In the Mind of Misty (7 page)

“
Has he hit you?”

“
No, but he has done everything else,” she said in chilling voice as she stared off.

“
Maybe he is reaching out for you for help Misty”

“
Why Kimmy? Why do you want me to put myself through this again!” Misty cried.

“
I don’t want to put you through anything Misty. But maybe it can help you to understand his actions. I told you he had a dark side. I really didn’t know how dark.” Kimmy looked at her sister. She could tell she was scared but yet cared.

“
I want to talk to Mark Kimmy.”

“
Why?”

“
Who knows him better than Mark?” she sniffled

“
Okay Misty I will have him come over.” Kimmy called Mark and they talked for a while. Misty found out a few things. It was a big decision, a hard decision but Misty decided to see Vince. They all knew where to find him. 

Kimmy, Mark and Misty walked into the party. Misty was nervous. Misty saw Vince before he saw her. But when he did, he couldn
’t tare his eyes from her. Misty took a deep breath. She squeezed Kimmys arm and started walking towards Vince. He stepped towards her and she stopped. He stopped when he saw her close her eyes and take deep breath. She opened them and continued to walk towards him. Vince just stood there. He was afraid she would turn and walk away if he took another step. And she was coming to him and he didn’t want to scare her away. It seemed like it took forever for her to reach him. When she got there they just stared at each other.

“
Misty.” Vince said her name so softly and smiled.

Misty smiled
. “Vince.”

He went to reach out and touch her face but she pulled back.

“Please Vince.”

“
Sorry Misty, you’re so beautiful.”

They stood there for a few seconds just looking at each.

“Do you want to go outside and talk Vince?”

“
About what Misty?”

“
Kimmy and Mark told me what happened at the fair Vince,” she looked at him.

Vince looked towards Kimmy
and Mark.

“
Kimmy is my sister and she was concerned.”

“
I am over it,” he snapped.

“
I don’t think so Vince. It has been 6 months since you walked out my door. And you reacted like that last weekend. And the sound of it, you’re not over it Vince. I wasn’t afraid to go out any more or date. But after what Kimmy told me Vince I am. And I don’t want to be.”

Vince looked at her. And the thoughts of her being with someon
e else started getting to him. “I don’t think I can talk right now Misty. I am afraid of what I might do.” His voice sounded low and chilling.

“
Why are you afraid? Are you going to do something to me Vince? What drives you to it?”
“I don’t know Misty! I don’t know what drives me to it.” He started to shake.

“
Yes you do Vince, you know. But you have to admit things to yourself and deal with them.”

Vince took a step forward. But when he realized people were around. He knew he had to keep his composer. Misty saw his reactions. She knew she would be okay as long as people were around. She felt a lot better.

“You do things to me Misty.”

Misty looked at him
. “You were only a fantasy to me Vince, a onetime thing. Something I should have never done. I have regretted it because my fantasy turned into a nightmare.” Misty got braver.

When she said those words it hurt Vince. He took another step towards Misty. But this time Misty didn
’t back up.

“
I want to talk to you alone Misty.” Vince felt his blood rushing.

“
No, I wanted to earlier, but not now.”

“
I promise Misty, I won’t touch you.”

“
I can’t trust you Vince.”

“
Then at least let’s go to a quieter place to talk?” He started to calm.

Misty looked around and pointed
. “How about over there Vince?”

“
Okay that will be fine.” Vince didn’t know why, but he was feeling strange. Feelings that weren’t normal. Vince followed Misty to the open window. It was hot. Misty was hoping she could feel a breeze from the window. The wind was blowing in gently and she smiled as she leaned out it.

“
Mmm this feels good,” she said not realizing Vince was staring at her.

“
Yes it does.” Vince replied as he leaned out it.

They both looked out into the night enjoying the breeze. It was the same kind of night they had their lustful encounter with each other. They both were silence, then Vince spoke.

“Do you really regret it Misty?”

“
Not then Vince, it was the most incredible night of my life. But it cost me.”

“
If I was different could you see yourself with me?”

Misty took a deep breath
. “When I first saw you Vince, my heart almost jumped out of my chest.” She laughed a little. “And when you smiled at me it started beating double time. I started thinking what it would be like. I could tell just by looking at you, you were a man that knew what he wanted. And I hoped that it would be me. I just never thought it would have turned out like it did. I thought I would never see you again. I only went to that second party hoping to run into you. I never really went to them before,” she turned and looked at him

“I never seen you before that night and I was hoping to see you again. And when I did I knew I wanted you.”

She took a deep breath
. “Kimmy kept telling me I was going to turn into an old maid, if I didn’t go out and have some fun. I was supposed to meet her there but she never showed. Then I saw you and my mind went crazy. I didn’t think they actually made men like you,” and she laughed.

Vince chuckled
. “So you decided to have a little fun?”

“
Yes, I got brave.” She got quiet then said. “And look where it got me.” She stared off.

Vince turned and looked at her
. “Misty, after that night no-one I have been with could satisfy me like you did. I looked for you at more parties but never saw you.”

