Her Insatiable Scot (14 page)

She stripped him bare with just a few words. He unclenched his fists. “You’re not dumb. So you know the likelihood of us being anything more than sex. The question is, do you want to?”

“You made me come.”

“Aye.” Again, she was talking sex. His jaw tightened but he waited for her to finish.

She licked her lips, her eyelids getting heavy from just the memory. “You’re incredible at sex. Don’t let that feed your ego too much.”

Her honesty appealed to him, even though his stomach refused to unknot. “Of course it will.”

She glanced down but he could see the smile and he smiled in return. She cleared her throat and met his gaze. “You being able to make me come counts for something. I don’t need you to hold me when I’m hurt. Right now wanting you is good enough. I only ask if you break things off or you get bored or tired, you tell me goodbye. It’s polite.”

The condition seemed fair on the surface, but the words dug in his gut, his conscience. Could he have ever walked away from Keri without being straight with her? He had that first time. Could he now, after seeing her in her element? No. He may have wanted to slip away, more than once, but something had stopped him every time. Telling her goodbye if and when they ended went past polite for him. He could admit that to himself.

“Aye. I’ll say it.” He started to tell her the ugly truth, but she let out a relieved breath. Soft enough that if he wasn’t paying attention, he would have missed it.
Not yet
.

“So we’re staying for the rest of the conference? You’ll ignore the out you managed to get with Montgomery?”

“How’d you—” He stopped because she didn’t have the instinct of a con, but she had enough know-how to align facts with a cold mind.

Tristan took in Keri. Could he call her cold? He wouldn’t have until he saw her in the lab and knee-deep in her element. Would she measure their outcome with facts? She could, and the knots in his stomach refused to ease.

Right now that wasn’t a problem. Right now he didn’t have to confess. He’d take the reprieve. “We’ll stay until the end,” he reassured her.

CHAPTER TWELVE

This pretending to be a different woman was getting easier. She’d talked about the end of their sexual relationship with a cool head and no heart.
Relationship
. She scoffed at the word because they were back in the hotel and getting ready for bed, in the middle of the afternoon. He’d used his brother’s clout to borrow a work laptop from the museum. Though he did pay for Wi-Fi. Once the test results came in, she could fire it away in a timely manner.

Relationship
. She pulled back the covers to get onto that stiff mattress that only God knew how many bodily fluids… She shuddered. They didn’t have one. A relationship, that is. They had sex. They were in over their heads trying to pull off the lie of their lives as a married couple in love.

She was in over her head. For a reckless moment she thought he was asking her to be in a relationship. But then she’d come to her senses. He’d planned to leave just that afternoon. Nothing had happened that could have possibly changed his mind. So, she’d bargained for more time. She wouldn’t call it anything else. She could bluff him, but her thoughts wouldn’t let her believe the lie.

She curled onto her side and waited for Tristan. He wore a tank top, boxer-briefs and socks. It felt like a uniform and just another lie between them. Tristan was a single man. Who did he need to get covered up for before going to sleep?

“You’re wearing a lot of clothes,” she pointed out.

He didn’t bother to pull the cover up. Cupping one hand behind his head, he turned to look at her. “I think so every time I get ready for bed. I’m going to suffer from night sweats if this continues.”

Her heart thumped. “Wear what you normally wear to bed.”

He gauged her words, just like he had when they stood in a too-cold lab while she ran tests that would prove what her gut had told her—it was real. By “it” she meant the statue, not their non-relationship.

“Socks,” he said.

Her brows rose. “Don’t you ever get cold?”

“Only during blizzards.” He shifted closer.

He was a touch away, but not really. Amazing that a man could reveal what he had about himself and still be untouchable. He smiled but that openness didn’t crack the surface. People smiled to make you think everything was okay until it hurt too much you couldn’t anymore. You couldn’t possibly smile if you were bleeding on the inside, could you? Somehow he did. It was probably why being a con came naturally to him. He could bury all that he was just so others could see what he wanted them to see.

