Henry James: Complete Stories 1864-1874 (98 page)

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I don't know, said Marian Fancourt; and her visitor thought he had not yet seen her more beautiful than in uttering these unsatisfactory words.
V.
Oh, I say, I want you to remain, Henry St. George said to him at eleven o'clock, the night he dined with the head of the profession. The company had been numerous and they were taking their leave; our young man, after bidding good-night to his hostess, had put out his hand in farewell to the master of the house. Besides eliciting from St. George the protest I have quoted this movement provoked a further observation about such a chance to have a talk, their going into his room, his having still everything to say. Paul Overt was delighted to be asked to stay; nevertheless he mentioned jocularly the literal fact that he had promised to go to another place, at a distance.
Well then, you'll break your promise, that's all. You humbug! St. George exclaimed, in a tone that added to Overt's contentment.
Certainly, I'll break it; but it was a real promise.
Do you mean to Miss Fancourt? You're following her? St. George asked.
Paul Overt answered by a question. Oh, is
she
going?
Base impostor! his ironic host went on; I've treated you handsomely on the article of that young lady: I won't make another concession. Wait three minutesI'll be with you. He gave himself to his departing guests, went with the long-trained ladies to the door. It was a hot night, the windows were open, the sound of the quick carriages and of the linkmen's call came into the house. The company had been brilliant; a sense of festal things was in the heavy air: not only the influence of that particular entertainment, but the suggestion of the wide hurry of pleasure which, in London, on summer nights, fills so many of the happier quarters of the complicated town. Gradually Mrs. St. George's drawing-room emptied itself; Paul Overt was left alone with his hostess, to whom he explained the motive of his waiting. Ah yes, some intellectual, some
professional,
talk, she smiled; at this sea-
 
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son doesn't one miss it? Poor dear Henry, I'm so glad! The young man looked out of the window a moment, at the called hansoms that lurched up, at the smooth broughams that rolled away. When he turned round Mrs. St. George had disappeared; her husband's voice came up to him from belowhe was laughing and talking, in the portico, with some lady who awaited her carriage. Paul had solitary possession, for some minutes, of the warm, deserted rooms, where the covered, tinted lamplight was soft, the seats had been pushed about and the odour of flowers lingered. They were large, they were pretty, they contained objects of value; everything in the picture told of a good house. At the end of five minutes a servant came in with a request from Mr. St. George that he would join him downstairs; upon which, descending, he followed his conductor through a long passage to an apartment thrown out, in the rear of the habitation, for the special requirements, as he guessed, of a busy man of letters.
St. George was in his shirt-sleeves in the middle of a large, high rooma room without windows, but with a wide skylight at the top, like a place of exhibition. It was furnished as a library, and the serried bookshelves rose to the ceiling, a surface of incomparable tone, produced by dimly-gilt backs, which was interrupted here and there by the suspension of old prints and drawings. At the end furthest from the door of admission was a tall desk, of great extent, at which the person using it could only write standing, like a clerk in a counting-house; and stretching from the door to this structure was a large plain band of crimson cloth, as straight as a garden-path and almost as long, where, in his mind's eye, Paul Overt immediately saw his host pace to and fro during his hours of composition. The servant gave him a coat, an old jacket with an air of experience, from a cupboard in the wall, retiring afterwards with the garment he had taken off. Paul Overt welcomed the coat; it was a coat for talk and promised confidencesit must have received so manyand had pathetic literary elbows. Ah, we're practicalwe're practical! St. George said, as he saw his visitor looking the place over. Isn't it a good big cage, to go round and round? My wife invented it and she locks me up here every morning.
You don't miss a windowa place to look out?
 
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I did at first, awfully; but her calculation was just. It saves time, it has saved me many months in these ten years. Here I stand, under the eye of dayin London of course, very often, it's rather a bleared old eyewalled in to my trade. I can't get away, and the room is a fine lesson in concentration. I've learned the lesson, I think; look at that big bundle of proof and admit that I have. He pointed to a fat roll of papers, on one of the tables, which had not been undone.
Are you bringing out another? Paul Overt asked, in a tone of whose deficiencies he was not conscious till his companion burst out laughing, and indeed not even then.
You humbugyou humbug! Don't I know what you think of them? St. George inquired, standing before him with his hands in his pockets and with a new kind of smile. It was as if he were going to let his young votary know him well now.
Upon my word, in that case you know more than I do! Paul ventured to respond, revealing a part of the torment of being able neither clearly to esteem him nor distinctly to renounce him.
My dear fellow, said his companion, don't imagine I talk about my books, specifically; it isn't a decent subject
il ne manquerait plus que ça
I'm not so bad as you may apprehend! About myself, a little, if you like; though it wasn't for that I brought you down here. I want to ask you somethingvery much indeedI value this chance. Therefore sit down. We are practical, but there
is
a sofa, you see, for she does humour me a little, after all. Like all really great administrators she knows when to. Paul Overt sank into the corner of a deep leathern couch, but his interlocutor remained standing and said: If you don't mind, in this room this is my habit. From the door to the desk and from the desk to the door. That shakes up my imagination, gently; and don't you see what a good thing it is that there's no window for her to fly out of? The eternal standing as I write (I stop at that bureau and put it down, when anything comes, and so we go on,) was rather wearisome at first, but we adopted it with an eye to the long run; you're in better order (if your legs don't break down!) and you can keep it up for more years. Oh, we're practicalwe're practical! St. George repeated, going
 
