Liberated (4 page)

The less than stellar treatment of women in the MC had been around much longer than Flint. And while he didn’t agree with it, it wasn’t his place to question it or try to change things. Not if he wanted to remain in the MC. As long as the girls were of legal age and were there voluntarily, he would keep his mouth shut. The girls were a huge perk to most of the crew and one of the main ways to keep them vested in the club. A steady supply of willing pussy was enough to keep most of the men willing to do almost anything to keep their place at the table.

“Hey handsome.” One of the short blonde Sweet Butts sidled up to Flint and leaned into his arm. He deliberately averted his gaze from her D-cup sized breasts that were threatening to spill up and over her low cut blouse.

She pressed closer against him. “I heard you were hurt,” she said. “Need someone to make you feel better?” She placed a hand on his arm and rubbed it suggestively. He looked down at the long fingernails painted with garish red nail polish and wished he was somewhere else. Anywhere else. With Kendra. “Nobody is using the back room,” the blonde added, tilting her head toward the door of the tiny bedroom.

Flint gave her a polite smile. “Nah, I’m good,” he replied. “Thanks for the offer, Brittany. I’m sure one of the other guys could use some cheering up though. It’s been a hell of a hard day.” He extracted himself from her grasp as quickly as he could and hurried across the room to join Rocco and Tom at one of the pool tables.

“Is everyone here?” Flint asked. He glanced around the room and quickly took a count of the voting members. Everyone was there except Jesse. He frowned. It wasn’t like his brother to be running late. Even as a kid, Jesse was always ten minutes early for everything.

“If you ain’t early, you’re late,” was always one of their Dad’s favorite sayings. The brothers all still followed their Dad’s advice out of habit more than anything else. Old family habits died hard.

“Anybody heard from Jesse?” Flint asked around. “He should’ve been here by now.”

Tom shook his head and pulled at his beard. “Last I heard from him was about an hour ago. He said he was on his way.”

Flint nervously checked his watch and his cell phone again. When another fifteen minutes went by without word from Jesse, the rest of the crew started getting restless too. Not only was Jesse late for the meeting, he was also late for an important vote. As President of the Steel Infidels, it was his responsibility to bring the meeting to order and call for the vote. There wouldn’t be a meeting without Jesse.

Forty-five minutes later, Jesse rushed in, looked haggard and upset. Flint hurried across the room and met him at the door. “What happened?” he asked. “Tell me.”

“They found a body,” Jesse said. “My source at the police station contacted me a little bit ago about a call that came in. She was found dumped on the side of the road. A tall woman with long red hair.”

Flint immediately knew why Jesse was upset. “You think it’s Leah?”

“My gut says it is,” Jesse answered. “The Liberators wouldn’t think twice about killing her if they found out she tipped me off about the planned raid on the safe house. And now that four of their guys are missing, they have to know it was us. It’s my fault if something happened to Leah. She was trying to protect us.”

“No, it’s not your fault,” Flint argued. “Going with the Liberators was her choice, not yours. She could’ve stayed here as a Sweet Butt for as long as she wanted. Hell, she might have been the MC’s queen by now. Everyone loved Leah. Don’t blame yourself. You’re not responsible if it turns out to be her.”

“Dammit, I still feel responsible!” Jesse replied. “I couldn’t give Leah what she needed. I tried, but I could never feel the same way for her as she did toward me. I’m the reason she couldn’t stay with the MC.”

“That may be true, but hooking up with the Liberators was a crazy move on her part. Knowing Leah, she probably did it in the beginning to make you jealous and then couldn’t get out. When is your source supposed to call you back?”

“Anytime. He works as a dispatcher, so he’ll know something the minute the call comes in. The police are already headed to the scene now. It’s not too far out of town on Highway 98.”

“I’ll round up the guys and tell them what’s going on,” Flint said. “Why don’t you go have a drink to calm your nerves while you wait for the call? There’s no hurry on the meeting. We’ve got all fucking night if we need it.”

Jesse’s cell phone rang as Flint turned to walk away. He stopped and waited.

“Are you sure?” Jesse said into the phone. “How did she die?” He listened for a moment. “Let me know if you find anything else,” he said before hanging up.

