zipped up. “You’re more beautiful today.”

Hannah huffed in disbelief.

He approached her with a gleam in his eye and pulled the bow that held her robe together and slid his hands up the swell of her hips. “You were the girl next door, but now you’re a beautiful female fatale with curves.”

“Fat.” She pushed him away. In the real world she wasn’t but in the fashion world? She was a horse. But Victoria Secret liked curvy models and she was more likely to be fired for being too skinny than for gaining a couple of pounds.

“Really Hannah?

She looked away remembering the latest designer who pinched at her waist and told her she was thickening. Thickening!

“Your body would drive any man insane. Believe me, I know. I’m one step away from Bellevue.”

“Hmm, so says the man who left me high and dry not five minutes ago.”

Anger flashed in his eyes. “Is that what you want—a lap dog to do your bidding?” He lifted her up onto the counter and pushed himself between her legs. “Or a man who knows what you want? What you need. And will give it to you.”

He kissed her with a hungry thirst, like a vampire ravenous for blood. Hannah reveled in her feminine power as he lost control. She felt exactly like the female fatale he’d claimed her to be. She’d won. He’d take her right there, right now. No man could resist her. Then the waffle iron dinged. Jake stopped and stepped back before she could tightly wrap her legs around his torso.

“Enjoy the waffles.” He lifted the handle of the iron and grabbed his shirt and pulled it on.

“You’re leaving?” she nearly shrieked the question. Hannah couldn’t believe it. Her body pulsed with want. With need. How could he do this to her?

“That’s what you’ve wanted ever since you woke up this morning.”

She couldn’t stop the frown she knew was forming on her face.
Great, now I’m risking damn wrinkles over this man!

“Your move, Hannah.”

She meant to say something clever, to regain some sort of dignity, but the door had already shut. Just as well. How dignified could she be sitting on the kitchen counter, her robe and legs wide open with steam from that damn appliance spouting into the air?

And damn him if those waffles didn’t smell really, really good.

Chapter 2

J
ake flagged a cab outside Hannah’s posh Eastside address. Only after climbing in and giving the driver his downtown one did he allow himself to fume. You’d think she’d be happy he hadn’t rushed out the door like a gigolo or that he wasn’t a pig who got off on seeing his girlfriend naked in a magazine and brag about it to his friends.

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