Authors: Nora Roberts
He was ready to sit in a bar, away from the center ring of the circus. Maybe listen to some music and work on a beer. For the next several weeks, he was going to have to tow the line. Spend his days tearing into the kitchen, his evenings planning his next point of attack. He had to track down specific craftsmen. Get bids. Get started.
For tonight, he’d spend some time with friends, then go home and get a solid eight hours’ sleep.
He spotted the sign for Et Trois. It was hard to miss as
it danced cheerfully in cool blue over the scarred wooden door of a building barely two good strides from the street.
The second floor boasted the typical gallery and lacy iron baluster. Someone had decked it out with fat clay pots of hot pink geraniums and strung little white fairy lights along the eaves. It made a pretty, feminine picture. The kind of spot where you might sit, drink a glass of wine and contemplate the people strolling by below.
He opened the door to a blast of jumpy zydeco, the scent of garlic and whiskey.
On the small stage was a five-piece band—washboard, fiddle, drums, guitar, accordion. The little dance floor was already packed with people executing the quick, fancy two-step the music cried for.
Through the dim light he could see that none of the round wooden tables scooted to the side were free. He turned toward the bar. The wood was nearly black with age, but it gleamed. A dozen backless stools were jammed together. Declan copped the single one left before someone beat him to it.
Bottles lined the mirror behind the bar, and interspersed with them were salt and pepper shakers in a variety of themes. An elegant couple in evening dress, dogs, Rocky and Bullwinkle, Porky and Petunia, the round, naked breasts of a reclining woman, carnival masks and winged fairies.
He contemplated them, considered the sort of person who would collect and display fairies and body parts, and decided it was someone who understood New Orleans.
Onstage, the fiddle player began to sing in Cajun. She had a voice like a rusty saw that was inexplicably appealing. Tapping his foot, Declan glanced down to the end of the bar. The man tending had dreadlocks down to his waist, a face that might have been carved by a very skilled hand out of a polished coffee bean, and hands that
moved with balletic grace as he worked taps and poured shots.
He started to lift his hand to get the bartender’s attention. And then she walked out of the door behind the bar.
Later, when he could think clearly, he would decide it had been like having a sledgehammer plowed into his chest. Not stopping his heart, but jump-starting it. His heart, his blood, his loins, his brain. Everything went from holding pattern to quick march in an instant.
There you are!
something in his mind shouted.
Finally.
He could hear the race of his body like a hard hum that drowned out the music, the voices. His vision focused in on her so completely it was as if she were spotlighted on a black stage.
She wasn’t beautiful, not in any classic sense. What she was, was spectacular.
Her hair was midnight black, a gypsy mane that spilled wild curls over her shoulders. Her face was fox-sharp—the narrow, somewhat aristocratic nose, the high, planed cheeks, the tapered chin. Her eyes were long and heavy-lidded, her mouth wide, full and painted blood-lust red.
It didn’t quite go together, he thought as his brain jumbled. The elements in the face shouldn’t work as a whole. But they were perfect. Striking, sexy, superb.
She was small, almost delicately built, and wore a tight scooped-neck shirt the color of poppies that showed off the lean muscles of her arms, the firm curve of her breasts. Tucked into the valley of those breasts was a silver chain with a tiny silver key.
Her skin was dusky, her eyes, when they flicked to his, the deep, rich brown of bitter chocolate.
Those red lips curved—a slow, knowing smile as she strolled over, leaned on the bar so their faces were close enough for him to see the tiny beauty mark just above the right curve of her top lip. Close enough for him to catch
the scent of night-blooming jasmine, and start to drown in it.
“Can I do something for you,
cher
?”
Oh yeah
, he thought.
Please
.
But all that came out was: “Um . . .” She gave her head a little toss, then angled it as she sized him up. She spoke again, in that easy Cajun rhythm. “You thirsty? Or just . . . hungry tonight?”
“Ah . . .” He wanted to lap his tongue over those red lips, that tiny mole, and slurp her right up. “Corona.”
