Read Last Ragged Breath Online
Authors: Julia Keller
“No. Not at first.” She began to cry. Her tears were silent ones, slipping down her small face.
“How did you find out?”
“I called his cell one night. About a month ago. Really late. I figured he'd be back in his motel roomâand he was. He just wasn't alone.” Diana used her thumb to capture a tear that threatened to roll off the bottom of her chin. “He was in the shower. So she answered. And you can always tell, can't you? There's a way people sound after they've just been fucked. It's in their voice. Sort of lazy and sleepy and slurry.” Diana shuddered with revulsion. “That's just how she sounded. So I knew. I knew right away.” She gave Bell a questioning look. “Why'd she answer his phone? Why'd she do that? At first I wondered. But now I think she just wanted to rub my nose in it. Just had to prove she could have any man she wantedâhell, she could even have a man she
didn't
want.” Scrap of laughter, then the seriousness descended again. “You know what? It was terrible. The worst thing ever. Knowing he'd lied to me. Having it confirmed that wayâoh, God. It really, really tore me up inside. I knew I'd never forgive him a second time.
Never
. In my mind, we were done. The end. Period.”
“What did she say when she answered the phone?”
“Oh, she tried to lie. Said they were working late. Figured his room was more comfortable than the office.
Sure
. Like I believed
that
.” She rolled her eyes. “Because I'm just this stupid housewife, right? Just this idiot who's popping out babies and baking cookies? Well, I got her back. I got her good.”
“What do you mean?”
“I started talking about how thrilled we were about the new baby. And you know what? I could tell by how she soundedâoh, she tried to hide it, but I could see right through herâthat she didn't know. She
didn't know
. Can you beat that?”
“No,” Bell said. “No, I can't.”
“She confirmed it later. He'd told her that I cut him off. And she
believed
him! Jesus. She thought she had him all to herself. And
I'm
the fool?
I'm
the trusting little woman? She has a lot of pride. More than anybody I've ever met. And she was
furious
. Absolutely
furious
. She called me a few days later. Made her case. Pointed out that we both had a pretty good reason to make that bastard pay.”
Diana took a deep breath. Closed her eyes. A few seconds passed, and her eyes popped open again. “So she says
I
killed him,” she said with a sneer. “That's her story, is it? Right. And just how did I do that? How'd I swing a shovel that hard? And then how'd I get his body into that wagon all by myself? Eddie was six-two. Weighed about two-forty, two-fifty. You tell me that.”
“I don't know,” Bell said. Her voice was calm and even. “Why would she say it if it wasn't true?”
“Be
cause,
” Diana answered, leaning aggressively over the table and thumping it with her palm, as if Bell was such an astonishing moron that everything had to be spelled out for her in capital letters and then underlined twice, “
she
killed him. Her and that slimy assistant of hersâMcGloin. I may have wanted Eddie deadâafter what he'd done to me, all the pain he'd causedâbut
they
killed him. Not me. Haven't you figured that out yet? Jesus. You're just as stupid as she said you were. What
is
it about this crappy little town? It's like what Eddie used to complain about. You've got one itty-bitty brain cell and you share it between the whole population. Pass it around. Was tonight somebody else's turn with it? Is
that
why you're so slow to catch on?”
“Must be.”
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
Carolyn Runyon was standing up now. When Bell walked through the door of the second interrogation room, she turned and gave her a look of such excoriating hatred that Bell half wondered if she'd find burn marks on her skin.
“I'm ready to leave,” Runyon said. “And might I suggest that you find another form of recreation around here to take up your eveningsâother than harassing innocent people? Ping-Pong is fun, I hear. Or perhaps a rousing Go Fish tournamentâsurely that wouldn't tax the limited intellectual resources of you and your friends.”
“It might,” Bell said, “although I'm partial to checkers myself. Listen, I hate to change the subject, but I need to inform you that Diana Hackel just implicated you in the murder of her husband.” She sat down.
Runyon paused. She'd been cinching the belt around the waist of her coat and she was motionless for a moment, the ends of the crossed belt held tightly in each fist.