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to the table and taking up, mechanically, the bundle of proofs. He pulled off the wrapper, he turned the papers over with a sudden change of attention which only made him more interesting to Paul Overt. He lost himself a moment, examining the sheets of his new book, while the younger man's eyes wandered over the room again.
Lord, what good things I should do if I had such a charming place as this to do them in! Paul reflected. The outer world, the world of accident and ugliness was so successfully excluded, and within the rich, protecting square, beneath the patronising sky, the figures projected for an artistic purpose could hold their particular revel. It was a prevision of Paul Overt's rather than an observation on actual data, for which the occasions had been too few, that his new friend would have the quality, the charming quality, of surprising him by flashing out in personal intercourse, at moments of suspended, or perhaps even of diminished expectation. A happy relation with him would be a thing proceeding by jumps, not by traceable stages.
Do you read themreally? he asked, laying down the proofs on Paul's inquiring of him how soon the work would be published. And when the young man answered, Oh yes, always, he was moved to mirth again by something he caught in his manner of saying that. You go to see your grandmother on her birthdayand very proper it is, especially as she won't last for ever. She has lost every faculty and every sense; she neither sees, nor hears, nor speaks; but all customary pieties and kindly habits are respectable. But you're strong if you
do
read 'em!
I
couldn't, my dear fellow. You
are
strong, I know; and that's just a part of what I wanted to say to you. You're very strong indeed. I've been going into your other thingsthey've interested me exceedingly. Some one ought to have told me about them beforesome one I could believe. But whom can one believe? You're wonderfully in the good directionit's extremely curious work. Now do you mean to keep it up?that's what I want to ask you.
Do I mean to do others? Paul Overt asked, looking up from his sofa at his erect inquisitor and feeling partly like a happy little boy when the schoolmaster is gay and partly like some pilgrim of old who might have consulted the oracle. St.
 
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George's own performance had been infirm, but as an adviser he would be infallible.
Othersothers? Ah, the number won't matter; one other would do, if it were really a further stepa throb of the same effort. What I mean is, have you it in your mind to go in for some sort of little perfection?
Ah, perfection! Overt sighed, I talked of that the other Sunday with Miss Fancourt.
Oh yes, they'll talk of it, as much as you like! But they do mighty little to help one to it. There's no obligation, of course; only you strike me as capable, St. George went on. You must have thought it all over. I can't believe you're without a plan. That's the sensation you give me, and it's so rare that it really stirs up one; it makes you remarkable. If you haven't a plan and you don't mean to keep it up, of course it's all right, it's no one's business, no one can force you, and not more than two or three people will notice that you don't go straight. The others
all
the rest, every blessed soul in England, will think you dowill think you
are
keeping it up: upon my honour they will! I shall be one of the two or three who know better. Now the question is whther you can do it for two or three. Is that the stuff you're made of?
I could do it for one, if you were the one.
Don't say thatI don't deserve it; it scorches me, St. George exclaimed, with eyes suddenly grave and glowing. The one is of course oneselfone's conscience, one's idea, the singleness of one's aim. I think of that pure spirit as a man thinks of a woman whom, in some detested hour of his youth, he has loved and forsaken. She haunts him with reproachful eyes, she lives for ever before him. As an artist, you know, I've married for money. Paul stared and even blushed a little, confounded by this avowal; whereupon his host, observing the expression of his face, dropped a quick laugh and went on: You don't follow my figure. I'm not speaking of my dear wife, who had a small fortune, which, however, was not my bribe. I fell in love with her, as many other people have done. I refer to the mercenary muse whom I led to the altar of literature. Don't do that, my boy. She'll lead you a life!
Haven't you been happy!
Happy? It's a kind of hell.
 
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There are things I should like to ask you, Paul Overt said, hesitating.
Ask me anything in all the world. I'd turn myself inside out to save you.
To save me? Paul repeated.
To make you stick to itto make you see it through. As I said to you the other night at Summersoft, let my example be vivid to you.
Why, your books are not so bad as that, said Paul, laughing and feeling that he breathed the air of art.
So bad as what?
Your talent is so great that it is in everything you do, in what's less good as well as in what's best. You've some forty volumes to show for itforty volumes of life, of observation, of magnificent ability.
I'm very clever, of course I know that, St. George replied, quietly. Lord, what rot they'd all be if I hadn't been! I'm a successful charlatanI've been able to pass off my system. But do you know what it is? It's
carton-pierre.
Carton-pierre?
Lincrusta-Walton!
Ah, don't say such thingsyou make me bleed! the younger man protested. I see you in a beautiful, fortunate home, living in comfort and honour.
Do you call it honour? St. George interrupted, with an intonation that often comes back to his companion. That's what I want
you
to go in for. I mean the real thing. This is brummagaem.
Brummagaem? Paul ejaculated, while his eyes wandered, by a movement natural at the moment, over the luxurious room.
Ah, they make it so well to-day; it's wonderfully deceptive!
Is it deceptive that I find you living with every appearance of domestic felicityblessed with a devoted, accomplished wife, with children whose acquaintance I haven't yet had the pleasure of making, but who
must
be delightful young people, from what I know of their parents?
It's all excellent, my dear fellowheaven forbid I should deny it. I've made a great deal of money; my wife has known

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