Lone Star Wedding (5 page)

“Pity.”

The streetlight cast a white glow over Parker, deepening the blue of his eyes, making his smile appear stark and white and oh, so inviting.

“I like what you're thinking.”

She closed her gaping mouth. Could the man read her mind?

“I want to see you again. Say you'll have dinner with me tomorrow night.”

She shook her head, fitting her key into the lock. “We're complete opposites.”

He took the key from her hand and opened the door. The man had smooth down to an art form. “Opposites attract.”

She chided herself for falling into that one. “This is a good place to end our walk, Parker.”

“I can think of a better place.”

She was on the first of two steps that led to another door, which ultimately led to her apartment above the boutique. “I'm not looking for a fling. I'm not into casual sex.”

“There would be nothing casual about the sex we'd have.”

Her breath came out in a rush. “You're presumptuous.”

“I'm honest.”

“So you've said.”

“I honestly want you, Hannah. But I'll settle for getting to know you better. For now. Invite me upstairs.”

He was standing so close she could feel his breath on her hair. Hannah loved summertime. She loved the heat, the intensity, the vibrancy of it; she didn't even mind the humidity, but suddenly, she felt too warm. She couldn't seem to come up with the word no, couldn't seem to think, couldn't seem to move.

Parker had no such problem. He tried another key, and opened the second door. “We can discuss the party, have a cup of—that's right, you don't drink coffee, it's the caffeine—decaf. I can invite you to dinner, you can say yes, and then you can kiss me.”

Before she knew how it had happened, she was raising her face to his, and kissing him, exactly as he'd said. He hadn't coached her about touching him, so that must have been her own idea. What an idea it was. He felt like a dream, but he was solid, hard, real. His shirt bunched in her fingers; heat radiated outward from his chest, his arms, his shoulders, warming her hands everywhere she touched.

One minute they were standing on the stairs behind a closed door; the next thing she knew she was sprawled on
top of him on the stairs, a tangle of arms and legs, hearts racing, breathing erratic, mouths joined. His hand inched between their bodies, covering her breast. She arched toward him, passion rising up in her, clouding her brain.

She couldn't control her gasp of pleasure at the feel of his mouth at her breast through the thin fabric of her shirt and the lace of her bra. She grasped his head, and whispered his name, only to groan slightly when the corner of the step jabbed into her back.

“Let's go upstairs.” His voice was a husky murmur, at one with the tremor he'd started deep inside her. He rolled her on top of him, so that she straddled his legs. The level of intimacy in their positions was about to go through the roof.

She had to stop.

She wanted him to kiss her again. She wanted to feel his mouth on her naked skin.

“Hannah?”

Her head was spinning, but she heard herself say, “No, Parker.”

He went very still.

“We don't even know each other,” she whispered. “And we just can't do this.
I
just can't do this.”

She felt the change that came over him. He stiffened. Not with anger, but with quiet acceptance. “I know I should apologize, but that felt too good, and I'm afraid I'm just not sorry.”

He'd said he was honest. Tugging at the hem of her shirt, she stood. He climbed to his feet much more slowly. She noticed he didn't ask her to invite him upstairs again, but he wanted to. It was there in his eyes, in his deeply drawn breath and the grim set of his jaw.

“We never got around to discussing that party you mentioned this afternoon,” she said conversationally.

He quirked an eyebrow in her direction.

She shrugged. “I was trying to take your mind off it.”

To his credit, he didn't say, “It?” But he might as well have. Hannah made a valiant effort not to smile.

Parker's heart was still racing, his breathing was still deep. No wonder. He was still in the throes of a strong, swirling passion, and her “barely there” grin wasn't helping. It wasn't like him to lose control. Hell, he was thirty-one years old, not eighteen.

It was probably a good thing one of them had kept their wits about them. Probably. He bent one knee in an effort to ease the fit of his pants. It was going to take him a couple of minutes to get himself completely under control.

“I've always heard it's helpful to think about negative things.”

