Killer (6 page)

While I waited I took out my cell phone and tried to work up the courage to call Michael and Allison. It had been over two years since the last time I tried, and maybe they’d had a change of heart. In the end I couldn’t do it. I had Michael’s number keyed in on the phone, but all I could do was stare at it until a hard knocking on the door brought me out of my trance. I flipped the phone off and opened the door enough to see that the delivery men were there with my bed.

They set the new bed up quickly. The lead delivery man presented me with a bill, and while I counted out the cash he looked at me with a puzzled expression and then at his work order form which had the name I’d made up earlier.

“I could swear I know you,” he said.

“Just one of those faces,” I said.

His forehead wrinkled as he tried to dredge out where he knew me from. As he and his partner turned to leave, I reminded them about how they were supposed to remove the old bed. I couldn’t blame them for the lack of enthusiasm they showed at the prospect of that – I wouldn’t want to have to pick up and carry that damn mattress out either, at least not without several layers of protective clothing on. As they removed the mattress, the lead guy called out to me to let me know that he was sure he’d seen me before and he’d remember later. I closed the door on him without saying a word, deciding that I didn’t want to ruin his surprise.

It was six o’clock. I felt bone-tired again, just like I had the other day. I wasn’t used to this type of activity and schedule yet, but maybe more than that, it wore me down worrying about people recognizing me and waiting for that look they’d give me afterwards once they did. It was harder than I thought it would be. All those years that I worked for Lombard as a hit man I operated in the shadows. As far as my wife and kids were concerned, I worked in a liquor store. As far as my neighbors went, I was just someone who blended into the background.

I almost lay down on the new bed. I wanted to badly, but I knew if I did I’d tumble into a deep sleep and miss work. It didn’t make sense for me to care that much about it since my expenses were basically covered for the next month, which was about as far ahead as I needed to worry about, but for some reason the job did seem to matter. Maybe it was the structure of it; giving me someplace to be, and in some small way allowing me to contribute to society. Or maybe it was simply finally doing something that my pop would be proud of. Whatever it was, I didn’t want to lose it.

I loaded batteries into the portable radio I’d bought earlier, and brought it with me as I left the apartment. Once outside, I navigated again to Moody Street and found a cheap restaurant where I could get something to eat and drink enough coffee to keep me awake.

chapter 9

1973

A week before I’m supposed to be marrying Jenny, Vincent DiGrassi meets me about a contract he needs taken care of. He knows I’m getting married, and I ask him how urgent this is.

“Very,” he tells me.

Oh, Christ. This is just what the fuck I need. With Jenny going nuts over all the wedding details, all the last-minute changes, her family coming in for the wedding, and all the other bullshit in my life right then.

“I am getting married...” I start to tell him.

“Maybe,” he says, interrupting me, his eyes little more than what you’d see in a dead fish, his lips wire-tight. “In a week you could be going to a wedding, could be a funeral, all depends on you doing a clean, quick job on this one, or maybe instead you being stupid and thinking you can give me some grief.”

He tries staring me down, but I can see the worry in his face no matter how hard he’s trying to hide it. I don’t know who this guy is that DiGrassi wants me to take out, but whoever he is he has DiGrassi worried.

We continue our staring contest for another ten or so seconds. DiGrassi blinks first. His rock-hard expression melting a bit, he tells me, “Lenny, if you have to postpone your wedding, you gotta do it. This has to take priority, and that comes straight from the top. But there’ll be a bonus in this for you, more than enough to make up for any inconvenience.”

I look again at the name DiGrassi gave me. I don’t know the guy. If he’s in the game, I’m clueless how.

“Who is this guy?” I ask.

DiGrassi regains his ice-cold demeanor. “Why the fuck does that matter to you?”

I shrug, tell him it doesn’t.

He starts to leave, stops himself to warn me to be careful with this one. Those little worry lines are once again cracking his icy exterior. After six hits all done without worry or fuss, this is the first time he suggests to me about being careful. I wonder briefly what’s up with that.

That was four days ago. I know Jenny is furious about me leaving town. I gave her some bullshit reason and I’ve talked to her a few times over the phone since then, and she’s not at all happy. If it wasn’t for all the travel arrangements her relatives had made, she probably would’ve called off the wedding. That’s how pissed she is.

This guy I’ve been after has been tough to get close to. He’s careful, cautious. Maybe he knows about the contract on him, maybe it’s just his nature. And to make my job even harder, I can’t leave anything behind. His body has to disappear, no trace, no evidence of a killing.