He watched her as she got the bottle, snagged a lime. She had a walk like a dancer, somewhere between ballet and exotic. He could literally feel his tongue tangling into knots.
“You want to run a tab, handsome?”
“Ah.”
God, Fitzgerald, pull yourself together.
“Yeah, thanks. What’s it unlock?” When she lifted her eyebrows, he picked up the bottle. “Your key?”
“This?” She reached down, trailed a finger over the little key and sent his blood pressure through the roof. “Why, my heart,
cher
. What’d you think?”
He reached out a hand for hers. If he didn’t touch her, he was afraid he might break down and sob. “I’m Declan.”
“Is that right?” She left her hand in his. “Nice name. Not usual.”
“It’s . . . Irish.”
“Uh-huh.” She turned his hand over, leaned down as if reading the palm. “What do I see here? You haven’t been in New Orleans long, but you hope to be. Got yourself out of the cold, cold North, did you, Declan?”
“Yeah. Guess that’s not hard to figure.”
She looked up again, and this time his heart did stop. “I can figure more. Rich Yankee lawyer down from Boston. You bought Manet Hall.”
“Do I know you?” He felt something—like a link forged onto a chain—when his hand gripped hers. “Have we met before?”
“Not in this life, darling.” She gave his hand a little pat, then moved down the bar filling more orders.
But she kept an eye on him. He wasn’t what she’d expected from Remy’s description. Though she was damned if she knew what she’d expected. Still, she was a woman who liked surprises. The man sitting at her bar, watching her out of storm-gray eyes, looked to be full of them.
She liked his eyes. She was used to men looking at her with desire, but there’d been more in his. A kind of breathless shock that was both flattering and sweet.
And it was appealing to have a man who looked like he could handle anything you tossed at him fumble when you smiled at him.
Though he’d barely touched his beer, she worked her way back to him, tapped a finger to the bottle. “Ready for another?”
“No, thanks. Can you take a break? Can I buy you a drink, coffee, a car, a dog?”
“What’s in there?”
He glanced at the little gift bag he’d set on the bar. “It’s just a present for someone I’m meeting.”
“You buy gifts for lots of women, Declan?”
“She’s not a woman. I mean, not my woman. I don’t actually have one—it’s just . . . I used to be better at this.”
“Better at what?”
“At hitting on women.”
She laughed—the low, throaty sound of his fantasies.
“Can you take a break? We’ll kick somebody away from a table and you can give me another chance.”
“You’re not doing so bad with the first one. I own the place, so I don’t get breaks.”
“This is your place?”
“That’s right.” She turned as one of the waitresses came to the bar with a tray.
“Wait. Wait.” He reached for her hand again. “I don’t know your name. What’s your name?”
“Angelina,” she said softly. “But they call me Lena, ’cause I ain’t no angel.
Cher
.” She trailed a finger down his cheek, then stepped away to fill orders.
Declan took a deep, long swallow of beer to wash back the saliva that had pooled in his mouth.
He was trying to work out another approach when Remy slapped him on the back. “We’re going to need us a table, son.”
“View’s better from here.”
Remy followed the direction of Declan’s gaze. “One of the best the city offers. You meet my cousin Lena?”
“Cousin?”
“Fourth cousins, I’m thinking. Might be fifth. Angelina Simone, one of New Orleans’s jewels. And here’s another. Effie Renault. Effie darling, this is my good friend Declan Fitzgerald.”
“Hello, Declan.” She wiggled between him and Remy and kissed Declan’s cheek. “I’m so happy to meet you.”
She had a cloud of blond hair around a pretty, heart-shaped face, and eyes of clear summer blue. Her lips had a deep, Kewpie doll curve and were a rosy pink.
She looked like she should be leading cheers at the local high school.
“You’re too pretty to waste yourself on this guy,” Declan told her. “Why don’t you run away with me instead?”
“When do we leave?”
With a chuckle, Declan slid off the stool and returned her kiss. “Nice job, Remy.”
