High Hearts (57 page)

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Authors: Rita Mae Brown

“I’m glad you talked to me.”

“I am, too.” Geneva kissed her. “Go find your mother, and I’ll be down in a minute. I just want to put these things away.”

“Mahmaw, one more question.”

“What?”

“It was so long ago, the war. What do you think of it now?”

Geneva turned from the window. “I think that David flung his pebble at Goliath and missed.”

Laura smiled softly, then she carefully opened the door and left the room.

Geneva returned to the window. So many emotions stirred within her. If she closed her eyes, she could hear artillery fire. She could see Gallant’s fine head. He lived through the war and died at age twenty-seven. She’d loved him, too. And Nash. His life was a spark caught up in the howling flame of war. Who is to say what he would have given to the world if he’d lived? She did not believe in lost loves or lost causes. The rest of the South could wrap themselves in their imagined chivalry, but it was over. The dead numbered in the hundreds of thousands. What started out as a classic war became something new, something ugly, something that twisted everyone. No one was safe at the end. We all live in the dark shadow of Sherman, she thought.

Geneva could hear the laughter of other lifetimes, and like forgotten sunlight, it still warmed her soul. The love of her husband, her children, her neighbors, and her friends were her lifeline. She knew she had not achieved the transcendent love, the purity her mother had reached. She didn’t have the tender forgiveness of Sin-Sin. She’d seen too much perhaps.

“Mother,” Geneva whispered, as she listened to the water in the fountains. “I just don’t believe as you did. I wish I could, but I don’t have much use for the human race. I love a few people, and that’s all. I don’t have your wide embrace, your high heart. There are other wars out there, Mother. They’ll be worse. We haven’t learned a thing!” She sighed. “May God have mercy upon us; we have none for one another.”

EPILOGUE

On April 3, 1865, most records of the Confederacy were destroyed in a fire in Richmond. Enlistment scrolls burned, making the task of counting soldiers accurately for a historian or this novelist difficult at best.

The county of Albemarle and the city of Charlottesville do not have paid historians or archivists on their roster of city and county employees. This is not a criticism. I wonder if any county has an archivist. While it saves on our budget, it plays havoc with our legacy, our past. We have in our county bits and pieces of information moldering in boxes, stashed in back rooms and who knows where else. Our elected officials are generally too concerned about their political futures to be overly worried about our collective past. I have tried to reconstruct enlistment figures from Albemarle County with the frustrating knowledge that there are probably treasures down at our courthouse or over in old Lane High School about which I know nothing. Does anybody know?

Claudia Garthwaite and I have been able to piece together the following information. Much of this was taken from R. A. Brock’s valuable summary of enlistments. This gentleman was secretary of the Virginia Historical Society and the figures were published in 1884 in the
Special Virginia Edition
of
Hardesty’s Encyclopedia
. Supplemental lists are from what records
remain in the office of the clerk of the circuit court of Albemarle County.

Another difficulty with enlistment figures is that sometimes muster rolls fell into the hands of the Federals. It is entirely possible that some of our papers are languishing in New York, Maine, or where have you.

Fearing Federal soldiers at the war’s end, we also destroyed many of our own records. The aftermath of the war was in many ways worse than the war itself, and people’s concern for their safety had basis in fact.

This is what we have been able to piece together. The total number of enlisted for which there is record from Albemarle County is 2,189. Those killed during the war numbered 278. We know there were more killed, but sometimes the bodies could not be found.

In the 1860 census, there were 26,625 residents of Albemarle County—12,103 were white and 14,622 were black. Among the black residents, 606 were free.

Roughly half of the 12,103 whites were female. So if we had a male population of 6,050 men, one can quickly see that 2,189 in service is one-third of the male population. Those men not in service were either children or the elderly. In other words, Albemarle County was totally mobilized.

At the University of Virginia, 515 men in attendance out of a student body of 630 immediately joined the service in 1861. By the war’s end the University of Virginia gave up 503 dead on the field of battle. Their names are inscribed on a plaque on the south side of the rotunda. Three of these dead were under 16 years of age. They are not listed here since most of the students were not Albemarle residents.

You will not find the name of either my paternal or maternal great-grandfather on this list. Miraculously, they both survived.

This is but one list from one county in central Virginia. Imagine if we compiled a list from every county, from every state. It would be the volumes of dead, mute testimony that once they lived, they were young, they were filled with hope and high spirits.

I do not believe you can read this list without being moved by it. Perhaps you will find a list for your own county and find the names of your people. What I pray for is that neither you nor I, wherever we live, will have to read a list like this in the future.