“
That’s because to me I had my fantasy and it was over,” she looked at him.

“
I don’t know Misty something changed in me. I never was like this with anyone else.”

Misty laughed
. “You fell in love with me Vince and you didn’t want to be tamed. So you became abusive towards me. You wanted to punish me for it because you were afraid of it.”

Vince looked at her and thought about what she said
. “Why would I want to do that?”

“
It’s the only answer I can come up with Vince. Do you have a better one?”

Vince looked down
. “No Misty I don’t,” he paused. “When I saw you at the fair and saw that guy kiss you. Everything went black. All I remember is Mark grabbing me and Kimmys voice. I don’t know what I would have done. I thought I was over you.” He looked back up at her.

“
You have to get over me Vince.”

“
I don’t want to get over you Misty.”

“
I am too scared of you.”

“
I want to show you that you have nothing to be scared of.” He reached over and touched her face.

Misty took a deep breath
. “What happens if you get angry with me? Will you make me apologize and make me beg? Will you get me so excited to the point I can’t hardly stand and leave me to punish me?” She started to tear

“
Misty I need to control this. I need you to help me can’t you see.” His voice was soft.

“
What happens if it can’t be controlled Vince? Will you torture me forever?”

Vince thought about it. He wanted Misty so bad he wanted her back. He had to come up with something. He needed her to believe he would change. He needed her to help him change.

“Misty please listen to me. Six months give us six months. If things don’t get better if I don’t change I promise Misty I will never bother you again.” Vince was hoping. But he didn’t know if he could do it himself.

Misty stood there
and looked at him. “Six months Vince, but the first time I feel threatened or scared it is over.”

Vince smiled
. “Six months Misty.” He was thinking he had her. He pulled her close and went to kiss her and she pushed him away.

“
It’s not going to start out like this Vince”. She was testing him.

Vince felt his blood rush again. He wanted to pull her back to him. He felt it but he stopped it quickly
. “Okay Misty okay.”

Misty kept putting Vince off. She wanted to see if he was true to his word. Every time he became passionate, she would push him away. Vince felt his blood rush. He wanted to take it from her. He wanted to punish her for not giving to him. But he had to control it if he wanted her. He had to come to grips with himself. He had to admit to himself that she controlled things. And not just that, he had to admit it wasn’t her fault he fell in love with her. She didn’t ask for it. He kept refusing to believe a woman could have tamed him. And he punished her for it. And still, it was hard for him to accept, even though he knew it was true.

One night, while Vince was over, Misty decided to play his game. She knew it could back fire and it was a chance. But she wanted to make Vince feel the way she felt. She knew it was driving him crazy holding him off. And her desires for him were harder to control as well. He became passionate, but she didn
’t push him away this time. She started to toy with him. Vince thought she was giving in. He had no idea what was in store for him.

Misty became breathless
. “Do you want me Vince?”

“
You know I do Misty,” he replied. As he kissed her, his hands slid under her shirt.

She stopped him
. “Tell me your sorry Vince,” as she kissed him harder.

Vince stopped and pulled away and looked at her
, “What?”

Misty stood
. “If you want me Vince, tell me you’re sorry for hurting me.”

Vince stood and pulled her close
. “You know I am,” and started kissing her again

“
Tell me,” she gasps.

“
I am sorry Misty, sorry for hurting you,” he quickly said and his hands found her breast.

Misty moaned to his touch. Soon both of them had their shirts removed. Vince picked her
up and took her to the bedroom. He couldn’t get enough of her. He hasn’t touched her in so long. She was breathing so fast and so was he. He went to reach for her jeans and she stopped him.

“
Beg for me Vince.”

Vince stopped and looked at her. He knew now what she was doing.
“I won’t beg for anything Misty.”

Misty had to keep going. She had to keep him wanting more. She put her arms around him. She kissed him as he was removing her jeans. He went to feel her and he groaned to the touch of her. He went to remove his own jeans and that
’s when Misty got away from him.

“
Misty?” Vince looked at her.

“
Beg for me!” she was trying to keep her voice steady.

She was standing there naked. He hasn
’t seen her in such a long time. He couldn’t stop looking at her. She was breathing so heavy, she was all flushed. She was ready for him and now she stands there and wants him to beg for it! She was taking such a chance. Vince knew he could take what he wanted from her. He stood Misty gasps when she saw him. He saw the look in her eye. He started walking up to her. “Don’t make me beg Misty,” he said. He pulled her close and started to kiss her. Just the feel of his body next to hers sent her into shivers. He felt her reactions he felt the same.

She tried to push back
, “Beg for me,” she gasps. His hands were all over her.

She was trying to fight against it but it was getting harder and harder. Finally she composed
herself and pushed away. “Beg for ME!” she shouted.

“
Don’t do this Misty.”

“
You want me Vince? Then beg for me.”

He went walking up to her. She started backing away she turned and ran into the bathroom and locked the door.
He followed.

“
Misty open the door.”

“
No Vince.”

“
Misty why are you doing this?”

“
You want me?”

“
Yes Misty, I have been waiting so long.” Vince started getting upset.