Authors: Cindy Sutherland
Tags: #Gay & Lesbian, #Literature & Fiction, #Fiction, #Gay, #Romance, #Contemporary, #Gay Romance, #Genre Fiction
Quinn looked at him questioningly but complied. Cian urged him to lift his hips and tucked a pillow under them to make Quinn more comfortable and to give Cian better access to his little pink hole.
When the touch came, it wasn’t the fingers or cock that Quinn was expecting. Cian grabbed Quinn’s asscheeks, pulled them apart, and leaned down to nip at the curve of his ass, making Quinn jerk under him. Quinn lifted his head off the arms he had them pillowed on, and the next thing he felt was Cian’s tongue leaving a warm, wet trail from his balls to the base of his spine.
When his tongue touched that tight muscle again, Quinn whimpered but didn’t protest. Cian licked over it gently at first, then harder as Quinn started to push back. His thumbs slicked down to catch on the rim and pulled him open a little more, giving his tongue more room to work. He wanted this to be as good for Quinn as he could possibly make it.
“That’s it, love.” Cian reached for the lube they’d put on the table beside the bed, and slicked up his fingers. He pulled back a little and rubbed against the sensitive muscle, happy it was getting looser already.
Cian complied, pushing in another finger, moving and stretching. He crooked his fingers, finally finding Quinn’s sweet spot. Quinn keened under him, reduced to begging, all coherency long gone. He begged Cian for more, for faster, for relief.
Cian slowly pulled his fingers out and wiped his hand on the sheets. He grabbed a condom, ripped it open, rolled it on, and then slicked his sheathed cock. “Do you want to turn over?”
When he finally bottomed out, they both groaned. Cian curled himself over Quinn’s back and slid his hands down Quinn’s arms so he could entwine their fingers together. “You okay, sweetheart?”
Cian plunged in again and again, bringing them closer and closer to the edge. He needed to get deeper, closer to Quinn, and so he did the only thing he could think of. Keeping their hands together, he wrapped his arms around Quinn, one across his stomach and one across his chest. He pulled Quinn up into his lap, happy when Quinn just went with it.
He held Quinn’s weight and thrust up into him from below, nuzzling into Quinn’s neck, nipping and biting, the pressure in his balls overwhelming his senses.
“Cian, oh God, Cian… m’gonna.”
“Come on, darlin’. Need to see it… wanna feel it!”
Suddenly Quinn stiffened, his grip tightening even more, and he thrust down hard, coming all over Cian’s hand and his own stomach. The pearly white liquid dripped down onto their thighs.
They sat there for a moment, both of them trying to catch their breath, and then Cian gently lay down, taking Quinn with him. He pulled out carefully and then manhandled Quinn so they lay facing each other, wanting to see the other man’s face and make sure he was okay.
Quinn brought his hands up to Cian’s chest as Cian pulled him close and tangled their legs together. Quinn snuggled down so that he was tucked up as close as he could be. Cian breathed in the smell of sweat, sex, and Quinn.
Quinn was so tired he could barely nod. Cian reached down for the blanket and pulled it up over them, knowing he wouldn’t sleep, but content to lie there and hold Quinn.
After turning his head, he pressed a soft kiss to Cian’s chest. He didn’t want to leave him, but he knew he had no choice. As much as Cian had come to mean to him, he couldn’t leave his family forever. They were the ones who’d been there for him his whole life, and he knew that without them, he would just feel too lost to be good for anyone.
“Sorry,” Quinn whispered. “I can’t help it.” He snuggled in closer, the smell of Cian filling his nose. He smelled musky and sweet, and Quinn would remember it forever.
Quinn arching against him like a cat made him smile. He was so sensitive to Cian’s touch, and when Cian thought of the man who’d had this gift and thrown it away, he couldn’t help but be shocked. Anyone who gave this up willingly was a complete moron.
“Just you, sweetheart. Being with you just makes me smile.”
Quinn’s answering blush was adorable.
