She put her hands to her head, fingers clutching her scalp. She
must
stop reliving it, or she'd go crazy. Tomorrow was a visiting day, and she must be her outwardly bright, optimistic self. All three of them depended on her for that.
She turned from the window, and her eyes fell on the framed photograph that had been in all the papers: Lottie on her fourth birthday, with the whole of life before her. How could they have known, as they snapped her laughing at them, that her life was already almost over?
With dragging footsteps, Beth went through to the kitchen to sort out the children's tea.
I
t was a tradition that Edna came to tea on Sundays, and as always she'd declined Nuala's offer to collect her in the car. âI hope I'm capable of walking that far,' she'd retorted, as she always did.
Today, though, she was looking older and decidedly more frail, Nuala thought anxiously. That spark that had always been so much a part of her seemed to be missing. She glanced from her aunt to her father, sitting in the chair with his Zimmer beside him, and held down a sigh.
âI've a spot of news for you,' she began brightly. âGuess what? I'm going to be a landlady!'
Edna looked at her blankly over her teacup. âI thought that was only in wartime,' she said.
âNot land
girl,
Auntie, land
lady
: I'm going into the B&B business.'
Her aunt frowned, and Nuala went on quickly, âA couple from Marsborough were up for the weekend; the wife's a journalist and she's going to write about the town for the anniversary. Anyway, they were talking to Gordon in the church, and she asked him if he could recommend anywhere for her to stay a couple of nights a week, while she did her research. And he thought of me and the spare room. Wasn't that kind of him?'
Edna looked worried. âBut things aren't that bad, are they, dear? Financially, I mean?'
âThey're not desperate, no, but a little extra always comes in handy.'
Edna turned to her brother-in-law. âWhat do you think of this, Jack?'
He lifted his shoulders. âCan't see the harm in it, and if it helps finances, why not? As Nuala says, it's only two nights a week, and she'll be out all day.'
Edna frowned. âI don't like the thought of strangers in the house.'
Nuala smiled. âOnly one, Auntie, and she's perfectly respectable, I assure you! In fact, her name sounds familiar. Rona Parish? Does it ring a bell?'
Edna shook her head.
âWell, anyway, I showed her the room and she seemed to like it. I'll ask Jonty Welles tomorrow what I ought to charge.' Nuala smiled. âGordon says she's going to dig up all the local scandal!'
To her surprise, her aunt's face darkened. âI trust she'll stick to what's safely in the past.'
Nuala's eyebrows went up. âHas there been something recent, then?'
Edna gazed into her teacup and did not reply.
âAuntie? You know something? Come on, out with it!'
Before Edna could reply, the door burst open to admit Will.
âHello, darling,' Nuala greeted him. âI've saved you some currant cake, but wash your hands first and change your shoes.'
As he went under protest to obey, she turned quickly back to Edna, but the moment was lost, and whatever her aunt might have told her lost with it.
âMore tea, Dad?' she asked resignedly, and at his nod, went to collect his cup and saucer.
The phone was ringing as they opened their front door, and Rona lifted it to hear her mother's acid tones.
âYou're home, then,' she said without preamble. âDid you enjoy yourselves?'
âHello, Mum. Yes, thanks, and what's more, I made some useful contacts.'
âThat's all right, then. Well, since your weekends are so busy nowadays, perhaps you can spare the time to come for supper on Wednesday? That's not one of Max's work evenings, is it?'
âNo.' Rona raised questioning eyebrows at Max, who'd heard the invitation. He shrugged resignedly, and she went on, âThanks, Mum, that would be fine. About seven thirty?'
âYes, and don't be late, or the meal will spoil. Lindsey's agreed to come too, since Hugh won't be around.'
Rona pulled a rueful face at her husband. âLook forward to seeing you, then. Love to Pops.'
âThat'll be a barrel of laughs,' Max commented, as she replaced the phone.
Rona sighed. âI don't know what's got into her. It's as if she has a permanent grudge against us these days.'
