How a Gunman Says Goodbye (22 page)

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Authors: Malcolm Mackay

Tags: #Literature & Fiction, #Contemporary, #Contemporary Fiction

41

He’s followed Frank to this random house. It’s a little odd. Frank drove past once, then parked a street away and walked back. It would be nice if he was visiting a friend or family. Maybe even a love interest. Calum’s not aware of any love interest that Frank’s ever had. It would be nice, but who goes to these lengths to visit a girlfriend? Chances are it’s someone from another organization. The thing Jamieson feared. This isn’t what Calum wants to report. He’s parked at the top of the street, car facing away from the house. When Frank leaves, he’s likely to go the other way back to his car. When Frank leaves, Calum already knows he won’t be following him. Frank had disappeared into one of the houses on the street before Calum parked. He’s not actually sure which house, but it’ll be easy to spot Frank leave.

It’s taking a while. There is surely nothing more tedious than tailing a guy. You sit and watch someone else lead their boring life. It’s reality TV with consequences. He’s checking his phone. Two missed calls from Emma. Missed calls from William and George as well. They can always wait. He missed a couple from Emma yesterday as well. It’s not like her to be this clingy. He wants to call her, but he can’t. As soon as he dials, Frank will come out that door and he’ll have to hang up. Sod’s Law. However pissed off Emma is at him for not answering will be nothing compared to her wrath if he hangs up on her. Keep missing those calls. Keep watching Frank. As soon as Frank bothers to do something noteworthy, Calum can report it to Jamieson. With any luck, that’ll be the end of it. Do your job. But, oh boy, is it a boring job. The drizzle’s coming down on the windscreen. Nobody will get a good look at him now. He’s watching his mirror, waiting. And waiting.

A door’s opened and Frank has stepped out. He hasn’t even bothered to look up the street. He’s come out the door, pulled his hood up and walked back the way he came. You can see his limp clearly. Not even checking for a tail. Calum’s shaking his head. He’s getting sloppy. Easy to see now why Scott was able to jump him. Stop thinking like that. That’s Frank MacLeod. For all you know, he’s going down the street to his car to get a weapon. Might be coming back for you. Watch. Pay attention. Watch front and back. If Frank’s spotted him, then he could be a sitting duck. Five minutes have passed. Ten minutes. Nothing. Frank must have gone home. Staying to wait and see if anyone else comes out of the house is a risk. Might be the other person lives there. Won’t come out. Might be there is no other person. Frank might have been storing something, or picking something up. It’s a risk he’ll take, though. Better to find out.

Someone coming out of the house. Stomping to a car parked on the street. Looking aggressive as he drops into the driver’s seat. Didn’t recognize him in the mirror. Too much rain, too far away. Looked middle-aged. Dressed in a dark coat and trousers. Doesn’t tell anything. Shit, his car’s facing the other way. He’ll leave by the other end of the street. Time to break a couple of rules. Calum’s starting his car before the target car is out of sight. That’s rule-break number one. Now he’s trying to execute a three-point turn in a narrow street. Drawing attention to himself, if there’s anyone around to see. That’s rule-break number two. He has the car round. Off down the street, trying to play catch-up. He’s lucky. He spots the back end of the target car turning up another street. He moves a little closer, has it in sight. From here it’s easy enough. You tail carefully. You tail in a way that does nothing to draw attention. When you’re used to looking out for tails of your own, this becomes easy.

He’s an aggressive little driver, this fellow. Quick off his mark, pulling in front of people. He’s drawing plenty of attention to himself. Something Calum can’t copy. It’s causing him to fall back. Don’t push it. Don’t be tempted. Trust the traffic to slow the bastard down and bring him back towards you. The traffic never lets you down. If you know how to use it, you can escape a tail easily, or catch a tail easily. You just have to trust it. His tail is a red car. Probably smells a lot better than the crappy little banger William’s loaned him. Doesn’t look in much better condition, though. He’s as close now as he has been at any point. He’ll drop back a little, but first he wants a better look. Not at the driver, but the car. Get the number, then he can ID the driver any time. Provided the driver owns the car. In this business, they often don’t. Still, you take the number. They’ve been going fifteen minutes now. It’s getting irritating. His phone’s starting to rumble in his pocket. He has it on silent. Probably another call from Emma. Another one blanked.

