Read Mackenzie's Pleasure Online
Authors: Linda Howard
caress went through her like lightning. She shivered as it seared a path along nerve endings
throughout her body and instinctively turned her face into the warm hollow created by the
curve of his shoulder.
The arm around her had loosened immediately when she shivered, but at her action she
felt him hesitate a fraction of a second, then gather her snugly against him once more.
The voices were closer, and added to them were some thuds and the sound of crumbling
rock. She listened to the rapid, rolling syllables of Arabic, straining to concentrate on the
voices. Were they the same voices she had heard through yesterday's long nightmare? It was
difficult to tell.
She didn't understand the language; hers had been a finishing-school education, suited
to an ambassador's daughter. She spoke French and Italian fluently, Spanish a little less so. After
her father's posting in Athens she had made it a point to study Greek, too, and had learned
enough that she could carry on a simple conversation, though she understood more than she
spoke.
Fiercely she wished she had insisted on lessons in Arabic, too. She had hated every
moment she'd spent in the kidnappers' hands, but not speaking the language had made her
feel even more helpless, more isolated.
She would rather die than let them get their hands on her again.
She must have tensed, because Zane gave her a light squeeze of reassurance. Swiftly she
glanced at his face. He wasn't looking at her; instead he was concentrating on the fragile, halfrotted door that protected the entrance to their sanctuary, and on the voices beyond. His
expression was utterly calm and distant. Abruptly she realized that he
did
understand Arabic,
and whatever was being said by the people picking through the ruins of the building, he
wasn't alarmed by it. He was alert, because their hiding place could be compromised at any
moment, but evidently he felt confident of being able to handle that problem.
With reason, no doubt. From what she'd seen, she thought he was capable of handling
just about any situation. She would trust him with her life—and had.
The voices went on for a long time, sometimes coming so close to their hiding place
that Zane palmed that big pistol and held it aimed unwaveringly at the door. Barrie stared at
that hand, so lean and powerful and capable. There wasn't the slightest tremor visible; it was
almost unreal, almost inhuman, for any man to be that calm and have such perfect control over
his body.
They sat silently in the warm, shadowy little room, their breathing for the most part
their only movements. Barrie noticed that the blanket no longer covered her legs, but the shirt,
thank God, kept her reasonably decent. It was too hot to lie under the blanket, anyway.
Time crept by at a sloth's pace. The warmth and silence were hypnotic, lulling her into a
half dream state of both awareness and distance. She was ferociously hungry, but unaffected
by it, as if she was merely aware of someone else's hunger. After a while her muscles began to
ache from being in one position for so long, but that didn't matter, either. Thirst, though, was
different. In the increasing heat, her need for water began to gnaw at her. The kidnappers had
given her some water a couple of times, but she'd had nothing to drink in hours—since she
had learned they expected her to relieve herself in their presence, in fact. She had chosen to
do without water rather than provide them with such amusement again.
Sweat streaked down Zane's face and dampened his shirt. She was perfectly content to
remain where she was, nestled against his side. The arm around her made her feel safer than if
their hiding place had been constructed of steel, rather than crumbling stone and plaster, and
rotting wood.
She had never been exposed to a man like him before. Her only contact with the military
had been with the senior officers who attended functions at the embassy, colonels and
generals, admirals, the upper brass; there were also the Marine guards at the embassy, with
their perfect uniforms and perfect manners. Though she supposed the Marine guards had to
be exemplary soldiers or they wouldn't have been chosen as embassy guards, still, they were
nothing like the man who held her so protectively. They were soldiers; he was a warrior.
He was as different from them as the lethal, ten-inch black blade strapped to his thigh was
from a pocketknife. He was a finely honed weapon.
For all that, he wasn't immortal, and they weren't safe. Their hiding place could be
discovered. He could be killed; she could be recaptured. The hard reality of that was
something she couldn't ignore as she could hunger and cramped muscles.
After a long, long time, the voices went away. Zane released her and walked noiselessly to
the door to look out. She had never before seen anyone move with such silent grace, like a big
jungle cat on velvet paws instead of a battle-hardened warrior in boots.
She didn't move until he turned around, the faint relaxation of his expression telling her
the danger was past. "What were they doing?" she asked, taking care to keep her voice low.
"Scavenging building materials, picking up blocks, any pieces of wood that hadn't rotted.
If they'd had a sledgehammer, they probably would have dismantled these walls. They
carted the stuff off in a wheelbarrow. If they need more, they'll probably be back."
"What will we do?"
"The same thing we did this time—hunker down and keep quiet."
"But if they come in here—"
"I'll handle it." He cut her worry short before she could completely voice it, but he did it
with a tone of reassurance. "I brought some food and water. Interested?"
Barrie scrambled to her knees, eagerness in every line of her body. "Water! I'm so
thirsty!" Then she halted, her recent experience fresh in her mind. "But if I drink anything,
where will I go to... you know."
He regarded her with faint bemusement, and she blushed a little as she realized that
wasn't a problem he normally encountered. When he and his men were on a mission, they
would relieve themselves wherever and whenever they needed.
"I'll find a place for you to go," he finally said. "Don't let that stop you from drinking the
water you need. I also found some clothes for you, but as hot as it's getting in here, you'll
probably want to wait until night before you put them on."
