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Why did you decide to tell the story from Richard's point of view? As a woman, did you face any particular challenges writing from his perspective?

The novel started off as a short story that I never even thought of writing from a woman's point of view—I'd have to spend some serious time in psychoanalysis to find out why. I think my internal voice skews somewhat masculine to begin with, and I've had a lot of jobs in male-dominated industries. For example, my first job was at Maxim. And then, for many years I worked as a party promoter for Corona Extra in France. I loved writing from Richard's point of view. I think I would have been far more challenged if I'd tried to write it from Anne's.

You mention T. S. Eliot in the novel. Is he one of your literary influences? Who else do you read?

Other than “The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock” being one of the most chillingly beautiful poems of all time, he isn't, no. I'm always coming across work that inspires me, but in terms of major influences, I'd say: Martin Amis, Michel Houellebecq, Jonathan Franzen, A.M Homes, Jim Shepard, John Kennedy Toole, and Robert Stone. I also take a lot of inspiration from musicians and lyricists who create a mood or sentiment I want to capture. Notables would be the late Dory Previn, Alex Beaupain, James Blake, Arnaud Fleurent-Didier, and Joni Mitchell. Current writers I'm loving are Douglas Watson, Ravi Mangla, Maggie Shipstead, and Laura van den Berg.

Are any of the characters based on people you know, or on yourself? Which character do you relate to most and why?

Didactic (the reverse graffiti artist) exists, although his real street name is Moose. And Azar Sabounjian, the gallerist who accepts the WarWash exhibit, is based on real-life gallerist Kamel Mennour. Richard's parents and Anne's parents aren't based on real people, but they feel very real to me! There is a little bit of me in almost every character, so there isn't one that I relate to more than another, although I'm probably a messy amalgamation of Richard, Lisa, Julien, Anne, and Anne's mother. Yikes.

So much of this novel seems to center around problems with language and the possibilities of the visual to say the unsayable. Is the tension between what's seen and perceived versus what's said something that interests you?

Oh, definitely. I, for one, am a sayer. Up until several years ago, my default setting was to communicate my emotions through writing, but now I try to be brave enough to have tough conversations with people face-to-face. But like most writers, I'm an incorrigible voyeur: I'm constantly watching the body language of those around me and listening for what isn't said. It's pretty odd that the visual is used so heavily to communicate in this novel because I'm not a terribly visual person—for instance, I hate taking photographs, and always have.

What would you name as the major themes of this novel?

Forgiveness. Compassion. Love. Faith.

Describe the research that went into the making of this novel. Which aspect of the book required the most? The least?

I am obsessed with minute details, and I delight in building my fiction on a foundation of fact. The timeline of the book was the hardest part of the research—making sure that the progress toward what would become the Iraq war synched with Richard's artistic projects and also with Anne's unfolding lawsuit, which is based on a legal dispute that was actually taking place at the time. I don't know why I'm so compulsive about weaving in real things: the Nan Goldin exhibit where Richard first met Lisa, for example, is an exhibit that actually did take place on that very day, and I checked to make sure the restaurant where they have their cocktails was open on that day, at that time, and so forth. I took great pains to make sure everything that was eaten, purchased, and so on in the novel could have been done in such-and-such a location in such-and-such a year. Now that I've admitted that, dear readers, don't get in touch if I got something wrong because it will eat away at me forever!

In a post on your Tumblr, you mention the years that went into the making of this book. Can you briefly describe for us the long journey of completing your first novel? Do you have any advice for young writers struggling to be published?

Curiously, I first wrote this book before I was married, when I was twenty-five. I was busy revising it for an editor at a major publishing house when this editor up and left her job, leaving me orphaned, disillusioned, crushed. My then-agent sent it out to eighteen other editors, who sent back eighteen rejections. Fast-forward ten years later, my current all-star agent, Rebecca Gradinger, convinced me to resurrect the project and give it another chance. By that time, I myself had been married almost as long as the couple in the book and was pregnant with our first child. I decided to rewrite the book entirely, using many of the same characters, which allowed me to draw from my personal experience of matrimony, which surely improved the book. In terms of advice, I HAVE SO MUCH! I made a lot of mistakes along the way and wasted time feeling angry, but to respect your request for brevity, I'll just say: keep your head down, don't be bitter, get off Facebook, do the work.

Courtney also writes an advice column for
Tin House
that deals with the writing life. Some articles that might be useful for young writers:

How Not to Hate Your Friends

How to Stay Sane While Querying Literary Agents

Super Sad True Habits of Highly Effective Writers: Part I
http://networkedblogs.com/xnVK0
, and Part II
http://www.tinhouse.com/blog/15284/super-sad-true-habits-of-highly-effective-writers-part-two.html

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Do you think the story of Richard and Anne-Laure's marriage is a common tale? How do you think Richard and Anne-Laure were able to rectify their broken marriage? Can lost lust—that first attraction—ever really be reclaimed? Ultimately, do you think this novel asserts that a relationship is a continual work in progress?

I think it's all too common that spouses or life partners fall out of love with each other, start to resent each other, and so forth. And certainly, a lot of people cheat, and do so secretly behind the other's back. I think Anne and Richard were able to stay married because they took the long view of their relationship and were able to assess that, yes, the initial “flame” had extinguished, but that they really functioned as a couple, that they loved the life they had built, and they were willing to try and forgive each other in order to salvage their relationship. Really, it comes down to being realistic about the fact that most people can't sleep beside the same partner for the rest of their life without losing some sexual desire for that person. I do think that all relationships are works in progress; they simply can't not be. Even if you have the most predicable, safe, committed marriage known to mankind, outside forces come into play to change things. Your partner gets hit by a bus and is paralyzed from the waist down. You're not going to go on ordering sushi and watching Netflix every Friday night once that happens.

Can you share with us some insight into your next writing project?

I've been writing a real-time memoir ever since I found out I was pregnant with my daughter, and for her first birthday in September 2014, I'd like to get it into shareable shape. Similarly, I have a novel I wrote before I Am Having So Much Fun Here Without You that could stand some revision. I have a satirical nonfiction project I've started research for and am really itching to write, and I've got a massive novel incubating, but right now, it's just a feeling, a chord progression, a seed. So there you have my scattered five-year plan.

About the Author

Photograph by Colin Lane

Courtney Maum graduated from Brown University with a degree in Comparative Literature. She then lived in France for five years where she worked as a party promoter for Corona Extra, which had everything to do with getting a Visa, and nothing to do with her degree. Today, Maum splits her time between the Berkshires, New York City, and Paris, working as a creative brand strategist, corporate namer, and humor columnist. She's also the author of the chapbook
Notes from Mexico
. Visit her at
CourtneyMaum.Tumblr.com
or on Twitter
@CMaum
.

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