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Authors: James De Mille

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I raised her up, and again supported her. She could move no farther. I sat by her side for a little while, and looked toward the shore. It was close by us now; but, as I looked, I saw a sight which made any further delay impossible.

Directly in front, and only a few feet away, was a dark chasm lying between us and that shore for which we had been striving so earnestly. It was a fathom wide; and there flowed the dark waters of the river, gloomily, warningly, menacingly! To me, that chasm was nothing; but how could she cross it? Besides, there was no doubt that it was widening every moment.

I started up.

“Wait here for a moment,” said I, hurriedly.

I left her half reclining on the ice, and ran hastily up and down the chasm. I could see that my fears were true. The whole body of ice was beginning to break away, and drift from this shore also, as it had done from the other. I saw a place not more than five feet wide. Back I rushed to my companion. I seized her, and, lifting her in my arms, without a word, I carried her to that place where the channel was narrowest; and then, without stopping to consider, but impelled by the one fierce desire for safety, I leaped forward, and my feet touched the opposite side.

With a horrible crash, the ice broke beneath me, and I went down. That sound, and the awful sensation of sinking, I shall never forget. But the cake of ice which had given way beneath my feet, though it went down under me, still prevented my sinking rapidly. I flung myself forward, and held up my almost senseless burden as I best could with one arm, while with the other I dug my sharp-pointed stick into the ice and held on for a moment. Then, summoning up my strength, I passed my left arm under my companion, and raised her out of the water upon the ice. My feet seemed sucked by the water underneath the shelf of ice against which I rested; but the iron-pointed stick never slipped, and I succeeded. Then, with a spring, I raised myself up from the water, and clambered out.

My companion had struggled up to her knees, and grasped me feebly, as though to assist me. Then she started to her feet. The horror of sudden death had done this, and had given her a convulsive energy of recoil from a hideous fate. Thus she sprang forward, and ran for some distance. I hastened after her, and, seizing her arm, drew it in mine. But at that moment her short-lived strength failed her, and she sank once more. I looked all around — the shore was only a few yards off. A short distance away was a high, cone-shaped mass of ice, whose white sheen was distinct amid the gloom. I recognized it at once.

“Courage, courage!” I cried. “We are at Montmorency. There is a house not far away. Only one more effort.”

She raised her head feebly.

“Do you see it? Montmorency! the ice-cone of the Falls!” I cried, eagerly.

Her head sank back again.

“Look! look! We are saved! We are near houses!”

The only answer was a moan. She sank down lower. I grasped her so as to sustain her, and she lay senseless in my arms.

There was now no more hope of any further exertion from her. Strength and sense had deserted her. There was only one thing to be done.

I took her in my arms, and carried her toward the shore. How I clambered up that steep bank, I do not remember. At any rate, I succeeded in reaching the top, and sank exhausted there, holding my burden under the dark, sighing evergreens.

Rising once more, I raised her up, and made my way to a house. The inmates were kind, and full of sympathy. I committed the lady to their care, and fell exhausted on a settee in front of the huge fireplace.

Chapter 8
I FLY BACK, AND SEND THE DOCTOR TO THE RESCUE. — RETURN TO THE SPOT. — FLIGHT OF THE BIRD. — PERPLEXITY, ASTONISHMENT, WONDER, AND DESPAIR. — “PAS UN MOT, MONSIEUR!”

A
long time passed, and I waited in great anxiety. Meanwhile, I had changed my clothes, and sat by the fire robed in the picturesque costume of a French habitant, while my own saturated garments were drying elsewhere. I tried to find out if there was a doctor anywhere in the neighborhood, but learned that there was none nearer than Quebec. The people were such dolts, that I determined to set out myself for the city, and either send a doctor or fetch one. After immense trouble, I succeeded in getting a horse; and, just before starting, I was encouraged by hearing that the lady had recovered from her swoon, and was much better, though somewhat feverish.

It was a wild journey.

