Love and Wargames: A Bad Boy Hacker Romance (27 page)

“Of course,” I sigh.

We continue on to the next door. “This is your room,” he says, pushing the door open.

I step inside and look around with curious eyes. A canopy bed lines one wall with a pink bedspread, decorated with a floral pattern, with a small vanity and mirror next to it. The closet sits open and I spot various articles of women’s clothing inside. There’s a bookshelf in every corner, lined with dozens of novels and textbooks. “Whose room is this?” I ask Charlie.

“Yours.”

“No, I mean… whose stuff is this?”

“Don’t worry about it. It’s yours to use while you stay here.”

“Do you have a daughter or something?”

“I said don’t worry about it.”

I turn back around, startled by the firmness of his tone. “What’s in there?” I point to the fourth and final door just across the hall to change the subject.

“That’s my son’s room, Tobias. You probably won’t see him much. He works nights.” He steps back and grips the doorknob.

“Where’s your wife?” I ask.

“She passed many years ago,” he says. “It’s just me and him now.”

I pause. “Oh.”

“Get ready for bed. Lights out in ten minutes.”

“Lights out?”

“Lights out.” He steps out into the hall and quickly closes the door behind him.

“Jesus Christ…”
I mutter to myself.

I drop my suitcase onto the bed and glance around. It feels strange to live in another person’s private space, but as I run a finger across the vanity desk next to the bed, I find a layer of dust. Whoever lives here hasn’t been by in quite some time.

I sit down on the stool before the vanity and stare into the mirror. My brown hair is tangled and in desperate need of shampoo. My eyes are bloodshot. My lips are chapped, making the thin reddish-black scab stand out even more against my pale skin. Black circles ring around my eyes. My gaze falls to the pale blue bruise just below my left cheek.

I think, for a moment, that maybe they’re right. Maybe I do have a problem.

But it doesn’t make me feel any better about being stuck in this dump for the next few weeks.

***

I stare at the clock and watch the numbers climb to sixty then jump back down to zero. It’s quiet, far too quiet for me to be comfortable. I miss the city buzz. The constant chatter of voices, cars, and life. The country silence of 3 A.M. sounds deafening in my ears. I lick my dry lips, feeling a deep hunger I can’t satisfy.

Charlie was right before. I’m in withdrawal. Right now, I’ll do anything for another hit — anything to distract myself from the sounds of my body screaming at me.

The sudden grind of an engine brings me out of it. I sit up and turn to look out the window behind the bed. It’s dark, but the darkness is quickly cut by an approaching headlight. The motorbike comes into view with a lone rider guiding it slowly to the red barn across the driveway. A lamp above the barn illuminates the ground around him as I watch him dismount and pull the black helmet off his head. I can barely see his face, but I can tell that’s he’s young. He places the helmet on the bike’s seat and rolls the thing inside the barn before sliding the door closed behind him.

I spin back around and lay my head against the pillow. It’s soaked in my own sweat. I flip it around to the other side, hoping that sleep will somehow come, but my eyes pull towards the window again. I see the boy walking towards the house. This must be Charlie’s son, Tobias. The one that works nights. His eyes look up at the house and immediately drift towards my window. I fall back down, hoping to avoid his gaze. His shoes hit the front porch and I listen carefully as he enters the front door.

I climb off the bed and press my ear against the door to listen to him move. I feel a presence on the other side, but I never heard him climb the stairs.

My doorknob turns and I jump out of the way as the door suddenly swings open.

“Who are you?”
he asks through his teeth. He steps forward fast to grab me by the shoulders. “What are you doing in her room?”

I blink repeatedly as his dark face fills my vision. He has the same black hair as his father and my stepfather, but it’s longer and more casual. It falls down to his angry eyes and he stares back at me with jade green irises.

“I’m Claire…” I whisper. I scan his face again, placing him somewhere in his early-twenties. He reminds me of Rick. His demeanor is so wild and intimidating, I’m scared to move.

“Why are you in my house,
Claire
?” he asks.

“Believe me — I’m not here by choice,” I say, my limbs shaking. “I got into some trouble and my parents brought me out and left me here…”

His grip on me loosens. “Right…” he nods slowly.

“I guess no one told you I was coming…” I mutter. I lick my dry lips again. “They didn’t tell me either until I was in the car.”

He takes a step back and drops his hands to his sides. His eyes wander around the room with a protective vibe before finally falling back on me and staring at my bottom lip. “Sorry if I hurt you.”

“You didn’t—”

Before I can complete the thought, he’s out the door. He steps inside his own room and quickly closes the door behind him.

Once again, I look around the room and wonder who the hell lives in it. My teeth graze along my lips in thought, making me cringe as they slide along the scabbed wound.

Rick never spoke much about this side of his family. I’m not sure why, nor did I ever think to ask. Talking isn’t our strongest suit anyway. My relationship with my stepbrother isn’t conventional. We party. We do drugs, and yeah, we almost ended up in bed together once, but it’s more than that. I feel a strong connection with him, stronger than I ever thought possible.

He loves me.

He told me that he was the only person in the world that did.

I believe him more and more every day.

Each passing moment has me reaching for my phone, but of course, it’s been taken from me, along with what was left of my freedom. The instinct remains. I want to talk to him. I want to hear his voice, smell his skin. I want to get out of this hellhole and go back to the city to be with him where I belong.