COMPANY A, NINETEENTH VIRGINIA INFANTRY, MONTICELLO GUARD

Collier, James, killed at Seven Pines

Johnson, W.A., killed at Manassas, August 30, 1862

Wingfield, R.F., killed near Richmond, July 30, 1862

Christian, John J.

Jones, Lucian S., killed at Gettysburg

COMPANYE, NINTEENTH VIRGINIA INFANTRY

Goss, W.W., lieutenant; promoted captain; killed at Gettysburg, July 3, 1863

Mooney, Madison, accidentally shot near Richmond; died August 1, 1864

Sandridge, J.J., color bearer; wounded June 27, 1862, at

Seven Pines; killed at Gettysburg, July 3, 1863

Pritchett, William R.

Salmon, James, killed at Hatchers Run, March 1865

Gilvert, Robert M., died at Cold Harbor

Butler, Jacob W.

Garden, William B.

Carpenter, John F., killed at Gettysburg

Eastin, Henry

Easten, Granvills

Hall, Henry J.

Johnson, W.W.

Leake, John W., mortally wounded in battle at Seven Pines, June 1, 1862; died from wounds

LeTellier, William B., wounded, captured, and died in hospital, April 26, 1862

Munday, Thomas Walker, wounded and killed in 1863

Munday, Henry B.

Norvell, Joseph B., captured and killed at Gettysburg

Thomas, Tazewell S.

Thomas, Jerry

Taylor, John R., killed at Gettysburg, July 3, 1863

Wood, William

*Zibinia, Antonia, killed at second Manassas

COMPANY E, FORTY-SIXTH VIRGINIA INFANTRY, WISE’S BRIGADE

Patterson, D.N., killed at Petersburg Moon, Scarlar, killed at Petersburg, June 15, 1864

COMPANY I, FORTY-SIXTH VIRGINIA INFANTRY, WISE’S BRIGADE

Harris, James O.

Jones, Robert M., wounded at Petersburg, February 5, 1865; died March 1, 1865

Jones, W.H., wounded at Petersburg, November 6, 1862

Reeves, Tucker, wounded at Petersburg, June 17, 1864; killed April 1, 1865, at Five Forks

Shackleford, William, killed at Petersburg, June 17, 1864

COMPANY II, FIFTY-SIXTH VIRGINIA INFANTRY

Ballard, William

Michie, Orion

Maupin, David G., wounded at Gaines Mills; killed at Gettysburg, July 3, 1863

Ballard, Joseph M.

Ballard, William G., killed at Gettysburg, July 3, 1863

Beddows, Nash

Bellew, John R., died March 1864

Brown, Thomas

Dunn, Thomas W., killed at Gettysburg, July 3, 1863

Dunn, George M., died September 1864

Estes, Robert, killed 1863 at Gettysburg

Gibson, Henry T., killed at Gettysburg, July 3, 1863

Herring, George

Murry, James

McAllister, ——, killed 1863 at Gettysburg

Maupin, Burnett C., killed at Gettysburg, July 3, 1863

Maupin, Carson B., killed 1863 at Gettysburg

Rhodes, Franklin, killed 1862 at Malvern Hill

Sandridge, George W., killed at Gettysburg, July 3, 1863

Sandridge, William

COMPANY H, FIFTY-SEVENTH VIRGINIA INFANTRY

Magruder, John B., captain, killed 1863 at Gettysburg

Rogers, R. Lewis, killed 1864

Ward, J.B., orderly sergeant, died February 1862

Biggins, James A., killed 1862 at Malvern Hill

Ward. J.B., died 1862

Bragg, H.R.

Black, J.T.

Dunn, Leroy E., killed 1862 at Malvern Hill

Eads, James, died 1864

Eddins, Theodore T.

Eddins, Charles C.

Morris, James B., died 1863

Morris, John W., died 1863

Morris, A.J., killed 1862 at Malvern Hill

Mayo, W.B., killed 1862 at Malvern Hill

Marshall, Wesley B., died 1863

Norris, John W., died in Richmond, March 1863

Powell, Edward, captured at Gettysburg, July 3, 1863; held at Point Lookout; died 1865

Shiflett, O.M., color bearer, died 1863

COMPANY K, SECOND VIRGINIA CAVALRY

Anderson, M.L., killed near Woodstock, October 8, 1864

Baxter, Thornton, killed 1864 near Trevilian Depot

Carr, James, killed 1864 at Fort Kernan

Good, Albert H., wounded at Gettysburg, July 3, 1863; died

August 3, 1863

Goodwin, F.C., killed 1865 at Appomattox

Goodwin, William W., wounded at Cold Harbor, June 3, 1864; died next day

Leslie, J.O., wounded 1862 in the valley of Virginia; killed 1864 at Front Royal

Magruder, James, killed 1864 at Meadow Bridge

Marshall, William, killed 1862 in the valley of Virginia

Minor, William B.