The storm was still raging; the road was abominable, and was all one glare of frozen sleet, which had covered it with a slippery surface, except where there arose disintegrated ice-hummocks and heaps of slush — the debris of giant drifts. Moreover, it was as dark as Egypt. My progress, therefore, was slow. A boy went with me as far as the main road, and, after seeing me under way, he left me to my own devices. The horse was very aged, and, I fear, a little rheumatic. Besides, I have reason to believe that he was blind. That did not make any particular difference, though, for the darkness was so intense, that eyes were as useless as they would be to the eyeless fishes of the Mammoth Cave. I don't intend to prolong my description of this midnight ride. Suffice it to say that the horse walked all the way, and, although it was midnight when I started, it was near morning when I reached my quarters.

I hurried at once to the doctor, and, to his intense disgust, roused him and implored his services. I made it a personal matter, and put it in such an affecting light, that he consented to go; but he assured me that it was the greatest sacrifice to friendship that he had ever made in his life I gave him the most explicit directions, and did not leave him till I saw him on horseback, and trotting, half asleep, down the street.

Then I went to my room, completely used up after such unparalleled exertions. I got a roaring fire made, established myself on my sofa immediately in front of it, and sought to restore my exhausted frame by hot potations. My intention was to rest for a while, till I felt thoroughly warmed, and then start for Montmorency to see about the lady. With this in my mind, and a pipe in my mouth, and a tumbler of toddy at my elbow, I reclined on my deep, soft, old-fashioned, and luxurious sofa; and, thus situated, I fell off before I knew it into an exceedingly profound sleep.

When I awoke, it was broad day. I started up, looked at my watch, and, to my horror, found that it was half-past twelve. In a short time, I had flung off my habitant clothes, dressed myself, got my own horse, and galloped off as fast as possible.

I was deeply vexed at myself for sleeping so long; but I found comfort in the thought that the doctor had gone on before. The storm had gone down, and the sky was clear. The sun was shining brightly. The roads were abominable, but not so bad as they had been, and my progress was rapid. So I went on at a rattling pace, not sparing my horse, and occupying my mind with thoughts of the lady whom I had saved, when suddenly, about three miles from Quebec, I saw a familiar figure advancing toward me.

It was the doctor!

He moved along slowly, and, as I drew nearer, I saw that he looked very much worn out, very peevish, and very discontented.

“Well, old man,” said I, “how did you find her?”

“Find her?” growled the doctor — “I didn't find her at all. If this is a hoax,” he continued, “all I can say, Macrorie, is this, that it's a devilish stupid one.”

“A hoax? What — didn't find her?” I gasped.

“Find her? Of course not. There's no such a person. Why, I could not even find the house.”

“What — do you mean? I — I don't understand — ” I faltered.

“Why,” said the doctor, who saw my deep distress and disappointment, “I mean simply this: I've been riding about this infernal country all day, been to Montmorency, called at fifty houses, and couldn't find anybody that knew any thing at all about any lady whatever.”

At this, my consternation was so great that I couldn't say one single word. This news almost took my breath away. The doctor looked sternly at me for some time, and then was about to move on.

This roused me.

“What!” I cried, “you're not thinking of going back?”

“Back? Of course, I am. That's the very thing I'm going to do.”

“For God's sake, doctor,” I cried, earnestly, “don't go just yet! I tell you, the lady is there, and her condition is a most perilous one. I told you before how I saved her. I left there at midnight, last night, in spite of my fatigue, and travelled all night to get you. I promised her that you would be there early this morning. It's now nearly two in the afternoon. Good Heavens! doctor, you won't leave a fellow in such a fix?”

“Macrorie,” said the doctor, “I'm half dead with fatigue. I did it for your sake, and I wouldn't have done it for another soul — no, not even for Jack Randolph, be considerate, my boy.”

“Doctor,” I cried, earnestly, “it's a case of life and death!”

A long altercation now followed; but the end of it was that the doctor yielded, and, in spite of his fatigue, turned back, grumbling and growling.

So we rode back together — the doctor, groaning and making peevish remarks; I, oblivious of all this, and careless of my friend's discomfort. My mind was full of visions of the lady — the fair unknown. I was exceedingly anxious and troubled at the thought that all this time she had been alone, without any medical assistance. I pictured her to myself as sinking rapidly into fever and delirium. Stimulated by all these thoughts, I hurried on, while the doctor with difficulty followed. At length, we arrived within half a mile of the Falls; but I could not see any signs of the house which I wished to find, or of the road that led to it. I looked into all the roads that led to the river; but none seemed like that one which I had traversed.

