Irresistible (11 page)

Carina tried not to cry out. Jaxon took his
sweet time. His fingers and mouth worked their magic as Carina coiled inside. Jaxon pulled away before she peaked. Carina cried out in frustration. She thrashed beneath him wanting Jaxon to finish what he started. He clucked his tongue as he hovered over her.

"My turn" she pleaded.

Jaxon smiled stroking his erection against her cheek. Carina tried to turn and put his dick in her mouth but she wasn't fast enough.

"This should be fun" Jaxon purred. "No hands..."

He stroked his shaft as Carina licked her lips. Jaxon was torturing her on purpose. He wasn't inside her and she was about to spontaneously combust. Carina stared at the pearl liquid dripping from his tip.

"Mouth closed" Jaxon instructed. Carina
smiled brightly missing bossy Jaxon.

She gritted her teeth as he rubbed the head of his shaft against her front teeth. She felt him tense
at the contact and it took all her self control to not open her mouth and let him all the way in. She moved her head slightly causing more friction.

"Behave belleza" he scolded.
He didn’t want to rush this. Carina struggled against the tie. "So impatient" he cooed.

Carina scowled. Just as Jaxon chuckled she opened her mouth and devoured him.

"Fuck" he cried out. Carina sucked hard and fast. Payback was a glorious bitch. Jaxon pulled out before she could do anything more. "That's why I tied you up." He reprimanded.

"Jaxon" Carina growled. She pulled on the necktie but only met firm resistance. Jaxon knelt on the bed
. He raised Carina's waist to meet him. She arched her back and used her feet to stay elevated. Jaxon watched his dick slowly penetrate Carina’s exquisite pussy. His grip tightened on Carina's waist as he inched his way in.

"Damn I've missed this" he rasped.

Carina moaned with pleasure as her muscles tightened around him. Jaxon hissed through his teeth. He slowly stroked in and out. Carina's muscles clenched as she watched him watching their strokes. Jaxon lifted Carina off the bed with every lengthening stroke. Carina propped her heels on his hips to give him better access.

She felt each stroke throughout her body. Carina dug her heels and thrust against Jaxon. Her body pulsated with pleasure as Jaxon swiveled his hips. The friction set her entire body on fire. Carina felt her body coil tightly.

"Fuck Carina" Jaxon cried out. He couldn’t hold out any longer. He relentlessly pounded into her. Jaxon pressed three fingers against Carina's clit trying to get her to catch up with him. His toes curled and his balls tightened. He roared his release as Carina milked him dry. Jaxon collapsed onto her. They continued to shudder with pleasure for several minutes. Jaxon untied Carina's hands and held her close. He knew he should massage her arms but he couldn't move.

Carina inhaled deeply enjoying the mixed scent of Jaxon and sex.
Her arms tingled with a thousand needles pricking at her skin but she was too exhausted to do anything about it. They fell asleep in each other's arms exhausted from their physical and emotional night.

Carina fell into a restful sleep void of any erotic or upsetting dreams. She woke the next morning to bright sunlight spilling into the window. Jaxon was still asleep but Carina's bladder scream
ed at her. She crept out of bed into his private bathroom.

Carina flinched as she sat on the toilet reminding herself of how well endowed Jaxon really was. She'd feel sore for the rest of the day. Carina stepped into the shower and allowed the hot water to wash away all of the previous nights excursions and her tension. Carina turned off the water only to hear Jaxon's steady stream. She grabbed the towel and patted herself dry
sneaking a peek at him. Even peeing Jaxon was glorious.

"I was going to join you" Jaxon complained as he washed his hands.

"Didn't hear you until now" Carina stated. She stared at his toned body appalled at her body’s greedy reaction. "Don't you have rowing today?"

"Coach gave us the day off" Jax
on replied. He followed her gaze. They watched his erection come to life.

"Jaxon" Carina warned. He was already proving her right. They'd had sex almost half a dozen times in a matter of hours.

