Authors: Greg Bear
We passed under the closest tower. The boat leaned into another wide turn, shooting up a tal plume of spray, aiming our view through gaping holes in the roof at the sky and then back down to the water.
A thril ride for young Forerunners! I tended to accept Vinnevra’s theory.
Stil many kilometers off rose a wide gray mass with a flat top.
As we rushed closer it resolved into a great, curving wal of faling water, throwing thick clouds of spray up around its base. The mass might have been nine or ten kilometers tal.
“A storm?” Riser asked, frowning.
“I don’t think so,” I said. We watched the foaming whiteness grow closer. Just as we were about to merge with the tumult, our ferry lifted paralel to its violent plunge, like a bird flying up a wal—
up and
over
the crest and then across a wide expanse of dimpled, mossy green water. The ferry dipped down to that jewel-slick surface and again threw up an enthusiastic plume, moving swiftly against the outward-flowing current.
Sometime later, the roil seemed to reverse and now rushed us toward a great, central hole, easily twenty or thirty kilometers wide.
As we shot through successive rainbows and clouds of spray, nearing the edge of this inner cascade, I sensed it was much deeper than the outer fals.
“It’s like a target,” Riser said. “The Librarian likes targets. Do you think she’s here?”
Vinnevra stood beside us. “It’s not the Librarian,” she insisted.
“And it’s not a Forerunner. It’s a child—a young child.” That made no sense to me. But the Lord of Admirals seemed to find something interesting in her idea.
They start again as children—all together.
It is what the Composer was designed to prevent.
That name again! I did not want to hear any more about it.
The boat roled and angled and we saw the sun almost touching the high, shaded sky bridge. Off toward the east, we again saw the red and gray wolf-orb, as wide as several of my hands—a waxing crescent so close even its shadow showed rugged detail.
It’s too damned close,
the Lord of Admirals said.
It’s on a
collision course.
“Forerunners can carve up planets like oranges,” I said.
This wheel is far more delicate than it might seem to you and
me. Someone likely wanted to guarantee a way to destroy it,
should they lose control.
He pushed forward in my thoughts a vivid diagram for a failsafe orbit, closing gradualy with the wolf-faced orb. For a moment, this clouded my seeing and I felt half-blind—but I understood the urgency, the importance. My understanding of orbits and large-scale tactics had already expanded marvelously under his tutelage.
And once I had thought that stars were holes punched in the sky by huge birds pecking for insects!
Placing the Halo on a colision course made sense. If a faction lost control and guidance was not reclaimed in a certain period, then by prior arrangement, the wheel would smash up against the wolf-face orb.
It would self-destruct.
I gripped the seat, filed with instinctive terror—but not at this dire if stil abstract prospect.
The boat plunged over the central cascade. We felt and heard nothing but a low hum but what we saw made us cry out and grab hold of each other. Even gigantic Mara whined and hid her face with her hands.
Al around, as we fel, the darkening waters divided into hundreds of vertical streams, their turbulent surfaces rippling blue and green and deeper green. And then—the streams crossed over and around each other like braiding snakes, weaving and writhing in incredible patterns while tightening in on the space between.
Our weight went away, and we rose up toward the ceiling, clutching at each other. I wanted to be sick. Riser and Mara
were
sick.
We fel for many minutes—and then, the braided streams flew up and away and we dropped into a measureless void. Above and behind, the streams spread outward to form a vaulted ceiling—an upside-down roof of flowing water. There could be no doubt we were now inside the great mass of the wheel, far below the surface.
But where we might be going, I had no idea.
We remained without weight—in free fal—but stopped being sick. The speed and distance of our descent was hard to judge. It could easily have been dozens of kilometers, even hundreds. My eyes adjusted slowly to this different kind of darkness—a black below black, darker than night, darker than sleep.
Mara pressed her face against the transparent hul and made smal whistling sounds, then tapped the bulkhead with a wrinkled, drawn-in expression. By now I could see what she was seeing. Al around us, our faling boat was surrounded by dimly glowing shapes.
I wrapped my fingers around Riser’s arm. He shook loose and stared at me resentfuly, then folowed our eyes to the spaces outside the boat.
“Boats,” he said. “Great big ones.”
Neatly arranged, lined up above and below one another, row upon row moved off through the far darkness, sketched out by gentle, guiding lines of blue and green, speckled by faint stars like glowworms hanging in a cave. Then they, too, rose up and away and another, emptier darkness swalowed us. I wondered if what we had seen were indeed boats—or ships . . . or power stations, or some other machine or magic.
Machines, science; not magic,
the Lord of Admirals reminded me, but my eyes were too lost in blurred-out fatigue to care what this ghost thought.
I saw only suggestions of whatever was outside—spots of brown, a swiftly passing cord of dark gray, like a hanging bit of spiderweb. . . . Then, weight gradualy returned and we descended to the floor in the cabin. Our fal was coming to an end.
We braced our hands and legs on the floor and the bench. The wals fogged, then become opaque.
We stopped.
