Long Hard Road Out of Hell (45 page)

7. I
WITNESSED
M
ANSON PULL OUT HIS PRIVATE BODY PART AND PLAY WITH IT OPENLY IN FRONT OF THE CROWD
. I
T’S HIS PENIS HE PLAYS WITH, NOT ANYTHING ARTIFICIAL
, I
HAVE WITNESSED HIM GO OVER TO HIS FEMALE GUITAR PLAYER, WHO IS USUALLY TOTALLY NAKED, AND PLAY WITH HER PRIVATE PART IN FRONT OF THE CROWD
. M
ANSON ALWAYS EXPOSES HIMSELF IN EACH CONCERT AND THE FEMALE IS ALWAYS NUDE IN EVERY CONCERT
.

8. I
HAVE WITNESSED
M
ANSON BAND MEMBERS PERFORMING ANAL INTERCOURSE ON EACH OTHER ON STAGE IN FRONT OF THE CROWD
.

9. I
HAVE WITNESSED VARIOUS BAND MEMBERS COME OVER TO
M
ANSON AND PERFORM ORAL SEX ON
M
ANSON THROUGHOUT THE COURSE OF THE CONCERT
.

10. I
HAVE WITNESSED
M
ANSON PULL MEMBERS OF THE CROWD ON STAGE OR HIS SECURITY GUARDS WILL BRING AN AUDIENCE MEMBER ON STAGE AND STRIP ALL OF THEIR CLOTHES OFF
. M
ANSON WILL THEN PLAY WITH THEM IN A SEXUAL WAY
. T
HEY ARE THEN USUALLY TAKEN BACK STAGE WHERE
M
ANSON WILL DO ANYTHING HE FEELS LIKE DOING WITH THEM WHEN HE IS OFF STAGE
. M
ANSON WILL TAKE AS MANY FEMALES FROM THE AUDIENCE AS HE CAN ALL THROUGHOUT THE CONCERT
. I
HAVE WITNESSED SOME FEMALES WHO WERE FIGHTING TO KEEP THE GUARDS FROM TAKING THEM ON STAGE
. I
BELIEVE IT WAS CLEARLY AGAINST THEIR WILL
. B
UT MOST OF THE FEMALES WERE THRILLED TO HAVE
M
ANSON TAKE THEM FOR SEX
.

11. I
WITNESSED
M
ANSON BRING A LITTLE BOY UP ON STAGE WHO WAS CELEBRATING HIS TENTH BIRTHDAY
. M
ANSON SANG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM AND THEN HAD THIS LITTLE BOY STAND ON STAGE WHILE
M
ANSON PERFORMED SEXUAL ACTS, INCLUDING ORAL SEX, WHILE ASKING THE LITTLE BOY IF HE WOULD LIKE TO DO THIS AND WOULD HE LIKE TO DO THIS
.

12. I
WITNESSED THE SECURITY GUARDS THROWING OUT DOZENS OF CONDOMS INTO THE CROWD WHILE
M
ANSON ORDERED THE CROWD TO HAVE SEX WITH ANYONE
. I
HAVE WITNESSED MEMBERS OF THE AUDIENCE HAVING SEXUAL INTERCOURSE AND PERFORMING OTHER SEX ACTS AT EVERY CONCERT
I’
VE BEEN TO WITH
M
ANSON
. I
BELIEVE ABOUT THIRTY PERCENT OF THE
M
ANSON CONCERT CROWD PARTICIPATE IN OPEN, OVERT SEXUAL ACTIVITY AT AN AVERAGE
M
ANSON CONCERT
. I
HAVE WITNESSED RAPES AT MOST CONCERTS
. T
HE CROWD GET INTO A FRENZY AND FEMALES ARE HELD DOWN AGAINST THEIR WILL AND RAPED MANY TIMES AS
M
ANSON PRODS THEM ON
.

13. I
WITNESSED THE
M
ANSON SECURITY GUARDS GIVING LIQUID ECSTASY TO CHILDREN AND AS THOSE CHILDREN, NINE, TEN, ELEVEN YEARS OLD WERE EFFECTED BY THE “LOVE POTION” DRUG, THEY BECAME WILLING TO HAVE SEX
. I
HAVE WITNESSED CHILDREN HAVING SEX IN THE AUDIENCE AT
M
ARILYN
M
ANSON CONCERTS
.