Then she laughed. The laugh was loud and fake.
“Oh, Mrs. Elkins,” she said. “This is beneath you. Really. This little game of trying to play one of us off against the other. I suggest you stick to those checkers. Because frankly, I don't know what nonsense you thinkâ”
“Right now,” Bell said, curtly interrupting her, “Diana Hackel is getting ready to sign her statement. She told us all about it. About how you and she compared notes and decided that you both had ample reason to want Ed Hackel dead. He'd lied to Diana about not having sex with youâand he'd lied to you about not having sex with Diana. You both had the same motive. And it's the oldest motive in the bookâsexual jealousy.”
“Bullshit.” Runyon spat the word. She sat back down again. The legs crossed automatically. She thrust her hands in her coat pockets. She was like a switchblade seconds after closing up: still lethal, but sleeker now, the menace tucked away until it was needed.
“I didn't kill anybody,” she said. “If she thinks she can save herself by trying to frame
me,
she'd better think again.”
She didn't move. She didn't speak. Minutes passed.
Runyon had no intention of saying another word. Everyone in the world knew that they were better off keeping their mouths shut when being questioned. Even people who weren't half as smart as Carolyn Runyon understood that. If it were only a matter of appreciating the strategic benefit of silence, then no one would ever talk to a police officer or a prosecutor. Or a priest, come to that.
But it wasn't about intelligence. It was about pride. And it was about the story.
“You loved him, didn't you?” Bell said. She said it softly, sympathetically, one woman to another. “You were in love with Ed Hackel and he betrayed you.”
Runyon didn't look at her. “Shut up,” she said. Not angrily. In fact, she said it casually. “Shut up,” she repeated.
“He lied to you. I'll bet that hurt. I mean,
look
at you. You're a beautiful womanâelegant, sophisticated. Running your own company. Mingling with the movers and shakers. You have your pick of men. Anybody you want, any day of the week. And yetâwho did you fall for? Eddie Hackel. Who was
he
to cheat on
you
? I meanâthe nerve of him. The gall.”
“I believe I very clearly requested you to shut up.”
“It must've
enraged
you. The minute you heard his wife was pregnant, it must've been like acid. Eating away at your ego, your confidence. GodâEd Hackel! That useless fool. He couldn't even do the
one thing
you'd asked of him, the thing that would save the whole project. One thing! Nope, he failed. Because he's a loser. And then there's
you
âgorgeous, brilliant, sexy. A winner all the way.” Bell sat back. “Talk about a power imbalance. On the one hand, we haveâEddie Hackel. Just a guy. A
married
guy, no less. A guy who can't do his job. Can't even close the deal when it's the biggest deal of his life. And then, on the other hand, we haveâ
Carolyn Runyon
.”
“Shut. Up.”
“And yetâ
and yet
âthere you were. Hopelessly in love with him. Beauty and the Beast, right? You and Eddie Hackel.”
Silence.
“Finally,” Bell went on, “to add insult to injuryâyou find out that
he
was cheating on
you
. Eddie's wife was pregnant again. Here you are, the kind of woman that a man like Hackel can only
dream
aboutâand
he's
the one who makes a fool out of
you
. It's just not fair. Not fair at all.”
Silence.
“No one blames you, Carolyn. No woman, anyway. We've all been there. That kind of humiliation is just excruciating. There's not a woman alive who hasn't been throughâ”
“I said
shut the hell up
.” Runyon's head whipped around. Fire in her eyes. “If you don't shut up
right this fucking minute,
I'm going toâ” She bolted up and out of her chair. It was the first graceless move Bell had ever seen her make. “Let's get this straight, okay? I want to make this absolutely clear, once and for all, to you and the rest of the hicks here in Mayberry. You're wrong. I didn't give a damn about Ed. Okay? All that crap his wife's been spewingâthat I couldn't stand the thought of him being with herâis ridiculous. Yes, I told her that. Because I needed her help.