“Best work I ever did.” Remy pressed his lips to Effie’s hair. “Sit on down there, darling. Place is packed. Bar might be the best we do. You want wine?”
“The house white’ll be fine.”
“Get you a refill there, Declan?”
“I’ll get it. I’m buying.”
“If that’s the case, get my girl here the good chardonnay. I’ll have what you’re having.”
“Look what the cat dragged.” Lena sent Remy a grin. “Hey, Effie. What’s everybody drinking tonight?”
“A glass of chardonnay for the lady. And two more Coronas,” Declan told her. “Then maybe you can call nine-one-one. My heart stops every time I look at you.”
“Your friend’s got himself a smooth way once he gets rolling, Remy.” Lena took a bottle of wine from the cooler.
“Those Harvard girls were putty in his hands.”
“We southern girls are too used to the heat to melt easy.” She poured wine, topped the beers with lime wedges.
“I do know you.” It bounced back in his memory. “I saw you, this morning, playing with your dog. Big black dog, near the pond.”
“Rufus.” It gave her a little jolt to realize he’d watched her. “He’s my grandmama’s dog. That’s her house back the bayou. I go out sometimes and stay with her if she’s feeling poorly. Or just lonely.”
“Come by the Hall next time you’re out. I’ll give you the tour.”
“Just might. I’ve never been inside.” She set a fresh bowl of pretzels on the bar. “Y’all want something from the kitchen?”
“We’ll think about that,” Remy said.
“Just let us know.” She swung around and through the back door.
“You gonna want to mop that drool off your chin, Dec.” Remy squeezed Declan’s shoulder. “It’s embarrassing.”
“Don’t tease him, Remy. A man doesn’t get a little worked up around Lena, he’s got some essential parts missing.”
“You definitely should run away with me,” Declan decided. “But meanwhile. Best wishes.” He nudged the gift bag in front of her.
“You bought me a present? Aren’t you the sweetest thing!” She tore into it with an enthusiasm that made Declan grin. And when she held up the frog, she stopped, stared. Then threw back her head and let out a hooting laugh. “It looks like Remy. Look here, honey, he’s got your smile.”
“I don’t see it.”
“I do. Dec did.” She swiveled on the stool and beamed up into Declan’s face. “I like you. I’m so glad I like you. I love this moron here so much I can hardly stand it, so I’d’ve pretended I liked you even if I didn’t. But I don’t have to pretend.”
“Oh now, don’t start watering up, Effie.” Remy dug out a handkerchief as she sniffled. “She does that when she’s happy. Night I asked her to marry me, she cried so much it took her ten minutes to say yes.”
He pulled her off the stool. “Come on,
chère,
you dance with me till you dry up again.”
Declan got back on the stool, picked up his beer and watched them circle the floor.
“They look good together,” Lena commented from behind him.
“Yeah. Yeah, they do. Interested in seeing how we look together?”
“You are persistent.” She let out a breath. “What kind of car you going to buy me?”
“Car?”
“You offered to buy me a drink, coffee, a car or a dog. I can buy my own drinks, and I like my own coffee. I got
a dog, more or less. A car, too. But I don’t see why I shouldn’t have two cars. What car are you buying me?”
“Your choice.”
“I’ll let you know,” she replied, then moved down the bar once more.
H
e worked solidly for three days. There was little, in Declan’s opinion, more satisfying than tearing something apart. Even putting it back together again didn’t reach into the gut with that same primal zing.
He gutted the kitchen, ripping out the center island, the counters and cabinets. He steamed off wallpaper and yanked up linoleum.
He was left with a shell of plaster and wood, and endless possibilities.
In the evenings he nursed his blisters and strained muscles, and pored through design books.
Every morning, before he started the day, he took his first cup of coffee out on the gallery and hoped for a glimpse of Lena and the big black dog she’d called Rufus.
He contacted workmen and craftsmen, ordered materials, and in a frenzy of enthusiasm, bought a full-sized pickup truck straight off the lot.