14. I
HAVE WITNESSED
M
ANSON MASTURBATING ON STAGE BEFORE THE CROWD AND THEN EJACULATE INTO THE CROWD
.

15. I
HAVE WITNESSED
M
ANSON PERFORM A SATANIC CHURCH SERVICE TOWARD THE END OF THE CONCERT IN WHICH HE PREACHES FROM THE SATANIC BIBLE, AND BOOKS CALLED
, “O
RANGE
M
AGIC
,” “G
REEN
M
AGIC
”
AND
“B
LACK
M
AGIC
.” T
HE LENGTH HE PREACHES DEPENDS ON HOW HIGH HE IS AT THE TIME
. M
ANSON GIVES AN INVITATION TO RECEIVE
S
ATAN INTO YOUR LIFE AND A HYPNOTIC VOICE COMES OVER THE SOUND SYSTEM SAYING YOU MUST GO FORWARD TO THE ALTAR
. T
HIS WHOLE AREA IS WHERE THE MOSH PIT WAS
. H
E OPENS THE WHOLE FRONT UP
. T
HIS INVITATION IS ESPECIALLY POTENT BECAUSE BY THAT TIME 100% OF THE AUDIENCE IS HIGH
.

16. I
WITNESSED
M
ANSON CALL FOR THE VIRGIN SACRIFICE IN WHICH ALL THE CHILDREN IN THE CONCERT ARENA ARE PUSHED FORWARD BY THE CROWD TO BE DEDICATED TO
S
ATAN
.

17. I
WITNESSED
M
ANSON SHARING FROM THE SATANIC BIBLE, PRONOUNCING SOME WORDS OVER THE ONES WHO HAVE COME OR BEEN PUSHED FORWARD AND THEN
M
ANSON POURS PIG’S BLOOD OVER EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN IN THIS GROUP
. T
HEN
M
ANSON CALLS FORTH HIS “PRIESTS” TO MINISTER TO EACH PERSON AND THEY TAKE NAMES, ADDRESSES AND PHONE NUMBERS FOR CONTINUED CONTACT
. M
ANSON HANDS OUT SATANIC BIBLES AND ADDRESSES OF SATANIC CHURCHES THEY SHOULD GO TO
.

18. D
URING THE CONCERT
I
WITNESSED
M
ANSON BRING UNDERAGED TEENAGERS, FOURTEEN, FIFTEEN, SIXTEEN, SEVENTEEN, OUT ON STAGE AND PUT THEM INTO A CAGE
. T
HE CAGE IS THEN PUT OUT INTO THE AUDIENCE AND
M
ANSON WANTS THE CROWD TO BEAT ON THOSE INSIDE THE CAGE
. T
HESE CHILDREN ARE PART OF
M
ANSON TOUR
.

19. I
HAVE BEEN ON
M
ANSON’S SPECIAL TOUR BUS A HALF DOZEN TIMES AND HAVE WITNESSED UNDERAGE GIRLS AND SOME BOYS STRIPPED NAKED AND HANDCUFFED TO THE BUS SEATS
. E
VERY TIME
I’
VE BEEN ON THE BUS, THE FACES ARE DIFFERENT
. I
HAVE SEEN SOME OF THOSE FACES ON TELEVISION AS MISSING CHILDREN OR RUNAWAYS
.

20. I
WITNESSED A VIDEO TAPE THAT
M
ANSON PLAYED FOR ME IN
N
OVEMBER OF 1996
. H
E CALLED IT HIS
“B
LOOD
B
ATH
”
VIDEO
. T
HE VIDEO SHOWED
M
ANSON PLAYING A GUITAR
. S
URROUNDING HIM WERE PEOPLE PLAYING A VAMPIRE GAME IN WHICH THEY STARTED BITING EACH OTHERS’ NECKS
. T
HEN ONE MAN CAME OUT OF THE GROUP AND STABBED A FEMALE SEVERAL TIMES
. T
HEN ABOUT TEN OTHER PEOPLE CAME OVER TO THE BLEEDING FEMALE AND LITERALLY SCOOPED UP BLOOD FROM HER BODY AND BATHED IN THE BLOOD
. T
HEY COVERED THEIR BODIES WITH THE BLOOD
. T
HIS WAS OFFERED AS A SACRIFICE TO
S
ATAN
. T
HEY ALL LOOKED LIKE THEY WERE DRUGGED AND THE FEMALE VICTIM THAT WAS KILLED SEEMED WILLING TO DIE
.