"I'm making up for lost time" Jaxon replied in a husky voice. He yanked the towel off Carina and propped her onto the bathroom sink. He spread her legs and stared at the apex between her thighs. Carina relished his hooded gaze and leaned back. She shivered at the sound of his sharp inhalation. Jaxon always made her feel so beautiful and wanted. She tried to ignore the little voice in her mind that taunted her that he probably made everyone feel this way. Otherwise why did he have so many girls flocking to him? He was great in bed but Carina couldn't imagine that his one-night stands were as memorable.

Carina swallowed her insecurities. She was going to give Jaxon the opportunity to prove that he could be something more than just great sex.

Jaxon groaned sliding into her. It brought her to the present moment. "
Carina
" he breathed nuzzling her neck and shoulder. She shivered with pleasure. Jaxon stroked away her insecurities; Carina got lost in a sea of passion that could only be Jaxon Wright.

Jaxon knew Carina was still skittish. She hadn't contacted her roommate and her agitation became more apparent as they dressed to leave for breakfast. "You wanna go to our old place for breakfast?' Jaxon optimistically asked. They'd been "together" only a short time before but he'd taken her to his favorite hole in the wall on more than one occasion.

Carina bit the inside of her cheek. She shrugged indifferently. Even back then they'd been on different pages. Carina had enjoyed every minute with Jaxon but she'd kept a wall between them. The moment other students had gotten word that she was with Jaxon, they'd all been eager to share their stories and opinions.

Carina remembered the day she'd decided to walk away from Jaxon and all his yummy goodness. A group of girls from a sorority all decided to take turns sharing sexually explicit stories about Jaxon. And to prove that they weren't making things up some showed pictures while others told of very intimate markings on his body. They'd acted like it was a badge of honor to be inducted into the:
we've fucked Jaxon Wright club
. There'd been at least six girls there and they'd applauded the little freshman who'd captured his dick for the moment. It'd somehow earned Carina the right to pledge at their sorority.

"Do you prefer to go somewhere else?" Jaxon quietly asked. He swallowed the
rock in his throat as he watched Carina's brows furrow with a series of emotions flittering across her face. "You said you'd give us a chance" Jaxon gruffly pleaded. He could sense her inner struggle. Jaxon knew he couldn't hold onto Carina if she didn't want to stay, not even with sex.

Carina wasn't sure what she was doing. She'd had sex with Jaxon so many times that she could still feel him inside her. If he'd only wanted to get her in bed again he'd succeeded but the desperation in his voice revealed that he genuinely wanted something more out of this.

"It's been a while" Carina agreed with a half smile. "Let's go." She grabbed her purse and waited for Jaxon by the door.

Jaxon's body slumped in relief. He grabbed her hand as they exited his room. Carina kept her head down while they exited the building. Jaxon bristled with irritation at Carina hiding her face but he chided himself to be more patient with her. His reputation was a major issue they would have to overcome. Jaxon had given Carina little reason to trust him. He had to earn it and he knew it wasn't going to be easy.

Jaxon and Carina spent the day away from campus. Away from prying eyes and malicious whispers, Carina was relaxed and carefree. He loved this side of her. Jaxon was thrilled to learn that they shared a lot in common. They talked throughout breakfast. Carina constantly challenged him. Jaxon was surprised by how refreshing it all felt. He constantly had girls begging to be with him and guys always agreeing to whatever he wanted. He liked the uncertainty Carina plagued him with. He couldn't be complacent with her. Jaxon wouldn't take Carina for granted.

The moment they headed back, Carina's demeanor changed. Jaxon felt the wall she built around herself. Carina prepared herself for a difficult evening. Their world was easy and perfect away from campus. Jaxon needed to find that same
level of comfort for them on school grounds.

There were things they needed to do first. Carina needed to talk to Desirae and Jaxon needed to address his group of Neanderthals. Carina knew she'd have to endure the rumors and insidious whispers. The universe seemed against them wanting to work things out.

"Do you want to eat something before getting back?" Jaxon inquired. He was still full from their scrumptious breakfast but he wanted to savor these last moments before facing the world again.

"It's too early and Des and I have a Sunday ritual." Carina quietly replied.

