Thirty-three
LINDA HELD UP the last of the remaining boxes, one marked “Miscellaneous.” Taylor gestured to the stack they had collected by her office door. “That one gets shipped to Chicago.” Linda nodded and put the box with the others.
They had been going at this for the past two days. For only having been in Los Angeles for a few months, Taylor had managed to collect a lot of files.
“I think that’s the last one,” Linda said.
Taylor nodded. She felt tired. Probably from all the packing, which seemed endless. When she wasn’t packing at the office, she was packing at home. The movers were coming to her apartment first thing the next morning, and then she’d be off to the airport. She already had several meetings scheduled for tomorrow afternoon in the Chicago office. As a new partner, she wanted to hit the ground running.
At the thought of being back in Chicago, Taylor looked out her office window. She knew Linda wanted to ask about Jason but Taylor really hoped she wouldn’t. It was bad enough that she was a mess at home. Every time her phone rang, she ran and checked the caller ID, hoping to see Jason’s number. She’d even skimmed the cable guide a time or two, looking to see if any of his movies just “happened” to be on.
Sensing that Taylor needed a moment alone, Linda turned to leave the office. But then she stopped in the doorway. “I just realized, we forgot to pack your desk drawer.”
The desk had one narrow drawer in the center. Taylor glanced at it, and then waved Linda off. “It’s no problem. I’ll take care of it myself.”
“Are you sure?”
Taylor nodded. “Yep. There’s not much in there anyway, just a few pens and notepads.”
Linda nodded and left. Taylor stayed at her desk until she knew the coast was clear, then walked over and shut her door. When she got back to her desk, she slowly opened its one drawer. Folded inside was the “Shit Happens” T-shirt.
Taylor took the shirt out and set it on top of her desk. She ran her finger over the words. It was where it had all begun.
She got up and headed over to the box marked “Miscellaneous.” Being careful to keep the shirt neatly folded, she placed it inside the box, smoothing it to make sure it didn’t wrinkle.
She took a step back and nodded. That was that.
She closed the lid of the box and tightly sealed it with the roll of packing tape Linda had left behind.
LATER THAT AFTERNOON, Taylor heard laughter and excited voices outside her office: the familiar chatter of the secretarial cohorts. She realized that she would actually kind of miss it.
But then she heard a man’s voice. A lazy drawl she would’ve recognized anywhere.
“Well, I’m glad to see you ladies missed me,” the voice said teasingly.
Jason!
Taylor flew out of her desk chair and ran into the hallway and—
—stopped when she saw the secretaries crowded around Linda’s desk, watching television. On the screen, Taylor could see Jason being interviewed on
The View
. Her face fell in disappointment.
Seeing Taylor’s expression, Linda came over. “I’m sorry,” she whispered. “I just got back from dropping your boxes off in the mail room and found them watching the TV again.”
“It’s okay, Linda.”
The other secretaries turned when they heard her voice. “Oh good, Taylor, you’re here,” the secretary nearest the television said. “I think you might want to see this.”
Taylor couldn’t help but be curious. “You’ve seen this before?”
“I recorded it and brought it in. I thought you should watch for yourself,” the secretary replied.
Unable to help herself, Taylor watched as Barbara Walters began the interview with some standard chitchat, asking Jason about his hectic schedule. Ever the movie star, he smiled and agreed that things were crazy, promoting one film while in the middle of shooting another.
Then Whoopi jumped in and told Jason to cut the crap and just tell everyone who the Mystery Woman was.
Jason laughed. He shook his head.
“Oh my god, he’s blushing!” one of the secretaries gushed, squeezing Taylor’s shoulders excitedly. She watched as Whoopi refused to accept Jason’s silence on the subject.
“C’mon, Jason, tell us something!” she demanded. “Tell us just one little something about the Mystery Woman.”
When Jason remained coyly silent, Whoopi raised one hopeful eyebrow. “Not even just one tiny word? At least give us that.”
Jason thought about this for a moment. Then on national television, he summed up Taylor Donovan in just one word.
“Amazing.”
The secretarial cohorts gasped out loud. Taylor felt her stomach do a little flip-flop.
“He
never
talks about women like that,” the secretary nearest the television told her. “I just thought maybe you should see this. You know, before you go back to Chicago.”
“When did you tape this?” Taylor quickly asked. “What day was this interview?”
The secretary had to think for a second. “Ummm . . . two days ago, I think.”
Taylor’s heart sunk. Jason must have taped it the same day he’d been in New York for the
Today
show. The morning
before
their fight. She highly doubted he would describe her as “amazing” anymore. An “amazing” bitch, perhaps.