He picked up their cases and started up the stairs. âQuite a social whirl we're having; isn't it this Friday the Trents are coming?'
âLord, I'd forgotten that. Yes, Barnie rang to confirm it.'
âYou'll be off to Buckford for a rest,' Max teased.
âHardly. Thanks for coming with me, love. At least I'm not venturing into unknown territory, and I know I've a bed waiting for me.'
To Rona's frustration, there was an entire column of Bishops in the local phone directory. Four had the initial âC', but she didn't strike lucky with any of them.
âI'll have to ask the vicar if he can be more specific,' she said.
âI thought it sounded too easy,' Max remarked, switching on the kettle. âAnyway, it's not a number-one priority, is it, seeing this woman?'
âIt would be a good way to ease myself into the project.'
âShe mightn't want you cribbing her research.'
âI've no intention of cribbing,' Rona retorted hotly. âI was just hoping for a kick-start. Still, I'll have to manage without her for now.'
Rona spent the following day devising a working outline of the articles she planned. She'd intended to start with education, but since she'd been unable to contact Mrs Bishop, turned her attention to the development of the town. In any event, the order in which she wrote the articles wouldn't govern that in which they appeared.
She took out the photocopies she'd made at the library and reread them, finding them more interesting now she could picture the places they described. She was particularly intrigued by the history of the King's Head pub, where she and Max had lunched. It had already been an ancient building when Charles I's men refreshed themselves there.
The research, as always, engrossed her, and it was only when Gus whined from the foot of the stairs that she realized it was past five o'clock and he'd not had his walk. Reluctantly she put away her papers and they set off together up the alleyway to the park above the town.
As the dog romped ahead over the grassy slopes, Rona's thoughts began to fall into shape, as they so often did up here. It was always a restorative to stride along the paths with the wind in her hair and the town laid out below, giving her a sense of distance, both physical and mental, from current problems. Down there, family commitments and a dozen responsibilities awaited her, while up here there was just herself and the dog and the wide open spaces.
Mentally, she reviewed the people she'd met during the weekend: Gordon Breen, the vicar; Nuala Banks and her dark-eyed little boy; the landlord of the pub. No doubt a few weeks from now she'd know them all better, and maybe revise her initial opinions of them. She pictured the bedroom that would be hers during her visits, its window giving on to the church and the vicarage garden with its oddly shaped summerhouse. And she thought of the sprawling school buildings near the market cross, where Catherine Bishop had compiled her own archives. Might she, as Max had hinted, resent Rona's project? She could only hope not.
Back home again, she fed Gus and, deciding against a take-away, phoned Dino's to book their usual table, explaining she'd be dining alone.
âWe look forward to seeing you, Signora,' came the deeply accented voice. Lindsey maintained that Dino had been born Joe Bloggs and taken his name from Dean's Crescent, the location of the restaurant; but while Rona conceded the name might be suspect, she was convinced the man was genuinely Italian.
Two hours later, she was duly escorted to the alcove, and Gus settled in his accustomed place under the table. Dino himself, full of effusive welcome, spread a snow-white napkin on her lap, set a small dish of olives in front of her, and handed her the menu. She had barely started to read it when a familiar voice accosted her.
âRona! We were wondering if we'd find you here!'
âMagda â and Gavin!' She stood up to receive their greetings. âI didn't realize you were back.'
âWe barely are,' Magda told her. âWe only landed this morning. I was just saying I must give you a buzz; it's ages since we spoke.' She glanced at the single place-setting. âMax not coming?'
âNo, it's one of his teaching evenings.'
âThen may we join you?'
âOf course; I'll be glad of the company.'
An extra chair was brought and places laid, and Rona watched as her friends settled themselves. They were a striking couple, both tall and thin, she just under six foot, he just over. But while Gavin's thick hair was ash-blond, Magda's, curving into her cheeks in a casual bob, was as black as a crow, as were her large, heavy-lidded eyes and thick brows, a legacy from her Italian mother.