After four days I finally have my opening. Security on his house is tight, and he keeps a Rottweiler loose in his yard so the damn thing will bark up a storm if anyone goes near the property. Earlier I took the dog out quietly, the silencer muffling the shot, the dog dying before he could get out as much as a whimper. That was hours ago. Now it’s late and I’ve been standing in the shadows outside his home. Until twenty minutes ago I’d been hoping I wouldn’t have to go in and massacre his whole family. It’s so much damn harder to make a whole family disappear.

I don’t have to do that any more. Twenty minutes ago he left the main house and entered a converted workshop in the back of an attached garage. Now he’s using a hacksaw on something, I can’t tell exactly what. With the lights off in the house it means his family is in bed. Yesterday evening when one of his kids had that Rottweiler out for a walk, I used the opportunity to tamper with one of the windows in the garage.

He’s had his back turned to me the last ten minutes, and I’ve opened the window enough so I can slide the barrel of the gun underneath. Two silenced shots is all it takes. I open the window all the way and crawl in, taking in with me the duffel bag filled with chemicals that I’ve brought.

It turns out he’s been using the hacksaw to cut off both barrels of a shotgun. That gets me curious. I start searching his workshop, and I find a false wall. Hidden inside is a large arsenal loaded with knives, guns and rifles of all different calibers, stacks of extra magazines, and even a few hand grenades. This makes me even more curious about my target.

I take some choice weapons out of the arsenal, then fit the false wall back in place. Then I go to work. He has his car keys on him which saves me from having to break into the car. I wrap his body with a plastic sheet that I had folded in my duffel bag and dump it in the trunk, then use the chemicals I brought to erase any forensic evidence. When I’m done I fix the lock on the window leaving it as good as new.

I open the garage door as quietly as possible so I can retrieve the Rottweiler’s body and dump it in the trunk also. Earlier I’d cleaned up the area where I’d shot the dog as best I could. If someone starts looking for blood there they’ll find it, but then again, why should anyone? What’s more likely, that the guy left in the middle of the night and took his dog with him, or someone like me is able to kill the two of them and scrub the garage clean without anyone hearing it? The chances of anyone finding that dog’s blood in the yard aren’t too likely.

The property is on enough of an incline so that after I roll the dead man’s car out of the garage I can coast it down to the end of the driveway, and only then turn over the engine. I have a long night ahead of me. I still have to dispose of the bodies, then have the car chopped up at one of Lombard’s garages, but once I’m done with it I’m finished. The car I drove over with is parked several blocks away. I had stolen it earlier and cleaned it before leaving, so I can let it sit where it is.

Yeah, I might have a long night ahead of me, but I can’t help smiling. By morning I’ll be driving home, and the wedding will still be on as planned. Jenny might be mad for another day or two, but by Saturday my taking off the way I did will be forgotten.

I can’t help wondering about the arsenal this guy had, that I caught him in the middle of making a sawed-off shotgun, and the whole urgency of this on Lombard’s part. I can’t stop wondering who the fuck this guy is.

It takes some effort, but I force my mind off of it. If DiGrassi wanted me to know that, he would have told me. Besides, I have a wedding to think about.

chapter 10

present

When I showed up at work, the same kid from the night before was at the front security desk. He handed me the office keys and tried hard to look through me, acting as if I weren’t there. He might’ve been able to pull off this air of contempt but a tightness around his mouth betrayed him, showing how uneasy he was. I tried to think of something to say to put him at ease, but couldn’t come up with anything. What was I going to tell him? That I was over sixty now, a changed man, and too conflicted over what I’d done in the past to even consider any more violence in my life? Fuck it, it would’ve been a waste of breath. In the end, neither of us said a word to the other.

Like the other day, I started on the bathrooms first. I had my portable radio set up on the cleaning cart and tried listening to music, but I found my mind kept drifting. It didn’t help that my dinner had left me sluggish. I’d had my first cheeseburger and fries since being arrested, and while I’d poured a pot of black coffee down my throat, I’d also had my first beers in fourteen years and I was feeling the effects of them. To keep my mind focused and off the thoughts that kept trying to sneak in, I tuned in to a talk show.

For the first hour they had an author on talking about his latest book. The guy had a thick Irish brogue and it was interesting enough to keep me distracted. I still felt myself moving sluggishly, but at least I was distracted. After the segment with the author finished, I sobered up instantly from the effects of my greasy dinner and two beers when in the next segment they started discussing my release from prison. At first it was tough listening to what they were saying, but after a while I hardened to it. The comments from the people calling in were what you’d expect; what a travesty it was that the state would make any deal that allowed me to walk out of prison. One caller had to point out my ethnicity, claiming that I wasn’t a full-blooded Italian, that my mother had been Jewish, as if that had anything to do with it. Another talked about my pop, how he knew him years ago, and how he was a good man who must be rolling around in his grave now over what I’d done.