She turned back to the television just as the blonde girl, that one from
Survivor
, steered the conversation to Jason’s newest film.
“So, Jason, your new film,
Inferno
, opens on Friday. Tell us a little bit about the movie. What was it that drew you to this part?”
“Mostly, it was the chance to work with Steve Clarentini,” Jason said.
“And what was that like, working with him? He has a reputation for being a somewhat difficult director—did you experience any of that?”
Taylor laughed at the question. Linda glanced over.
“I can’t wait to see him answer this—Jason told me he hated every moment he worked with that guy,” Taylor explained.
She and Linda watched as Jason nonchalantly leaned back against the couch.
“Steve is a great director,” he said casually. “I wouldn’t say we had any particular problems getting along. We had the normal actor-director relationship.” As he said this, he absentmindedly turned his watch around his wrist.
The gesture caught Taylor’s eye. She took a step closer to the television.
“So all those rumors of the two of you not getting along on set, none of that was true?” the blonde
Survivor
chick persisted.
Jason pooh-poohed this with a smile. “No, no—the tabloids blew all of that out of proportion. Steve and I didn’t have any problems on the set.” Again, he toyed casually with his watch, turning it around his wrist.
Taylor stood in the hallway of her office, stunned.
She knew that gesture.
That thing with the watch, it was the same gesture he’d made that first day they’d met, during her cross-examination, when he said he’d had a “film emergency.” It was the same gesture he’d made when he’d been flirting with Naomi and said there was nothing he’d rather do than go to Napa Valley with her.
Suddenly, Taylor’s eyes widened knowingly.
“He lied,” she whispered.
Hearing this, Linda waved her hand dismissively. “Oh, these actors lie all the time about problems they have on the set. It’s what their publicists tell them to say.”
“No—he lied about Naomi.”
Linda looked at her, confused. “Naomi? Naomi Cross?”
Distracted, Taylor ignored Linda’s question. Why would Jason do that? She turned and slowly headed back to her office and took a seat at her desk.
He had been lying about Naomi.
So? What did that mean?
Well, it might mean that he’d been telling the truth when he said he’d thought only of her since the moment they met.
Which then meant . . . what? What, exactly?
She was packed and ready to go. She’d be in Chicago tomorrow. She’d be a
partner
in Chicago tomorrow.
Taylor needed a minute to think.
He said she was amazing.
He said she belonged with him.
Maybe those weren’t just words.
But it was too late. She had already accepted the firm’s offer. There was nothing she could do. Fine—nothing she
would
do. Nothing she
wanted
to do.
Was there?
Taylor braced herself against the edge of her desk.
Her leg began to bounce nervously.
Oh god.
TAYLOR KNOCKED ON Sam’s door. He looked up and smiled. “Hey there, Partner.”
Taylor gulped nervously, hesitating in the doorway. “Got a minute?”
Sam waved her in. “Sure, sure. Come on in.” He gestured to the chair in front of his desk. “Have a seat.”
Taylor chose to remain standing. She fidgeted nervously. “Um, so . . . wow.” She laughed shakily. At Sam’s odd look, she pulled herself together.
“I wanted to thank you again, Sam, for the partnership offer. I know you had a lot to do with it.”
“You did it yourself,” he told her in all seriousness. “You should be very proud.”
Taylor struggled with her next words. “But I’ve just been wondering, does it really have to be Chicago?”
Sam sighed, as if he had been expecting this. “The head of our employment group is in Chicago. You know it’s where you’re the most marketable.”
Taylor nodded. She did know this. She walked over to the floor-to-ceiling windows that took up an entire wall of the partner’s office and looked out at the view of Los Angeles. The city was right there at her feet. Waiting.
Sam approached her from behind. “I don’t want to play hardball with you, Taylor. I respect you far too much for that. But the firm has never before made an offer for early partnership to any associate. They’ve gone out on a limb here. If you don’t take this now, they’ll never offer it to you again.”
Taylor gazed out the window. “I know.”
“Then what’s the problem?”
“The problem . . . is that it seems I’ve become rather attached to this city.”
Sam wasn’t fooled. “I know what you’re attached to, Taylor. But you need to be pragmatic about this. You know his reputation.”
She remained silent.
Sam persisted. “Come on—what do you think? That it won’t be that way with you? That you’re different?” He shook his head. “You can’t honestly believe that.”
When Taylor still didn’t answer, Sam looked over.
“Do you?”
Taylor stared out at the city below.
Actually . . .
yes
. She did believe it.
Her voice was soft, barely audible. “I do.”
