Indebted: The Premonition Series (49 page)

“Yeah, it was me and a horrible attempt at poerty, Zee,” I reply, knowing he has no idea of what I mean by that.

“We saw the current enter the caves below the estate. It was massive,” Zephyr says, sounding awed. “What else can you do?”

“I don’t know…it all depends on what I need…” I trail off. “I needed to stop Casimir from pulling me back into the portal we opened during our plot to trap him, so I conjured some fire. I think it burned him—his hands were burned when he tried to take me with him. It made me think that maybe my magic would work on him.”

“Your magic works on Seraphim—on angels?” Zephyr asks, getting to his feet from his chair at the table and looking around. “Can you show me?” he asks excitedly.

“You want to see if I can affect you with magic?” I ask him, seeing his grin broaden.

“Yes,” Zephyr says with an air of expectation.

“I’m not always sure how it will turn out though, Zee. It seems like if I just pull a little energy to me, then I get a different effect than when I use all the energy that I can gather,” I explain nervously. “I don’t want to hurt you. Here…sit back down in your chair—I’ll try something I have been thinking about.”

Zephyr sits back down and I rest my fork on the table and push my chair out. As I stand next to Russell, he asks me, “What are ya gonna do?”

“The moon,” I reply. His eyebrows shoot up, trying to figure out what I mean as I gather a small amount of energy to me and I whisper, “Catch the moon today, Drift up and float away. Gently rising, in no pain, Soaring softly as you reign.”

I flip the switch on the energy and it flows from me, reaching out to the angels around the table. They begin to levitate from their seats: gently rising above the table like they are in zero gravity and floating towards the top of the tent. Buns giggles as her head bumps against the canvas awning.

“Come back easy; goodbye moon. Resting safely—None too soon.” I pull the energy back to me slowly and everyone gently floats to his or her seat.

When I sit back down at the table, I see all of their stunned faces. I notice Zephyr stare at Reed with that male telepathy thing. As if answering a silent question, Reed shakes his head “no.” Zephyr turns to Russell next and asks, “Can you feel the energy Evie is employing?”

“Heck yeah,” Russell responds with a crooked smile. “It’s sorta like standing next to a downed power line. I can smell it and feel it ripplin’ in the air. Can’t y’all feel it?” he asks.

“No…we do not possess magic, so it is difficult for us to detect it,” Zephyr admits. “If you can feel it, perhaps Evie can teach you how to manipulate it. You should be able to do it, too. Evie can teach you magic and you can work with her on her clones.”

“Sweetie, Russell’s clones are so amazing! He worked really hard with Phaedrus to develop them,” Buns says, smiling at Russell. “Brownie and I were worried about him. He worked so hard on them that he would get headaches and nose bleeds, but it was the only way to communicate with you so we couldn’t convince him to take it easy.”

“It wasn’t that bad,” Russell says, deflecting her concern, not looking at me, but I know that it was. I can remember what it felt like when I tried to control a clone and he did it much, much better than I ever did. Guilt hits me again. He has been killing himself to get me back.

“What was it like, Evie? Living with them?” Brownie asks me, looking sad as she pulls my attention to her. All of their eyes fall on me again as I pick up my fork and push my food around on my plate.

I shrug, looking up. I want to try to evade her question, but I can see that they’re all very attuned to my response. “At first it was terrifying,” I admit, hearing my voice waver. “I was afraid all the time. I stayed in my room for the first few days. When I did leave my room, everything was so unreal…so completely bizarre—like a plastic version of a wicked fairy tale.” My throat is taut, I take a sip of my water. “But, then, I began to get lost in their fairy tale and everything became real to me. Their gravity kept pulling me to them and it became almost impossible to hang on to who I was. I couldn’t run from them. I couldn’t escape. It became easier to be who they wanted me to be. It was a relief from being afraid all the time—accepting my role in their world. It got so that I didn’t have to try to play along anymore—I could just be one of them,” I say, feeling like I betrayed everyone at the table.

“I’m so sorry, Evie,” Brownie says, getting up from the table. She is gone in an instant.

“Brownie?” I ask, surprised by her reaction to what I just told them.