The first night he was able to build a fire in the
down-river parlor, he toasted the occasion, and himself, with a solitary glass of Merlot.
There’d been no more sleepwalking, but there had been dreams. He could remember only snatches of them upon waking. Music—often the tune had seemed to be lodged in his brain like a tumor. Or raised voices.
Once he’d dreamed of sex, of soft sighs in the dark, of the lazy glide of flesh over flesh, and the need rising up like a warm wave.
He’d woken with his muscles quivering and the scent of lilies just fading from his senses.
Since dreaming about sex seemed to be the best he could manage, he put his energies into the work.
When he did take a break, it was to pay a call, and he went armed with a bouquet of white daisies and a rawhide bone.
The bayou house was a single-story cypress, shotgun style. Tobacco-colored water snaked around it on three sides. A small white boat swayed gently at a sagging dock.
Trees hemmed it in where the water didn’t. The cypress and live oak and pecan. From the limbs hung clear bottles half-filled with water. And nestled into the gnarled roots of a live oak stood a painted statue of the Blessed Virgin.
There were purple pansies at her feet.
A little porch faced the dirt drive, and there were more potted flowers on it along with a rocking chair. The shutters were painted a mossy green. The screen door was patched in two places, and through the checkerboard net came the strong, bluesy voice of Ethel Waters.
He heard the deep, warning barks of the dog. Still, Declan wasn’t prepared for the size and speed as Rufus burst out of the door and charged.
“Oh, Jesus,” was all he managed. He had an instant to wonder if he should dive through the window of the
pickup or freeze when the black mass the size of a pony skidded to a halt at his feet.
Rufus punctuated those ear-splitting barks with rumbling growls, liquid snarls and a very impressive show of teeth. Since he doubted he could beat the dog off with a bunch of daisies, Declan opted for the friendly approach.
“Hey, really, really big Rufus. How’s it going?”
Rufus sniffed at his boots, up his leg and dead into the crotch.
“Oh man, let’s not get that personal right off.” Thinking of those teeth, Declan decided he’d rather risk his hand than his dick, and reached out slowly to give the massive head a little shove and pat.
Rufus looked up with a pair of sparkling brown eyes, and in one fast, fluid move, reared up on his hind legs and planted his enormous paws on Declan’s shoulders.
He swiped a tongue about the size of the Mississippi over Declan’s face. Braced against the side of the truck, Declan hoped the long, sloppy licks were a greeting and not some sort of tenderizing.
“Nice to meet you, too.”
“Get on down now, Rufus.”
At the mild order from the front doorway, the dog dropped down, sat, thumped his tail.
The woman standing on the porch was younger than Declan had expected. She couldn’t have been far into her sixties. She had the same small build as her granddaughter, the same sharp planes to her face. Her hair was black, liberally streaked with white, and worn in a mass of curls.
She wore a cotton dress that hit her mid-calf with a baggy red sweater over it. Stout brown boots covered her feet with thick red socks drooping over them. He heard the jangle of her bracelets as she fisted her hands on her narrow hips.
“He liked the smell of you, and the sound of you, so he gave you a welcome kiss.”
“If he didn’t like me?”
She smiled, a quick flash that deepened the lines time had etched on her face. “What you think?”
“I think I’m glad I smell friendly. I’m Declan Fitzgerald, Mrs. Simone. I bought Manet Hall.”
“I know who you are. Come on inside and sit for a spell.” She stepped back, opened the rickety screen door.
With the dog plodding along beside him, Declan walked to the porch. “It’s nice to meet you, Mrs. Simone.”
She studied him, a frank and cagey stare out of dark eyes. “You sure are a pretty one, aren’t you?”
“Thanks.” He held out the flowers. “You, too.”
She took the flowers, pursed her lips. “You come courting me, Declan Fitzgerald?”
“Can you cook?”
She laughed, a thick foggy sound, and he fell a little in love. “I got some fresh corn bread, so you can see for yourself.”
