Library of Souls (26 page)

“That's awful,” I said.

“The bears have the day off, though, thanks to your beastie.” Sharon pointed at the little house. “He's in there, out through the back. But before we go in, I should warn you: this is an ambrosia den, and there'll be peculiars in there who are lit out of their minds. Don't talk to them, and whatever you do, don't look them in the eye. I know people who've been blinded that way.”

“What do you mean, blinded?” I said.

“Just what it sounds like. Now follow me and don't ask any more questions. Slaves don't question their masters.”

I saw Emma grit her teeth. We fell in behind Sharon as he crossed to the men clustered around the door of the house.

Sharon talked with the men. I struggled to overhear while maintaining a slavelike distance and averting my eyes. One of them told Sharon there was an “admission fee,” and he dug a coin from his cloak and paid it. Another asked about us.

“I haven't given them names yet,” Sharon said. “Just got 'em yesterday. They're still so green, I don't dare let them out of my sight.”

“Is that right?” the man said, approaching us. “Don't have names?”

I shook my head no, playing mute along with Emma. The man looked us up and down. I wanted to squirm out of my skin. “Haven't I seen you somewhere?” he said, leaning closer.

I said nothing.

“Maybe in the window at Lorraine's,” Sharon offered.

“Nah,” the man said, then waved his hand. “Ah, I'm sure it'll come to me.”

I only risked a direct look at him once he'd turned away. If he
was a Ditch pirate, he wasn't one of those we'd tangled with. He had a bandage over his chin and another over his forehead. Several of the other men were similarly bandaged, and one sported an eyepatch. I wondered if they'd been injured fighting grims.

The man with the eyepatch opened the door for us. “Enjoy yourselves,” he said, “but I wouldn't send them into the cage today, unless you're ready to scrape them off the ground.”

“We're just here to watch and learn,” said Sharon.

“Smart man.”

We were waved in and hurried close at Sharon's heels, anxious to escape the door lurkers' stares. Seven-foot Sharon had to duck to pass through the doorway, and he stayed ducked the entire time we were inside, so low were the ceilings. The room we entered was dark and reeked of smoke, and until my eyes adjusted all I could see were pinpricks of orange light glowing here and there. Slowly the room came into view, lit by oil lamps trimmed so low they gave no more light than matches. It was long and narrow, with bunk beds built into the walls like you might find in the lightless bowels of an ocean-going ship.

I tripped over something and nearly lost my balance.

“Why is it so dark in here?” I muttered, already breaking my promise not to ask questions.

“The eyes get sensitive as the effects of ambro wear off,” Sharon explained. “Even weak daylight is nearly unbearable.”

That's when I noticed the people in the bunks, some sprawled and sleeping, others sitting up in nests of rumpled sheets. They watched us, smoking listlessly and speaking in murmurs. A few talked to themselves, reeling out incomprehensible monologues. Several had bandaged faces, like the doormen, or wore masks. I wanted to ask about the masks, but I wanted to get that hollow and get out of there even more.

We pushed through a curtain of hanging beads and entered a room that was somewhat brighter and considerably more crowded
than the first. A burly man stood on a chair at the opposite wall, directing people to one of two doors. “Fighters to the left, spectators to the right!” he shouted. “Place your bets in the parlor!”

I could hear voices yelling a few rooms away, and a moment later the crowd parted to allow three men to pass, two of whom were dragging the third, who was unconscious and bleeding. Whistles and catcalls followed them.

“That's what losers look like!” the man on the chair bellowed. “And that,” he said, pointing into a side room, “is what cowards look like!”

I peeked into the room, where two men under guard stood miserably for all to see. They were covered in tar and feathers.

“Let them be a reminder,” said the man. “All fighters must spend two minutes in the cage, minimum!”

“So which are you?” Sharon asked me. “A fighter or a spectator?”

I felt my chest tighten as I tried to imagine what was about to happen: I wasn't just going to tame this hollow, but do it in front of a rowdy and potentially hostile audience—and then try and get out. I found myself hoping that it wasn't too injured, because I had a feeling I'd need its strength to clear us an exit. These peculiars weren't going to give up their new toy without a fight.

“A fighter,” I said. “To really control it, I'm going to have to get close.”

Emma met my eyes and smiled.
You can do this
, her smile said, and I knew, in that moment, that I could. I strode through the door meant for fighters, buoyed with new confidence, Sharon and Emma following behind me.

That confidence lasted approximately four seconds, which was the length of time it took me to walk into the room and notice the blood that was puddled and smeared all over the floors and walls. A river of it led down a light-filled hall and out an open door, through which I could see another crowd and, just beyond them, the bars of a large cage.

A shrill call came from outside. The next combatant was being summoned.