She wore the same kind of smile whenever her father showed up for yet another award ceremony. She was happy to see him, that wasn’t a lie. Would she be happier if he showed up just to see her? Yes. But what cut ran so deep that Tristan had learned to be charming in everyday life? A mother abandoning her little boy could turn a man into something cold, but that couldn’t be all of it. There was more, she could feel that in her gut. She didn’t know the hurt, but she ached for him just the same.

She shouldn’t have, but Keri reached out to cup his cheek. “You still have on too many clothes.”

“You still look like you’re trying to find my genospecies.”

She was trying to figure out his story. “Because you could tell me about the differences in bronze art by centuries. You’re more than a carpenter.”

He looked stunned. “You want to know more about me?”

“I want to pick your brain.” Partly true, but almost a full-on lie, because he reached beneath the covers and placed a hand on her waist.

He snorted. “It’s not my brain you want.”

“Haven’t you heard that being smart is sexy?”

“Unless you’re daft as fuck.” He raised his hand and began to massage her breast.

He was doing his best to distract her and the misdirection started to work. She pushed out the question before she forgot it. “Are you calling yourself dumb?”

He leaned forward and rasped his teeth over her nipple through the nightshirt. “Said no such thing.”

“Implication.”

He bit down, catching all of her nipple between his teeth. He pulled back, making sure to tug the taut nub with the action. “Big word.”

His mouth went back to work. What he could do with a shirt in his way deserved a moment of admiration. Did it matter that he talked about leaving in a clear, concise tone? She’d met him days ago. Maybe coming had mushed her brain into something unusable, but that couldn’t be the single reason.

What was she doing thinking, anyway? Her shirt dampened beneath his artful mouth. He suckled her until the shirt was wet and then he licked her through the thin fabric. The cotton clung to her erect nipple, somehow heightening the sensation of his tongue flicking the beaded nub. His hand sneaked under her nightshirt. He murmured something incomprehensible. She hadn’t worn underwear.

“Dirty words,” she whispered, guessing what he likely had said.

He laughed and yanked the shirt over her head. She tried not to get caught up in his laughter. His charm was a mask but the damn thing was impenetrable and contagious.

As though he knew her thoughts, he let his fingers feather beneath her breast, but her sex didn’t ache. She giggled.

“Ah,” he said. “There it is again. That girlish sound. Who’d think Keri Pearson could giggle?”

She leaned forward and touched the tip of her tongue to the corner of his mouth. “I don’t giggle.”

“You scream also. I’ve got bruises on my back from you too.”

He trailed his fingers over the curve of her breast and stopped at her nipple. He pressed his thumb against it for a second and then dragged the digit down.

“You masturbated in the shower after I went to sleep,” she said to keep her mind less focused on the pinpricks of pleasure shooting through her every time he petted her nipple.

“A man’s gotta do…” He pinched her softly.

She gasped. “What did you think about? When you masturbated?”

He captured her tongue with his teeth and sucked. She moaned, forgetting the word
foreplay
because his mouth deserved another moment of mental praise. He didn’t have tricks, didn’t need them. And she honestly didn’t know what it was that made his tongue, his teeth, something akin to getting hit with a jolt of pure desire. Chemistry or alchemy. Her brain sided with biology, but her body felt drugged by something undefined between them.

“Tristan.” His name rolled from her tongue and washed over her. She’d said it, but there was power in a name.

He dragged his mouth over hers and then lifted his head. “Turn over. Face the window.”

She tried to understand the simple command and couldn’t. “I’m worried.”

He tutted. “Don’t be.”

“Yes, because that’s solved nerves before.” She mimicked his accent. “Don’t be.”

He dipped his head until his lips hovered over hers. “If you turn over, I promise you’ll thank me afterward.”

“I’ll thank you?” Hadn’t they run through his repertoire? Still he had moves she’d thank him for? “Now, that’s interesting.”

He pushed her shoulder. She huffed, turning to her side, facing away from him. She closed her eyes when he pressed his warmth, his hardness against her back. A fluid tension gripped her stomach. Anticipation. He kissed her shoulder blade and reached forward, grasping her breast. His calluses rasped over her.