Sam’s head snapped back, surprised. “Do you really? Are you willing to risk your career on that?”
Taylor turned around. “I think that for him, I’d risk everything.”
With that, she apologized to Sam and walked out of his office. She felt as though an enormous weight suddenly had been lifted off her shoulders. And she felt steadier, more confident than ever in knowing exactly what she wanted.
Okay, Jason Andrews, she thought. Game on.
TAYLOR RUSHED BY her secretary’s desk on her way to the elevators.
“Linda—I need you to go to the mail room and put a hold on all the boxes we’re shipping to Chicago.”
Hearing the urgency in her voice, Linda jumped to attention.
“Why? Oh my gosh, what’s happening? Wait—does this mean you’re staying in Los Angeles?” She hurried after Taylor, following her down the hall.
When they hit the elevator bank, Taylor pushed the down button. “I don’t know—I guess that’s what I’m about to find out.”
The elevator doors opened and she turned to Linda. “Wish me luck,” she said, stepping inside. She stopped after taking two steps into the elevator. And stepped right back out.
Taylor glanced over at her secretary. “What day is today?”
Linda had to think for a moment. “Thursday. The fourteenth. Why?”
Taylor immediately checked her watch, then swore under her breath.
“What? What is it?” Linda asked.
Taylor turned to her, her eyes filled with horror.
“He’s at his premiere.”
Thirty-four
THE SPECTACLE IN front of Grauman’s Chinese Theater was unlike anything Taylor had ever seen.
Cameras, reporters, media vans, even a helicopter—every form of entertainment coverage and accoutrement thereto had shown up for the big Jason Andrews event, the premiere of his summer blockbuster,
Inferno
.
And the fans. Oh my gosh, the fans. Taylor warily checked them out as well.
An enormous screaming crowd had gathered in front of the theater, lining up along both sides of the red carpet. They cheered, they clamored, they swarmed. All in the hopes of catching just one glimpse of their hero.
Standing across the street from the mob scene, Taylor wondered for the twenty-seventh time since hopping in her car what the hell she was doing. It was madness. Pure insanity.
But it was also Jason’s life.
And if she wanted to be a part of that life, she’d better start getting used to it. Like, immediately.
Suddenly, she heard the crowd roar with a renewed fervor. The chaotic screams and cheers could mean only one thing.
Jason had arrived.
Taylor watched nervously from across the street. She had never backed down from anything in her life and wasn’t about to start now. It was time to rise to the challenge, to face her fears. It was time to woman up.
So with a determined look, she crossed the street and headed over to the theater.
Oh god.
TAYLOR FOUGHT HER way through the crowd. This was no small feat given that there were some
really
stubborn people at that premiere, all who seemed to think they had some sort of right to see Jason Andrews. It took a lot of pushing and shoving, but she finally made her way to the entrance of the red carpet walkway.
Where an impenetrable wall of security guards loomed before her.
Their bulging arms were folded over their massive chests. Their faces never cracked a smile. They stood side by side in a row and glared down at Taylor, who suddenly felt about two inches tall.
The center guard raised one eyebrow disdainfully at her.
“Can I help
you
?”
Taylor almost laughed out loud at what she had to say in response.
“Yes, well, you probably won’t believe this—and I apologize for the unoriginality—but it’s very important that I get inside this premiere.”
The guard rolled his eyes. Oh, if he had a dime.
“Are you on the list?” he asked dispassionately.
“Now that’s the interesting thing,” Taylor said, pointing for emphasis. “I
was
on the list. But, see, then we had this argument, and I said some really awful things and I probably should have called him two days ago but if I had, then you and I wouldn’t be here having this lovely moment, hehe . . .” She attempted to charm the guard with a smile.
It didn’t work.
Taylor nervously cleared her throat. “Anyway, as a point of fact, his assistant called me yesterday and mentioned something to the effect that I was, um . . . specifically uninvited to this premiere.”
The guard eyed her warily.
“It’s really kind of a long story,” Taylor explained.
“And I’m sure it’s quite touching.” Dismissing her with a look, the guard moved on to the person standing behind her, some slick-looking schmoe with sunglasses and some kind of special pass around his neck. Taylor fought the temptation to rip the schmoe’s pass right off him and make a run for the theater doors.
As she was shoved up against the red rope by the impatient crowd, Taylor contemplated her options. But as she took in the enormous security guards, all she could come up with were different versions of a distract-then-scramble-through-the-legs maneuver of the
Tom and Jerry
variety.
But then fate intervened on her behalf.
That is, “fate” in the form of Jeremy Shelby.
