Lespada (16 page)

She nodded and looked back to the old woman. “How did you get back here?” he pressed gently.

She wouldn’t look at him. “I walked.”

He sighed. “That was not safe.”

Her head snapped to him, the gray eyes blazing. “It was safer than the inn. I would have been killed had I stayed there for the mighty battle going on around me.”

He knew she was upset and he knew very well why.   He remembered seeing de Reyne speaking with her and little else after that but a blinding battle that ended up with two of Gloucester’s knights being killed and Nik being slightly wounded.  At the end of the brawl when he had looked for Devereux, no one could locate her. Terrified she had been abducted or worse, he and his knights had torn apart the inn and several other establishments in the near area.  Still unable to locate her, they had taken to the streets calling her name. It was Lollardly who finally suspected where she might have gone and Davyss rode hard for the House of Hope. 

The old priest had been right. Davyss found her tending a dying woman and his relief had been so great that it had nearly brought tears to his eyes. But on the heels of that relief was the knowledge that he was going to have to do a great deal of damage control to repair their fragile relationship.  He’d damaged it yet again.

She had turned back to the old woman as he continued to watch her from his position a few feet away. He could see that she was having a great deal of trouble looking at him.

“Devereux,” his voice was so low that it sounded like a purr. “I must explain what happened back at the inn.”

She shook her head, so hard that tendrils of blonde hair escaped their pin. “Nay,” she said firmly. “There is no need”

“Aye, there is. Will you please allow me that courtesy?”

She was about to refuse again; he could see it. She was angry, confused and frightened.  Everything she hated about knights had been demonstrated right before her eyes as Davyss and his men had clashed violently. But she suddenly stopped what she was doing and sighed heavily, closing her eyes as she did so.  When she turned to him, she spoke with more sadness than anger.

“What is there to explain?” she asked. “You did as your instincts bade. I understand that.”

He shook his head. “Nay, you do not,” he replied softly. “The men speaking to you were knights of Gloucester, allies of Simon de Montfort. Other than de Reyne, they are not particularly honorable men. They would have gladly taken you to sport, or worse; if they had discovered you were my wife, then you might have known torture and fear such as you have never dreamed. What I did, I did to save your life.”

She gazed steadily at him. “They were not harming me in the least and their words were not unkind.”

“I know. But please trust me when I tell you this; the situation would have changed very shortly. You are a blindingly beautiful woman and that fact did not escape them. The small talk they offered was only the calm before the storm, believe me. I have known these men many years and know what they are capable of.”

Her gaze remained steady and he found himself sucked into the brilliant gray eyes. But just went she opened her mouth to speak, her eyes filled with tears and she turned back to the old woman. Even as she picked up the cold compress and wrung it out, she began to sob.  Davyss watched her, his heart just about breaking.

“I am sorry, Devereux,” he murmured. “I know you hate violence and I know you believe me to embody the stench of death, but please believe me when I tell you that I did what I did for a very good reason. I did it to protect you.”

She sobbed harder and covered her face with the hand that held the cold compress.  On the opposite side of the old woman, Thelred the husband removed the compress from Devereux’s hand and gently grasped her fingers.

“Up with ye, m’lady,” his old arms tried to pull her to her feet. “Go with yer husband now. I can tend me wife.”

Devereux only wept harder as the old man tried to help her.  Davyss stood up and gently took her from the old man, nodding his thanks to the tired old face.  He pulled her away from the elderly pair and put his enormous arm around her shoulders, gently walking her from the building.  In his arms, Devereux wept like a child.

The night outside was cold and damp. It was also exceedingly late.  Davyss took her to his horse, mounted her, and then took the saddle behind her. She didn’t resist.  The charger took off at a gentle trot into the dark, silent edge of town.

Devereux cried until they reached their destination. By then, she was exhausted and had little concern for where he had taken her. Davyss dismounted his steed and pulled her off, carrying her into the dark and silent building and up a flight of stairs.  He took her into a room and closed the door, throwing the bolt softly behind them.  A warm fire burned low in the hearth of the little room and Davyss set her down gently on the small bed.

Devereux didn’t particularly care where they were; she was weary and spent.  Wiping her eyes, she accepted a piece of cloth that Davyss handed her and blew her nose daintily.  Davyss, meanwhile, began removing his armor in pieces and propping the plate pieces up against the wall.  He pulled off his mail coat, followed by his hauberk, and laid them out carefully near the door so any moisture on them would dry out.  All the while, his gaze lingered on his wife as she sat on the bed and sniffled.

He wasn’t quite sure to say to say to her.  He removed his linen vest, followed by the heavy tunic, and laid them near the hearth to dry.  The boots quickly followed.  Clad in only his breeches, he made his way over to the little bed.

“Are you hungry?” he asked quietly.

She shook her head. “Are you thirsty, then? Would you like some wine?” he pressed.

