“I could. I have a whole drawer full of them. It’d save me from doing laundry every week. Look, Kiki, I’m sorry you got hurt. You know that. But sex is fun. I’m having fun. I’m not going to apologize for that.”
“You shouldn’t,” Riley says. “And you shouldn’t make me feel bad because I’m choosing to wait for someone I think I care about.”
“Exactly,” I say, so they will stop arguing. I take a hit, then another, then get brave and say, “Have you either of you ever used a feather on a girl?”
Thursday, October 20th
He’s an idiot.
7:30am
I’m in line waiting for coffee when I notice Annie getting in line behind me.
I step out of line and walk back to her. I’m sick of her avoiding me.
Her eyes get big as she sees me marching toward her. She looks around for a second, like she’s considering just making a run for it.
“Why are you avoiding me?”
She fiddles with the zipper on her backpack. “I know you’re probably mad at me.”
“Why would you think that?”
“Because you threw the star back at Aiden. Because you’re mad at him most of the time. And I helped him. There. I said it.”
“I assumed that you helped him. The bliss candy was a pretty big hint.”
She sighs. “When you threw the star back, he looked hurt. So I asked him why he wanted to give the star to you. And he kind of spilled his guts. He told me about the stars, the candy, phone jail, the four-leaf clover. I would’ve totally swooned if a guy did all that for me. You just frustrate me.”
“I apologized for throwing it at him. We went out for dinner last night.”
“So, you’re done with Dawson?”
“Um, not really.”
“Are you serious? That’s never going to work. And why would want to keep dating Dawson? He’s an idiot.”
“He is not. He needed closure with Whitney. I get that.”
“So that’s it? You’re going to forgive him, just like that!?” She stops and looks around, sees people are staring at her. She lowers her voice, looks like she’s about to cry, and stomps away. “This is why I haven’t been talking to you.”
Jake wanders up from behind me. “What was that all about?”
“She’s mad at me. Thinks I shouldn’t be giving Dawson another chance.”
“I can’t say that I disagree with her on that,” he says, surprisingly.
“How was the library with Maggie?”
“How was dinner with Aiden?” he sasses back as the first bell rings.
In history, Riley babbled on about how gorgeous Ariela is going to look in a toga and asks me if girls wear underwear with them.
My phone buzzes with a text.
Braxton: Hey, baby. What’s up? You got my
Welcome to Eastbrooke, Bitches
party planned?
Me: Yes. That’s what this weekend is. All about you.
Braxton: I love the place already. So there’s this girl.
Me: Isn’t there always?
Braxton: She’s the one I told you about. She dates older guys. Thinks I’m immature.
Me: She the one with long dark hair and the longest eyelashes ever?
Braxton: Yeah. Embry. She’s coming this weekend too.
Me: Let me guess. You want to impress her?
Braxton: Can’t decide. Part of me wants to kiss some hot older girl right in front of her. Make her see that I’m not immature.
Me: Um, trying to make someone jealous on purpose is sort of immature. I’m afraid she’d see right through it.
Braxton: Fine. Then I’ll forget about her and you can be my date.
Me: Me?
Braxton: Remember the beach this summer? How if I walk around with a hottie on my arm, all the girls will want me? Don’t you remember that? It was an important conversation!
Me: I remember the conversation. And I will be your date for the party. That will actually solve a tricky situation for me too.
Braxton: Heard you’re still fucking my brother while you’re dating someone else. Kinda slutty, if you ask me.
Me: I didn’t ask you. And I’m not doing that. I’m single. Dawson and I screwed up by taking things too fast sexually. That should be a lesson to you.
Braxton: Dawson is brilliant if you ask me. Loved the video, by the way.
Me: Riley told me that you tried to recreate it.
Braxton: That didn’t go over too well with Mom.
Me: I heard that too. Got your toga ready?
Braxton: You know, in ancient Greece, they went commando. I am a Johnson. I’ve always been big for my age. Better watch out.
Me: So is the girl excited to come?
Braxton: Isn’t it the girl gets excited, then she comes?
Me: Grow up.
Braxton: Fine. Yes. I heard her talking about it. She saw the video you did. Wants to meet you. Wants to be on the dance team. Thought the guys playing soccer with no shirts on were hot.
Me: I have a new line for you. Dallas told me yesterday during class.
Braxton: Hit me.
Me: Did you know that one minute of kissing burns 25 calories? We should work out together.
Braxton: I changed my mind. I want the trio.
Me: What trio?
Braxton: From the video. Blonde, brunette, and redhead. You can all be my dates. Get ready, bitches!!! Shit, I have to go. Teacher is giving me the evil eye.
How can I refuse?
Lunch
I wander into the café trying to figure out where I’m going to sit today.
Aiden, who was all sweet last night, has been nowhere to be found. I thought he might try and talk to me today. Walk me to class. Text me.
Something.
Anything.
But, no.
And it’s such a letdown.
I spy Maggie already sitting at a table with Ace, Annie, Katie, Riley, Ariela, Dallas, and Logan. I decide that’s where I’m heading when familiar arms wrap around my waist.
“Sit with me,” Dawson says.
I look at him. So gorgeous and sweet. “Sure,” I say, knowing that he’s trying.
When we sit down, Jake and Bryce are talking about going to the JV game tonight.
“You should come with us,” Jake says to me.
“Yeah,” Bryce says. “It’s supposed to rain, so it should be a muddy game. Those are so fun to watch.”
“Sitting in the rain doesn’t really sound fun,” I say. “But I don’t have rehearsal tonight, so why not.”
Dawson rests his hand on my leg and turns toward me. “Why don’t we meet the guys there? We can stop and get dinner and then go sit in the rain and be miserable together?”