“Well, well, if it isn’t the illustrious Taylor Donovan,” he said haughtily, strolling over on the “in” side of the rope. He looked slightly uncomfortable in his “dress” clothes, meaning a shirt that actually had buttons. From the way he eyed her warily, Taylor guessed he had heard all about her and Jason’s argument.
Jeremy took a cigarette out of his pocket and stuck it in his mouth. Taylor’s new bodyguard friend quickly put the kibosh on that.
“Hey, buddy—there’s no smoking around here,” he said.
Jeremy gave the guard a look, then put the cigarette back in his pocket and turned to her.
“So what brings you out this evening, Taylor? I thought I heard you were specifically uninvited.”
Taylor moved as close as she could get with the red-rope barrier between them. “Help me out here, Jeremy,” she said pleadingly.
He gave her a look. “Why should I do that?”
“Because once, nineteen years ago, you were wrong about him, too.”
Jeremy stared at her stoically. After a long pause, his face broke into a smile.
“Aw, hell, you crazy kid, you knew I was gonna let you in—I’m a sucker for this stuff.” He turned to the security guard and gestured for him to let Taylor in. “It’s okay, she’s cool.”
The security guard perked his head up. “Oh, that’s nice to know. And who are you?”
At the tone of condescension in the guard’s voice, something inside Jeremy snapped.
“Who am I? Who am I?” he asked in annoyance. “I’ll tell you who I am—
eleven
of the scripts I’ve written have been produced as feature films by major studios.”
The guard looked Jeremy over skeptically. “What films?”
“Well, for starters, I wrote
Vampire Nation
,” Jeremy said, proudly referring to one of the prior summer’s biggest block-busters.
The guard smiled enthusiastically. “You wrote that? Man, I
loved
that movie! Holy shit, I do remember you now—I saw you speak at Comic-Con last year!”
Jeremy folded his arms across his chest and threw Taylor a wink. “So?
Now
do you think you can let her in?” he asked the guard, gesturing to Taylor.
The guard held out his hands helplessly. “I’d love to, buddy, really. But . . . well, come on. You’re a writer. It’s a miracle you somehow got yourself into this premiere.”
Taylor tried to stifle her smile as Jeremy’s face fell.
As the guard started to turn away, Jeremy reluctantly changed tactics. “
Fine
. I also happen to be Jason Andrews’s best friend,” he said grumpily.
The guard grinned. “You and about five hundred other people, buddy.” He gestured to the teeming crowd trying to push their way past the red-rope brigrade.
Jeremy glanced over at Taylor and sighed. “I really hate this town sometimes. Fuck it—we’re gonna have to call in the big guns.” He waved to a man in a suit who stood about twenty feet away. “Marty! Marty!”
Taylor watched as the infamous Marty Shepherd, publicist to the stars and eighth most powerful person in Hollywood (excluding talent and studios heads), turned around and slowly walked toward her and Jeremy. He was shorter than she had expected, and older. His hair was gray around the temples, but his eyes were dark and shrewd.
As Marty walked over, he carefully looked her up and down. “You must be Taylor Donovan,” he said before Jeremy could introduce them. He cocked his head questioningly. “I thought I heard you were specifically uninvited.”
Taylor glanced over.
“There was a memo,” Jeremy explained.
“I have a problem, Ms. Donovan,” Marty continued. “This is a movie premiere. The world premiere of a film that is predicted to be
the
blockbuster of the summer, starring my number one client.” He pointed up the red carpet. “But right now, my number one client is out there, rudely snapping at reporters, refusing to smile for the cameras, and generally being a tremendous prick.”
He gave her a hard stare. “I have never seen him act like this before, Ms. Donovan. I suspect it has something to do with you.”
“Marty, if you could just let me inside for a minute—”
“Why on earth would I want to do that?”
Taylor bit her tongue. If one more friggin’ person asked her that . . .
She suspected that Marty required a slightly different answer from Jeremy in order for her to pass.
“Because it will make for good publicity.”
Marty seemed tempted. He raised one eyebrow. “
Good
publicity?”
“
Great
publicity. The best.”
He considered this. “All right, Taylor,” he said cautiously. “Let’s see what you’ve got.” He turned to the guard and gestured. “Let her in.”
The guard immediately sprung to attention and let Taylor inside. Before she could think twice about what she was doing, she sprinted her way through the red carpet, weaving around actors and actresses, producers, studio execs, and the like. She was a blur as she breezed by all of them, and they in turn—catching merely a brief glimpse of a dark-haired woman in a suit—ignored her.
Taylor had made it nearly to the entrance of the theater when she spotted him across the way.