The show attracted a few callers who tried to sound like tough guys. These wannabes speculated about how I must have a death wish staying in the area, hinting that there were enough people with grudges against me that I’d be turned into a grease spot soon enough. They tried to sound as if they were in the game, but they weren’t. No one from Lombard’s organization would’ve called that show.

About forty minutes into it, a woman’s voice stopped me cold. She was talking about how much pain and suffering I had caused, her voice soft and halting as if she were on the verge of breaking down. I was pretty sure it was my daughter, Allison. I hadn’t heard her voice since she was eighteen, and she’d be thirty-two now, but I was pretty sure it was her. I stood frozen for a minute listening to her, then realized I’d been holding my breath the whole time. I moved quickly to the cleaning cart and turned off the radio. My heart was pounding a mile a minute.

For a long time I couldn’t move. I just kept playing her voice back in my head, replaying everything she had said as I tried to figure out if that caller had been my daughter. In the end I just wasn’t sure. I almost took out my cell phone with the thought of calling Allison, but I couldn’t do it.

That night I finished up a few minutes before two. Again, no words were spoken between me and the security guard when I checked in the keys. I wasn’t so much tired when I walked back to my apartment – it was more like listlessness. It was desolate at that hour. No traffic sounds, no sight of anyone else. I couldn’t shake this uneasiness in my gut, like I was walking through a graveyard. And I just couldn’t get that woman’s voice out of my head. The one who might’ve been Allison.

Later when I dropped on to my bed, I don’t know if I fell asleep or drifted into some sort of unconsciousness, but whichever it was, I was grateful for the reprieve it gave me from all the thoughts buzzing through my head.

It was two days later that I caught the mouse that had been running around my apartment. I had left a mostly empty peanut butter jar on its side, and when I heard something clattering around inside it, I flipped the jar over. My original plan was to drown the damn thing in the toilet, but when I saw it on its hind legs with its front paws frantically scratching at the inside of the jar, I had a change of heart. Instead I got dressed, put my sweater and jacket on, and carried the jar to a small park four blocks away where I let it down on the grass. After the mouse scurried away from me, I tossed the jar into a trash can and headed back to my apartment. I had just gotten on to Moody Street when my cell phone rang.

No one should’ve had my number. I took the phone out of my pocket and stared at it before flipping it open. I didn’t say anything, I just stood quietly and listened to what sounded like static on the other end. Then a man’s voice came over the phone and told me I was a dead man. He called me by name so there was no mistaking that it could’ve been a wrong number. I didn’t say anything in response. There was another half a minute of static before a click sounded to show that he had hung up.

I’d been so absorbed by the call that I’d stopped paying attention to my surroundings. Usually I was more careful about letting my guard down like that, and I looked around quickly, noticing the cars driving past me and the other pedestrians walking about. A man in his forties seemed to notice me looking at him and stared back. I don’t think he had noticed me before that, and I looked away from him. If anyone had been watching me out there, I couldn’t spot them. After giving it some thought, I headed back to the store where I’d bought the cell phone.

The salesman who had sold me the phone wasn’t there. I tried describing him to the salesgirl on duty. She was in her twenties, very thin, not very attractive. While I explained how I wanted to talk again to this salesman, she stared at me with a humoring expression.

“Sir, what seems to be the problem?” she said instead of answering my question, a plastic smile stuck on her face.

“Someone called me on my cell phone,” I said. “I want to talk to the salesman who sold me this. I think he must’ve given my number out.”

“I’m sure he didn’t do that,” she said.

“He had to’ve,” I said. “I didn’t give my number to anyone, and I was told my number wouldn’t be published anywhere.”

“Are you sure you didn’t give someone your number and forget about it?” she asked, her smile and tone turning even more patronizing.

“That’s not what happened.”

She shrugged, her eyes glazing enough to show that she didn’t believe me. “Maybe you called someone first and they got your number from caller ID?” she offered.

“The person knew my name,” I said. “Nobody I called on this phone knows my name.”

She held her hand out for my cell phone. I gave it to her and she checked the call log, frowning at what she saw. “Is this the call?” she asked. “Today at nine-twenty?”

“Yeah.”