Nelson, Frank, killed 1864 at Fort Kernan

Newman, Thomas, killed 1863 in Loudon county

Rothwell, J.W.

Sneed, Horace A.

Tebbs, W.B., killed 1862 near Richmond

White, B.T.

Boston, Reuben

Clark, Christopher

Garth, Hugh

Geiger, George H., killed at Gettysburg

Harris, William

Jacobs, James

Lasley, John, killed at Front Royal, September 1865

Michie, Octavius

Robertson, Constantine

Reynolds, Chesney

COMPANY F, TENTH VIRGINIA CAVALRY

Edge, Benjamin

Edge, John E., killed at Reams Station, August 24, 1864

Elson, John, killed at Reams Station, August 24, 1864

Giles, Joseph H., killed at Stony Creek, September 1864

Hopkins, John, killed at Reams Station, August 24, 1864

Wallace, George P.

Walcott, Gideon, killed at Brandy Station, June 9, 1863

COMPANY I, SEVENTH VIRGINIA INFANTRY

Brown, Basil G.

Brown, William A., wounded at Williamsburg, May 5, 1862; died May 8, 1862

Walters, W.P., killed at Williamsburg, May 5, 1862

Fretwell, B.

Ambroselli, John B., killed at Gettysburg, July 3, 1863

Ballard, C, killed at Dinwiddie, March 31, 1865

Ballard, Marion, killed at Fraziers Farm, June 30, 1862

Bowen, F.A., killed at Williamsburg, May 5, 1862

Brown, W.G.

Clark, I.L., captured at Five Forks, April 1, 1865; held at

Point Lookout; died 1865

Clark, Tobias, captured at Five Forks, April 1, 1865; held at

Point Lookout; died 1865

Cox, N., captured at Five Forks, April 1, 1865; held at Point

Lookout, died 1865

Dore, David

Fielding, B.F., killed at Bull Run, July 18, 1861

Gardner, Elzie

Good, A.H.

Herring, W.H., killed at Gettysburg, July 3, 1863

Herndon, W.G., captured at Five Forks, April 1, 1865; held at Point Lookout; died 1865

Keyton, W.L.

Lane, J.M.

Lowery, George

COMPANY K, NINETEENTH VIRGINIA INFANTRY

Black, Robert, wounded 1865 at Howlett House; died June 12, 1867

Dollins, Alexander M., died August 25, 1861

Dollins, John A., died February 1862

Dollins, William R., died October 7, 1861

Grimstead, James H., first lieutenant; wounded at Gettysburg, July 3, 1863; died July 7, 1863

Humphries, William, died August 1, 1861

Martin, Joseph N., died March 4, 1863

Martin, Joel A.

Robertson, A.J., second lieutenant; wounded at Cold Harbor; killed at Gaines Mills

Troter, Lewis, killed 1862 at Boonesboro

Woods, John J., wounded and captured at Gettysburg, July 3, 1863; died July 20, 1863

Woods, John J., corporal; wounded at Gettysburg, July 3, 1863; died July 16, 1863

Woodson, James, killed 1862 at Boonesboro

Woodson, James Garland, first lieutenant; promoted captain and major; wounded at Sharpsburg and Gettysburg; killed at Cold Harbor, June 3, 1864

Wolf, George, killed 1862 at Boonesboro

Wolf, William, killed 1862 at Boonesboro

Abell, M.L., killed 1864 at Cold Harbor

Harris, William

Hays, Thomas

Johnson, James

McSparran, Robert M.

Moyer, Jacob

Scott, James M.

Scott, ——

Shepherd, Robert

Shepherd, William B.

Taylor, Randall

Maupin, J.T.

Maupin, C.B., killed at Gettysburg, July 3, 1863

Marshall, T.A.

Sandridge, R., captured at Five Forks, April 1, 1865; held at Point Lookout; died 1865

Toombs, William L., killed at Manassas, July 11, 1861

Taylor, J.W.

Thurston, George, fell from team and killed, 1863

Walton, J.W.

Wood, W.T., killed at Gettysburg, July 3, 1863

Woods, W.W., wounded at second Manassas, August 27, 1862; died in Albemarle County, September, 1862

Wood, William, wounded at second Manassas; killed at Gettysburg, July 3, 1863

Wyant, J.A., killed at Dinwiddie, March 31, 1865

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