Over the past few months, as they had grown closer, there had been moments when she had nearly forgotten that Jason was an international movie star.
This was
not
one of those moments.
There he stood, the hub, the center of all activity, the person that everyone at the premiere wanted to see. The masses circled around him, paparazzi scrambled to get their shots, and the fans frantically screamed his name. Somehow, he hovered above it all, seemingly impervious and unfazed by the blinding camera flashes and the endless line of microphones waved in his face.
In that moment, there on the red carpet, Taylor saw Jason the way the rest of the world saw him. She saw Jason Andrews the actor, the celebrity, the idol. The Sexiest Man Alive, the man worshipped by women around the world.
Taylor suddenly felt uncertain. She took a step back.
She felt a gentle hand on her shoulder. She turned and saw Jeremy at her side.
“It’s still him, Taylor,” he said.
She nodded and took a deep breath. Okay, she could do this. The crowd shifted, and she suddenly caught sight of someone else, someone she hadn’t expected to see at the premiere.
Naomi Cross.
The graceful blonde actress linked her arm through Jason’s. She waved happily as she posed for the cameras.
Taylor took in the sight of the two of them standing together. She had better be right about this. She glanced over at Jeremy.
“Why did Jason lie about Naomi?”
Jeremy cleared his throat nervously. “Oh.
That
. Um . . . well, you know, uh . . . to see if you’d get jealous.” He caught Taylor’s expression. “His plan—not mine,” he added quickly. Then he cocked his head curiously. “How did you know?”
Taylor couldn’t help but smile. “The watch thing.”
“Ahh, yes . . . the watch thing.” Jeremy grinned as well. “The mighty have such simple weaknesses. I like to think it’s God’s way of keeping things fair.”
Taylor watched as Naomi leaned over and whispered something in Jason’s ear. The cameras went crazy as the knots in her stomach tightened.
“Are you sure there’s nothing going on between them?”
Jeremy squeezed her shoulder reassuringly. “Taylor—I think there’s something you probably should know about Naomi Cross.”
JASON STARED DISPASSIONATELY at the cameras and the reporters who waved their microphones at him, desperate to get a sound bite or two.
During the limo ride over, he had told Marty he wouldn’t be doing the press line at the premiere. He gave his publicist no explanation for this. Nor did he explain his sullen mood when Marty had jokingly offered him twenty-five million for his thoughts.
“At least try to look like you’re mildly interested in being here, darling,” Naomi urged, speaking softly in his ear so the surrounding media couldn’t hear. “Your public demands to be entertained.” She waved elegantly to a group of fans calling her name.
Jason took a step closer to the theater doors, hoping to end the charade as soon as possible. Naomi reluctantly followed. Ever the professional, the smile never left her face as she and Jason continued their private conversation.
“Did I mention how surprised I was to get your publicist’s call?” she asked.
“I made you a promise,” Jason said.
“Oh right . . . for helping out with that little situation at your party. With that lawyer friend of yours.” Naomi gave him a look. “How is she these days?”
“I don’t want to talk about her.”
“Trouble in paradise?” Naomi grinned wickedly. “Perhaps
I
should call her then. You know, I’m always looking for a good attorney . . .”
Jason glared. “You’re not her type, Naomi.”
“Hmm, pity. Then what went wrong, darling? Why isn’t she here with you?”
It took every ounce of Oscar-winning acting talent Jason possessed to keep his expression emotionless. In truth, it killed him to even think about Taylor.
“She’s gone. She went back to Chicago,” he said flatly.
Naomi nodded, then grinned affectionately. “Are you sure about that?” She pointed to something behind Jason’s back. Confused, he turned around—
And saw Taylor.
She stood before him on the red carpet, just a few feet away.
The crowd suddenly caught sight of Jason’s shocked expression and everyone fell silent.
It’s the Mystery Woman,
somebody whispered. A low murmur of excitement spread throughout.
Next to Jason, Naomi cleared her throat. “Well. Look at this—now I get to play the part of the jealous woman.” She glanced over. “And jealous I am . . . of
you
, Jason. Bloody heterosexuals—you’re almost coming back into style these days.”
She proudly pulled back her shoulders, ready to do her thing. “Thanks for the publicity, darling. I owe you.” And with that, Naomi spun around and stormed angrily past Taylor. When she got close enough so that only Taylor could see, she threw her a wink. Then she pushed her way through the crowd, hamming it up for the cameras.
Leaving Jason and Taylor alone.
With thousands of people watching, that is.
JASON SPOKE FIRST, in an emotionless tone. “What are you doing here?”