Lords of Grass and Thunder (57 page)

“I have to sit with Lady Bortu tonight,” he said. “Find out for me which side Bekter has come down on, and send him to join us if he remains loyal. We are all the family she has left.”

“It’s a terrible thing to outlive your children.” Jochi bowed his head, hiding his own sorrow. “I’ll find out.”

Tayy waited until the general had walked away before he turned to the ger-tent palace where his grandmother awaited him, surrounded by the ladies of her court. A soft head slid under his hand and he stroked the red fur, greeted the black as well, returning from some doggy errand of his own. To the surprise of his guardsmen he brought the dogs with him into the palace. The Lady Bortu did not object, but buried her face in the thick black fur and wept with brokenhearted sobs into the dog’s neck. The prince gritted his teeth to keep his own moans inside, but the dogs whined their answer to his distress. Tomorrow he would go to war. But tonight, with his own hand resting on the flank of the dog lying at his feet, he joined his mourning to his grandmother’s.

Chapter Thirty-six

“W
HERE’S BEKTER?” Qutula stormed into his mother’s tent, his Durluken following. The serpent-demon he carried as a tattoo on his breast burned, inflaming his rage.

Sechule glanced at him in the mirror over her worktable. Her face tightened and he wondered which image of his lady she had seen there. She said nothing of the demon in the mirror when she turned to address him, however.

“Your brother is out with the rest of the camp, searching for the girl. Or so he told me, though you might find him with the shamaness he’s been bedding.”

For a moment his heart stuttered. But Eluneke wasn’t the only shamaness in the camp. “Toragana?” whispered a familiar hissing voice in his ear and he repeated the name.

“She dresses in feathers and honors the raven.” Sechule waved a dismissive hand. She gave no sign that she had heard the whispering voice. “Her name may be Toragana; he doesn’t talk about her.”

“Bitch.” Qutula swore quietly under his breath, consigning the shamaness, his mother, and his half sister all to the underworld. He didn’t trust any of them, not even the lady who rode as an inky serpent over his heart. Certainly not his mother. At a gesture, his Durluken began turning the bedding over and jabbing the points of their spears into all the likely hiding places.

“What are you doing!” she cried when Mangkut plunged a sword into her most elaborately painted chest. “Get these men out of here! They’re destroying everything!”

“As soon as I’m sure you’re not hiding him, they’ll go.”

“Why should I hide him?” Sechule wrapped her new silk coat more tightly around herself, as if she feared he might tear it from her body and rend it in two before her eyes. Which he might, if she had lied to him.

“I just want to ask him a question, that’s all. If he gives me the answer I want, he’ll be fine.”

Who would Bekter serve? The prince or his own brother? If he was with the shamaness, Qutula didn’t expect the right answer from him. But he had to ask it. And much as he would regret it, if Bekter stood against him, his brother would have to die.

Bekter wasn’t there. He dismissed his men with a curt order, “Find him,” and waited until they had filed out and he heard their horses departing at a gallop.

“Explain yourself,” he demanded between gritted teeth, “or I will cut your heart out with my own hands.”

“I don’t know what you want. Your brother doesn’t answer to me—”

“Fool,” the voice of his lady whispered in his ear.

Qutula knew better. She hadn’t misunderstood him, but answered the question she preferred. Those games might work with her lovers but not with him. “Don’t push me,” he said, and saw in her eyes when she abandoned the pretense. “Why now? My father had already named me son in private! I could have had his name!”

“He meant to acknowledge you all right.” Scorn dripped like poison syrup from her voice. “He offered to marry me, but not until
after
he had given the ulus to the prince.

“I would have been wife of nothing! You would be son of nobody! I’d have done better to accept Yesugei’s offer. He will, at least, hold onto the title of khan in the South under your cousin, who will be gur-khan over us all as soon as the chieftains have thrown their pebbles in the cup!