Under other circumstances, there would have been something enchanting in her humor. “Unspent desire
is
negative,” he said.

She smoothed a hand down her skirt, and sat again, patting the space next to her. As he lowered to a sitting position on the steps, she said, “Perhaps it would be better to think more along the lines of a cash flow problem, or maybe the inflation rate, or world hunger, maybe, or family difficulties.”

He scowled.

Aha, she'd hit a nerve. “Tell me about your family.”

“There's not a lot to tell.”

“There's always a lot to tell when it comes to family. Everybody thinks their family is the only one with problems, but I think pretty much every family has its eccentricities.”

He cleared his throat. “I wouldn't know where to begin.”

“Come on, Parker, give it your best shot.”

His sigh was long and loud. “I grew up in your basic bitter, all-American dysfunctional family. One father, one mother, one sister. There was a lot of yelling, a lot of doors slamming, a lot of accusations and recriminations. My parents divorced when I was eight. I lived with my father, my sister lived with our mother. And everyone nurtured the bitterness for all it was worth.”

“Time hasn't helped?” she asked.

“My sister hasn't spoken to my father since my mother's funeral, five years ago. Even then, it wasn't pretty.”

“What about you?” she asked. “Do you ever talk to your sister?”

She felt his shrug near her own shoulder. “Not often. She's stubborn. Won't accept my help. I guess you could say Beth and I aren't close.”

“My sister and I aren't close, either.”

“Ah, yes, the ever-elusive Maria.”

Hannah's strained relationship with her only sister was her greatest sadness, greater even than the loss of her big, burly, gentle father ten years ago. For a moment she'd let her guard down, forgetting that Parker put as much thought and effort into obtaining divorces for his clients as she put into planning weddings for hers. His description of Maria reminded Hannah that she and Parker weren't on the same side when it came to her mother's marriage to Ryan. Parker was Ryan's divorce attorney. She was Lily's wedding planner.

“My parents were happily married, Parker. They were living proof that marriages can survive obstacles, heartaches, hard times, and that the two people involved can grow more deeply in love over time.”

That's what she wanted. To love, honor and cherish the man she eventually married. Until death. Apparently, Par
ker didn't believe in love or in marriage. She remained pensive, deep in thought.

“Tell me,” she said quietly sometime later. “Have you always felt this way about marriage? Or has your profession tainted your view?”

He slid his palm over the fabric covering his knee. “It has nothing to do with being tainted. People are born. For the next twenty or thirty years, they're single. They get married. Ultimately, they get divorced. Eventually, they die. Some people repeat a couple of those steps. Once was enough for me.”

She turned her head fast, but the implication rendered her speechless. He'd been married? Once? When? Was he still married?

He caught her looking at his left hand. “I've been divorced for almost four years. But you're right,” he said, glancing into her eyes, and then at her lips. “Talking about the negative side of life has done the trick.”

He moved fast, but she still should have seen the kiss coming. His lips moved over hers swiftly, intensely, masterfully, but only briefly.

“Although
that,
” he said while her mind was still spinning, “had the potential to reverse some of the progress. I'll call you tomorrow. We can discuss our plans for dinner then. Good night, Hannah.”

She rose to her feet, then stood perfectly still. Her heart pounded an erratic rhythm. It came from trying to keep up with a man as sharp and witty as Parker. It came from trying to listen to every word he said, no matter how quickly he said it. It came from the fact that he'd been married. Once, he'd said, had been enough.

She sat back down on the step, landing with a heavy little thud about the same time the outer door closed behind him.

 

There was exhilaration in Parker's step as he left Hannah's building. He'd gotten the last word, and he'd gotten the last kiss. Hannah had been so surprised she'd failed to turn down his invitation to dinner. Earlier, she'd been the one with all the exuberant energy. She'd turned that energy on him, and frankly, he could hardly wait to give her the opportunity to do it again.

He'd rounded the corner and was heading for his car when he noticed a woman hiding in the shadows. Probably in her mid-twenties, she seemed nervous, jumpy. Guilty? He didn't get a good enough look at her face to make that kind of determination because she spun around the instant she noticed him, her feet carrying her away quickly.