The doctor grew every moment more vexed.

“Look here now, Macrorie,” said he, at last — “I'll go no farther — no, not a step. I'm used up. I'll go into the nearest house, and wait.”

Saying this, he turned abruptly, and went to a house that was close by.

I then dismounted, went to the upper bank of the Montmorency, where it joins the St. Lawrence below the Falls, and looked down.

The ice was all out. The place which yesterday had been the scene of my struggle for life was now one vast sheet of dark-blue water. As I looked at it, an involuntary shudder passed through me; for now I saw the full peril of my situation.

Looking along the river, I saw the place where I must have landed, and on the top of the steep bank I saw a house which seemed to be the one where I had found refuge. Upon this, I went back, and, getting the doctor, we went across the fields to this house. I knocked eagerly at the door. It was opened, and in the person of the habitant before me I recognized my host of the evening before.

“How is madame?” I asked, hurriedly and anxiously.

“Madame?”

“Yes, madame — the lady, you know.”

“Madame? She is not here.”

“Not here!” I cried.

“Non, monsieur.”

“Not here? What! Not here?” I cried again. “But she must be here. Didn't I bring her here last night?”

“Certainly, monsieur; but she's gone home.”

At this, there burst from the doctor a peal of laughter — so loud, so long, so savage, and so brutal, that I forgot in a moment all that he had been doing for my sake, and felt an almost irresistible inclination to punch his head. Only I didn't; and, perhaps, it was just as well. The sudden inclination passed, and there remained nothing but an overwhelming sense of disappointment, by which I was crushed for a few minutes, while still the doctor's mocking laughter sounded in my ears.

“How was it?” I asked, at length — “how did she get off? When I left, she was in a fever, and wanted a doctor.”

“After you left, monsieur, she slept, and awoke, toward morning, very much better. She dressed, and then wanted us to get a conveyance to take her to Quebec. We told her that you had gone for a doctor, and that she had better wait. But this, she said, was impossible. She would not think of it. She had to go to Quebec as soon as possible, and entreated us to find some conveyance. So we found a wagon at a neighbor's, threw some straw in it and some skins over it, and she went away.”

“She went!” I repeated, in an imbecile way.

“Oui, monsieur.”

“And didn't she leave any word?”

“Monsieur?”

“Didn't she leave any message for — for me?”

“Non, monsieur.”

“Not a word?” I asked, mournfully and despairingly.

The reply of the habitant was a crushing one:

“Pas un mot, monsieur!”

The doctor burst into a shriek of sardonic laughter.

Chapter 9
BY ONE'S OWN FIRESIDE. — THE COMFORTS OF A BACHELOR. — CHEWING THE CUD OF SWEET AND BITTER FANCY. — A DISCOVERY FULL OF MORTIFICATION AND EMBARRASSMENT. — JACK RANDOLPH AGAIN. — NEWS FROM THE SEAT OF WAR.

By
six o'clock in the evening I was back in my room again. The doctor had chaffed me so villianously all the way back that my disappointment and mortification had vanished, and had given place to a feeling of resentment. I felt that I had been ill-treated. After saving a girl's life, to be dropped so quietly and so completely, was more than flesh and blood could stand. And then there was that confounded doctor. He fairly revelled in my situation, and forgot all about his fatigue. However, before I left him, I extorted from him a promise to say nothing about it, swearing if he didn't I'd sell out and quit the service. This promise he gave, with the remark that he would reserve the subject for his own special use.

Once within my own room, I made myself comfortable in my own quiet way, viz.:

1. A roaring, red-hot fire.

2. Curtains close drawn.

3. Sofa pulled up beside said fire.

4. Table beside sofa.

5. Hot water.

6. Whiskey.

7. Tobacco.

8. Pipes.

9. Fragrant aromatic steam.

10. Sugar.

11. Tumblers.

12. Various other things not necessary to mention, all of which contributed to throw over my perturbed spirit a certain divine calm.

Under such circumstances, while every moment brought forward some new sense of rest and tranquility, my mind wandered back in a kind of lazy reverie over the events of the past two days.