Flint stepped toward him.

“It’s Leah,” Jesse said. “They have a positive ID. The Liberators left her purse with her driver’s license on the dirt beside her. They dumped her on the side of the road like a piece of trash.”

“How did they do it?” Flint hated having to ask the question. He hoped it was quick and painless. Knowing how revengeful and ruthless the Liberators could be, he doubted it.

“Sounds like they beat the shit out of her first then shot her in the head.”

“Aww shit! Motherfuckers! I’m sorry. If this is anyone’s fault, it’s mine. She died because she was trying to save me.”

“I swear to God I’m going to kill all those motherfuckers,” Jesse said. “Gather up the guys and get them to the table. I’m calling for a vote now.”

Flint quickly made his way around the room, alerting the crew to the updated situation. Jesse grabbed a bottle of bourbon from behind the bar and carried it into the voting room. He took a big swig and passed it to Rocco on his left, who took a swig and passed it on as was the custom.

When the almost empty bottle made its way back around to Jesse, he placed it in the middle of the table with a loud thump and called the meeting to order. The crew didn’t ask questions, only listened as he explained what they were voting on and why. Jesse also reminded the crew the vote had to be unanimous in order for it to pass.

When Jesse finished, he stood. “All in favor of declaring war on the Liberators, say aye.”

Flint rose to his feet. “Aye.”

Rocco stood and voted, followed by Tom, then Rocco’s brother. One by one they went around the voting table. The final vote came down to Sam, the youngest member of the Steel Infidels.

He took a deep breath before standing then grinned widely. “Aye!”

“Hell yeah!”

The loud cheers went up in the room.

“About fucking time we did something about the Liberator bastards!” Tom yelled, clapping Jesse on the back. “We’ve let them shit on us for far too long.”

“Before everybody gets too excited, we need to talk about the plan,” Jesse said. “Sit back down and listen to what Flint has to say.”

K
endra checked her cell phone one last time and crawled into bed. It was after midnight, and she hadn’t heard a single word from Flint. Not even a text message. It wasn’t as if she expected him to be calling her every ten minutes, but a quick call to see how she was doing would’ve been nice. For all he knew, she could be freaking out over the shooting. A little comfort and reassurance would go a long way, even for a tough girl like her. She pulled the covers up to her chin and stared at the ceiling.

Was she crazy to be wrapped up in him so soon?

Maybe he was already having regrets. Or maybe she didn’t meet the approval of the other guys in the Steel Infidels. She knew she wasn’t exactly biker chick material. Hell, for all she knew, being with a girl like her could be against their rules. The MC probably had very strict protocol for being one of their girls. Most likely blonde, big-breasted, and brainless. Guess that ruled her out. At least on the blonde and brainless part anyway.

The loud roar of a motorcycle pulling into her driveway startled her. She jumped out of bed and looked out the window. It was too dark to see anything. Her first thought was that it could be the Liberators, though why they would only send one guy didn’t make sense. Especially on a very noisy bike.

Kendra inched her way in the darkness to the living room. She was afraid to turn on the lights because whoever it was would be able to see her through the windows. She crouched down behind the couch and carefully crawled across the room. Her pistol was in her purse on a table by the door. Damn! She needed to start keeping it close by on the bedside table at night.

Just before she reached her purse, three loud knocks sounded from the door. “Kendra! Are you home? It’s Flint!”

What the hell? She felt like killing him. She ran to the door and threw it open.

“Flint! What are you doing here? You scared me half to death! Haven’t you ever heard of a phone? It’s after midnight. Normal people are asleep by this time.”

****

F
lint gazed at her for a second without saying a word. Kendra was dressed for bed in a white t-shirt without a bra and black sweatpants. Probably not the sexiest outfit in the world to most people, but to him she’d never looked more beautiful.

He had intended to come over and end it gently. Once and for all. On the ride to her house, he’d convinced himself it was for her own good and something that needed to be done. One look at her and all his best intentions disappeared. Damn! How would he ever have the strength to walk away from this woman?

“Who ever said we were normal?” he asked with a wry smile. He let out a tired breath and leaned against the door. “Are you going to invite me in?”

