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Authors: Crissy Smith

Tags: #Shifter

Losing Control (9 page)

She smirked at him as if challenging him to stay away. He liked that.

Shawn folded his arms over his chest and did his best to frown, playing the game she wanted. His lips twitched in amusement before he could completely school his face.

“You too, Kyle,” he demanded.

Kyle chuckled but complied and Shawn was granted with two naked, wanting, mates.

He nodded towards the bed. “Go on.”

“But I want to see you naked too,”
Bree
complained, sticking her bottom lip out in a pout.

“You will,” he promised. He just hoped he could keep it.

Kyle looked at him questioningly before shrugging and leading
Bree
to the bed. Once on their knees, they held hands and looked over to him.

Shawn was trying his best to stay in control. It was hard to keep his wolf back. For the first time in his life, his grip of control was slipping beyond his ability to manage. Any minute he could turn into a fully aroused wolf. Never had that happened to him but he’d heard stories of others. He couldn’t chance hurting one of his mates so he was staying back.

“Shawn,” Kyle called to him holding out his free hand.

His entire body shook with need. He bit his lip and took several deep
breaths,
his gaze locked with Kyle’s the entire time. When it was clear he wasn’t moving, Kyle started to move towards him.

“Don’t,” he snapped. He couldn’t do it. He would hurt one of them. He was a monster who couldn’t control himself.

Kyle frowned but stopped his approach.

“I…” He wanted to explain but he couldn’t. He was supposed to be the strong one.
The one that took care of his mates.
How would he be able to do that when he couldn’t even protect them from himself? Without meaning to, he took a step away from them.

Bree
gasped and he glanced over and saw the confusion and hurt on her face.

Shit, he was fucking this up! He rubbed his hand roughly over his face. He had to do something, and his head was telling him it was to run.

“He’s panicking,” Kyle said so softly, he was barely able to hear.
Bree
covered her breasts with her arm and sat hiding her body.

Damn, damn, damn,
that’s not what he wanted. He shook his head and opened his mouth but nothing would come out. Ignoring his earlier command, Kyle was now standing next to the bed.

“I… maybe I should go,”
Bree
suggested.

“No!” he roared. He couldn’t let her get away. They had just found her.

Bree
flinched and Shawn dropped his head, unable to look at her any longer. He didn’t deserve her. He didn’t deserve either of them.

With a heavy heart, he took several steps to the bedroom door. They would be better off without him. They’d still have each other to love and he wouldn’t be able to hurt either.

It had spiralled out of control so quickly. One minute, he was enjoying Kyle and
Bree
expressing
themselves
, showing off for him, and then came the overwhelming urge to slam them down on the bed and fuck them. Claim them. Make them his.

His eyes started to water. He was a bastard. He didn’t try to make eye contact with either, just bolted for the door.

 

Chapter Ten

 

 

 

Kyle slammed the door just before Shawn was able to get to it. His mate skidded to a stop right before collided into it.

Shawn actually looked frightened.

Kyle reached out to him and Shawn scrambled back.
What the hell
?
he
wondered.

“You’re not leaving me again,” Kyle told him. “I let you go once and it’s not happening this time.”

Once out of reach of arm distance, Shawn fell to his knees.

“You promised me,” Kyle accused. Even to his own ears he heard the hurt. “You swore you would always be with me.”

Shawn started to shake and Kyle studied him. Once he pushed the hurt aside, he realised this wasn’t about Shawn running. Shawn was scared.

“What’s going on?” Kyle asked, concerned.

“I can’t do this…” Shawn admitted, his breath coming out faster than normal.

Kyle lowered himself to his knees so he mirrored Shawn. “Tell me.”

Shawn shook his head but Kyle wasn’t having any of that. Something had frightened his mate.

“Tell me,” he demanded.

“I can’t…my wolf…” Shawn started and swallowed hard. “I can’t control myself. I want you and
Bree
so bad…I…I might hurt you.”

Kyle almost laughed at the whispered confusion, barely able to bite it back. The thought that Shawn would hurt him or
Bree
… It was ridiculous. “No, you won’t hurt us,” Kyle assured him.