Jaxon nodded and looked away. He didn't want Carina to see his disappointment. Jaxon felt like if she left tonight she wouldn't be back. Someone would manage to convince her to stay away. He swallowed his insecurities and trusted that she would continue giving them a chance. He was Jaxon Wright after all. He could have anyone but the one girl he wanted most wouldn't give herself completely to him. Jaxon walked Carina to her dorm and kissed her goodbye. His chest tightened as he stood on the step watching her walk into the building hoping that she would be back in his arms in no time.

* * *

Carina opened the door to her dorm room and braced herself. Desirae rarely let something go. Carina dropped the bag on her bed and stared at her roommate. "Hi Des" she warily greeted.

"You could've been dead, or worse off, eloped or something." Desirae retorted.

Carina smiled. Desirae's tone was still one notch beneath frigid. She hadn't called her best friend in 18 hours. Carina was ashamed at her selfishness. Desirae appeared genuinely relieved to see her as if she'd been worried during her absence.

"I'm sorry about what happened at the club" Carina lamely began.

"Are you?" Desirae challenged. She paced the floor as Carina flopped onto her bed.

"I could've handled it better." Carina sighed. "But I'm not sorry that I went with Jaxon. There's just been too much baggage between us. We needed to air things out."

"And how many times did that include his dick being inside of you?"

"Too many" Carina winced at her friend's cutting remark. Jaxon had a reputation, but a well earned one. Was she kidding herself to think that he could change his ways? The female student body knew of his promiscuity yet it didn't deter them. In fact it seemed to be more of an aphrodisiac.

"Carina... don't become
that girl
" Desirae pleaded with her friend.

"What kind of girl is that" Carina s
tated between clenched teeth, attempting to reign in her temper.

"The one who gets bent over in front of everyone and fucked.... I mean metaphorically not like that dumb bitch at the party the other night. You're treading dangerous waters and things will get rougher before they'll ever get calm. Are you prepared for it?"

Carina bit her lower lip. Desirae had the best intentions and she brought up valid points. It was easy to be with Jaxon behind closed doors. Being with him with others around would be far more challenging. Would he be willing to drop the group of lackeys to help her feel at ease? Was it fair of Carina to ask him of that?

"I know we'll have to work at it. We talked quite a bit and I was clear about the group of assholes he hangs out with. I'm not putting up with it."

"Is it fair to ask him to give up his friends?" Desirae quietly asked. She hoped Jaxon didn't expect the same of Carina.

"Des, can they even be considered friends?" Carina retorted. Jaxon was so much better than them yet he couldn't distance himself from them.

"To Jaxon they are" Desirae replied. "Don't you have homework to get done before dinner?" She didn't dare ask if Jaxon was taking over their Sunday evening ritual.

"Right, let me get a few things done and then we can head out."

Desirae breathed a sigh of relief and headed off to the gym. She didn't want to be a distraction to Carina so that she could get her assignments completed faster. Desirae attended her Sunday spinning class and cooled down with a yoga session. She headed back to the dorm refreshed and refocused. Carina wasn't the type of girl to fall head over heels with a guy.

Desirae groaned at the sight of Emile. She prepared herself for the inquisition knowing that it was more than just Emile interested in knowing Carina's whereabouts.

"Roomy still MIA" He t
aunted.

"Nope she's back and wrapping up some assignments. I just got back from the gym. You heading to get Andrea" Desirae attempted to change the topic before it even got there.

"Yep, we still on for dinner right?"

Desirae nodded as she climbed the steps to her building. Andrea and the guys were now a part of their evening ritual. It was nice sitting in a small group eating dinner with friends. Desirae never had a home with family dinners but she su
spected that it felt something like what Carina and Andrea made her feel.

Desirae waved goodbye to Emile and hastily stepped into the building. Emile stood awkwardly at the door but Desirae didn't care. She'd already seen his mouth opening for another question. Carina could deal with the interrogation. She wasn't going to make up excuses for her. If Carina wanted to star in the Jaxon Wright saga then so be it.

Desirae swallowed the bitter taste in her mouth. She knew how the story would end. Hell, Carina knew how the story would end but she still decided to take the leading role. Desirae couldn't understand how sex made people so stupid. She had plenty of sex but she kept her head on straight.

