Authors: Marie Brennan
Tags: #alternate history, #romance, #Fantasy, #college, #sidhe, #Urban Fantasy
A splintering noiseâand then a dozen pieces of glassite shrapnel came hurtling at the opening.
Two slipped through, but the rest I blocked. Again the sound of shattering. And another flurry. And another. And then, as though the hand of an invisible giant had slapped them down, everything fell to the floor and stayed there.
I threw a probe out, suddenly fearing some new trick. I didn't find the sidhe, though. Before I got twenty feet from my physical location, I ran headfirst into a presence as welcome as a life preserver to a drowning man.
Grayson.
Heedless of the danger, I dove out from under the desk, trying not to hit the broken glassite littered around it, and stood up. “Here!”
The white-haired professor was standing in the entrance to the lobby, hand outstretched, commanding everything down. Her head came around sharply at my call, and in that moment she reminded me of nothing so much as a white wolf, wary and poised for an attack. “Kimberly!”
Once more I sent a probe out, sweeping the building. I only felt a fading trace of the sidhe. “He's gone.”
“Was it the Unseelie?”
“Yes.” I had no proof, but if I was wrong, I'd eat the glassite crunching beneath my boots.
Grayson crossed the floor in long, quick steps, surveying the damage as she went. My shakes grew worse as I did the same. Half the screens were gone, and the scars of their flight showed everywhere.
That could have been me.
“You're injured,” the professor said as she came closer.
I reached up to touch my face and felt the warm stickiness of blood. There was more on my forearm, and a few slashes across my shoulder and shin. All minor, though. “Not nearly as much as I could have been.”
“What was he trying to do?”
“Fuck with my mind, I think.” Grayson didn't blink at the profanity. “I don't know. Stupid poltergeist tricks at firstâthird floor's trashedâbut then I got here, and he got uglier.”
She crossed to the doorway I'd come through and studied the wreckage of my trail. “So I see.” Turning back, Grayson eyed the checkout room. “Where's the student who was here?”
“Hell if I know. He was gone when I ran in.” My knees gave out, and I sat down hard on the desk. Concerned, Grayson came back and checked my pulse and pupils.
“You're in shock. Not surprising.”
How very helpful of her to tell me that. I would never have guessed it myself. My hands were trembling uncontrollably; I folded them tightly in my lap.
Grayson's expression was less than pleased as she looked back at the room. “I'll have a fine time covering this up.”
Coveringâ“What?”
“The traces. They're distinctive. People will either sense the truth and panicâor misunderstand, and blame Julian Fiain. I doubt you want to see either.”
“So what are you going to do, blame it on me?”
Grayson's expression was frosty, and I regretted the words as soon as they were out of my mouth. “No.”
I wanted to ask her what she
was
going to do, but after that blunder, I thought the better of it.
“Go home, Kim,” Grayson said softly. “Quickly. I was the nearest Ring member when this happened, but the others will arrive soon, and you don't want to be here when they come.”
Robert raised one eyebrow at Julian, amusement lurking around the corners of his mouth. “Is there, by chance, anything you have neglected to tell me?”
“Such as?” Julian paged irritably through the book he was holding. The index was worse than useless, and he couldn't find the information he was looking for.
“Oh, some trivial matter which might cause Kim to glow faintly at dinnerâand not in a magical sense, I might addâwhile blushing from time to time, at no visible cause.”
Julian put the book down and gave his roommate a level look. Blushing? He hadn't noticed that.
Robert needed no verbal confirmation. He crowed with laughter, sprawling back in his chair so the long bones of his arms and legs radiated outward, starfish-like. “At rather long last! I thought I saw her gathering the nerve necessary to say something to you. And you needn't pretend I have it wrong; I know she was the one to speak first.” He quieted and looked across at Julian, face still merry. “And now I shall have the delightful entertainment of watching you figure out what to do with her.”
Before Julian could find something approaching a sane response to that, they heard an unsteady knock on the door.
Head-blind as he was, Robert simply got up to answer it. Julian reached outward with his mind, and shot to his feet just as his roommate opened the door.
