Lessons in Loving a Laird
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Authors: Michelle Marcos
For Jesus
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
No book goes from concept to shelf without some help along the way, and this novel was no exception. So I’d like to take a moment to thank some great people who helped put this book into your hands.
First, I want to thank my sisters, Mabel and Marlene Marcos, and Marlene’s husband, Juan Cabral, for their help during our plotting session. It really helps to bounce ideas off of some really smart people who aren’t afraid to tell you when something is utter crap. Thanks also to my friend, Vanneta, a voracious reader of romance, who helped me fine-tune my ideas into something resembling an outline—even if it was scribbled onto five dinner napkins.
I want to thank my editor, Rose Hilliard. She has an amazing instinct for great storytelling, and I’ve benefitted enormously from her guidance and creativity. Thanks also to the rest of the team at St. Martin’s Press, whose mission it is to give this story an appealing physical shape. You all are fantastic at what you do.
Finally, I’d like to thank Jesus Christ. He is the reason I am able to live my dreams every single day.
CONTENTS
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ONE
MILES’ END FARM
DUMFRIESSHIRE, SCOTLAND
1811
“I’ll kill her!”
The front door slammed, thrusting an exclamation point on the threat.
Iona rolled her eyes as she wiped her sticky hands on her apron. “What did Shona do this time?”
Her husband lumbered into the kitchen, and wedged his hatchet into the wooden table.
“It’s no’ what she did. It’s what she has no’ done. I ordered her to bring in the flock from the field before midday. Farragut’s will be here any minute to take the lambs to be butchered. She’s disappeared and taken the damned sheep with her!”
Iona’s loose bun wobbled as she turned back to the task of stuffing the chicken with the oniony skirlie. “Well, what did ye expect? Ye know how she gets. As soon as ye mentioned the word ‘slaughter,’ she was bound to rescue the lambs. I told you to send her off to market today. Getting those lambs away from Shona will be like tryin’ to pry the cubs from a she-bear.”
Hume jerked the worn tam off his head, revealing a shiny white scalp. Though his face was bristling with thick ginger hair, there was not a single strand above his bushy eyebrows. “Every blessed year we go through this.”
Iona hoisted the pan heavy with two stuffed chickens and hung it from the hook inside the fireplace. Her back screamed as she righted her rounded frame. “After near ten year workin’ for ye, ye should know the lass well enough by now.”
“If I had only put my foot down in the first place. I knew she’d be trouble from the moment I laid eyes on her. I told ye so, didn’t I? I told ye we should ha’ only taken in the fair one. Every time I listen to you, I end up having to eat ma own liver.” He stuffed a hunk of bread into his mouth.
“Och, Hume. Ye know perfectly well we couldna take one sister and no’ take the other.”
“Aye, we could ha’!” Crumbs of bread flew out of his mouth. “T’were required we take only one parish apprentice, no’ two. And
slaighteurs,
no less! Two mouths to feed, two backs to clothe—”
“And two pairs of hands to do all the work that ye’re too old to do, so shut yer pie-hole.”
Hume grumbled. “Why can’t Shona be more like her sister? I don’t understand it. They eat the same food, sleep in the same bed, wear the same clothes. We grew them alike. Why is the one so obedient and docile, and the other so full of her own mind?”
Iona’s thoughts turned to the gentle Willow. The twin sisters could not be more dissimilar. Not just in looks, but in disposition. The murder of their parents must have affected them in entirely different ways. The fair-haired Willow was a beauty, but terrified of her own shadow. She was not docile; she was dominated.
Shona, on the other hand, had grown fangs and claws. Since the night she had witnessed the brutal slaying of her parents and older brothers, Shona had grown into an untamable wildcat, and it was not to Hume’s liking. Oh, they got along well enough, whenever they shared funny stories in the evening, or when they were of one mind on an issue. But if Shona Slayter had to stand up to him, stand up she did, and woe betide him if he tried to put her in her place. Yet there was a chink in her armor, and Hume knew what it was. She had a weakness for all things defenseless, especially her twin sister. And, of course, lambs destined for slaughter.
“If she doesna bring back those sheep before Farragut’s arrives, I’ll … I’ll—”
Iona ignored him and began to slice the carrots. Hume never could finish that sentence.
The sound of carriage wheels crushing the gravel outside made Hume groan. “Och! Farragut’s has arrived! Damn that lass! So help me, Iona, I’ll make that girl obey me if it’s the last thing I do!” He wedged the cap back on his head and stormed off as fast as his bowed legs would carry him.
* * *
There would be the devil to pay for this. And Shona Slayter knew she was about to become the chosen currency.
She slumped upon a felled tree trunk about a mile from the farmstead. Two dozen sheep fanned about her, dotting the emerald hillside, blissfully munching away at the moist grass. So joyfully ignorant of the fate that awaited them.
The brisk Lowland wind leaned against the grass, and it lifted the black tendrils from her face. The breeze was thick with moisture, heralding a heavy rain. She sighed in irritation. Her work had to be done whether it be fine weather or no, and she dreaded having to spend the day in a sopping wet dress.
