His Clockwork Canary (12 page)

J
ANUARY
16, 1887 E
DINBURGH,
S
COTLAND

Heaven.

Willie had died and gone to heaven. Surely that was the only explanation for the bliss
flowing through her. No worries. No agony. Unlike before. Before there had been such
blinding and weakening pain that she’d felt her mind and body shutting down. But instead
of finding peace in a state of unconsciousness, she’d been pummeled with sporadic
agitated dreams.

Now, however, there was
bliss
.

Quite certain she would awake to golden archways and fluffy white clouds, Willie smiled
a little as she opened her eyes. Disappointment resonated as her gaze fixed upon a
cracked blue sky. No, not sky.
Ceiling.

“That smile was all too brief.”

Willie jerked at the sound of a husky voice very close to her ear. She would have
bolted upright, but she was pinned down. Fully aware now, she registered the soft
mattress beneath her and the hard man wrapped around her like a human vine.

Simon.

She was conscious of his leg draped over her thighs, his arm wrapped around her middle.
Heat stole though her body, a heady rush, as she tried to make sense of the moment.
Surely this was, at the very least, inappropriate.

In spite of her fuzzy head and a now aching shoulder, Willie tried to shift away whilst
looking directly into Simon’s intense gaze. “Why are you in bed with me?”

“You invited me.”

“I did not.”

“True. I was attempting to be a gentleman. You did, in fact,
beg
me to join you.”

Willie’s cheeks burned hot. She searched her memories, which took her back to the
catacombs. A dark corridor. A man. A gun. An excruciating assault to the shoulder.
Her
shoulder.

“You sustained serious injuries and spent the past two days in a feverish delirium,”
Simon informed her. “This morning you shivered as though subjected to subzero temperatures
and cried out for warmth. Demanded it, actually. Curse me if you will—”

“That would be petty,” Willie said, forcing her words around a humbling lump in her
throat. “Something tells me you saved my life.”

“You most assuredly saved mine,” Simon said.

For a moment they simply stared into each other’s eyes. They’d been intimate in this
way before—in bed, entwined—but that had been long ago. The rapid beating of Willie’s
heart was all too familiar. However, she did not recall Simon’s hair color resembling
that of a fine cognac, nor his eyes, not just blue, but cobalt blue. How vibrant he
looked! Vibrant and intoxicating.

She remembered then that she’d abandoned her corneatacts. Of course, everything would
appear less muted. That also meant that Simon was gazing intently into her unshielded
eyes, her freakish kaleidoscope eyes.

Self-conscious, she looked away.

Simon trailed a finger down her jawline, then grasped her chin, gently bidding her
attention. “Although I was seduced by vivid green and intrigued by brown, there is
nothing more enchanting then a rainbow of swirling shades.”

Her breath hitched. Could he truly be charmed by an affliction that repelled so many?
“Some fear that if they peer into our naked gaze too long, they’ll be hypnotized by
the swirling effect, and would then be powerless to our whims.”

Simon’s mouth quirked. “The swirling is very subtle and I am not a gormless twit.”

No, indeed. Simon Darcy was most intelligent. It was one of the things, along with
his adventurous spirit, that had drawn her to him twelve years prior. That, and his
sinfully handsome face. She had not thought it possible, but Simon had grown even
more bonny over the years. His chiseled facial features and impeccably, closely groomed
beard, which was really more like a sexy whiskered shadow, contrasted with his perpetually
disheveled, longish hair.

Had his body matured in a similar fashion? Could time improve upon what she remembered
as perfection? Willie could scarcely breathe as her mind took a prurient turn. Even
though Simon was fully clothed, she could easily imagine his bare chest, his muscled
abdomen, his . . . “How long was I senseless?” she asked, desperate to break the sensual
spell.

“Three days, give or take a few hours.”

