Authors: Sydney Bauer
David nodded.
âDid she say anything else?' asked Barbara after a time. âDid she scream or call out or cry?'
âNo.' J.T. shook his head. And then, as if a new thought had occurred to him, he turned his head slightly, answering Barbara, but looking directly at David.
âBut it all happened so quickly. I had the gun in front of me. It has a fully adjustable trigger that has been precisely adjusted for sear engagement. The trigger lies to the rear of the alloy floorplate trigger guard. The cocking indicator showed the rifle to be cocked. The one-piece forged bolt was straight. The length of pull was set at thirteen-and-a-half inches.'
The boy's voice was no longer a monotone, but almost animated in his urgency to explain.
âHow do you know all this, J.T. ?' asked David. âDo you have an interest in guns? Have you played with your father's rifle before?'
âNo to the last two questions,' he said. âAnd I know this because I
studied
it.'
âWhen? When did you study the gun?'
âLast Tuesday between 11.06am and 12.24pm.'
âYou learnt about it at school?' asked Barbara, now pulling her chair closer to the table.
âNo,' said J.T. âI was home sick.'
David nodded. This last statement was a major setback for the defence, for Amanda Carmichael could argue that J.T. Logan had been planning the murder for at least four days in advance. And as David had no doubt that Jeffrey Logan intended to push the â
my son killed my wife because she was abusing him'
argument, claiming the boy shot his mother after he overheard his father's intention to divorce, he also knew that the savvy ADA would blow this theory out of the stratosphere as soon as the sequence of events was established. For Logan had sworn he had asked his wife for a divorce the night before Stephanie's murder â even speculated that J.T. had overheard his request and thus acted in a state of panic. But now J.T. was claiming he had been studying the gun's features some four days before, which meant Carmichael could argue J.T. was not a weak and defenceless victim in fear for his well-being, but a calculating and intelligent perpetrator who took great pains to end his mother's life with purpose and efficiency.
Exactly the argument Logan was hoping for
, David thought to himself,
reasonable
,
rational, defined
.
âOkay,' said David after a pause, sliding his chair forward so that he might rest his elbows on the table in front of him. âSo what happened next, J.T. â after you shot your mom?'
âWell, then Chelsea came running. She came into the kitchen. She screamed.'
âAnd your father?' began Barbara.
âHe grabbed me and held me tight, buried my head in his chest. Then he pulled us both from the kitchen and into the hall. And then he called 911.'
âAnd then?' asked David.
âAnd then he called Katherine. And Chelsea kept screaming.'
âAt you?'
âNo, not at me,' he said.
David nodded once again.
âAnd then?' asked Barbara.
âThen Father pulled me back and looked at my shirt. He said we should get cleaned up. And he pulled me towards the bathroom. But then the police were outside and Father said there was no time, so he ran to the front door and unlocked it and then he told us we all had to go back into the kitchen and sit down â and close our eyes and not say anything.'
David glanced towards Barbara once again.
âDo you know why he told you to do that, J.T?' asked the psychologist.
âNot at the time. But I do now,' said J.T. âHe did it so that he could be arrested.'
âOver you,' said David.
â
Before
me â yes.'
While the boy obviously took the initial question the wrong way â thinking Barbara was referring to the bathroom issue â David was almost glad J.T. had misread her intent. For his answer told David this boy knew exactly what his father had been up to. In all likelihood Logan had suggested J.T. at least feign an attempt to clean himself up so that Logan's âselfless confession' theory would ring true. But David sensed the boy was more than clever enough to read his father's motives â and probably had been for a very long time.
âI'm sorry, J.T.,' said Barbara then. âWhat I meant was, why did your father get you to go back into the kitchen?'
J.T. took a breath before looking at David once again. âBecause he was home,' he said matter-of-factly. âAnd that is what we always did at 8.27.55pm Monday through Friday, excluding holidays of course. It was dinner time. And we all knew better than to be late.'