He looked over at
Bree
who remained on the bed. She was leaning towards them with tears in her eyes. When she saw him watching her, she smiled.

Kyle knew she understood. Everything was going to be all right.

He gave his attention back to Shawn. He scooted forward slowly.

“No,” Shawn pleaded.

“You can’t really believe you’d hurt us, Shawn” Kyle tried to reason.

“I can feel my control slipping. I can’t take the chance,” Shawn confessed.

“You won’t hurt us. Not your mates,” Kyle repeated, still getting closer to him.

“What if…”

“You won’t hurt us,” Kyle said once again. He’d repeat it a thousand times if he had too.

Shawn sighed heavily. Kyle quickly closed the distance and wrapped his arms around Shawn. “Trust me?” he asked.

Shawn met his eyes. The emotion Kyle saw took hold of his heart and squeezed. After a few seconds, Shawn nodded.

Kyle stood, pulling Shawn up with him.

He carefully led the other man to the bed where
Bree
waited. When he smiled, she rose to her knees and held out a hand to Shawn.

“I’m sorry,” Shawn whispered to her.

“Oh Shawn!” she cried softly. “You have no idea how much it means to me that you would rather leave than take the chance of hurting me. I know how strong wolf shifters are.”

Shawn relaxed in his arms and Kyle pressed a kiss to his mate’s neck.

“You’re a good man and I’m proud to be with you,”
Bree
told him.

Shawn opened his mouth but Kyle interrupted before the other man could argue.

“Listen to her,” he ordered Shawn gently.

“I’m not worried,” she explained. “Not with you and Kyle. I’m where I belong.”

She leaned up and pressed her lips to Shawn’s. As Shawn tensed, Kyle rubbed his back so Shawn knew he was there. Slowly Shawn’s muscles began to loosen and he opened his mouth to receive
Bree’s
tongue.

Bree
moaned and pushed into him until Shawn had to put his arms around her or risk falling over.

With a hand on Shawn’s lower back, Kyle urged them down until they manoeuvred themselves into lying together on the bed.

Bree
buried her hands in Shawn’s hair and they continued to kiss. Kyle reached around and started to unbutton Shawn’s shirt. He then bent and pulled off the man’s shoes and socks.

Bree
and Shawn had started to rock against each other as they kissed and nibbled each other’s lips.

Bree
caressed Shawn’s shoulders and chest and Kyle removed his shirt. Anytime he took his hands away, Shawn would stiffen up. So he made quick work of Shawn’s pants even though it wasn’t easy with his two mates rubbing off on each other.

Shawn seemed to be doing better but Kyle was still concerned. He knew Shawn would never hurt anyone unless it was to protect someone. He had to make sure Shawn knew it too.

Kyle would make sure he was always touching Shawn if he had to. It really was no hardship on him.

When finally Shawn was naked, he pulled back. Kyle soothed his hands over his shoulders as Shawn stared down at
Bree
.

“I knew you would look good under those clothes,”
Bree
teased.

Shawn snorted before he dipped his head and kissed her again.

Before they could get too involved, Kyle nudged Shawn, getting his attention. Shawn turned his head and Kyle covered his mate’s mouth.

It was everything they’d shared before and more. Shawn let him set the pace and Kyle knew his man was holding back. He’d have to see if he could do something about that.

He wanted Shawn to let go.
To give himself over to their love.

And just like that it came to him.

He pulled back and grinned.

“What?” Shawn asked nervously.

Kyle chuckled. “I got it.” He pushed off the bed. Shawn frowned and watched him closely.

Kyle pinched Shawn’s ass receiving a grunt from the other man. “Lay down on the bed. On your back,” he ordered.

Shawn raised an eyebrow but moved back onto the bed, grabbing
Bree
around the waist, taking her with him.
Bree
squealed and laughed.

Kyle laughed with her. This was the Shawn he was used to.

Shawn positioned himself on his back with his head on the pillow, his hard cock lifting away from his body, practically begging to be sucked. Kyle would make sure it would be, but first…

Standing next to the nightstand, he bent over until his face was inches from Shawn’s. “Still afraid of hurting us?” he inquired.

Shawn shook his head. “I’m okay.”