She led the way in, down the wire-straight center hall. He caught glimpses of the parlor, of bedrooms—one with an iron crucifix over a simple iron bed—a sewing room, that all managed to be cozily cluttered and pin-neat.
He smelled furniture polish and lavender, then a few steps from the kitchen, caught the country scent of baking.
“Ma’am? I’m thirty-one, financially solvent, and I got a clean bill of health my last physical. I don’t smoke, I usually drink in moderation, and I’m reasonably neat. If you marry me, I’ll treat you like a queen.”
She chuckled and shook her head, then waved to the kitchen table. “Sit yourself down there and stretch those long legs under the table so they don’t trip me up. And since you’re sparking me, you can call me Miss Odette.”
She uncovered a dish on the counter, got plates out of a
cupboard. While she cut squares of corn bread, Declan looked out her kitchen door.
The bayou spread, a dream of dark water and cypress knees with the shadowy reflection of trees shimmering on the surface. He saw a bird with bright red wings spear through the air and vanish.
“Wow. How do you get anything done when you could just sit here and look all day?”
“It’s a good spot.” She took a pitcher of dark tea from an old refrigerator that was barely taller than she was. “My family’s been here more’n a hundred-fifty years. My grandpapa, he had him a good still out back that stand of oaks. Revenuers never did find it.”
She set the glass, the plate in front of him.
“Manger.
Eat. What your grandpapa do?”
“He was a lawyer. Actually, both of them were.”
“Dead now, are they?”
“Retired.”
“You, too, huh?” She got out a fat, pale blue bottle as he took the first bite of corn bread.
“Sort of, from the law anyway. This is wonderful, Miss Odette.”
“I got a hand with baking. I like daisies,” she added as she put them in the bottle she’d filled with water. “They got a cheerful face. You gonna give Rufus that bone you brought along, or make him beg for it?”
As Rufus was currently sitting at his feet with one weighty paw on his thigh, Declan decided he’d begged enough. He pulled the bone out of its bag. The dog took it with a surprisingly delicate bite, wagged his tail from side to side twice, like a whip, then plopped down and began to gnaw.
Odette put the flowers in the center of the table, then sat in the chair next to Declan’s. “What’re you going to do with that big old place, Declan Fitzgerald?”
“All kinds of things. Put it back the way it used to be, as much as I can.”
“Then what?”
“I don’t know. Live there.”
She broke off a corner of her corn bread. She’d already decided she liked the look of him—the untidy hair, the stone-gray eyes in a lean face. And the sound of him—Yankee, but not prim. And his manners were polished but natural and friendly.
Now she wanted to see what he was made of.
“Why?”
“I don’t know that, either, except I’ve wanted to since the first time I saw it.”
“And how’s the Hall feel about you?”
“I don’t think it’s made up its mind. Have you ever been inside?”
“Hmm.” She nodded. “Been some time ago. Lotta house for one young man. You got you a girl back up there in Boston?”
“No, ma’am.”
“Handsome boy like you, past thirty. Not gay, are you?”
“No, ma’am.” He grinned as he lifted his glass of tea. “I like girls. Just haven’t found the right fit yet.”
“Let me see your hands.” She took one in hers, turned it over. “Still got city on them, but you’re taking care of that right quick.” Her thumb passed over healing blisters, scrapes, the ridge of forming callus. “I got some balm I’ll give you before you go, keep these blisters from troubling you. You got a strong hand, Declan. Strong enough that you changed your fate. Took yourself a new road. You didn’t love her.”
“I’m sorry?”
“This woman.” Odette smoothed her fingernail over the side of his palm. “The one you stepped back from. She wasn’t for you.”
Frowning, he leaned closer, stared down at his own hand. “You see Jessica on there?” Fascinating. “Does she end up with James?”
“What do you care? She didn’t love you, either.”
“Well, ouch,” he said and laughed a little.
“You’ve got love coming, the kind that’ll knock you flat on your behind. It’ll be good for you.”
Though she continued to stroke her thumb over his palm, her gaze lifted to his face. Her eyes seemed to deepen. It seemed he could see worlds in them.