He’s slowing down. Got his indicator on. He’s pulling in off the street. Into a little private car park, surrounded on three sides by high walls, one of them the back of an adjacent building. Calum’s carried on round the block. He can see the sign on the front of the building as he drives past, but he doesn’t need to. He knows it’s a police station. Never been in it, but he has a good idea where most of them are in the city. Round to the back again, looking for the driver. Gone. Must have gone straight in through the back door. The tradesmen’s entrance. This isn’t the place a man like Calum should be seen loitering, so he’s driving on. Frank, you dumb bastard. You met a cop. Did he even know he was meeting one when he went? He’s in such shit now. Or he will be, if Calum makes the report. Maybe he should give it more time. Give the old boy a chance to prove that he’s not in the process of pissing away forty years’ good service.

He’s gone back to Frank’s house. Driven past. The car’s there. He was half-hoping it wouldn’t be. Half-hoping it would be at the club, and Frank would be talking to Jamieson. Telling him that he has a cop in his pocket now. No such luck. He’s gone straight home, putting his feet up, out of the rain. Calum’s going to do the same. Nothing else he can do for now. Trying to think of an excuse not to report to Jamieson tonight. He should make the report. He knows it. That’s his job. You find something interesting, you report. He’s found something. Found Frank MacLeod spending twenty minutes in the company of a detective. Private meeting, just the two of them. All very hush-hush. But for whose benefit? Frank going to the cops. Jesus, it doesn’t bear thinking about. If he crossed that bridge, shit – they’re all finished. Calum will be wrecked. Jamieson and Young, and everyone else who ever worked for them. Frank knows so much. Too much.

He’s back at the flat. He’s not panicked. Calum doesn’t really do panic. A little sad about Frank; mostly annoyed at the prospect of having to move home again. If Frank’s blown his cover, then they’ll all be on the move. Looking for an angle. A way in which he could turn this to his advantage. A chance to get out of the organization. Hell, if Jamieson’s organization falls apart, then Calum’s free. All he has to do is stay out of jail. That would be just about impossible if he stays in the city. Stays in the country. If this was their first meeting, Frank might not have spilled many beans. This might have been them agreeing on a deal. In which case there’s still time to shut him up. If Calum reports tonight.

He’s walking up the stairs, more slowly than usual. Thinking things through. Now he’s seen her. Sitting at the top of the stairs, her phone in her hand.

42

She’s sitting at the kitchen table, waiting for him to sit down. He doesn’t want to. He knows what this is going to be. Or has a good idea. The sooner he sits, the sooner it happens.

‘I’ve called you,’ she’s saying. She looks angry. Upset.

‘Yeah,’ Calum’s saying. ‘I was helping William at his garage.’

‘We need to have a conversation,’ she’s saying. Here it comes. She looks serious. She’s good at that. ‘I want to ask you something.’

He’s sitting opposite, watching her. Trying to judge her expression. This is unpleasant for her, he can see that. Not just sad, but horrible. ‘Go on,’ he’s saying.

‘I’m not going to ask you what you do for a living. I think I know. I mean, I’m guessing what you generally do, not the specifics. I don’t really want to know. I’d rather not.’

Maybe she doesn’t want to know because it would upset her more, but that’s not what it sounded like. It sounded as if she wanted to maintain deniability. She knows there’s a lot to be said for blissful ignorance.

‘I want to ask you. Is there any chance . . . ?’ She’s stopped and she’s laughing. Not the happy sort of laugh. ‘This just sounds stupid. Would you be willing to stop what you do for me?’

That was unexpected. He’s sitting there, thinking about it. She’s asking him to stop his work, for her. A woman he’s known for, what, two months? She’s asking him to make an almighty sacrifice. She doesn’t understand. That’s the truth of it. It seems like a romantic notion to her. The idea of her rescuing him from his degrading life of crime. She doesn’t realize what she’s asking. To walk away from his work would be to put his life at huge risk. Hers, too.

‘It’s not . . .’ How do you say this without making her think she’s playing second fiddle to his job? ‘That’s not how it works. You can’t walk away.’ How much does she know?

‘You can always walk away,’ she’s saying. ‘If you really want to.’