“Should I have accepted the insult and done nothing! Can you, who came to me for the means to murder the prince, say that you would not have done the same to avenge your honor?”

He couldn’t believe she didn’t understand what she had done. “If you had saved his life, he would have owed you his gratitude,” Qutula gritted out between his clenched teeth. “You could have asked him for anything!”

“Beads!” She screamed back at him. “He handed me trinkets and thought himself generous! Not even for his life would he have named you his heir. You would have had to kill him for the dais; I just saved you the trouble with none the wiser for it.”

“You’re wrong,” he said.

“We are betrayed,” the voice in his head whispered. The serpent sank her fangs deep into his flesh, and he felt the demon’s complex emotions, her rage and her triumph, mingling with his own sense of betrayal. The demon wanted Mergen dead for his attempts on her life. But not yet. And not at the hand of the human woman. She’d wanted to do that herself, after he’d been forced to name Qutula his heir. Now she’d lost everything. War made an uncertain path to the dais. And death had taken her enemy beyond her reach.

“You stupid bitch. You’ve ruined everything.” Qutula found, without quite knowing how they had come there, that his hands were around his mother’s neck. He clenched his fists, her throat caught between his convulsively tightening fingers. “How can he call me his son if he’s dead!”

“Qutula! Stop!” Her long, sharp fingernails etched bloody tracks across the backs of his hands but he scarcely felt them. She thrashed and kicked and tried to pull away. His arms were like bands of bronze, however, holding her rigidly before him and feeding strength to the hands which seemed not to belong to him anymore. Acting on their own volition they squeezed and squeezed and squeezed.

Presently, Sechule stopped trying to command him, or to reason with him. Finally, she stopped trying to escape him. By then her tongue hung loose in her head and her eyes had rolled until only the whites were showing. Her arms hung limp and blood-streaked at her sides. His blood, he realized.

“Bitch,” he muttered, and dropped her to the carpet. “Bitch. Now I’ll have to find Bekter myself.”

The scratches on his hands and arms were beginning to ache, but he scarcely noticed them for the feeling of sated lassitude that swept him. His lady was pleased and, joined to his flesh by the ink of the tattoo, she shared with him her pleasure of the kill.

He seldom experienced her unguarded thoughts, but in the afterglow of murder he felt satisfaction bursting sweet as a juicy peach in her mind. No mother-in-law would complicate her position on the dais. She would be the khaness truly, answering to no one. She made no exception for Qutula, but until the war was done he could count on her to remain at his side. After, well, she wasn’t the only one with plans for after. In the meantime, he had to find Bekter. But first, he had to do something about the seductive pleasure that coursed through him like venom. His mother didn’t need Mergen’s silk coat anymore so he took it to sweeten his lady’s temper.

Leaving the tent, he found Mangkut had remained behind to stand guard, the reins of Qutula’s horse in his hand. This closest of his Durluken said nothing of what he had heard from the other side of the door but bowed his head in his usual show of respect.

“Orders, my lord?” he asked.

Qutula jerked his chin at the tent where Sechule lay dead on the carpets where he had crawled as a babe.

“I’ll take care of it,” Mangkut assured him, needing no words to tell him to clean up the murder. No, not murder. In this war he now waged, Sechule was just another stone he had cleared from the board.

“I’ll be back.” Qutula’s gaze drifted, unfocused, to the grassland where the Lady Chaiujin would wait to reward him. “When my Durluken find Bekter, bring him here.”

He trusted that the body of their mother would be gone by then. Mangkut bowed again to accept the command and Qutula took the reins from him. His horse was restive, scenting, perhaps, the demon who let her presence enfold him as he rode.

Hidden beneath the shirt of her lover, the emerald green bamboo serpent willed herself to assume material form. It took more than the usual effort to hold the snaky shape she liked best. The child growing within her bore too many human traits, stretching her serpent’s egg out of the bounds of her serpent’s body to hold him. She was unwilling to give up the familiar comfort of her form, however. And her human lover, she thought, would find the danger an appealing spice to add interest to the ride, at least until they had come to the place where she wished him to carry her. His desire rose like a mist off his flesh and she flicked a forked tongue out to taste it on the air, on his skin.