“What are you?” she joked. “A vampire that needs permission to step across the threshold of a house?”

“No...something far worse. We need to talk.”

Kendra frowned at his serious tone. “Come on in then.” She stepped back to allow him inside her living room then reached over to switch on a lamp. “How did you get your motorcycle off the mountain? Are the roads still icy?”

“We loaded it into the back of Jesse’s truck and brought it down the mountain that way.” He didn’t mention the fact that there were four dead bodies in the back of the truck as well. “The roads in the valley are all clear now after the rain we’ve had the last couple of hours. It’s safe to drive.”

“How is your arm?”

“Throbbing. It’ll be okay.”

“Let me grab my bag and I’ll change the bandage.”

He touched her arm. “It’s fine.”

“So what’s going on?” Kendra asked. “Did something else happen?”

Flint hesitated. He wanted to tell her everything, or at least as much as he could without giving away too many details of the Steel Infidels’ business. He knew if he told her about Leah’s murder and the MC’s decision to go to war with the Liberators that maybe she would understand why it could never work out between them.

Why it had to be over.

Why there could be no other choice but to end it now.

Flint looked down into her troubled brown eyes and his resolve started to weaken. He reached over and fingered a long strand of wild, tousled hair that had fallen out of place. Swallowing hard, he began, “Kendra...”

She reached up and placed a gentle hand on his cheek. He closed his eyes, and for a moment they stood there in silence without either of them moving.

“Don’t say it,” she whispered.  “Don’t say it’s over before it’s even begun. I can see it on your face.”

“I have to protect you, Kendra,” he said hoarsely. “I can’t go through another ordeal like today. Watching you be put in danger because of me. We have to end this between us. Tonight. Please tell me you understand.” He shook his head slowly, his green eyes piercing hers. “I don’t want to do this. God knows I don’t want to. You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me. Which is all the more reason why this can’t be. I don’t deserve someone like you. My life is all screwed up right now.”

“Do you believe in fate, Flint?”

He let out a humorless laugh and ran a hand through his hair. “No, I don’t believe in shit. I used to believe in a lot of things. Not anymore. If you believe in things, then you start to have hope. When you have hope, all you do is set yourself up to be shattered later on down the road.”

“Maybe someday I can change the way you feel about that,” Kendra said. She stepped closer and wrapped both arms around his waist under his leather jacket. He fought to ignore the delicious soft weight of her full breasts pressing against his chest and the sweet smell of her shampoo. He needed to stay strong to get through this and she was making it so damn hard.

“You don’t think it’s weird how we met?” she asked, her head against his chest. “Think about it. What would be the chance of that? Even if our paths had crossed another way, would we have given each other an opportunity to get to know what was really inside? We were brought together for a reason. I can’t help but believe that. We can’t just throw it all away because we’re scared.”

Flint started to speak and she interrupted him. “Don’t deny it. It’s okay to be scared. Even for a big, tough guy like you. I know you’re worried and afraid...for me. I get that.”

Flint pulled her close and bent down to nuzzle her neck. “I’m not just scared,” he murmured. “I’m fucking terrified. I feel like I can’t even breathe. I’ve never been put in a position like this before. The Liberators can hurt me most by hurting you. I feel so goddamn vulnerable. You’re absolutely right, and I’m not afraid to admit it. I’m scared and I’m worried sick for you.”

“Nothing is going to happen,” she reassured. “I’m a big girl. I can take care of myself. And I promise to be more careful when I go out on vet calls if that’s what you’re worried the most about. I’ll screen my calls and can even take a volunteer or a vet tech out on calls with me.”

Flint wanted to believe her. How he wanted to believe she would be safe and things would be okay. That they could continue on like a regular couple and go to movies or grab a burger without packing a weapon and looking over their shoulders every few seconds.

“I know you’re tough,” he said, smoothing down her hair. “And can handle yourself just fine. But you’re also a big-hearted person and trusting. And that’s what scares the shit out of me. What if the Liberators found some way to trick and hurt you? Hell, look what we did! When Tom Brewer called, you drove straight up to the cabin without thinking twice about it. What if one day the Liberators are on the other end of the telephone line asking for your help?”