Harlow: A Military Bad Boy Romance: The Bradford Brothers (19 page)

“Well good,” I say, as I help Whitney off the desk. “I was hoping you had some dirt on him.”

I pull up my pants as she does the same and then goes to sit at her computer chair.

“Can you please hold off on the official business for a minute?” I ask her. “I just need a moment to sit here and bask in how hot that sex was just now.”

“It was amazing,” she says, smiling.

I had waited for what felt like a really long time, without really thinking I would ever get to be with her again. But as soon as I was with her, my body knew just what it had been needing. I finish getting dressed and then I sit down at the chair across from her desk.

“I think the signs were always there for me with Dr. Davis. I just didn’t want to see them,” I tell her. “But the more I thought about it, the weirder things seemed. What I’m the maddest at myself for, though, is not trusting you. I know you would only ever have my best interest at heart. I just couldn’t believe it because I’m not used to being in a relationship.”

“So we’re in a relationship, are we?” she says, grinning.

“You’d better believe it. And you’d better remember it if you keep wanting wild office sex.”

“About that…”

Her grin turns mischievous.

“Yes?”

“I’ve applied to medical school.”

“That’s great! Whitney, really? All because of what I said?”

She shrugs.

“Well, it’s something I always wanted to do. You had a point. And I didn’t see a future here for me anyway.”

“Smart move.” I wink at her.

“So
now
can I tell you what I’ve found out?” Whitney begs, obviously anxious to spill the beans.

“Sure. I’ve sufficiently recovered from our knock- down drag- out sex session.”

“Okay, here’s a print- out of all the patients Dr. Davis has treated,” she says, reaching to retrieve a piece of paper from her printer, and handing it to me. “I’ve redacted their names and any other identifying information for patient privacy sake, but, the important thing to look at is the colors I’ve used to highlight them.”

“Little Miss Type A,” I say, impressed.

I look at the sheet of paper but it’s not very helpful since I have no idea what I’m looking at. It vaguely reminds me of a Christmas decoration.

“The red color represents all the patients that Dr. Davis has treated initially but never went any further with. The green color represents patients that he’s continued to treat, and referred to physical therapy.”

There are only three green names.

“One of those is you,” Whitney says.

“Is the other one named Alex Crenshaw?”

Whitney looks surprised.

“I can’t say. But the other two are recent post- surgery patients. They were in traumatic accidents but, like you, they recovered rather quickly.”

“I guess the other one isn’t Jesse Morrow?” I ask, already knowing the answer since Dr. Davis had told me, but hoping that he somehow still made it through.

“You know Jesse Morrow?” Whitney asks, her eyebrows raised.

“
You
know Jesse Morrow?” I ask, throwing her own question back at her.

“I did a little recon,” she says, her cute cheeks blushing a shade of rose.

“Very nice,” I tell her.

“Let’s just use him as an example,” she says. “Since both of us are familiar with his situation. He’s an average service member, wounded in the line of duty, with some pretty major injuries and a lot of work that needs to be done.”

I nod.

“He’ll probably never end up back in active duty— but still, very few do— and he could benefit from intense physical therapy and further treatment, probably with an integrated approach. Occupational therapy, counseling, and some sort of guidance or transition as to what he should do with this future.”

“Sure,” I say, nodding my head. “Jesse Morrow deserves that. They all deserve that.”

“You know…”

She begins, and I can tell she almost thinks better of telling me whatever she was about to say.

“What?”

“It’s just, when I was talking to Jesse, he mentioned that he’d asked you to come to his surgery, and had never heard another word from you. I mean, he was really understanding and nice about it, but I was just surprised that…”

“Fuck,” I say. “Fuck fuck
fuck
.”

“What?”

“Damn Dr. Davis. I went to see him, but his surgery had just finished and he was too doped up to recognize me. I left a card for him. Dr. Davis acted hella sketchy, which makes perfect sense now. He said he would make sure he received it, and would let him know I dropped by.”

“Well, lo and behold, Dr. Davis didn’t live up to his word,” Whitney says, and I nod.

“How can I get in touch with him? I need to explain what happened.”

“I may be able to get you some contact information from his file,” she says, with a sly smile.

“Awww. You’re the best. I knew there was a reason I was into you.”