Once more I wandered over the crumbling ice; once more I floundered through the deep pools of water; once more I halted in front of that perilous ice-ridge, with my back to the driving storm and my eyes searching anxiously for a way of progress. The frowning cliff, with its flag floating out stiff in the tempest, the dim shore opposite, the dark horizon, the low moan of the river as it struggled against its icy burden, all these came back again. Then, through all this, I rushed forward, scrambling over the ice-ridge, reaching the opposite plain to hurry forward to the shore. Then came the rushing sleigh, the recoiling horse, the swift retreat, the mad race along the brink of the icy edge, the terrible plunge into the deep, dark water. Then came the wild, half-human shriek of the drowning horse, and the sleigh with its despairing freight drifting down toward me. Through all this there broke forth amid the clouds of that reverie, the vision of that pale, agonized face, with its white lips and imploring eyes — the face of her whom I had saved.

So I had saved her, had I? Yes, there was no doubt of that. Never would I lose the memory of that unparalleled journey to Montmorency Falls, as I toiled on, dragging with me that frail, fainting, despairing companion. I had sustained her; I had cheered her; I had stimulated her; and, finally, at that supreme moment, when she fell down in sight of the goal, I had put forth the last vestige of my own strength in bearing her to a place of safety.

And so she had left me.

Left me — without a word — without a hint — without the remotest sign of any thing like recognition, not to speak of gratitude!

Pas un mot!

Should I ever see her again?

This question, which was very natural under the circumstances, caused me to make an effort to recall the features of my late companion. Strange to say, my effort was not particularly successful. A white, agonized face was all that I remembered, and afterward a white, senseless face, belonging to a prostrate figure, which I was trying to raise. This was all. What that face might look like in repose, I found it impossible to conjecture.

And now here was a ridiculous and mortifying fact. I found myself haunted by this white face and these despairing eyes, yet for the life of me I could not reduce that face to a natural expression so as to learn what it might look like in common life. Should I know her again if I met her? I could not say. Would she know me? I could not answer that. Should I ever be able to find her? How could I tell?

Baffled and utterly at a loss what to do toward getting the identity of the subject of my thoughts, I wandered off into various moods. First I became cynical, but, as I was altogether too comfortable to be morose, my cynicism was of a good-natured character. Then I made merry over my own mishaps and misadventures. Then I reflected, in a lofty, philosophic frame of mind, upon the faithlessness of woman, and, passing from this into metaphysics, I soon boozed off into a gentle, a peaceful, and a very consoling doze. When I awoke, it was morning, and I concluded to go to bed.

On the morrow, at no matter what o'clock, I had just finished breakfast, when I heard a well-known footstep, and Jack Randolph burst in upon me in his usual style.

“Well, old chap,” he cried, “where the mischief have you been for the last two days, and what have you been doing with yourself? I heard that you got back from Point Levi — though how the deuce you did it I can't imagine — and that you'd gone off on horseback nobody knew where. I've been here fifty times since I saw you last. Tell you what, Macrorie, it wasn't fair to me to give me the slip this way, when you knew my delicate position, and all that. I can't spare you for a single day. I need your advice. Look here, old fellow, I've got a letter.”

And saying this, Jack drew a letter from his pocket, with a grave face, and opened it.

So taken up was Jack with his own affairs, that he did not think of inquiring into the reasons of my prolonged absence. For my part, I listened to him in a dreamy way, and, when he drew out the letter, it was only with a strong effort that I was able to conjecture what it might be. So much had passed since I had seen him that our last conversation had become very dim and indistinct in my memory.

“Oh,” said I, at last, as I began to recall the past, “the letter — hm — ah — the — the widow. Oh, yes, I understand.”

Jack looked at me in surprise.

“The widow?” said he. “Pooh, man! what are you talking about? Are you crazy? This is from her — from Miss — that is — from the other one, you know.”

“Oh, yes,” said I, confusedly. “True — I remember. Oh, yes — Miss Phillips.”

“Miss Phillips!” cried Jack. “Hang it, man, what's the matter with you today? Haven't I told you all about it? Didn't I tell you what I wouldn't breathe to another soul — that is, excepting two or three? — and now, when I come to you at the crisis of my fate, you forget all about it.”