Three days and two nights. Had Simon slept with her throughout? He must have. Glancing
about, she noted there was only one bed and this was not her room. He would have no
qualms about sharing a bed with a woman, especially one in need of comfort and care.
Had he stripped her naked, tended to her wounds? She found it difficult to ask. She
felt exposed enough as is. “The Houdinian—”

“Is gone.” Simon shifted, resting on one elbow and peering down at her with an enigmatic
expression. “I stepped out when you seemed . . . restful,” he said. “Filmore, Flash,
whatever name he goes by, fled his post at Spirits & Tales. No notice. No explanation.
I backtracked our journey through the catacombs and found nothing. I suspect he moved
whatever he was protecting.”

“Why are you lingering here three days after?” Willie snapped. “You should have followed
whilst the trail was hot!”

“And leave you cold?”

Her body stiffened and her heart jerked. “You abandoned me before.”

“That would be the other way around, my dear.” His tone was harsh and it heightened
Willie’s sensibilities. He dragged a strong hand through his glorious hair, mussing
it even more. “I waited for you that day at Paddington Station. Long past the time
you had said you would join me.”

“I sent Wesley with a missive of explanation.”

“I received no missive.”

“Wesley said—”

“He lied.”

Willie blinked. Why would he lie? True, they’d never been excessively close, but why
would her own brother, her
Freak
brother, betray her? She could not imagine. “I don’t believe you.”

Simon studied her hard, causing her skin to itch with unease. “What, pray tell, did
I ever do to earn your mistrust?” He pushed off the bed, angry now. “You’re the one
who lied to
me
.”

Though weak and stiff, Willie at least pushed up into a sitting position. She did
not want to have this discussion whilst flat on her back. If she could stand, she
would. But just swinging her legs over the edge of the mattress was an effort. “I
wanted to tell you, but . . . the deeper I fell for you, the more I feared you would
reject me.”

“Based on your
race
?” His expression hardened as he stuffed his shirttails into his trousers.

“You don’t understand.”

“No, I don’t. You agreed to marry me. Did you really think you could hide your race
from me for the rest of our lives?”

“Aye! I did! I’ve fooled the world for ten blasted years. Why not a lifetime? Other
than my eyes, which I can camouflage with tinted corneatacts, and my time-tracing
abilities, which I can control, there is nothing to differentiate me from any other
Vic.”

“Except for your blood.”

“Oh, aye,” she muttered, irritated by her oversight. “There is that.”

Hands on hips, he glared down at her. “What if, in those brief torrid weeks that we
were together, something had happened to you? Some hideous accident that required
my rushing you to a doctor? And what if that doctor had treated you as a Vic, tainting
you with a blood transfusion? You could have died. Thank God, you finally confessed
your race in the catacombs—otherwise, three days ago, that exact scenario would have
played out!”

“Are you saying I required a transfusion?” Using her good arm, Willie untied the strings
of her long nightshirt and peeked inside. “So you took me to a skytown?” she asked,
noting the bandages applied to the right side of her upper chest, shoulder, and arm.
She remembered nothing of a treatment. She remembered nothing at all of the past few
days.

“There was no time to arrange for air transport to a skytown.”

Her pulse stuttered. “I warned you not to take me to a conventional hospital. Was
there a ruckus? Did they refuse to treat me and then relent? Where did they find Freak
blood? I can’t imagine they had a supply on hand.”

“I brought you back here,” Simon said. “The physician came to me. A Freak physician.
Her skills were quite remarkable, although she did warn that it would be some time
before you retained full use of your right arm.”

Instead of wondering how in the universe she was going to write her stories with a
bum arm, Willie homed in on the curious doctor. “You located a physician who was not
only a Freak but a
woman
? Does she practice openly? How can that be? Freaks are denied the right to pursue
such positions.”

“Which explains your determination to masquerade as a young Vic man. The ruse afforded
you the opportunity to flourish as a journalist for a major newspaper. But it does
not explain why you failed to confide in me, the man you professed to
love
, twelve years ago. Or at the very least when we initiated this quest!”

Willie’s temper flared. “I told you, I thought you would reject me. I was young and
impressionable and my parents constantly warned me off mixing with Vics.
You
are not a persecuted minority.
You
are free to work where you will and to marry whom you wish.
I
am not!” Incensed now, she shot to her feet. Unfortunately, her noodly legs crumpled.

Simon caught her in his arms, held her close. “Too much, too soon. The doctor warned
me.”