She disappeared down a narrow alley, leaving behind a hazy impression of dark hair and a brightly colored, skintight dress that reminded him of a neon sign, garish and gaudy. In comparison, Hannah was all subtle nuances and sultry sighs, as inviting as deep evening shade.

 

Maria Cassidy placed a hand slightly above her flat stomach and breathed deeply. Holding very still, she listened for the sound of footsteps behind her. All was quiet.

That had been a close one, she thought, letting out a long breath. She'd nearly panicked when she'd seen Hannah coming toward her a little while ago. For a second there she'd been afraid her older sister had recognized her.

Maria's lips thinned. Hannah thought she was so smart. Boring, that's what she was. All her life, all she'd done was lecture Maria about the importance of studying and furthering her education. Hannah didn't know how to have fun. She didn't know how to dress, that was for sure. Maria couldn't begin to fathom what the man with the impressive
biceps, long, lithe legs and interesting face saw in Hannah. Her sister usually only attracted computer geeks and nerds.

When she'd first seen Hannah and the man disappear behind closed doors, Maria had thought that maybe Hannah had changed. She should have known Miss High and Mighty wouldn't know how to keep a man busy for more than five minutes. She was probably still a virgin, for God's sake.

Not Maria. She'd always known what a woman's body was made for. She had breasts to die for. Men used to tell her that all the time. It had been a while since she'd heard it. Oh, how she missed it.

Lately her life had gotten out of control.

Why couldn't things just go her way for once? Nothing ever did. And she was so tired of working, so tired of living in that awful trailer in Leather Bucket. So tired of people who refused to take her seriously.

Just look at her. She was only twenty-three. She should have been having fun. She'd found the perfect way to get ahead and make those uppity Fortunes give the Cassidys their due. Her mother had refused to listen. So had Cole and Hannah. So Maria had taken things into her own hands. It had been a good plan. Brilliant. But then things had gone wrong. So wrong.

Now she was stuck in that dingy trailer in the dowdiest town in the country, working two menial jobs to make ends meet. And when she wasn't working, she was taking care of the baby. Life had been so much easier when she was a child.

She'd felt a tiny pang of homesickness when she'd first happened to glimpse Hannah. For a moment she'd wanted to go to her older sister the way she had when they were kids. Back then she used to give in to the loneliness and unhappiness that had dogged her whole life and knock on
Hannah's door. Good old boring Hannah was usually studying, but she always smiled at Maria, and invited her in. Sometimes, Hannah would brush Maria's hair for a long time. Maria would stare at her reflection in the mirror, mesmerized, smiling only when Hannah told her she was pretty.

“But remember, Maria,” Hannah used to whisper. “Pretty is as pretty does.”

Maria rolled her eyes all these years later. What did Hannah know?

Maria was the one who was going to have the last laugh. She was! Her plan to present the Fortunes with an offspring had gone awry. She had spent months trying to get into one of the younger Fortune's bed in order to get pregnant. It had all been for nothing. She'd been forced to go to a sperm bank for what she'd needed. It hadn't been fun, but she hadn't done it for pleasure. She'd done it to ensure that at least one Cassidy got what she deserved: a portion of the Fortune dynasty.

At last it had seemed as if something had gone right. She'd know that a certain Fortune bachelor had donated to a sperm bank years before, and she had asked for just the right donor profile… All she'd had to do was have her baby, and wait for the right time to present the Fortunes with another heir.

The christening for Matthew and Claudia Fortune's son, Bryan, had looked like the perfect family affair to unveil her little surprise. She'd put her baby in the crib in the nursery, then joined the party, waiting for the perfect moment to present her son. But when she had returned to the nursery,
her
baby was gone. Kidnapped. She'd panicked. Who wouldn't? She didn't know what to do. She only knew that nobody would give a damn about her child, certainly no one would pay his ransom. So she did the
only thing she could to protect her child. She picked up baby Bryan and crept away with him.