The three of them went back a long way; Magda had been Rona's closest friend at both school and university, and probably still was. Often caustic and astringent, she made a point of speaking her mind, and had lost not a few friends in the process. They'd had their spats over the years, but mutual affection always drew them back.
As for Gavin Ridgeway, he was the first man Rona had loved, and she'd been considering his proposal when she met Max. It was a memory that still embarrassed her, though the rest of them took it in their stride. As Magda pointed out, in a town the size of Marsborough, everyone had been out with everyone else at some stage.
Rona glanced across, trying to view him dispassionately. His features were too irregular to be handsome, but they had an angular virility that women â herself included â found attractive. Briefly, their eyes met and in his was the usual hint of amused speculation. Rona quickly looked away.
Magda was studying the menu. âGood, I see they're still doing their
affettati misti
. I'll start with that.'
They made their selections, and when the hovering waiter approached, Magda relayed them in Italian. âSo,' she began, turning to Rona, âwhat have you been up to? I haven't seen any of your articles lately.'
âNo, it's â taken me longer than I expected to get going again.'
âAfter the Harvey fiasco?' Magda had missed the drama, having been abroad on a lengthy buying trip. She owned a string of boutiques dotted round the county. âBut you're working now, surely?'
Her tone made Rona thankful she had plans to outline, and she told them about Buckford and the weekend she and Max had just spent there. âA town as old as that,' she finished, âis sure to have its legends â heroes, ghosts, miscarriages of justice. All I have to do is unearth them.' She glanced at Magda. âYou've got a boutique there, haven't you?'
âYes, but I'd be no help on the history angle. My interest in the place is limited to movement of stock and sales figures.'
The drinks were brought, followed by their first courses. âNow,' Rona invited, as they took up their forks, âtell me about the trip. Gavin certainly looks the better for it.'
Earlier in the year, he had succumbed to a viral infection that took its toll before finally fizzling out, and the holiday had been intended to put him back on his feet. Judging by his clear eyes and healthy tan, it had worked admirably.
âIt was totally wonderful,' Magda enthused, spearing a fig. âPerpetual sunshine, interesting food and nothing to do but please ourselves all day, being as lazy or adventurous as the mood took us. Imagine, Ro, we actually sailed on Lake Titicaca â remember doing it in Geography? â and were lucky enough to be in Rio for one of their fiestas.'
âThen we went on to the States,' Gavin put in, topping up their glasses, âand flew over the Grand Canyon in a helicopter. It was pretty breezy, and to be honest, I was glad to be back on terra firma. The views were magnificent, though, and it was great seeing more of the country than just the usual stopovers in New York and Washington.'
âThe Yanks always sound so aggressive, don't they?' Magda observed reflectively.
Rona raised an eyebrow. âDo they?'
âThink about it: we
turn off
the ignition, they
kill
it; we
pick up
the phone, they
grab
it; we
press
the bell, they
punch
it; we
take to
the road, they
hit
it. Not to mention that ghastly punching-the-air gesture that's overtaken the more sportsmanlike raised arm. Perhaps they just like to seem tough. Still â' she pushed back her plate â âI love them in spite of it. So tell me about the family: how's that enigmatic husband of yours?'
Rona smiled; Max and Magda were established sparring partners. âFine. He's working on a commission for postage stamps at the moment.'
âGummed or self-adhesive?'
Gavin gave a bark of laughter. âIgnore her, Rona. It sounds most impressive.'
Magda shrugged. âCan't say I'd care for black franking all over my works of art, but
chacun,
as they say. And twin sister? What's she up to these days?'
Rona grimaced. âDallying with Hugh again.'
âNever!' Magda gazed at her in astonishment. âI thought she couldn't wait to see the back of him?'
âSo did we all. But he decided it was all a mistake and he wanted her back. She withstood him for a while, but then he rode to our rescue in the Harvey affair, and since then he's been coming up every weekend and is angling to be moved back here.'
âIf she gives in, history will repeat itself,' Magda said darkly. âLeopards don't change their spots.'