âW
ow,' said David to Barbara Wong-McGregor.
It was a little after midday and a senior guard had just knocked on the door to inform them that their time was up. J.T. had been told to accompany the guard to the dining hall for lunch â which he did, after shaking Barbara's and then David's hand with a grip that suggested he was either trying to be very âgrown up' or just incredibly afraid as to what lay ahead of him. David figured it was more than likely a combination of the two and found himself holding onto the boy's small palm until the guard physically tugged at the kid's elbow and pulled him from the room.
âWow is right,' said Barbara, shaking her head as she took the seat previously occupied by David's fourteen-year-old client.
âI know you said we had to take it slow, Barbara,' said an openly anxious David, âbut that was . . . well, one of the most frustrating interviews I have ever undertaken. I couldn't help but feel the kid wanted to tell us about his father, and maybe if we had asked him the question directly he might have . . .'
âNo,' said Barbara. âThe kid is shitting himself, David. He can only cope with so much right now. Did you notice the fervour with which he asked about his sister's welfare? The kid is sitting in a maximum-security
juvenile detention facility and is more concerned about his sister's well-being than his own.'
âWhich just goes to show how desperate his situation is â J.T. is worried what will happen to Chelsea if he spills the beans on his dad. Which means Logan has both kids exactly where he wants them â terrified, separated and well and truly under his control.'
David had been anticipating an argument, but was relieved he did not get one. Barbara believed him, and that was something in itself.
âOkay,' she said after a pause. âI see what you are saying. We have two kids to consider here. But no evidence to prove either of them is under any threat from their father. And from what Mannix told me, you have evidence that points the finger at the wife as the abuser and . . . Jesus, what a fucking mess.'
âWorse still,' said David, âJeffrey Logan is a national hero for Christ's sake. So not only do we have zero evidence against him, but we are fighting a man who has just added a new sheen to his halo by publicly attempting to take the rap for his kid.'
âThat was very clever of him,' Barbara replied.
âHe's a psychologist, Barbara.'
âSo am I, David, but this whole scenario â you have to hand it to him. If what we are thinking is true, well, there is no way I could have come up with it.'
âThat doesn't help us,' he countered.
âNo,' she said after a pause. âI guess not.'
David leant back in the uncomfortable vinyl chair, his entire body slumped in defeat.
âLook,' said Barbara, determined to find something positive in what they had discovered this morning. âIt may not have sounded like it, but believe it or not, the kid actually gave us lots to go on.'
âHe told us he shot his mom.'
âYes,' she said. âBut you have to look beyond what he said and start looking at the world through that poor kid's eyes. He doesn't see things the way you and I do, David. His perspective is skewed, distorted. He sees things in pieces and spends his life trying to make sense of them, trying to put them back together.' Her eyes shifted around the room as if she was looking for a way to explain it to him.
âStand up for a second,' she said. âCome over here.'
But David just lifted his head, wondering what the hell this small windowless room could tell them. âWhat is it?' he asked.
âJust stand
up
,' she said, now having moved around the table, her hands making frantic upwards motions as if to say, â
don't ask, just do!
'.
And so David got to his feet, and Barbara grabbed his left shirt sleeve and began pulling him towards the two-way mirror behind them.
âWhat do you see?'
âExcuse me?' David asked, wondering why, given all that he had to do, he was currently standing in a cold interview room corner looking at his own reflection.
âWhat do you
see
?' she repeated, pointing, insisting that he focus.
âI see me,' he said. âOne seriously pissed off attorney who has no idea as how to help his client.'
âJesus Christ,' she said then. âEnough with the self-pity already.' And then she dragged him towards the other end of the mirror, where the right-hand corner had been splintered by, David guessed, some frustrated teenager set on slamming the invisible voyeurs on the other side of the glass.
âNow what do you see?' she asked then.
âThe same thing,' he said, looking at his tired, stubble-covered face â now dissected and distorted by the cracks in the mirror before him.