“Very funny,” she says. “But let’s get back on track. We are using this patient as an example, correct? He deserves further treatment, correct?”

I nod.

“But Dr. Davis doesn’t want to work with him,” she concludes, marking a big X next to his redacted name. “Or him, or him, or her, or any other average service member.”

Soon her X’s line the page, and it’s obvious how angry she is. And it’s touching to see how much she cares.

“So this is where I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but it affects you.”

“Okay. Shoot. I’m ready.”

I’ve been on such a roller coaster ride since meeting Whitney— or since my helicopter crashed, actually— that I shouldn’t think it’s possible for me to be surprised by anything anymore. But I never expected her latest revelations, and I know I can’t be sure of what’s coming down the pipeline. I just want her to tell me, so that we can deal with it together.

“Well, the three of you who were referred for more treatment are really cream of the crop type scenarios,” Whitney continues. “You’re all in some type of Special Forces, and although your accidents were certainly traumatic, they didn’t affect you to the extent that some of the others were affected by their accidents. You also had an advantage when it came to possessing natural strength and willpower after your accidents. Much of what Dr. Davis is taking credit for, you would have already done naturally on your own.”

“But. I was helpless without Dr. Davis,” I protest. “I couldn’t even write my own name. Neither could Alex.”

“And don’t you think that’s just a little coincidental?” Whitney asks.

I pause. Just when I think I had figured out all the clues, she has to go and point out something obvious.

“Look,” she continues. “I thought about all of this. I’ve had a lot of time to work on this, since I was jilted by my new lover for the heinous crime of trying to help him out.”

“Very funny,” I sneer, but I do feel a twinge of guilt.

“When I first saw Dr. Davis’ videos of you, and even the modern day version of you on the stage, I thought he was somehow exaggerating your current condition to make it seem better than it was. There was no way that someone could go from nearly brain dead— which is how Dr. Davis portrayed your original condition— to fully functioning and normal, in such a short amount of time.”

I crinkle my eyebrows at her, not entirely convinced.

“I mean, I’m no neurologist,” she continues, “but neither is Dr. Davis. And that got me thinking too. I’ve never seen or even heard of a patient making much such giant strides in my experience in physical therapy school, and Dr. Davis isn’t even a physical therapist. He’s a facial reconstructive surgeon. His latest technologies in that field are definitely very impressive, and he deserves credit where credit’s due. But I started to wonder why he’s trying to take credit in fields in which he has no experience.”

“Yeah. That
is
pretty weird.”

“So then it struck me that Dr. Davis is exaggerating, or flat out lying, in the
opposite
direction than in the one I originally assumed. You weren’t nearly as bad off as Dr. Davis claims.”

I look at her, not sure if I want to believe her or not.

“You did have a bad accident, and you required facial reconstruction surgery if you ever wanted to look like anything resembling normal again,” she continues, gently. “You also benefitted from physical therapy- type exercises, but you would have been doing those on your own anyway. Basically, Dr. Davis had little to nothing to do with that part. And you didn’t have brain damage.”

Whitney spins her monitor to face me and then she pushes “play” on a video. It’s the one where I can’t write my name, except that it’s a longer, uncut version, showing wider angels and obviously unedited.

“See, there’s an IV. You’re hooked up to morphine. This was right after one of your surgeries. You were clearly drugged out of your mind.”

“And who could write their name when they’re in that state?” I wonder.

“Exactly. It’s the same with Alex, and the other guy. Once the medication wore off, you were perfectly fine to write your name or do any other task.”

“Hrmph. This really
is
making so much sense now. Especially because I saw Jesse Morrow right after his surgery, and he was definitely on a lot of meds. Couldn’t tell up from down.”

“Now you’ve got it,” Whitney says. “I imagine Dr. Davis soon had him try to write his name in that condition, just in case he needed to show it later, as ‘evidence’ that he was so bad off and had come so far.”

“Oh my god. Dr. Davis is the
worst
.”

My normally confident attitude is fading. I’m glad that most of my recovery has been something for which I alone can take credit, but I feel stupid for letting Dr. Davis dupe me. And I can’t even figure out why he would do it. But before I can wrap my head around it, Whitney drops even more devastating news.

“Now here’s the part that I really wish didn’t exist,” she says, pushing my file over to me. “But I think you need to take a look at that.”