Russell gets up from his seat and holds his hand up to Buns. “I’ll go,” he says to Buns who looks like she is getting up, too. Russell leans down and whispers in my ear. “We need to talk, Red.” When I nod numbly, he kisses the top of my head and then he is gone in a fraction of a second, too.

“It’s okay, sweetie,” Buns assures me as I look at her face in confusion. “Brownie feels responsible for what happened. She thinks that there must have been a way that she and Russell could have avoided being captured by Valentine.”

“How could she have seen him coming?” I ask. “He was… brutal and resourceful.”

“Just like Brennus,” Buns says, staring into my eyes. “You survived, Evie. We’re amazed by you and proud of you. We just want to help you come back to us. Let us know how we can do that and we’ll do it.”

“You already did it,” I say in a soft tone. “You never let me forget why I needed to come back…you never let me forget that you’re my family.”

Buns gets up from her seat and comes around the table to hug me. “You’re home. That’s what matters. We’ll be okay now. I’m going to go see if I can talk to Brownie.”

Buns walks away from the table and I gaze at Reed next to me. “Do you want to see the island?” Reed asks me.

“Yes,” I reply, smiling in relief that I won’t have to answer any more questions now.

Reed gets up from his seat and then pulls my chair out for me. After he helps me up, he says, “We’ll take the Jeep. I want to show you something.”

“Will you be back for lunch?” Zephyr asks Reed, while rising from his seat and picking up his golf clubs.

“Don’t count on it,” Reed replies, smiling at Zephyr. Reed picks up a couple of muffins and wraps them in a napkin.

“Then we will not wait for you,” Zephyr smiles. “Evie, I am glad you are home.”

“Me too,” I say as he reaches out to touch my cheek lightly. “Call if you plan to miss dinner,” Zephyr says to Reed, dropping his hand from me.

“Okay,” Reed agrees. Zephyr turns and heads in the direction of the large, white plantation house on the hill.

“Why aren’t we staying with them at the plantation house?” I ask Reed as he leads me along a path behind our bungalow where a 4-door Jeep is parked.

Reed opens my door for me and helps me into the car before moving supernaturally fast to the driver’s side. “I wanted to be alone with you for a while,” Reed replies, starting the car and driving between the dense trees and over the jungle-like path that is posing as a road. I smile as I hold on to the door handle and glance at Reed’s beautiful profile.

“How did that go over with the rest of the crew?” I ask, watching the scenery whip by faster than necessary.

“Not well, but since you are my
aspire
, they had to deal with it,” he replies, his eyes shiny with satisfaction.

“Pulling rank again?” I ask, watching his hand reach out and cover mine as it rests on the console between us.

“I will do whatever it takes to be alone with you, Evie,” he says, taking my hand and bringing it to his lips.

“I never thanked you, Reed,” I breathe, feeling my heart contract.

“Thanked me? For what?” he asks.

“For avenging me…and my uncle,” I say, watching his eyes change from question to understanding. “For what you did to Casimir.”

“It was over too fast, Evie,” Reed says, his lips turning down a little as his eyebrows draw together. “He was shown too much mercy. He did not suffer enough.”

“He intended to make me his slave,” I say, feeling chilled by the fact that if Reed hadn’t been there, I would probably be in Sheol right now.

“That is not going to happen. I will fight to see that no one ever makes you their slave again,” he says with his jaw tense.

I let go of his hand and reach up to touch his cheek. He closes his eyes for a moment, savoring the contact. “Thank you,” I say, feeling like my words are still so inadequate for what I mean by them.

“You never have to thank me, Evie,” Reed says with a sultry look. “It’s my mission—you are my mission.”

The car emerges from the lush jungle into a clearing. I hear the roar of a waterfall before I see it. When we drive around the bend of an outcropping of stone, I almost lose my breath at the majesty and power of the cascading water above us. Parking the car near the edge of the water, Reed climbs out. He comes around to my door and opens it for me.

“I want to show you something,” he says, picking up a backpack from the back seat of the car, he hands it to me as he pulls me into his arms. His wings sweep out of his back, causing me to feel a little thrill at seeing them. As we lift off the ground and into the air, Reed whispers in my ear, “Prepare to get wet.”