She must thank him for the silk robe he brought her, she thought, and scraped his breast lightly with her fangs. It would hurt just a little, and he would wonder, did she mean to kill him now as she had killed Chimbai-Khan, his uncle. She needed him alive, of course, and he would know that, too. Threat became a game between them. A serpent cannot smile, but she licked the salt from his belly with her forked tongue, teasing.

They had come to the tumble of rocks that had once been Chimbai’s pyre and Qutula dismounted. Unknown to him, a thousand serpents and more had made their homes in the ruins. None would harm him as long as the lady their demon-queen had need of him, however. And she did need him, she thought. Now.

He dismounted and gathered up Sechule’s new coat. Then he opened his own shirts and rubbed the purple silk enticingly on his own breast.

“Come to me, my lady,” he coaxed her, “One snake between us is enough.”

She flicked between his legs with her tail, but the aura of desire that scented him excited her own desires as well. In a green mist she lifted from his flesh and reshaped herself before him as the Lady Chaiujin. She had many other faces she might have worn, but his blood grew hotter when she took this form.

“My lady khaness,” he said, and bowed deeply to lay the silk at her feet. It pleased him to think that he could hold what Chimbai-Khan could not. He was a boy, of course, and didn’t believe in the mortality of his own flesh.

“My lord,” she answered, smiling, and took his face in her hands to kiss him. As she did sometimes, she let him taste her serpent tongue, narrow and strange to his human mouth.

“Let me see your body,” he tugged at the ties of her coats, releasing her breasts. “Come to me,” he moaned into her mouth and drew her down onto the purple silk.

She was a demon and a serpent, suffering no human emotions to cloud her purpose. In all their former encounters she had held her lover a little apart, even in the heat of passion, turning him away at will or calling him at her pleasure to exert her dominance over him. She controlled him still, with her cool thighs and her soft breasts. But where he touched her now, his fingers left trails of longing. Her own desires swept her like a wildfire.

How could this be? She demanded his touch and he gave it, demanded his mouth there, and there, and his body, fitted to hers, the cloud of purple silk like moonlight on her skin. She wanted, wanted, and it would have frightened her, that desire, except that her lover groveled between her thighs, more lost in the heat even than she.

Finally, when he had exhausted himself, she turned him away. “You have to go,” she said. “The prince will lead out his armies soon. You need to be ready.”

“I’m ready,” he assured her, but he rolled over and began to pull on his clothes. “One last kiss,” he demanded and, when she gave him her human mouth, he asked for the serpent. “For all your forms are pleasing to me.” He breathed the words on her skin and would have fallen down beside her when she licked a trickle of sweat from his throat with a long, forked tongue.

“Go,” she said, before finding his mouth and tasting out its contours. “Our army awaits.”

She withdrew her touch from him then, and gave him only a mocking smile when he would have demanded more. When he had gone, she gathered up the purple silk coat and carried it to her nest, where she added it to the other she had stolen. Sleep beckoned in the cool chamber hidden among the stones. She shaped scales and fangs in her mind and willed the transformation into her snaky form.

A fluttering as of bird wings rippled deep in her belly, but her form stubbornly remained human. Her egg had grown too large to be contained by the serpent’s body, she thought, and hated the changes fast coming over her. But, as a mist, nothing could hold her . . .

Again, nothing. The egg bound her to her human form as surely as chains bound the slave to the whipping post.

“Nooooo!” she wailed.

Tearing her hair, she fell, screaming her rage onto the heaped silks. With demon strength she tore the purple coat to shreds, screaming, “No, no, no!” with each rending tear. But none of her imprecations or any of her skills would break the curse of flesh that bore a child of human blood.