A three-month-old lamb ambled up to her, his white eyelashes sliding over his glossy black, questioning eyes. Her heart melted. How perfect his trust in her. The little creature followed her everywhere, came whenever she called. Hume had ordered her not to give the animals names, lest she get too attached, but she didn’t care. This lamb was born with a gauzy nap of snowy white fleece, and she had named him Pillow.
She untied the pouch that hung next to her dagger on a cord around her waist. Inside a folded cloth was her untouched breakfast, plus a treacle-sweetened oat biscuit she had snatched from the kitchen window where Iona had been cooling them. She tore the chewy biscuit in pieces and held them out in her hand to Pillow. His nostrils puffed air onto her palms as he smelled the crumbles and then nuzzled them from her hand.
Shona smiled, resting her chin on her fist as Pillow finished off the biscuit. Eagerly, he sucked on her sticky fingers, massaging them between his flat upper gums and his short, dull bottom teeth. It was a pleasant sensation, and she chuckled when he weakly tried to bite off her fingers.
“Away with ye, now. Those are my fingers, not blades of grass!”
He bleated, and it sounded like a child’s laughter.
Pillow sought her other hand, searching for more sweet things. But she had nothing more to give him. Her smile began to dissolve. The thought of Pillow being turned over to Farragut’s chilled her more than did the distant thunder. When it came to slaughtering animals, Farragut’s was careless and inhumane. She shuddered as she thought how Pillow’s joyful bleating would turn to screaming as he was torn from his mother’s side, hoisted onto a wagon, and hauled thirty terrifying miles over rocky roads to Dumfries. Then some brute of a man at Farragut’s would cram Pillow into the slaughterhouse pen. He’d swing a hammer onto Pillow’s tiny skull, knocking him senseless. Then he’d hang Pillow upside down from the lamb’s delicate rear legs before slicing open his neck, leaving him to bleed out until dead. She wanted to—
had
to—save Pillow and the other lambs from that experience. She might not be able to stave off the slaughter forever. But today, at least, Farragut’s would leave empty-handed.
The rumble of the thunder seemed to get closer, until Shona realized it was the muffled sound of a horse galloping toward her. She stood up from the tree trunk and looked behind her. Willow was quickly approaching atop General, the plow horse.
The sheep scattered as General came to a halt in front of Shona. Willow slid down the horse’s bare back.
Shona crossed her arms. “Willow Slayter, if ye came to wag yer finger, I’ll tell ye instead where to shove it.”
Willow shook her head, her blond corkscrew tendrils bouncing against her face. “No, I didn’t. I wanted to find ye to tell ye that a man came to see Hume just now. A town man! He had a big book with him … and papers. I couldna hear what they said, but whatever he came aboot, it made Hume very cross.”
Shona’s eyes widened. “Was it someone from the parish authorities?”
Willow shrugged. “I couldna tell.”
Shona’s breathing quickened as her excitement grew. “Maybe it was. Maybe Hume has to sign papers to release us from our apprenticeship. After all, we’re nearly twenty-one.” It was a day that Shona longed for, when she and Willow would no longer be wards of the parish. As much as she liked living with Iona and Hume, as a parish apprentice, Shona chafed at her lack of freedom. But one day they would reach maturity, and they’d be free—free to live and work wherever they wished, and no longer subject to a master’s dominion. That glorious day was still three months, eleven days, and fourteen hours away.
Her freedom was so close she could almost taste it. She knew precisely what they would do. Upon their birthday, they would pack their belongings and head back to the Highlands to find their little brother Camran. If he was still alive.
They hadn’t seen Camran since the Day. He’d been taken by the bearded man, and Shona and Willow were taken away by the man who’d branded them. Mr. Seldomridge was his name, and she’d never known a crueler human being. He used to punish them by making them kneel on brambles or locking them in a dark closet with rats. Thrice they’d run away, thrice they were caught, and each time they were badly beaten. After nearly a year, the two of them finally succeeded in escaping Mr. Seldomridge. They ran as far from the Highlands as they could, and made it as far south as Thornhill. There, they sought refuge in a church, and the vicar gave them food and a place to sleep. Eventually, though, the vicar had to surrender them to the care and protection of the parish authorities, which then arranged to apprentice them to learn trades befitting their station in life. Hume and Iona Findlay agreed to take in both sisters, and train them in farming and animal husbandry.
Shona had no idea what had become of Camran, but he was the only family they had left. She simply
had
to locate him. She glanced at the back of her hand. Like her, Camran had an
S
seared on the back of his hand. It identified them as
slaighteur—
knaves. Finding work or even friendship would be difficult for anyone with that damning brand, but there was one good thing about it—it might make Camran easier to find.
Willow tucked a lock of hair behind her ear. “I dinna know who that man was, but he must have a lot of power. When Farragut’s wagon came, the town man sent it away.”
Shona’s eyebrows drew together. “The
town man
sent the wagon away?”
Willow nodded. “I saw him, clear as daylight. That’s when Hume began to plead with him, but the town man just shook his head. Then I saw the town man get back in his carriage and leave.”