“Ye
gods,
” Robert said, seeing Kim outside. Blood streaked her face, and she had the wide-eyed stare look of someone staying on her feet only by force of will. Robert drew her into the room and closed the door while Julian guided her into a seat.
“What happened?” he asked. He kept himself locked down as he said it; she didn't need to be hit by his reaction, not in her state.
“Unseelie,” Kim said faintly, not looking at either of them. “Talman. In the stacks.”
His hand floated a hair's-breadth from the slash along her cheekbone, then fell to the bloodstains on her shoulder. “One of them did this to you?”
“Books first. Then he started throwing computers.” She buried her face in her hands and began to shake uncontrollably.
Julian wrapped his arms around her, trying to halt his own shaking. Fury nearly overwhelmed everything. The Unseelie had attacked
Kim.
But he shoved that down; anger wasn't what she needed from him. He channeled warmth and support to her, and from the other side, even Robert did what he could, one long-fingered hand touching her head. The comfort broke the last of Kim's fragile control. Tears began to roll down her face, though she made no sound.
Above her head, Julian exchanged a glance with his roommate, and found Robert's face reflecting his own thoughts.
But they stayed silent while Kim cried. Only when she shifted, raising one hand to wipe her face dry, did they sit back. “Grayson came,” she said, her voice still thick with tears. “She felt it, I guess. Said the rest of the Ring would be there soon. She's going to cover it up. Don't know how.”
“The Unseelie escaped?” Robert asked.
She nodded, the motion jerky. “Yeah. Don't know where he went. I was too busy playing tennis with shards of glass to pay attention. Then when they stopped flying at me, my first instinct wasn't to go after him.”
“Of course not,” Julian said. His anger almost slipped its leash as he said it. Attacks on him, he could accept; he was fair game. Kim was a different story.
She felt it, and glanced up at him, but he instinctively avoided her eyes. Robert, deliberately or not, deflected them both. “Why was he trying to kill you?” he muttered.
“He wasn't,” Kim said. “I don't think so, anyway. At first it was just scare tactics, trying to make me freak out. Thenâ¦.” She shuddered, and Julian laid a cautious hand on her shoulder, focusing himself once more. “I guess he lost his temper. Or something.”
The words were coming slowly, her voice dead with fatigue. She was in no state to keep talking about the matter, and Julian glared Robert into silence when he tried to ask another question. It could wait.
Julian laid his head on top of Kim's again, and held her until she was asleep.
~
The light was coming from the wrong direction, I realized sleepily. It shouldn't be falling on the left side of my face. Was it that late? But no, that didn't work either; my room didn't
have
a west-facing window.
Puzzled, I opened my eyes. It took a moment for the shapes I was seeing to resolve into a coherent picture, and then a moment more for it to register. I wasn't in my room. I was in Kinfield still.
The spartan austerity of the room told me whose it was. I pushed back Julian's worn blue comforter and sat up. And looked at the window. And remembered that his room, unlike mine, faced west. It
was
that late.
“Shit,” I groaned, and flopped back onto the pillow.
A step outside the door brought me up again, but even as my mind reached out, Julian appeared in the doorway. “Are you okay?”
“Yeah. I just realized I slept through all my classes.”
He shrugged and came into the room, folding into a cross-legged position on the tile floor. “With good reason.”
“But I can hardly tell my professors that, can I?” I shoved my hair out of my face and wished for something to tie it with. Unfortunately, Robert cut his ponytail off freshman year, and no longer had hair-bands around. “What about you?”
“What about me?”
“Don't you have classes, too?” I doubted he'd gone outside in those scruffy clothes.
He shrugged carelessly.
“Julian! You've already missed two weeks; you can't afford to miss more!”
“I wasn't going to leave you alone.”
That was both touching and irritating. Last night I'd been grateful beyond words to know that I didn't have to worry about defending myself for a little while, that any Unseelie who tried to walk in the door would be dead before he got two steps. Stillâ¦. “You're as much of a target as I am, you know.”
“Except I wasn't sleeping off a backlash-headache.”