I cringe as we fly directly towards the waterfall. I close my eyes, thinking that we will crash right into the cliff face behind the falling water, but instead, we pass under the pounding deluge right into a cavern hidden behind it. Smooth rock lines the space, a clear indication that water had spewed from this opening until it had been redirected elsewhere at some point. Light shining through the cascading water is reflecting on the rock walls that have crystallized quartz embedded in them. Sparkling points of light shine on both Reed and me, making us look like we rolled in glitter.

“How did you find this place?” I ask, gazing around in wonder.

“I had a hard time sleeping without you,” he says, taking the backpack from my hand. “I wanted to work all the time, but Buns insisted that I come to the island to rest every once in a while. Russell and Phaedrus were working on trying to find you. We didn’t know where they had taken you for so long.”

He frowns, pulling a blanket that is still mostly dry from the bag and spreading it out on the ground. “For such a little thing, Buns manages to get her way.” Reed looks up, smiling at me and my heart contracts at how lovely he is when he smiles. “But, when I arrived here—I rarely slept longer than a few minutes at a time, so I wandered around. I knew you weren’t here, but I kept searching for you anyway,” he says with pain in his tone.

I move to him then, reaching up to cup his face and bring it to me. I cover his lips with mine, feeling his arms wrap around me. “I couldn’t find you, Evie,” he whispers against my lips.

“I’m right here,” I whisper back, feeling my clothes falling away from me as he unties the strings. My body covers his as we lie on the blanket together, the sound of the rushing water echoing around us. We fit together perfectly, as I show him everything that is in my heart. All the pain and regret melts away and it is just the two of us.

Lying in Reed’s arms afterward, I rest my cheek against his chest, tracing shapes with my finger on his perfect abdomen. Reed’s fingers trace a path over my back. His fingers pause for a moment, and then continue slower than before. In a hollow voice, he asks, “Did he…did he hurt you?”

My fingertip halts on his skin as I close my eyes, realizing what Reed is asking me. “No,” I say, before lifting my head and looking in his eyes that are dark from the passion we just shared. “He…he kissed me a lot…and I kissed him,” I admit, choking on the last words. “I had a plan. I collected my own blood when I was in the shower. I would cut myself and store it in perfume bottles. Then, when I had enough, I tried to see if I could make him bite me. Lust and bloodlust are entwined in them. I thought that he might lose control if I pushed him a little.” My cheeks fill up with color as a flush of shame passes over me.

Reed remains silent so I go on, “He wanted me. He was getting to a point where he began to press me to respond to him. But, what he really wanted was for me to come to him. To ask him to love me,” I explain, watching Reed struggle to keep his features blank. “I think that to someone who has always had women throwing themselves at him, it was repulsive to him to force himself on me…he would rather try to seduce me into it.”

“So…you two never…” he says, his hands tightening around me.

“No, I was his queen in name only,” I reply to his unspoken question, watching Reed close his eyes.

“Evie, when I told you to do anything to survive…I truly meant
anything
,” he says, staring into my eyes. “If you had to lie, cheat, steal, and seduce him to get away—to retain your soul, then I could have lived with that, just to have you back.”

“Well, I did do most of those things…I just wouldn’t sleep with him,” I reply, watching his face change from tense to euphoric.

“But, he bit you…you must have felt something for him,” Reed says, looking blissfully confused.

“I felt something for him,” I admit, trying to explain my attraction to Brennus. “He is…compelling and complicated. He makes it difficult to see anything clearly when he’s around. But, what I felt for him…it pales in comparison to having you in my blood,” I reply, leaning down to nibble on his earlobe. “You’re
my
angel. I need you like I have never needed anyone.”

“I thought I was losing you when you wanted to stay,” Reed says, sitting up with me in his arms and shifting me so we can face each other.

“You can never lose me,” I say, pressing my chest to his and hugging him. “I didn’t want any of you to be in danger. I thought if I could have the Gancanagh defend me from the Fallen, then I could protect you.” I hear a growl escape him and I pull away, looking at his sullen face.

“Evie, we have to talk about your need to protect me,” he begins, but I cover his mouth with mine, kissing him seductively as my arms snake behind his neck.

“Let’s not talk now,” I whisper, moving against him and feeling him respond instantly.

We stay there for most of the day and lose all sense of time. As the light in the cave begins to grow dim, my stomach rumbles loudly, causing Reed to smile with his lips against mine.