“It was business, okay? It's
always
business with me. We
have
to get that land. Everything depends on it. And Eddie failed. He let that creepâthat sicko with all the dogsâpush him around. String him along. So we took care of it. I'm a
professional,
do you understand? I do what needs to be done. I don't put up with excuses. I
win
. That's what I do. You got that?
I always win
.”
“Really,” Bell said. “So how'd you get Hackel out there?”
“Picked him up at his motel that afternoon. He'd just gotten back from Acker's Gap. He'd made another run at Dillard. Tried to blackmail him with what he knew about the drugs. But once again, he'd failed. Once again, Eddie let us all down.” She shook her head, exasperated. “Well, I'd had enough. We were running out of time. We were totally screwed unless we got that land right away. It was time to pull out all the stops. One last chance. A long shotâbut that's what I'm known for. For doing things other people won't do. Because they're too lazy or too stupid. Or too chickenshit.”
She'd said enough. She flung herself back down in her chair.
Bell had to get her talking again. “Come on, Carolyn. You're kidding yourself, aren't you? You'd fallen hard for Eddie Hackel. You didn't want to, you didn't mean toâbut that's what happened. Wasn't it? You were nuts about the guy.”
“God
dammit
. For the last timeâ
no
. No.” Abruptly, she bolted forward again, determined to make her case. “I told Eddie we'd both try. We'd work on Dillard together. I'd drive us out to that crummy cabin and wait for the sonofabitch to show up and then we'd threaten him again. Eddie had been working on a new angleâsomething about a flood and some old ladyâand I said, âSure, whatever.
Just get him to sell us his fucking land
.' I'd had it up to here with Ed's little schemes.”
“Hackel didn't take his cell.”
“I told him to leave it behind. His location could've been tracked.”
“Dillard wasn't home yet. So you killed Hackel and framed him for the crime.”
Runyon laughed. “Nice try, but I already told you that I didn't kill anybody. Paul McGloin did it. He was waiting in the barn. The minute Eddie turned his back, Paul hit him with the shovel. Quick jabs in the back of the neck.” Her expression bordered on a smirk. “So if you're thinking of charging meâsorry. Paul's your man. He used that silly wagon to get the body down to that filthy little creek. Do the math. Dillard
has
to sell that land now. To pay his legal bills. All those appeals won't come cheap.” Another laugh. This time, a triumphant one. “Eddie finally came through for the company. Just not quite the way he planned.”
“You were seen in the Comebacker that night.”
“Wasn't me. That was Eddie's little wifey. Pissed as hell at him because of his affair with me. I mean, she really
did
love the guy. But hell hath no fury, you know?” A sneer. “Eddie had a type, all right. In a dark bar, Diana and I can pass for each other. She just signed my name and room number on the drinks receipt andâpresto.” Runyon jabbed a finger in Bell's face. “That first night you talked to her at the courthouse? When she acted all mad at me? She told me that you fell for it, big time.”
Bell looked at her watch. Right about now, Deputy Oakes would be knocking on the door of Paul McGloin's motel room. McGloin, she was sure, would implicate Carolyn Runyon. Once he was told that Runyon had sold him out, he would be more than happy to return the favor.
They hadn't spoken to McGloin yet. But Runyon didn't know that.
“McGloin,” Bell said, “tells a different story. He swears you're the one who killed Hackel. And dumped him in the creek. From the look of those nicely toned arms and legs of yours, Ms. Runyon, I'd say it's plausible. Which means it'll be a toss-up as to who the jury believes. If it were me, I'd want to be the first one to sign a statement admitting to the plot.” Bell smiled. “It's just good business.”
Runyon faced forward, staring at the same spot on the wall she had stared at before.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
When Bell stepped out of the interrogation room, Rhonda was waiting for her. Like Bell, Rhonda was exhausted, but she was also excited, her eyes bright and keen. She had watched the closed-circuit feed with Harrison in the sheriff's office. The moment it was over, Harrison had headed to the jail to meet Deputy Oakes when he arrived with McGloin.