Cian pushed him over and leaned down to kiss him again, a little dirtier this time. They were both panting when Cian pulled back and rolled off the bed. He stood there, completely at ease with his own nakedness.
“I need to make a pit stop, and then I was hoping to entice this adorable blond in my bed into taking a shower with me.” He bent to run a finger down Quinn’s chest until his hand disappeared under the sheet slung low on Quinn’s hips.
Cian gave Quinn’s semihard cock a few lazy strokes, grinning at the hitch in his lover’s breath, then turned and walked to the bathroom, stopping once to look back over his shoulder. “What do you figure my chances are, Quinn?”
stretched languidly on the bed, smiling at the pleasant ache in his ass. He’d thought making love with David had been the best he would ever get. Now he knew David had never been in love with him. Most likely, he hadn’t even liked Quinn all that much.
Fuck, he was being such a sap, but he couldn’t find it in himself to care. If this was all he was going to have of Cian, this small amount of time, then he was going to take advantage of it.
“Comin’?”
Quinn grinned slyly at him. “Not yet, but I bet I will be soon.”
Cian dry was beautiful. Cian naked and wet, washing his hair, was mindblowing. His arms were up, his hands scrubbing shampoo through his hair, pulling the muscles in his chest and stomach tight.
Quinn watched as soap bubbles slid down over tanned skin and hard muscle. His gaze was drawn to Cian’s cock. It was hard, arching proudly toward his stomach, and just the sight of it almost brought Quinn to his knees.
Cian looked at him then. “See something you like, Donovan?” Cian was teasing, but Quinn could only stand there, nodding slowly, slack-jawed, his mouth too dry to speak.
Cian turned them so Quinn was under the warm spray. He grabbed the soap and slicked up his hands before washing away the night before’s remnants of their lovemaking.
Quinn stood quietly, letting his hands gently explore Cian’s body as he was washed, and then doing the same for Cian when he finished. There was none of the urgency of the night before, and Quinn enjoyed the relaxing feeling.
“We have to go today.” Cian’s voice was in his ear.
“I know.” Quinn smiled softly up at him. “But not quite yet.”
With that, Quinn started kissing and sucking his way down Cian’s neck and chest. Cian bought his hands up to cradle the back of Quinn’s head, not directing his movements, just supporting him.
When Quinn sucked a nipple into his mouth, nipping down before teasing it soothingly with his tongue, Cian’s cock twitched. He continued his exploration of Cian’s body with his mouth, licking… sucking… tasting… as he sank slowly to his knees.
Quinn nuzzled Cian’s belly, teasing his tongue around his navel, dipping his tongue in, tasting bitter soap for a second before it was washed away by the water still cascading down.
If the water was warm, the cavern of Quinn’s mouth was hot, the sucking pressure pulling Cian in and causing his hips to buck of their own accord. “Jesus, Quinn, gonna kill me.”
Quinn shifted his hands to Cian’s hips, gripping tightly for a minute and then sliding around to slick over the cheeks of his ass. He pulled Cian deeper into his throat, not caring about the saliva spilling out of it and down his chin. If he couldn’t be messy in the shower, then where could he?
“Baby, don’t forget to breathe.” Cian’s voice was strained, but the concern in it pulled at Quinn’s heartstrings. “Shit… nuh… your mouth is fucking perfect, Quinn.”
Quinn just kept bobbing his head as he used one hand to grip Cian’s ass hard and the other to stroke the velvety soft skin of his sac. He loved touching Cian… wanted to touch him everywhere.
Quinn’s cock hung hot and heavy between his legs, throbbing with need, but he ignored it. This was about Cian, making him come apart under Quinn’s mouth and hands. Quinn stopped suddenly, causing Cian to whine, but Quinn had something else he wanted to try.
He put his hands on Cian’s hips and turned him toward the wall. He stood for a second to turn the showerhead so Cian would stay in the spray before kneeling again.
Quinn leaned in and placed gentle kisses down Cian’s spine and then nipped at the swell of his ass. He moved his hands from Cian’s hips to spread the cheeks apart, baring the most intimate part of him to Quinn’s gaze.