21. T
HIS EXPERIENCE WITH THE
“B
LOOD
B
ATH
”
VIDEO MADE ME FEAR FOR MY OWN SAFETY AND
I
BECAME SO SCARED
, I
DECIDED
I
MUST GET AWAY FROM THESE PEOPLE
. T
HEY HAVE SENT ME A HALF DOZEN TICKETS AND BACKSTAGE PASSES TO THE
O
KLAHOMA
C
ITY CONCERT ON
F
EBRUARY 5, 1997
. T
HEY DO NOT KNOW
I’
VE TURNED MY LIFE AROUND AND
I
AM NOW FULLY INVOLVED AT
[
NAME WITHHELD
]
AND HAVE GIVEN MY LIFE TO THE
L
ORD
J
ESUS
C
HRIST
.

22. I
WITNESSED
M
ARILYN
M
ANSON BRING A SHEEP OUT ON STAGE, AND FROM MY VIEWPOINT FROM THE STAGE
, I
SAW
M
ANSON PERFORM SEXUAL INTERCOURSE ON THE SHEEP
.

23. F
URTHER, YOUR
A
FFIANT SAYETH NOT
.

E
XECUTED THIS 21 DAY OF
J
ANUARY, 1997

[NAME WITHHELD] [ADDRESS WITHHELD]

—FAKE AND DEFAMATORY AFFIDAVIT DISTRIBUTED BY THE AMERICAN FAMILY ASSOCIATION

     
MARCH 1997, NEW YORK

Asked Fiona to come to the premiere of Howard Stern’s
Private Parts
with me. He uses a song of ours in the movie. In some ways I think Howard Stern and I are very similar because he just says what’s on his mind and it pisses a lot of people off but it also entertains them. I consider him one of the people responsible for breaking “Sweet Dreams” because he really pushed it.

I thought Fiona was going to blow me off because she launched into the kind of drawn-out story about visiting a long-lost relative that I would make up if I wanted to get out of doing something. But she just called back and she’s gonna go. I don’t know if this makes me gay or not, but I think she would be interesting to be friends with.

     
MARCH 1997, NEW YORK

In true rock star form, I picked up Fiona to go to
Private Parts
in a white limo. And in true anti-rock star form, she came out makeupless with uncombed hair. This was my first celebrity big-deal event, and I didn’t know how to behave at all. There was this red carpet and apparently you were supposed to walk down it and let people take photos of you, but I was kind of confused. I walked down a few steps, thought I was going the wrong way, then came back to the car. Then somebody told me that I was supposed to be walking on the red carpet, so I went halfway down, then got scared because I didn’t know if I was supposed to stop or not. Meanwhile, a bunch of media cornered Fiona and she got mixed up doing an interview with Flavor Flav. I couldn’t take it anymore, I was so aggravated. It’s not my scene to sit around and schmooze with a bunch of assholes who don’t know who you are but pretend like they do. Fiona decided she was gonna leave and I wasn’t really even disappointed because I felt bad for how overwhelmed she was.

I went upstairs with Twiggy, who was with us, and ran into Flavor Flav. We high-fived and we danced around. I couldn’t see his eyes, but if I could have he probably would have been giving me the wink that people who use drugs give to one another, whether it’s for real or it’s in your mind. I was impressed with the fact that he didn’t know who Marilyn Manson was, though I’m not sure if he even knew who he was because he was definitely out of his fucking head. At that point I ran into Billy Corgan, and I immediately gave him some muscle relaxants I had in my pocket. We decided that they made us feel “fruity,” and then we decided that that would be a great name for a band to start together. So we began having a long, in-depth meeting inspired by the fruity drug to create a fruit-filled experience called Fruity, which will probably never happen because I don’t know where I put those pills.