A man emerged from a darkened room to our right. He was stripped to the waist and wore a plain white mask. He stood at the top of the hall for a moment as if gathering his courage. Then he tipped back his head and raised his hand above it. In his hand he held a small glass vial.

“Don't look,” Sharon said, backing us against a wall. But I couldn't help myself.

Slowly the man poured black liquid from the vial into each of his mask's eye holes. Then he dropped the empty vial, lowered his head, and began to groan. For a few seconds he seemed paralyzed, but then his body shuddered and two cones of white light shot from the eye holes of his mask. Even in the bright room they were distinct.

Emma gasped. The man, who had thought he was alone, turned toward us in surprise. His eye-beams arced over our heads and the wall above us sizzled.

“Just passing through!” Sharon said, the tone of which managed to say,
Howdy, friend!
and
Please don't kill us with those things! at the same time
.

“Pass through, then,” the man snarled.

By then his eye beams were starting to fade, and just as he turned away they flickered and winked out. He walked down the hall and went out the door, leaving two wisps of smoke curling in his wake. When he'd gone I ventured a look at the wallpaper above our heads. A pair of caramel singe marks traced the path his eyes had made across the wall. Thank God he hadn't looked me in the eye.

“Before we go a step farther,” I said to Sharon, “I think you'd better explain.”

“Ambrosia,” Sharon said. “Fighters take it to give themselves enhanced abilities. Trouble is, it doesn't last long, and when it wears off you're left weaker than before. If you make a habit of it, your ability wears down to almost nothing—until you take more ambro.
Pretty soon you're taking it not just to fight, but to function as a peculiar. You become dependent on whoever's selling it.” He nodded to the room on our right, where murmuring voices created an odd counterpoint to the full-throated shouts outside. “It was the greatest trick the wights ever pulled, making that stuff. No one here will ever betray them, so long as they're addicted to ambrosia.”

I peeked into the side room to see what a peculiar drug dealer looked like, and I caught a glimpse of someone in a bizarre bearded mask flanked by two men holding guns.

“What happened with that man's eyes?” Emma asked.

“The burst of light is a side effect,” Sharon said. “Another is that, over a period of years, the ambro melts your face. That's how you know the hard-core users—they wear masks to hide the damage.”

As Emma and I shared a look of disgust, a voice inside the room summoned us. “Hello out there,” the dealer called. “Come in here, please!”

“Sorry,” I said, “We have to go—”

Sharon poked my shoulder and hissed, “You're a slave, remember?”

“Uh, yes sir,” I said, and went as far as the door.

The masked man was sitting in a little chair in a room with frescoed walls. He held himself with unsettling stillness, one arm resting on a side table and his legs crossed delicately at the knee. His gunmen occupied two corners of the room, and in another stood a wooden chest on wheels.

“Don't be afraid,” the dealer said, beckoning me in. “Your friends can come, too.”

I took another few steps into the room, Sharon and Emma just behind me.

“I haven't seen you around before,” the dealer said.

“I just bought him,” Sharon said. “He doesn't even have a—”

“Was I speaking to you?” the dealer said sharply.

Sharon went quiet.

“No, I wasn't,” the dealer said. He stroked his fake beard and seemed to study me through the hollowed eyes of his mask. I wondered what he looked like underneath, and just how much ambrosia you'd have to pour into your face before you melted it. Then I shuddered and wished I hadn't.

“You're here to fight,” he said.

I told him that I was.

“Well, you're in luck. I just got a prime batch of ambro, so your chances of survival have shot up dramatically!”

“I don't need any, thank you.”

He looked at his gunmen for a reaction—they remained stone-faced—and then he laughed. “That's a hollowgast out there, you know. You've heard of them?”

They were all I could think about, especially the one outside. I was desperate to be on my way, but this creepy guy clearly ran the place, and making him angry was more trouble than we needed.

“I've heard of them,” I said.

“And how do you think you'll do against one?”

“I think I'll do okay.”

“Just okay?” The man crossed his arms. “What I want to know is: should I put money on you? Are you going to win?”

I told him what he wanted to hear. “Yes.”

“Well, if I'm going to put money on you, you're going to need some help.” He stood up, went to the medicine cabinet, and opened its doors. The interior glittered with glass vials—rows of them, all brimming with dark liquid, the tops plugged with tiny corks. He plucked one out and brought it to me. “Take this,” he said, holding out the vial. “It takes all your best attributes and magnifies them times ten.”

“No thank you,” I said. “I don't need it.”

“That's what they all say at first. Then, after they get beaten—if they survive—everyone takes it.” He turned the vial in his hand and held it to the weak light. The ambrosia inside swam with sparkling, silvery particles. I stared, despite myself.