She’s so earnest. It’s one of her greater faults. Thinking that she knows everything. ‘I don’t know what exactly you think I do for a living. Maybe, if I started planning it now, I could walk away in a few months’ time. Although it wouldn’t be walking, it would be running.’

‘I know you’ve been lying to me,’ she’s saying. ‘You lied to me not five minutes ago. I know you weren’t with your brother today. Been lying to me since day one, I guess. Stupid me.’

Calum’s sighing. ‘I never . . .’ Nope, can’t finish that sentence without lying again. He’s a good liar. Better than his brother anyway. Better than George, too. ‘I want to be as honest with you as I can. It’s just . . . better that you don’t know some things.’

She’s nodding. She’s taking a hankie from her pocket, balling it up in her hands. ‘I’m not completely gullible, Calum,’ she’s saying quietly. ‘I knew you were lying at the time. I just didn’t look too deep. Didn’t want to see the truth. Well, I’ve looked now.’

Hard to respond to that. ‘Okay.’

‘I know that when you went out of here in the middle of the night last week it wasn’t to pick up your brother. I knew it at the time. I did. I knew it, but I let it go. I thought you were up to no good. I figured it was something I could overlook.’ A pause. ‘Do you know that two guys were found dead that night?’

Oh God, don’t do this. Calum thought she was smarter than that. If she thinks there’s murder involved, then she must realize that silence is her best option. Now he has to lie. No choice.

‘Whoa, wait a second. I hope you’re not suggesting I had something to do with people dying.’ Sounded convincing to him. Careful not to add a single detail that she hasn’t already offered. Sounding genuinely offended. Shocked.

She’s shaking her head. ‘I didn’t, at first. But then I went to see your brother. He lied to me about that night, same as you. He’s a bad liar, your brother. Takes him too long to think of an answer. I don’t think he’s as smart as you are. Then I went to see George. He tried to lie too. I mentioned those dead people. I saw his reaction. I know.’

He’s trying to laugh. It doesn’t sound right to him. Or to her. ‘I don’t know what the hell George said, but you have to know that’s not me. Jesus, Emma, what are you saying?’
What are you doing?
That’s what he wants to ask.
Why the hell are you setting off alarms all over the city?
Questioning George. A man she must know is involved in the industry, too. How does she think that’s going to end? This is the problem with people on the outside. They really think they’re untouchable. They think that, because they play by the law, everyone else will play nice with them. They think they’re protected by their own decency. They’re wrong.

‘Look, I don’t know how involved you were. I know you were involved, so let’s not lie to each other any more about that,’ she’s saying, holding up a hand before he can protest. ‘I just . . . I think you’re a good person. Or – I don’t know – capable of being one. If you want. All I’m asking is that you stop that life. Find a better one.’

He’s closing his eyes. He can’t make her understand. ‘I’m sorry, Emma; it just doesn’t work like that.’

She’s looking at him and she’s shaking her head. She thinks it’s a lack of will. The world seems that easy to her. You want to do something, so you do it.

‘I’m going to make it really easy for you,’ she’s saying. ‘You either quit what you do, or you don’t see me ever again. It’s that easy.’

He’s smiling wryly, which, incidentally, is the wrong response. He’s thinking about his work. What would her reaction be if she knew? There would be no ultimatums then. She would be gone, no matter what he promised her.

‘If it was as easy as you think it is, I would have done it already. I just don’t have that option.’

She’s nodding her head. Not saying anything. Twisting her mouth, trying to keep her emotions in.

It’s taken twenty seconds of silence. Then a big sigh. The sort that tells you that a mind’s made up. She’s getting up, pulling the strap of her bag over her shoulder. She’s looking down across the table at him. Now it’s just sadness.

‘Goodbye,’ she’s saying, and she’s making for the door.

He does wish there was something he could say. Something that would make her understand without making her hate him. Something that might rescue the relationship. Relationships are so rare in his life. Losing this one will hurt, he knows that. What’s the alternative? Everything he thinks about saying sounds stupid in his head. She’s opening the door.

‘I don’t want to do what I do,’ he’s saying. She’s stopped, and she’s looking back at him. Now she’s stepping out through the door and pulling it shut behind her. And he’s back where he started. Back where he should always have been. Alone.

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