Irritatingly, he was right. I opened my mouth once or twice but couldn't find a useful comeback. Had anyone come for me while I was out, I would have been an easy target. “Don't worry,” Julian said. “I'll be fine.”
That was always his answer. “I guess so,” I muttered rebelliously.
“How are you feeling now?” he asked, blatantly changing the subject.
“Better than I was yesterday.” Thanks to my long sleep, I had only traces of a headache. Memory said I'd fallen asleep on their futon; there was no way I'd been in a state to go back to Wolfstone. I hadn't even noticed them shifting me to the bed. Where had Julian slept? On the futon, probably, if he'd slept at all. He didn't look like he'd been up all night, but I wouldn't put it past him. “I don't suppose you have any idea what explanation Grayson cooked up for the damage in Talman?”
“Not yet. I told Robert to call if he heard any rumors.”
“What about Liesel? Has anybody called herâdoes she know where I am?”
“She knows. She was scared, at first, but you might be glad to know the next words out of her mouth were âI hope Kim got the bastard good.'”
I sighed wearily and leaned my back against the wall. “As if I could. I got one bolt off before he expected it, but he blocked everything else. It's a pity they don't teach undergrads combat magic.” Julian's face didn't flicker, but I still found myself wondering what he knew. If he'd learned summonings before coming to Welton, what else had they taught him? “Shit,” I said, as something else occurred to me. “I left all the books I'd found in Talman.”
“On the sidhe?”
“The I Ching. And other things.” I chose my words carefully, so as prevent the conversation from going down any of the various tracks I wanted to avoid. He didn't know about my mother's dream, and it wasn't like he needed more warnings to protect me. “This is a turning point, so it's damn near impossible to get anything concrete from divination. Still, I wanted to try other methodsâbut I don't know the I Ching well enough to use it without a reference.” And try though I might, I could not convince myself to go back to Talman.
“I have a book on it,” Julian said. He helped me to my feet, and I did need the help. My knees felt like limp noodles. But we made it to the common room without mishap, where Julian fetched the appropriate book from its shelf.
“Thanks,” I said, looking it over. The title was one I'd pulled in Talman last night. Now it was lost, somewhere in the disaster that was the third floor. Gods, I hoped the checkout boy was all right. Maybe he'd just gone to the bathroom when the Unseelie slipped in.
I stretched my back, feeling it pop in four different places. “Well. I should go back to my room and give this a try. Maybe even some class work; I can't afford to miss tomorrow, too. Not if I'm supposed to be acting normal.”
Julian nodded and picked up his coat. I frowned. “What do you think you're doing?”
“Going with you.”
I almost objected. I didn't want to be coddled, like some kid who couldn't cross the street on her own; I'd had enough of that after my brother died. Then it occurred to me that, while Julian might want to protect me, that wasn't necessarily his
only
reason. And I didn't exactly object to spending more time with him. “Let's get food, though. I'm not hungry, but I know I should be.”
After a quick meal in Kinfield's dining hall, we went out into the snow. For once, I didn't care about the cold. Julian walked at my side in companionable silence, not touching but closer than usual, and for a brief moment I could pretend everything was normal.
But not forever. With people coming out of afternoon classes, I should have felt safe. Instead, every nerve was standing on end, hypersensitive for danger. My eyes darted from side to side, and it was only by force of good manners that I didn't psychically scan everybody who walked past. My muscles were tensed to run.
“Try to relax,” Julian said quietly.
I tried to smile, but didn't quite succeed. “I know. They're not likely to try anything here.”
“They might,” he said. “But you can react faster if you aren't tense.”
That unexpected response rocked me. Were we really in that much danger? No, hopefully notâbut this was how Julian lived, or at least how he'd been trained. Assume danger, but don't let it paralyze you. Gods. And I needed to learn to think like that, too.
It was impossible to be aware of everything at once, but my paranoia tried. Could I trust my senses, though? This might all be an illusion. All the people I saw around me, they might not really be there. I might not be where I thought I was. If it was a glamour, the level of detail was insanely high, but who was to say the sidhe weren't capable of it? I could be walking the wrong way, into the Arboretum where they could attack me, or off campus and onto a road. They could kill me with simple misdirection.