“Of course there is. You can give me the name of the salesman who sold me this phone like I’ve been asking.”

“I can’t do that,” she said, her tone losing some of its patience.

“The phone call I received was threatening,” I said. “The person calling me threatened my life.”

She blinked several times as she looked at me, at first not believing what I told her. Then it dawned on her who I was. Her plastic smile faded fast from her face, leaving fear floating in her now liquid eyes. Watching the transformation that came over her made me just want to get the hell out of there.

“I don’t know who sold you the phone,” she said, lying to me, her voice weak, shaky. She looked like she was on the verge of tears. Like she wanted nothing more than to bolt from the store. “If you’d like I could exchange your phone so you would have a new number.”

I thought about it, but decided I’d rather keep the phone. If someone wanted to call me badly enough, let them. “That’s okay,” I told her. “I’ll keep this one.” I started towards the door. I wanted to get out of there before she passed out on me, which she looked like she was about to do. I could spend some mornings watching the store for when my salesman returned back to work, but it would probably be as big a waste of time as this was. I doubted whether he would’ve gotten a name for whoever it was he gave my number to. Even if he was able to describe the person to me, what good would it do? After fourteen years out of the game, odds were I wouldn’t know him, and even if it was someone from the old days, so what?

I did get one useful piece of information out of this. Someone must’ve followed me to the store when I first bought the phone, which meant someone was keeping track of me. At least on that day they were.

On my way back to my apartment I stopped off at the diner I’d had breakfast at my first morning out of prison and every day since. The same waitress from before was working – the one with the thick black mascara painted on to match her dye-job and lipstick. She’d been on the job every morning I’d been there. She still didn’t know who I was, but the last couple of days she had warmed up to me – at least enough where she had dropped the gag about only allowing me two refills with a cup of coffee. When she saw me walk in and take a table, her eyes sparkled like black polished glass and a thin smile twisted her lips.

She walked over to my table, leaned in close, and said softly enough so that only I could hear, “The old coot’s back again.”

“I’ve been called worse,” I said.

“I’m sure you have,” she said, her smile turning more playful. “I’d ask if you’d like your usual, but with senility and all, I doubt you’d remember what your usual was.”

I sat back in my seat and arched an eyebrow at her. “Okay, I’ll bite. What makes you so sure I’m senile?”

She looked around quickly to make sure no one could hear her. “This is your fourth straight day coming here. You obviously can’t remember what the food tastes like.”

I laughed at that, and the sound of it startled me. It was the first time I had laughed out loud in years. In my mind I’d imagined my laugh sounding completely different, not like the wheezing, crackling noise that ended up oozing out of me. I cut it off quickly.

“I’ve been eating a lot worse,” I said. “And yeah, I’ll have the usual.”

I watched as she walked away, and fought against the impure thoughts I was having about a girl younger than my own daughter. Once I remembered how I now looked and how old I was, those thoughts went away as fast as if a switch had been thrown. As if a bucket of ice water had been dumped on my head.

Like every other time I’d been there I was sitting with my back to the window so that passersby wouldn’t be able to recognize me. I didn’t hear him walk into the diner, and it caught me by surprise when he sat across from me. He was the same man I’d seen earlier after I’d gotten that phone call: the one who caught me looking in his direction and ended up staring back at me in response.

“Leonard March?” he said.

I didn’t say anything. Instinctively I reached for the knife laid out in front of me. He noticed this movement, and I caught myself and pulled my hand back. We both sat staring at each other. He was balding, a thick build, and sloppily dressed with his jacket collar partially up and a polo shirt hanging loosely out of his pants. I knew he wasn’t part of Lombard’s organization – he was too soft-looking for it to be that. Almost as if a deck of cards were flipping through my mind, I tried to picture the faces of the men I had killed. Some of them were nothing more than a blur, most, though, I could see clearly. If this man was related to any of them, I couldn’t figure it out.

“You have to be Leonard March,” he said, nodding, satisfied. His tongue was thick and looked almost purple as it pushed out of his mouth and wetted his lips. He leaned forward so that his arms rested on the table. They were thick, heavy arms, but more fat than muscle.

“My name’s Andy Baker,” he said, an eagerness shining in his eyes. “I have a proposition for you.”

He waited for me to say something. When I didn’t, he appeared stuck for a few seconds as if things weren’t going according to a carefully devised script. He wet his lips again, said, “I’m a writer. I want to write a book with you.”

That wasn’t what I was expecting. I gave him a hard look, trying to figure out if this was some line or if he was serious.

“How long have you been following me?” I asked.