Willie looked up at him, her heart in her throat, tears in her eyes. “I explained
in the letter that my parents learned of our plans and that they were taking me away.
They reminded me that Freaks are forbidden to wed Vics. The marriage would be illegal,
and you would be shunned by polite society. Daddy cautioned I could ruin your life,
your career. Mother preached that if you knew I was a Freak, you would forsake me.
Deep down, I did not believe that part. In the letter I confessed my race and asked
you to meet me in a month’s time at Gretna Green if you truly loved me.” Her chest
ached with the betrayal. “I stole away that day, made the journey on my own. I waited
two days, but you never showed.”

Simon closed his eyes briefly and cursed. “I never saw that letter, Mina.”

What had her parents and Wesley done? All these years she’d thought Simon had jilted
her, when in truth they’d finessed it so that
she
had jilted
him
. In chagrin and heartbreak, a river of tears flowed.

“Ah, Christ. Don’t cry. Don’t . . .” Simon cupped the back of her head, then lowered
his mouth to hers. The kiss was tender, comforting, and, oh, so magically wondrous.
Misunderstanding her moan of delight for one of discomfort, he broke off all too soon
and lowered her onto the bed. “I’m going to step out to get you a warm meal. When
I return, you can fill me in on the exact skills of a Time Tracer, and then we will
formulate a plan for tracking that damned Houdinian.”

Poleaxed, Willie gaped as Simon pulled on his coat. “Knowing who I am,
what
I am . . . you still want to work with me?”

Simon paused on the threshold, stealing her breath with his intensity. “Oh, I want
much more than that, Canary.”

•   •   •

Simon placed a special order with the inn’s cook for his sick “friend”; then he stepped
out onto the sidewalk, welcoming a gust of frigid wind. Never had he been so aroused
by a simple kiss! A damned chaste kiss by his standards. One meant to comfort. Instead,
Wilhelmina had moaned, a soft husky moan that betrayed her pleasure. Raging lust had
steeled his shaft, warring and meshing with stirring compassion. Laying her on the
bed, seeing her stark black hair fall away from her now naturally pale face, he’d
ached to rid her of that nightshirt and to caress her every curve. He longed to make
her damaged body soar. To incite pleasure that would override any pain. Simon had
watched her suffer, and although he still had issues with their past as well as her
recent journalistic antics, his guilt regarding her injury trumped all else. Severe
muscle and nerve damage, Dr. Caro had said. What if the Canary’s ability to pen or
type her tales had been forever compromised as a result of her pushing Simon out of
harm’s way?

In addition to that troubling scenario, he was also now saddled with the knowledge
that her family had conspired to keep them apart. If only her brother had delivered
that damned letter. Simon would not have waited an entire month. Impetuous and madly
in love, he would have tracked down Mina and whisked her away. Learning she was a
Freak would not have diminished his love. Although . . . if such an alliance would
have truly hindered his career, perhaps he would have hesitated. He could not imagine
not being able to provide handsomely for his wife or lover.

Of course, if he won that jubilee prize, they could both thumb their noses at society
and settle comfortably in a more tolerant or remote setting. The least he could do
for Wilhelmina Goodenough in gratitude for saving his life was to ensure her well-being.
He could protect and provide for her best by claiming her as his own.
For once and for always. You and no other.

Daunting, but doable.

The biggest hurdle, he imagined, would be getting Wilhelmina to agree to the alliance.
She had grown headstrong and independent over the years. Obstinate, even. And she
was proud. She would not appreciate a proposal based on his gratitude and guilty conscience.
He would have to be most calculated in his wording.

With that in mind, Simon poked his head into a sundry shop where he purchased a fragrant
bar of soap, fresh bandages, and the latest issue of the
Informer
. He preferred to read more reputable broadsheets, but this was for Mina. Willie.
What the devil should he call her?

Heading back toward the inn, Simon glanced at several window displays, thinking, once
she’d convalesced, he’d have to take the Canary shopping for more feminine attire.
He wasn’t keen on people mistaking his future wife for a bloke. As to her race, or
rather the restrictions and prejudices regarding Freaks, he’d have to ponder that
vexing problem at greater length.