“You’ve got strong ties to Manet Hall. Strong, old ties. Life and death. Blood and tears. Joy, if you’re strong enough, smart enough. You’re a clever man, Declan. Be clever enough to look front and back to find yourself. You’re not alone in that house.”
His throat went dry, but he didn’t reach for his tea. He didn’t move a muscle. “It’s haunted.”
“What’s there’s kept others from settling in. They’d say it was the money, the time or some such, but what’s in that house frightened them away. It’s been waiting for you.”
The chill shot up his spine in a single, icy arrow. “Why?”
“That’s for you to find out.” She gave his hand a squeeze, then released it, picked up her tea.
He curled his fingers into his tingling palm. “So you’re, like, a psychic?”
Amused, she rose to bring the pitcher of tea to the table. “I see what I see from time to time. A little kitchen magic,” she said as she refilled the glasses. “It doesn’t make me a witch, just a woman.” She noted his glance at the silver cross she wore, tangled with colored beads around her neck. “You think that’s a contradiction? Where do you think power comes from,
cher
?”
“I guess I never thought about it.”
“We don’t use what the good Lord gave us, whatever
talent that might be, we’re wasting his gift.” She angled her head, and he saw she wore earrings as well. Fat blue stones dangling from tiny lobes. “I hear you called Jack Tripadoe about maybe doing some plumbing work in that place of yours.”
“Ah . . .” He struggled to shift his brain from the fantastic to the practical, while his palm continued to vibrate from the skim of her fingers. “Yes. My friend Remy Payne recommended him.”
“That Remy.” Her face lit, and any mystery that had been in it vanished. “He’s a caution. Jack, he’s a cousin of my sister’s husband’s brother’s wife. He’ll do good work for you, and if he doesn’t give you a fair price, you tell him Miss Odette’s gonna want to know why.”
“I appreciate that. You wouldn’t happen to know a plasterer? Somebody who can handle fancy work?”
“I’ll get you a name. It’ll cost you a pretty bag of pennies to put that place back to what it was and keep it that way.”
“I’ve got a lot of pennies. I hope you’ll come by sometime so I can show you around. I can’t make corn bread, but I can manage the tea.”
“You got a nice manner,
cher.
Your mama, she raised you right.”
“Would you mind writing that down, signing it? I can mail it to her.”
“I’m going to like having you around,” she declared. “You come back to visit anytime.”
“Thank you, Miss Odette.” Reading his cue, he got to his feet. “I’m going to like having you around, too.”
The sun beamed across her face as she looked up at him. The angle of it, the amusement in her dark eyes, the teasing curve of lips, shot him back to the dim bar in the Quarter. “She looks so much like you.”
“She does. You got your eye on my Lena already?”
He was a little flustered to realize he’d spoken out
loud, so he tried a grin. “Well, we established I like girls, right?”
She gave the table a little slap to punctuate the laugh as she rose. “I like you just fine, Declan.”
H
e liked her, too. Enough that he decided to buy a couple of chairs after all, so she’d have somewhere to sit when she came by. He’d find something on Saturday, he thought as he went back to prepping the kitchen walls. He could hunt some down in the afternoon, before he was due to have dinner with Remy and Effie.
Then, he’d cap off the evening with a drink at Et Trois.
And if Lena wasn’t working that night, he’d just walk back out and throw himself in front of a speeding car.
H
e worked until well after dark, then treated himself to a beer along with his Hungry-Man chicken dinner. He ate sitting on a sawhorse and admiring the progress of the kitchen.
The walls were stripped, repaired and prepped for paint. His pencil marks on them indicated the measurements of the cabinets he would start to build the next day. He’d even tried his hand at pointing up the bricks in the hearth, and didn’t think he’d done a half-bad job of it. The old pine flooring was exposed and protected now with drop cloths. He’d finally settled on the traffic pattern, and had earmarked the spots for the range and the refrigerator.
If he couldn’t find the right china cabinet for the long wall, he’d damn well build that, too. He was on a roll.