Kyle never doubted it. But still maybe his mate needed to a little payback. He reached into the nightstand drawer and pulled out the handcuffs Shawn loved to use on him.

“How about a little insurance?” he asked, letting the handcuffs swing.

Shawn’s eyes darkened and his cock twitched.

“Oh I think he likes that idea,”
Bree
commented, as she wrapped her hand around Shawn and pumped.

Shawn bucked up against her hand and groaned.

“So, what do you say?” Kyle teased. He had to make sure Shawn was really okay with the idea. He knew his mate liked cuffing him to the bed but Kyle wasn’t sure if Shawn would allow himself to be controlled that much.

Shawn gave a jerky nod.

Kyle whooped in delight and jumped on the bed. The three of them bounced and he laughed again.

He glanced over at
Bree
, who was still working Shawn’s shaft. He licked his lips and nodded to her hand.

Bree
giggled. Then bent and engulfed Shawn’s cock.

Shawn let out a wail.

Kyle positioned himself next to his mate and started to kiss him. He opened his mouth and allowed Shawn to thrust his tongue inside.

Kyle waited until Shawn had started to lift his hips to match
Bree’s
actions and the kiss had become sloppy, before clicking one handcuff around Shawn’s wrist and snapping it to the bed. He quickly did the same with the other side.

Once Shawn was secure, he pulled away and looked down at him.

It was a sight he had never really thought he’d see. But he was glad Shawn was allowing them this control. It would be something he would always remember.

Bree
was working Shawn’s cock and Kyle could tell how much he was enjoying it, but he wanted to hear his mate. Not watch him clench his teeth as he remained fighting for control.

“I bet that feels good,” Kyle said.
“Her mouth on you.
Taking you down.”
He would give Shawn back some of the dirty talk his lover used on him.

Shawn grunted in agreement.

Kyle smoothed his hand over Shawn’s chest before he started to pull at his nipples. Shawn tried to surge up but the handcuffs cut off any excessive movement.

“Kyle,” Shawn called his name roughly.

“That’s it, let go,” Kyle urged and tweaked one nipple hard.

Shawn growled.

“Give it all to us,” Kyle demanded.

Shawn’s head thrashed against the pillow, his hands clenched above his head.

“Good, good,” Shawn murmured. “Oh baby… yes.”

“Want it, Shawn?” Kyle asked
,
licking at the nipples he’d been tormenting. The hard nubs were red. “Want to come?”

“Please,” Shawn actually begged.

Kyle slammed his mouth down on Shawn’s, covering his cries. Shawn jerked against him, bit down on his lip, and came.

Bree
never stopped. She sucked and swallowed him down. Kyle reached over and grabbed the back of her neck until she lifted her head. He moved quickly to press his lips against hers until she shared Shawn’s taste with him. He got so lost in the kiss, he didn’t realise he was humping against Shawn until
Bree
pulled back panting.

“Fuck me please,” she pleaded.

Kyle pulled her up until she straddled Shawn’s chest before moving in behind her. He locked his eyes on Shawn’s and he pressed against her back until she lowered her breasts to Shawn’s face.

Shawn immediately started to tease and lick at her pert nipples as Kyle gripped his prick and lined it up with her weeping pussy.

She was already so wet. He held himself with one hand, ready to explode already. With his free hand, he slid two fingers through her slick folds and pushed two fingers inside.

Her body tightened around his digits and she moaned.


Gonna
fill you up,” he told her.


Yesss
…” she hissed.


Gonna
ride you hard. Make sure you know you belong to us, only us.”

Bree
rode his fingers for several minutes and whimpered when he removed them.

“Only ours,” he swore, and he plunged inside her hot wet hole. She arched her back and shook.

“Gorgeous,” Shawn said out loud. “You look so pretty taking his cock.”

The sounds coming from
Bree
were almost animalistic and Kyle loved them. He slammed inside her over and over, tightened the grip he had on her hips and thrust harder. She felt so good—hot and soft surrounding him, silky. Shawn’s earlier release still scented the air, and Kyle wanted her scent to mix with it. He slammed harder, shaking the entire bed.

“Like that… just like that,” she cried. The sound of flesh hitting flesh echoed in the room.

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