âNo,' she said. âLook beyond what you know is there, David. See how the splits in the glass dissect your image, break you down â your nose here, your left ear slightly elevated, your eyes off-centre, your features disjointed, off kilter, out of whack.'
Despite himself, David was beginning to see it. âI don't make sense,' he said then. âIt looks as if someone has taken a hammer to what I am or what I believe I should be, so that I am left with nothing but . . .'
âA whole lot of sharp, jagged pieces of what you might have been. Nothing fits, David â can't you see? This is how his father has left J.T. And if I am right, I don't think he has ever been given the chance at looking at himself in any other way.
âHe has been shattered, David, a new crack forcing its way into his already disjointed perspective every time his father chooses to apply the pressure. We may not yet know exactly what went down in that kitchen
last Friday night but to me at least, one thing is obvious: J.T. Logan is at breaking point, David. He is a sheet of glass ready to shatter. He needs our help but we have to be careful how we give it. And we have to be . . .'
âQuick,' said David, reading her mind.
âYes,' she said.
âBefore the kid loses his grip forever and decides he is not worth picking up the pieces for, after all.'
Seconds later a bang on the outside door startled them both, and they turned to see a white-shirted security officer poke his head around the door.
âAre you Mr Cavanaugh?' he asked.
âYeah,' said David.
âThe famous dad is in reception. Says he wants to see you pronto.'
David nodded before turning back to Barbara. âI asked Joe to call in a few favours down at DYS,' he whispered. âThey must have done what he asked â told Logan his son would not be available for visitors today.'
âYou can't keep him away from his son forever,' said Barbara.
âI know. But in the very least, like you said, we need time to earn J.T.'s trust.'
âMr Cavanaugh?' said the guard, still standing at the door.
âOkay, I know, sorry,' said David, now moving back to the table to collect his things. âIs Doctor Logan ah . . .'
âAbout as pissed as a bobcat with a toothache,' said the guard.
âWant to meet America's “Martha Stewart” of relationship improvements?' asked David of Barbara.
âSure.' She smiled. âMaybe we could compare notes.'
O
ne, two, three.
Access, devise, move.
Amanda Carmichael had learned a long time ago that there was definitely merit in preparation. She had seen so many careers go down the gurgler because the loser in question played his or her hand without first considering the cards that they held before them.
Tony Bishop had just dealt her a hand full of aces. No doubt about that. But strategising exactly as to how to use such advantages was key to maximising her success. From where Amanda had always sat, it wasn't just about winning the game, but also about how you won it, and in this case she planned on something spectacular.
Mannix and McKay had been right, she did like courting the media. Not that she would ever admit it. She liked the whole idea of being in front of the cameras. She was aware of her assets and saw no reason why she should not use them for her own advancement. In fact, a role in the spotlight had been her initial career preference when she entered college â one that she had moved on from but never lost sight of in the hope that she might one day be able to use her current role as ârespected attorney' to gain the national notoriety she craved. And given this morning's double whammy of good news, it appeared that, in all likelihood, she had every chance of doing just that.
After graduating from Groton at the top of her class, the exclusive boarding school providing her with an excellent education and a portal to any university of her choosing, Amanda decided on sticking close to home and enrolled in the equally as highly regarded Wellesley College for women.
Wellesley was one of those historic places that encouraged its scholars to act with independence and forethought. It described its students, including alumni like Hillary Rodham Clinton, as young women with âhigh personal, intellectual and professional expectations' â all of which fit an enthusiastic Amanda Wyndham Carmichael to a T.
Amanda's father may have been born and bred in the working class suburbs of South Boston â where he worked weekends in his father's drugstore while studying law and eventually proving that a boy with brains and ambition could defy all the odds and become one of the most respected law-makers in the country. But her mother, Alicia Wyndham Carmichael, was a Wellesley girl through and through, with an estate that ran for acres, a country club membership that began at conception, and a general air of grace that was bred, not taught â found not in one's burgeoning bank account, but decidedly in one's genes.