I climb back into the bed and wrap the blanket around me to get warm. My skin quickly breaks out in a cold sweat and I find myself begging for another glass of cold water.

Chapter 2

I’m A Prisoner

“Rise and shine!”

I roll over to find Charlie standing over me, completely dressed and ready to start his day. “What?” I mutter.

“It’s 6 A.M., Claire,” he says. “Time to start your chores.”

I sit up. “What?” I repeat.

He chuckles. “Get dressed, wear something you can move around in. There’s some extra eggs and bacon downstairs. Get something to eat. Meet me at the barn by 6:30, not a minute after. Got me?”

The words blur together in my mind. I’m so tired, I can barely hear him. He walks out of the room, leaving me behind in my exhausted confusion. I sit up and look out the window. The morning sun sits barely above the horizon.

I fall back down onto my pillow and close my eyes.

“Claire!”

The force of his voice shoots me upright. “What?!” I yelp. I peel my eyes open to see Charlie standing in the doorway.

“It’s 6:15,” he says. “You’ve officially missed breakfast.” I stare at him, shooting the best daggers I can at him until he chuckles again. “I’ve taken the liberty of picking out your outfit for the day. Put it on.”

I look at the foot of the bed and spot a pair of over-sized men’s jeans and a red flannel shirt. “I’m not wearing that,” I mutter with an upturned nose.

“Too bad. Put it on. Tomorrow, wake up on time. Then, you can pick out your own clothes.” He grips the doorknob. “Downstairs. Now.”

I push the blanket off and stare at him until he closes the door. The jeans are way too big and easily fall off my hips, but I find a belt in the closet that doesn’t make me completely gag. A quick scan of the clothes inside tells me the story of a young girl, most likely around my age. Probably boring, quiet. No real party clothes in sight at first glance. Lots of cardigans and long skirts that sit just below the kneecap.

I push farther back into the closet and smirk. Just like me, she keeps the good stuff in the back. I find a few shorter skirts, some tube tops, and some nice, fun blouses that look to be about my size. Excellent. I make a mental note to inspect them further before throwing on the disgusting flannel shirt Charlie picked out for me. It’s also far too large, but I tie it off in front to make it fit tighter around me.

I check out my reflection in the bathroom mirror and cringe at the sight. Dark make-up sits smeared around my eyes, stuck there after a day of not washing it off. I look older, but not in a good way. I lean forward and splash water on my face to wake me up and clear off the remaining old make-up and oil from my skin. My breath tastes sour, my head hurts, and there’s been a ringing in my ears for the last ten minutes that I can’t seem to shake away.

I brush my teeth and step back into the hallway.

“Pull your hair back,” Charlie says as I come down the stairs.

“You get to decide my hair styles, too?”

He holds up a rubber band and I take it from him. “No,” he says. “But it’s warm outside and I know you’re going to want to eventually.”

I put my hair up into a loose ponytail. “Now what?” I ask.

“Follow me.” He pulls open the front door and I follow him outside.

One minute outside and I’m already begging for a glass of water. It’s just one more reason to make me feel homesick. Chicago isn’t nearly as humid as this place is. I take deep, long breaths as we make our way across the driveway towards the barn.

“I let you sleep in this morning,” he says. “But tomorrow, you wake up at five with me.”

I smack a mosquito off my arm. “You wake up at
five
?”

“Sometimes four,” he smirks. “Don’t worry. You’ll get used to it after a week or two.”

“Yeah, right…” I flinch and slap another mosquito off my neck.

Charlie grips the barn door and slides it open. “We have three cows here: Doris, Betty, and Gloria. We let ‘em roam the fields during the day, but at night, they’re kept in the barn.”

“Okay…” I take a step into the barn. The air is thick and muggy. It feels like I’m breathing gelatin and it smells like a damp sewer. “Jeez—” I cough.

“You’ll get used to that.” Charlie points over my head. “Grab that bucket. Remember exactly where you took it from, because you’ll be expected to put it right back where you found it. Same goes for every piece of my equipment you use.”

I look up and see the metal bucket hanging on the wall. As I walk over, I notice Tobias’ motorbike parked nearby. I get a better look at the helmet. It’s pitch black with a small, pink sticker on the back. I lean forward to see it’s a little cartoon cat.

“I’m sure I already know the answer to this one, but have you ever milked a cow?”

I spin back around with the bucket in hand. “No…” I answer.

He grins back at me. “Perfect. Bring that over here.”

I follow behind him, dragging my feet through the muddy hay on the ground as I go. The barn is quite larger than it appears on the outside. My eyes roam about and I take in all the little details like the bright fluorescent lights set up in the ceiling and the hay bales stacked up near the walls. I spot a wooden ladder leading upward and look up to see a loft above my head.

Three cows sit along the opposite wall, each one in their own section with a food trough and water bin, separated by makeshift wooden fences. I chuckle silently, thinking that these animals have it better than I do. I check out the far corner and see a tall punching bag hanging from the ceiling, obviously old and heavily used.

“Sit down on that stool there next to Doris,” Charlie says.

I walk around him and bend over to cross under the wood plank to enter the cow’s section. I hesitate before sitting down on the rickety old stool. The cow pushes in closer to me, nearly knocking me off it. I put a hand against it to push her away, an act I immediately regret. I pull my hand back to find it covered in dirt and grime. “Ugh…” I mutter.