His scruff created a friction as he raised his head to her ear. She shivered. He worked his long fingers over her nipples. The tentative ministrations turned them into aching points. His breathing feathered along her neck, adding to the full-body seduction.

She squeezed her thighs, needing the friction lower. Her need, slick and hot, dampened her mound. She wouldn’t thank him for this. Not for the heat building in her stomach and chest without a release. His touch continued to seed an unbearable lust that needed to be sated. His seduction with his mouth and hand felt languid but focused.

Her heartbeat pounded in her ears, but the sound of his unsteady breath whipped a thrill through her. This tortured him too. He had such control she wondered at times if he was unaffected. Touching her, seeing her flushed and moaning, turned Tristan on. He wasn’t immune. She loved the flush of warmth from knowing that.

She reached behind her, between their bodies, and let her fingers find what she needed the most. His cock was sleek, hard and pressed right up against her ass. She tried to guide him, but he gripped her wrist and pulled her arm up. It didn’t hurt, but there was no way she could wrest her arm from the hold.

“No fair,” she said.

“I’m working up to that.”

“You don’t have to.”

“I want to.” He ran the tip of his tongue over her ear. “I like the taste of you, the feel of you against me. Makes me rock hard.”

He let go of her wrist and ran his thumb over the crease of her ass. She hissed but arched back. She wanted him to take her arousal and massage her there again. Slicken the tight hole and then slide his finger as deep as he could go.

His finger drew deeper between the crease. She tensed, waiting for the slow plunge, but nothing came. She moaned her frustration.

He said, “If you want me to fuck you there, just ask for it.”

Her breath caught. “Not with your—um, uh…”

“Dick. Cock. Prick.” His voice grew heavy with each word. His finger prodded the hole. Her sex clenched.

“Dick,” she said. He traced the outline and groaned. “Cock.”

He moved his hand for only a second but when he pressed against her anus, she felt the wetness. He’d licked his index finger?

“Prick,” she cried.

“And I’ll give it to you after this.” He dipped his finger into her at a slow pace. Her clit tingled. She couldn’t describe the intimate invasion or what it did for her. She didn’t think she’d ever come from his finger alone, but Tristan was capable. He picked up the pace and stole her breath.

“Put your foot on my thigh and touch that pretty pussy.”

Lifting her leg seemed to seat him deeper. Her moan sounded desperate. She pulled her hand from behind her and cupped her mound, not yet ready for direct contact. She’d come. From one touch. Her clit ached from the forbidden soft strokes. She stiffened her finger, doing her best to avoid sliding against the swollen nub. She wasn’t quite full but could imagine how thick his cock would feel inside her and his fingers pumping, caressing the tight star.

She clenched and then inserted a second finger. The position of her arm had pressed her breast closer together. Her nipples had never looked so distended and dark.
Oh.

He whispered, his voice almost intelligible from the lust deepening the gruffness, “I can feel you tightening on my finger.” He paused. “Show me how wet your fingers are.”

She stiffened, her sex still squeezing her fingers. She turned her face into the pillow and moaned into the case. He cursed and pulled his finger from inside her. She fisted her hand into the pillow when the shudders and quakes hit. He wrapped his arm around her waist, murmuring soft words she didn’t hear over the blood rushing into her ears. It couldn’t soothe the heat that consumed her, but her heart thudded, ached.

He shifted for only a few seconds, but the cold started to creep in. Her head was clearing. They agreed on sex, not intimacy. He wasn’t answering a call to something deeper within her by caressing the sides of her breast, her waist and hip—he just knew what she needed during sex.

She sighed, content anyway. If she didn’t feel comfortable, at ease and trusting of her sex partner, then she was doing it wrong. Proven by all the men who missed giving her an orgasm like playing a game of pin the tail on the donkey. She stretched, raising her hands above her head and letting out that contentment in another sigh.

“Pearson, you’re killing me.”

“Side product, but pleasing nonetheless.” She wiggled her ass as best she could while lying on her side.

His groan made her smile. His cock nudged at her entrance. This wasn’t something more than sweat and come. He’d put on a condom. Goose bumps pricked her skin, but her heart still ached.

“I’m waiting for this incredible experience I’m supposed to thank you for.”