“Wow, when you put it that way, how can I refuse?”
“I love you, Keatie.”
And I know I should feel all warm and fuzzy when he says that but, right now, it just sort of feels inappropriate.
And the way Peyton and Whitney both shake their heads and roll their eyes at him, I know I’m not alone in my thinking.
Peyton quickly changes the subject though. She turns to Whitney and the sole minion and says, “Health has become my new favorite class.”
“Mine too,” Whitney says. “Isn’t Mr. Steele totally hot?”
“He’s not even that big,” Bryce replies, flexing his muscles at her. “Can’t compare to this.”
She laughs at him. “In your dreams, Bryce. I heard he was an MMA fighter. And those tattoos. Why can’t all the teachers look like him? I’d never skip a class. In fact, I have an appointment with him this afternoon. Can’t wait for a little
one-on-one
time with him.”
Jake smashes his jaw together tightly. I can tell that he’s pissed. Just the other day, Whitney told him she made a mistake and wanted to get back together with him.
“I thought you wanted to get back together with Jake?” I blurt out.
She shrugs her shoulders, like Jake was no big deal. “Not anymore. I’m aiming a little higher this time.”
Jake stands up, grabs his tray, and walks away.
Peyton looks at Whitney and smiles. And the way she smiles makes me a little uncomfortable. I’m pretty sure she’s trying to plan Whitney’s demise. I look at the lunch table, knowing Jake will probably not be back.
And realize that’s exactly what Peyton wants.
That’s why she’s been standing up for Whitney with the minions. She wants them gone.
She wants for Whitney what I wanted for Vanessa.
For her to end up sitting on her throne.
All alone.
Nothing good.
French
Aiden drops his backpack down on my desk. I see that my feather earring is attached to its zipper.
I touch it. “I take it I’m not getting this back?”
“I might want to use it again.”
“You’ve been MIA all day. What have you been up to?”
“Just doing some Social Committee stuff with Brad. Tying up loose ends stuff. Since they sent out the video, they’ve doubled the number of prospective students. We’re trying to adjust our plans accordingly.”
“Do you need help?”
“No, we got it all done. The welcome packets are ready. The rooms are assigned. All that stuff. Speaking of the video. Have you thought about getting an agent? Maybe doing commercials or something? I think you could sell about anything to anyone.”
“Probably not until I get done with school,” I lie. I wish I could tell him what Vincent is doing. How there’s no freaking way I could be on TV. I decide to change the subject. “Riley told me earlier today that Coach is making you kick for both the JV and Varsity games this week. Even though it’s supposed to rain, I’m coming to the game.”
“Don’t you have rehearsal?”
“I get to skip again. They’re still working through their lines.”
“Really? That’s cool . . .” Then he stops. “Are you going with Dawson?”
“Well, yeah, there’s a bunch of us going.”
“I heard you were at the Cave last night.”
“How did you hear that?”
“Dallas said something to Riley about it earlier. Sorry, I’m not stalking you or anything.”
I think about Dawson. How cute he is when he stalks me. Meeting me after classes. How it makes me feel when I walk out of my dorm and see him sitting on the brick wall. Maybe he just has a different way of wooing.
“Okay,” I say, not sure where this is going.
“Did you kiss him?”
“Who?”
“Dallas. Did you get high and kiss?”
“Um, we got high . . .”
He locks his teeth together and looks mad.
Annie comes rushing in, sliding quickly into her desk. “Oh, I thought I was going to be late. What’d I miss?”
From behind me Aiden says, “Nothing good.”
Shit. He is mad at me.
Again.
And he didn’t let me finish my freaking sentence.
Again.
I turn around. I don’t care that Miss Praline has started talking.
I madly cross my arms in front of my chest and say, “I thought you were going to start letting me finish my sentences before you jump to conclusions?”
“And I thought . . .” He stops. “Never mind.”
My voice gets louder. “No. There’s not going to be a never mind. I’m sick of it.”
Miss Praline says, “Keatyn? Aiden? Is there a problem?”
“Yes, actually there is,” I say. “I’m feeling sick. May I go to the nurse’s office?”
She narrows her eyes at me as I put on my sick face. Slack face, sad eyes, slightly lowered head.
“Of course, Keatyn,” she says.
I throw my books in my bag and walk out the door.
I don’t go to the nurse’s office. I toss my pass into the trash and race to the field house.
I change into my workout clothes and then go to town on the punching bag. I never promised not to pretend punch his head. Besides, probably better to pretend punch it than punch it for real.
I’m kicking the shit out of the bag when Cooper Steele saunters in. “You’re doing that wrong.”
“What do you mean, I’m doing it wrong?”
He walks behind me, reaches over my shoulders, grabs my hands, and pulls them back in toward my waist. When he does this, I’m thrust back against his rock solid body.
He turns my hands over so that my palms are facing upward. Then he pushes them forward and flips them as they reach the bag.
“That’s how to throw a proper punch. Shouldn’t you be in class?”
“I was feeling sick?”
“Looks to me like you’re feeling pissed.”
I sigh. “That too.”
He knits his brows together, thinking. “Come into my office. We need to get to know each other better.”
“That’s pretty forward of you, Mr. Steele,” I say with a smirk.
He gives me a coach’s smack on the butt. “Get going.”
Is it bad that I totally just pictured Cooper Steele tying me to a bed and spanking me?
Okay, Keatyn. That’s it. No more reading naughty romances on your phone during school.
He grabs me by the arm and drags me toward his office.
And I can’t help it.
I like it.
I have a stupid grin on my face when Whitney comes around the corner. “Uh, Mr. Steele, I was just coming to see you. We have a meeting to discuss the competitions for this weekend’s Greek events.”