She sighed heavily and shook her head again. The crackling hearth filled the silent air between them.  Lacking any further response, Davyss sat down on the bed, wrapped his arms around her, and pulled her down with him.  She stiffened, but only for a moment. Snuggled up against his warm and powerful body, Devereux could feel some of her fear and confusion flee as the flesh of his body created a heated envelope around her. It was a new sensation, one of extreme warmth and security.  She’d never known such comfort existed. 

Davyss shifted so that she was clutched up against his chest, his arms tightly around her and his big hands on her back.  He caressed her shoulders, her hair, acquainting himself with the feel of her in his arms. They had never laid together, at least not in the still of the night with nothing to distract or trouble them. In fact, Davyss had never lain in bed with a woman that he wasn’t having sex with. Leisure snuggling was unheard of.  This was an entire new experience for the both of them, the significance of which was not lost. For Devereux, it was like being in another world.

For his part, Davyss had never felt so complete or content; it was difficult to describe for a man who had known more than a few women in his lifetime. But they had all been fleeting interests; no one that had truly marked his heart. Not even the baron’s daughter who had borne him twin daughters. The more time he spent with this woman he had married, the more she touched him on levels he had never known to exist. 

His mouth was near her head and kissed her hair a few times, stroking her back with gentle caresses.  He felt sorry for her, this woman who hated violence and found herself in the middle of a vicious sword fight.  He knew she was shaken. He was shaken, too.

“I would like to say one thing before this night is through and we put all of this behind us,” he murmured. “In spite of the view you have of the knighthood, I hope you understand that I do not go around looking for fights. Every time I raise my sword, I am risking death and I certainly do not want to die. I am also risking the deaths of my men and I have no desire to see any of my men wounded or killed. What I did tonight, I did with the sole motivation of protecting you. Those men would not have thought twice before taking advantage of you and it is my job, as your husband, to protect you from that. Do you understand?”

She sighed faintly, calming, and he felt her nod her head, just once. “Aye,” she murmured. “I understand what you are saying but I tell you again that they made no such move against me.”

“Would you rather I had waited until one of them grabbed you in places only meant for your husband?”

She pulled back, gazing up at him with a lifted eyebrow. “Nay,” she replied. “But they had done nothing when you came charging in with your sword lifted. And that man who ran at you… you cut off his….”

She couldn’t continue but did not have to; he knew what she was about to say. He had cut off the man’s head with the mighty
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.  He pinched her chin gently between his thumb and forefinger, forcing her to look at him.

“Would you rather it had been my head that got cut off?” he asked.

She tried to shake her head but had difficulty moving it because he held her chin. “Nay,” she said, more softly.

“Had I not killed him first, he most certainly would have tried to kill me.”

“I would not wish that at all.”

He smiled faintly, holding her chin still as he kissed her cheek. “I am glad to hear that,” he replied, sobering. “I am, however, sorry if we frightened you. It is an unfortunate byproduct of battle.”

She gazed up at him, this man she had married yet who was a virtual stranger. His appearance that morning had brought what seemed like a man very willing to try to make amends. He understood her fears and her point of view; he’d tried very hard to. Yet she’d made little concession to him from the very beginning. Her guard had been up since the moment his knights came to claim her for their wedding.  It simply wasn’t fair that he was making all of the effort and she was making virtually none.  Her guard began to dissolve.

“You do not need to apologize,” she said quietly. “You acted on instinct and I cannot fault you.  If anyone should apologize, it should be me.  You have been trying very hard since this morning to make amends and I fear I have not made it easy for you.”

He smile broadened. “Nonsense,” he said. “You have been agreeable and charming.”

She gave him a look suggesting he was lying simply to be kind. “I have not, but it is sweet of you to say so.  And I am sorry that I ran from the inn; I will admit that I was very frightened and I simply wanted to get away.  I do not know what I was thinking, really; all I could think of was getting away from the battle. I am unused to such things.”

“That is understandable,” he said. “But I will admit something also; I was terrified for you when we discovered you were missing. I had no idea what had happened to you.”

She gave him a wry smile. “Again, my apologies,” she said. “Perhaps… perhaps tomorrow will bring a better day for us both.”

He nodded, gazing into her spectacular gray eyes. “I must leave for London on the morrow,” he said, watching her expression change. “And I should like for you to come with me.”

She nodded in resignation. “I know,” she said. “And it ‘tis not as if I do not wish to go. ‘Tis simply that I worry for the House of Hope.”

“It seems as if you have many who help you.”

“Help me, yes. But I ultimately make the decisions and oversee everything.”

“What of your father?”

She shook her head. “He is too wrapped up in his duties as Mayor and Sheriff of the Shire. He always thought the House of Hope was foolish, anyway. He used to scold my mother on it constantly as a waste of effort and money.”

“I see,” he could see the thought of leaving her charity truly distressed her. “Is there no one else to run the place in your stead?”

She nodded. “Aye,” she said honestly. “Stephan Longham and his brothers are capable.”