I open it up to notes from the military about my progress. The board says I’m “cleared for service,” but Dr. Davis says I need more treatment first. According to the minutes from the sessions, the board took testimony from Dr. Davis and then decided I did need additional work, but wanted a third party to treat and evaluate me.

“So everything Dr. Davis has told me has been a lie!”

I can barely control my anger. I want to go find him and ring his neck right now.

“It’s been the exact opposite of what’s really going on!” I nearly explode.

“Apparently,” Whitney confirms. “He was telling you that he recertified you but the military wouldn’t accept it. In reality, it was the other way around.”

“But why? Does he just get some sick pleasure in screwing with peoples’ lives? Or only with mine?”

“The way I see it is like this,” Whitney says, reaching across the desk and gently squeezing my hand.

It’s clear that she’s had more time to think everything through, and I appreciate her telling me, but I feel like such a putz.

“Dr. Davis needs funding, and then he needed to sell his company. He needed to have the military on board. And for a while you were his only good candidate: the perfect turn- around patient success story. He needs you to trot on stage for him and demonstrate how
he
helped you overcome all your issues. He needs you to talk other service members into being treated by him, and not giving up or having a bad attitude, etc.”

“I sure did that job well,” I admit, feeling guilty.

“It’s fine, Harlow. You didn’t know. He’s just a total user. If someone doesn’t show the immediate progress you did, he cuts them lose. There are many, many service members who can’t show that progress, and so almost none are good enough for Dr. Davis’ purposes. And he keeps you on the hook until he can find some other worthy candidates.”

“Well, at least I’m not the only sucker anymore,” I say. “But I don’t know whether that should make me feel good or bad.”

“Yes, exactly. That’s what I needed to talk to you about. I was all ready to turn Dr. Davis in. I think he’s a despicable human being who is using the military, and military members, for his own selfish goals. But then I realized…”

“…that if you do that, he will probably retaliate against me,” I say, finishing her sentence for her.

She nods solemnly.

“And to make matters even more complicated,” she says, one side of her sexy mouth twisting into a concerned “o,” “I’m pretty sure he’s about ready to send you back to your unit.”

I sit up straight when I hear this: excited, although I know I shouldn’t be.

I want it to be true— and it definitely sounds as if Whitney has figured everything out— but I don’t want to have my hopes dashed yet again.

“How do you figure? He just took you off my case because you were saying I was ready. He just stressed all the ways in which I still need help.”

“I think he was dragging it out a little longer, for the sake of insurance,” Whitney says. “He wasn’t quite ready to cut you loose, because he needed to make sure the sale of his company went through, and he also needs to make sure that one of the other two names I highlighted in green is fit enough after surgery to be his new poster boy.”

“I see.”

I think about how eager Dr. Davis was to introduce me to Alex, and to have me be the spokesman for how great it is to work for Dr. Davis. He was definitely setting up this transition all along.

“But he knows he can’t continue this forever, or his gig will be up soon. He knows I’m on to him, although he thinks I’m easy enough to shake off his trail. He probably suspects that Lance has his reservations, although he knows that Lance values his job enough that he will keep his head down and do what he’s told. And he knows that sooner or later you’ll be on to him— sure, you could be a little more flexible and strong but, really, what is there to work on? You deserve to be back in the military.”

“I do.”

We stare at each other, as if silently asking each other what we should do now.

“I was thinking,” Whitney says, “that we can keep everything on the down low and wait until he recertifies you. Once you’re back with your unit, I can expose him. I don’t think he’d have the power to do anything against you at that time.”

I take a deep breath.

“It sounds so tempting,” I tell her. “But what kind of hypocrite would I be if I turned out to be the one who is afraid of risk, after lecturing my girlfriend about the very same thing?”

“Girlfriend. I like the sound of that.”

“Me too.”

“Well,
Boyfriend
, don’t feel any pressure to make a decision just yet. At least we have the information, and we can decide what to do with it as the timing feels right.”

“No,” I tell her, decisively. “The timing does feel right. For everything. For you and me, and to shine the truth on Dr. Davis, who has been living in the shadows for too long, while forcing everyone else into his limelight. Let’s do this.”

“But what about your recertification?”

“Staying state- side wouldn’t be so bad,” I say, squeezing her hand. “Now that I have a reason to be here.”