“Nonsense!” said I. “The fact is, I went to bed very late, and am scarcely awake yet. Go on, old boy, I'm all right. Well, what does she say?”

“I'll be hanged if you know what you're talking about,” said Jack, pettishly.

“Nonsense! I'm all right now; go on.”

“You don't know who this letter is from.”

“Yes, I do.”

“Who is it?” said Jack, watching me with jealous scrutiny.

“Why,” said I, “it's that other one — the — hang it! I don't know her name, so I'll call her Number Three, or Number Four, whichever you like.”

“You're a cool hand, any way,” said Jack, sulkily. “Is this the way you take a matter of life and death?”

“Life and death?” I repeated.

“Life and death!” said Jack. “Yes, life and death. Why, see here, Macrorie, I'll be hanged if I don't believe that you've forgotten every word I told you about my scrape. If that's the case, all I can say is, that I'm not the man to force my confidences where they are so very unimportant.”

And Jack made a move toward the door. “Stop, Jack,” said I. “The fact is, I've been queer for a couple of days. I had a beastly time on the river. Talk about life and death! Why, man, it was the narrowest scratch with me you ever saw. I didn't go to Point Levi at all.”

“The deuce you didn't!”

“No; I pulled up at Montmorency.”

“The deuce you did! How's that?”

“Oh, never mind; I'll tell you some other time. At any rate, if I seem dazed or confused, don't notice it. I'm coming round. I'll only say this, that I've lost a little of my memory, and am glad I didn't lose my life. But go on. I'm up to it now, Jack. You wrote to Number Three, proposing to elope, and were staking your existence on her answer. You wished me to order a head-stone for you at Anderson's, four feet by eighteen inches, with nothing on it but the name and date, and not a word about the virtues, et cetera. There, you see, my memory is all right at last. And now, old boy, what does she say? When did you get it?”

“I got it this morning,” said Jack. “It was a long delay. She is always prompt. Some thing must have happened to delay her. I was getting quite wild, and would have put an end to myself if it hadn't been for Louie. And then, you know, the widow's getting to be a bit of a bore. Look here — what do you think of my selling out, buying a farm in Minnesota, and taking little Louie there?”

“What!” I cried. “Look here, Jack, whatever you do, don't, for Heaven's sake, get poor little Louie entangled in your affairs.”

“Oh, don't you fret,” said Jack, dolefully. “No fear about her. She's all right, so far. — But, see here, there's the letter.”

And saying this, he tossed over to me the letter from “Number Three,” and, filling a pipe, began smoking vigorously.

The letter was a singular one. It was highly romantic, and full of devotion. The writer, however, declined to accept of Jack's proposition. She pleaded her father; she couldn't leave him. She implored Jack to wait, and finally subscribed herself his till death. But the name which she signed was “Stella,” and nothing more; and this being evidently a pet name or a nom de plume, threw no light whatever upon her real personality.

“Well,” said Jack, after I had read it over about nine times, “what do you think of that?”

“It gives you some reprieve, at any rate,” said I.

“Reprieve?” said Jack. “I don't think it's the sort of letter that a girl should write to a man who told her that he was going to blow his brains out on her doorstep. It doesn't seem to be altogether the right sort of thing under the circumstances.”

“Why, confound it, man, isn't this the very letter that you wanted to get? You didn't really want to run away with her? You said so yourself.”

“Oh, that's all right; but a fellow likes to be appreciated.”

“So, after all, you wanted her to elope with you?”

“Well, not that, exactly. At the same time, I didn't want a point-blank refusal.”

“You ought to be glad she showed so much sense. It's all the better for you. It is an additional help to you in your difficulties.”

“I don't see how it helps me,” said Jack, in a kind of growl. “I don't see why she refused to run off with a fellow.”

Now such was the perversity of Jack that he actually felt ill-natured about this letter, although it was the very thing that he knew was best for him. He was certainly relieved from one of his many difficulties, but at the same time he was vexed and mortified at this rejection of his proposal. And he dwelt upon his disappointment until at length he brought himself to believe that “Number Three's” letter was some thing like a personal slight, if not an insult.

He dropped in again toward evening.

“Macrorie,” said he, “there's one place where I always find sympathy. What do you say, old fellow, to going this evening to —

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