He indicated the black bundle beside his gear, and she realized it was a robe. She thought
of the modesty it would provide, and gratitude flooded her; at least she wouldn't have to face
his men wearing nothing more than his shirt. But he was right; in the heat of day, and in the
privacy of this small room, she would prefer wearing his shirt. They both knew she was bare
beneath it; he'd already seen her stark naked, and demonstrated his decency by giving her
the shirt and ignoring her nakedness, so there was no point now in swathing herself in an
ankle-length robe.
He produced a big jug and unstoppered it. "It'll taste funny," he warned as he passed
the jug to her. "Purification tablets."
It did taste funny—warm, with a chemical flavor. But it was wonderful. She drank a few
swallows, not wanting to make her stomach cramp after being empty for so long. While she was
drinking, he unwrapped the bits of food he'd procured—a loaf of hard bread, a hunk of cheese
and several oranges, plums and dates. It looked like a feast.
He straightened the blanket for her to sit on, then took out his knife and cut small portions
of both the loaf and cheese and gave them to her. She started to protest that she was hungry
enough to eat much more than that, but realized that what he had would have to last them all
day, and perhaps longer than that. She wasn't about to complain about the amount of food she
did
have.
She had never been particularly fond of cheese, and she suspected that if she hadn't been so
hungry she wouldn't have been fond of this cheese, either, but at the moment it was
delicious. She nibbled at both bread and cheese, finding satisfaction in the simple act of
chewing. As it happened, she had overestimated her appetite. The small portion he had given her
was more than enough.
He ate more heartily, and polished off one of the oranges. He insisted that she eat a couple
of the juicy slices and drink a bit more water. Feeling replete, Barrie yawned and refused the offer of
another orange slice.
"No, thanks, I'm full."
"Would you like to freshen up now?"
Her head whipped around, sending her red hair flying. Amusement twinkled in his pale eyes
at her eager, pleading expression. "There's enough water?"
"Enough to dampen a bandana."
She didn't have a bandana, of course, but he did. Carefully he poured just enough
water from the jug to wet the square cloth, then politely turned his back and busied himself
with his gear.
Slowly Barrie smoothed the wet cloth over her face, sighing in pleasure at the freshness of
the sensation. She hadn't realized how grimy she felt until now, when she was able to rectify the
situation. She found a sore place on her cheek, where one of the men had hit her, and other tender
bruises on her arms. Glancing at Zane's broad back, she quickly unbuttoned the shirt just enough
that she could slide the handkerchief inside and rub it over her torso and under her arms. After she
fastened the garment, her dusty legs got the same attention. The dampness was wonderfully
cooling, almost voluptuous in the sensual delight it gave her.
"I'm finished," she said, and returned the dark bandana to him when he turned around. "It
felt wonderful. Thank you."
Then her heart leaped in her chest, because he evidently felt the same need to cool off
as she had, but unlike her, he didn't keep his shirt on. He peeled the snug black T-shirt off over
his head and dropped it on the blanket, then sat on his heels while he moistened the bandana and
began scrubbing it over his face.
Oh, my.
Helplessly she stared at the rippling muscles of his chest and stomach, the way they
flexed and relaxed with the flow of his movements. The dim light caught the deep bronze of his
skin, gleamed on the smooth, powerful curve of his shoulder. Her fascinated gaze
wandered over the slant of his shoulder blades, the diamond of black hair that stretched
from nipple to nipple on his chest. He twisted around to reach for something, and she found his
back equally fascinating, with the deep furrow of his spine bisecting two muscular planes.
There was an inch-long scar on his left cheekbone. She hadn't noticed it before because
his face had been so dirty, but now she could plainly see the silvery line of it. It wasn't a
disfiguring scar at all, just a straight little slash, as precise as a surgeon's cut. The scar along his
rib cage was different, easily eight or nine inches in length, jagged, the scar tissue thick and
ridged. Then there were the two round, puckered scars, one just above his waist, the other just
below his right shoulder blade. Bullet wounds. She'd never seen one before, but she
recognized them for what they were. There was another slash running along his right bicep, and
God only knew how many other scars there were on the rest of his body. The warrior hadn't led
a charmed life; his body bore the signs of battle.
He squatted half-naked, unconcernedly rubbing the damp handkerchief across his
sweaty chest, lifting his arms to wash under them, exposing the smooth undersides and
intriguing patches of hair. He was so fundamentally, elementally male, and so purely a
warrior, that her breath strangled in her lungs as she watched him.
The rush of warmth through her body told her that she was more female than she'd
ever imagined.
A little dazed, she sat back, resting against the wall. Absently she made certain the shirt
tail preserved her modesty, but thoughts were tumbling through her mind, dizzyingly fast yet
very clear.
They weren't out of danger yet.
During the past twenty-four horrific hours, she hadn't spent a lot of time wondering
about the motive behind her kidnapping. She'd had too much to deal with as it was, the
sheer terror, the confusion, the pain of the blows they'd given her.
She'd been blindfolded much of the time, and disoriented. She'd been humiliated,
stripped naked and roughly fondled, taunted with the prospect of rape, and yet they had
stopped short of rape—for a reason. Sheer psychological torture had undoubtedly played a
role, but most of all they'd had orders to save her for the man who was to arrive today.
Who was he? He was the one behind her kidnapping; he had to be. But why?
Ransom? When she thought about it now, coolly and clearly, she didn't think so. Yes, her
father was rich. Many a diplomat came from a moneyed background; it wasn't unusual. But if
money had been the motive, there were others who were richer, though perhaps she had been
chosen specifically because it was well known that her father would beggar himself to keep her
safe. Perhaps.
But why would they have taken her out of the country? Wouldn't they have wanted to keep