Desirae walked into her roommate putting away her books. She looked refreshed and content. Desirae grabbed fresh clothes and toiletries and headed to take a shower. She'd skipped the shower at the gym to ensure that Jaxon wasn't in the dorm. Desirae shook her head. It already felt like she was either babysitting Carina or trying to catch her before she royally fucked up. Either way didn't bode well and it irritated Desirae.

Carina and Desirae met up with Andrea, Emile, and Fabien at their usual table. Carina took a deep breath approaching the trio knowing that they would start as soon as they sat down. She contemplated just telling them what happened but she didn't really owe them that. Desirae was her closest friend and roommate and she'd bared it all to her. Carina could tell that Desirae was battling with wanting to be happy for her and being leery of the whole situation. Carina couldn't blame Desirae. She was in the same predicament.

The group grabbed their meals and sat down at the table. Carina cut up her meatloaf waiting for someone to ask. She wasn't going to offer up anything. She took her first bite and looked at Fabien. His face held the most emotion. Fabien's jaw twitched
. He rigidly sat with stiff shoulders. Carina aggressively chewed the meatloaf. She felt indignant. Why the hell was Fabien angry? Who the hell did he think he was? They hung out but she wasn't dating him.

"So...." Andrea pr
essed. She raised her eyebrows at Carina in expectation.

"So...." Carina drawled. She took another bite of her meatloaf. Andrea's mouth fell open.

Jaxon walked into the student union with two rowing buddies. His entourage was nowhere to be found. Jaxon approached Carina's table and kissed her on the temple. "Call me later" he whispered in her ear. Carina nodded but didn't turn her head. Her ears turned red as she felt the entire room's gaze shift to her and Jaxon. Jaxon sauntered off to get dinner well aware that he'd staked his claim for everyone to see. There'd be no drama but he ensured there was no doubt as to who he was with.

A couple of girls approached Jaxon but he brushed them off. He kept his eyes toward Carina
who kept her head down. He longed to sit at her table but knew that wasn’t going to happen anytime soon. He'd brushed off Pete and the guys tonight but he needed to sit down with them for sure. He knew he couldn't have a real relationship with Carina if they continued to hang around.

"Care to elaborate" Melissa demanded from the other end of the table. She could tell Carina was uncomfortable with the entire situation but the last she recalled she'd rebuffed his attention.

Carina shrugged. "Jaxon and I agreed to try. We've set up some expectations. I'm just taking it one day at a time."

"He's a dog Carina" Fabien hissed. "After everything he's done to you"

"What exactly is that Fabien?" Carina challenged. She hated that everyone acted like they knew her personal business.

"Carina you were upset when you found him at the party" Andrea gently replied.

"I was pissed that Pete put me in that position, Andrea. I was appalled for that girl. I was even disgusted with Jaxon... But I wasn't heartbroken. Jaxon and I weren't together and there's very little he does that surprises me."

"What makes it different this time" Fabien snapped. He couldn't believe that Carina was giving Jaxon another shot but she wouldn't give him the time of day. They'd had a great time together. Fabien couldn't understand why Carina would risk being with someone like Jaxon when Fabien could give her everything she needed and wanted.

"We're actually trying for a relationship this time" Carina bit out. "Last time it was physical. No ties and I walked away. I think everyone is forgetting that I
walked away
and he came looking for me."

"Now that he has you there's no more excitement in the game. He'll tire of you like he does with everyone else." Fabien sneered. Andrea elbowed him in protest.

"Chill out dawg" Emile protested.

Fabien got up disgusted with the group and stalked off. Carina bit her lip and looked down at her half eaten meal. She couldn't eat another bite. Would she become the outcast?

"I'm sorry about Fabien" Andrea whispered. "He really likes you. He thought he had a chance but with Jaxon in the picture he knows there's no way."

"Why the hell would Carina want to be with someone like that" Desirae admonished. She glared at Emile.

"Wasn’t me this time" Emile snapped.

"Some of your recent behavior has been pretty damn close" Desirae frigidly replied.

Emile nodded his acknowledgment but said nothing more. He knew he'd been a dick to Carina but Fabien really liked her and it killed him to see his friend so distraught. The table sat in an awkward silence.