The hatch swung out.
We retreated from that black circle in a loose gaggle, as far as we could get—into a corner at the rear of the cabin. Mara wrapped us in her capacious arms.
A whisper of cool air blew in, but for a few moments, nothing more. Then we heard a distant musical note, echoing, jarring, like the song of a strange, lost bird.
“Is this the Palace of Pain?” Vinnevra asked. None of us knew; I could only imagine what awaited us now that we had passed over the waters, under the waters, through the waters.
The light inside the boat dimmed, and simultaneously, the light outside grew brighter, though not by much.
“Something wants us out,” Riser said, shoving into Mara’s dense fur. His nose twitched. I could smel it now as wel—food, hot, savory, and lots of it. Despite everything, we were al of us hungry again—ravenous.
Vinnevra was the first to push out of Mara’s protective embrace.
“This is where we have to be,” she said. At that, we al groaned—
even the ape. But the girl walked through the open hatch, looking back just once, eyes searching our faces, before stepping down—
and vanishing.
We had no choice, of course. We al agreed—this was where we should be.
We folowed her.
TWENTY-SIX
THE BOAT HAD
come to rest at the center of a great, green-glowing web radiating outward in avenues, pathways, streets—whatever they were, they were wide enough for three of us to walk abreast (or one and Mara). Many crossed to join with other paths, shaping not just a web, but a glowing, greenish maze on al sides for as far as I could see.
Hovering just above a distant belt of pitchy darkness were faint suggestions of other structures, straight and very tal, perhaps pilars or supports, surrounding and faintly reflecting the web’s light. I had no idea how far away they might be, but as my eyes adjusted, I tracked them up and up to a great height, and they became thinner and thinner until they seemed to meet overhead.
We might have been at the bottom of a high, narrow tunnel dropping verticaly into the depths of the wheel, where ships and other equipment were stacked away, stored, waiting to be retrieved. I stood beside Riser, who had never been greatly impressed by big things of any sort.
“More Forerunner devil stuff?
Boring,
” he huffed. “Where’s the food?” Then he looked back, and his eyelids flashed white in concern.
Vinnevra had dropped to her knees. Mara strode along a path to keep close to her, holding out her arms as if to keep balance—and seek our help.
The girl pressed her hands against her temples and cried out, “I
hear
you! Enough!”
Something around us changed—
withdrew.
I felt the sudden absence with a gut-deep sense of disappointment, even bereavement. But for Vinnevra, the absence came as a relief. She rose to her feet. “That way!” she said, suddenly cheery again.
“Don’t worry. The web won’t let you fal.”
Mara was not reassured. The darkness beyond the edge of our landing platform had a disturbing sense of
depth.
It sure looked as if we could step off and fal forever. But folowing the scent of food, and keeping as far away as we could from the edges of the paths, we proceeded in the direction Vinnevra had indicated.
I had heard long ago tales of the games that devils and gods play on humans. Back on Erde-Tyrene, children had often been subjected to such horrors and wonders. Yet it was apparent to me now—and would have been earlier, had I not been too distracted
—that al the nightmares and daydreams we are heir to as weak and feckless mortals had come true since I met Bornstelar.
Break free, then,
Lord of Admirals encouraged me.
“How?” I whispered.
Turn their power upon them. Here, they are the ones weak
or dead.
“Here, nothing is real!” I cried. Riser lifted his finger to his poked-out lips, then winked—not in humor, but giving sound advice. No sense encouraging our old spirits at this stage of our journey.
We folowed as Vinnevra crossed to a path on the right, and then another—this one long and straight. Behind, the ferry grew smaler and smaler, until I could cover it with my thumb . . . and then the center of the web went dark and the ferry with it.
Behind us, below us, darkness. Above . . . the inner surface of the wheel might be up there, its false landscapes just barely painted on—deserted cities, blasted plains covered with ashen dust, dead Forerunners, al that we had left behind, including our felow humans.
Or perhaps that had been smudged out as wel. The wheel itself might be gone, and that would mean there was only this glowing web.
Too often, in a dream, you can never go back to where you were, and if you try, it’s not what you remember. If our ultimate destination was to be Erde-Tyrene—Erda—that would violate this most basic law of al dreams.
And where there is a web, there might very wel be a spider.
Now I realy wanted to piss myself or loose my already-empty bowels, to disgust any predator with my stink—humans can make such a great stink!—and run, run, or leap over the edge and fal.
Faling, perhaps I would come awake and jump up from my rough bed of grass and wood slats, hear my mother clinking pots in the next room—stretch, yawn, plan for another day doing whatever Riser thought would be best for us to do.
Happy times, those. Best of times.
No going back.
And if I had died, if I was already across the western waters, clearly I had not found favor with Abada.
We walked. The dead, some of the old stories say, walk forever and never know where they are going.
Riser was the first to see the spider. He poked my hip—hard.
Looking to our left now I saw the jagged, spiky blue leg—and then another. Riser yawped and tried to climb my torso as if I were a tree. I let him.