Authors: Sydney Bauer
David did not respond, Logan taking his silence as an indication to continue.
âWell, forgive me for being frank but . . .' Logan took David's elbow, pulling him away from the sidewalk and towards the quieter alcove of an office building entryway. âObviously recent events have led to my doing a lot of thinking â about me and my children, about my wife, and where it all went wrong. And I cannot help but think that it is partly my fault.'
âOh, really?' said David. And if he was making any effort to conceal his distaste, he certainly could not hear it in the tone of sarcasm that accompanied his enquiry.
âYes,' said Logan, continuing unperturbed. âYou see, I think Stephanie was too young for a relationship as serious as ours became. And in hindsight, I think her decision to give up her career â a decision she made of her own free will, I might add â was the wrong one, at least for a bright young woman like her who thrived on the excitement that a career in the high-powered legal fraternity allowed.
âShe was beautiful, David â beautiful, smart, energetic and with enough bright ideas and determination to light up a city. And I think in some way I put an end to all those opportunities by falling in love with her, marrying her and impregnating her before she had a chance to . . .'
âYou think Sara regrets having this baby?' said David, now barely able to control the burning inside. âDid she say that?'
âNot in so many words, as I believe her devotion to you knows no bounds. But Sara, not unlike Stephanie, is a gorgeous woman, with a brilliant mind and a hell of a lot more to contribute. So I don't think she has had her fill â no,' said Logan, shaking his head as if commiserating over the tragedy placed before them. âBut, as a wise man once said, we all make the most of the situation given us â which, I have no doubt, the pair of you will do with courage.'
David stared at him, the audacity of what he was saying, the daring, the impudence, the pure fucking
cheek
of it sending a new sensation of anger soaring determinably up his spine. And then a memory came rushing back of the last time he had spoken to Stephanie â at the ball, at their table, after he had asked her about her work: â
Oh it was terrific, David, interesting, demanding â a real challenge. But I was only there a year when I met Jeffrey and got married and had kids and
. . .' David remembered the look of regret in her eyes, the look of self-disappointment and remorse and . . .
âGoodness me, look at the time,' said Logan, deflecting his eyes to his
Rolex, his slight smile telling David that he had achieved exactly what he wanted and was ready to move on. âI am finally allowed an audience with my own son this afternoon. Can you believe it? Ridiculous, of course. But David,' he said, taking David's elbow once again, âif ever you need someone to talk to, if you ever need some professional advice . . .'
âYou are offering to counsel me on matters of relationship and family?'
âWhy yes â and free of charge.' He smiled before slapping David on the shoulder and pushing past him to head quickly down the road.
David stood there shocked, speechless, literally unable to move, until he finally felt the fire explode inside of him, releasing itself in an almost primitive outburst that drew attention from all within earshot.
â
Fuck you
,' he shouted, realising that if Logan had heard him, he had decided a failure to respond would be more frustrating than any acknowledgement of David's rebuke. â
You're a Goddamned son-of-bitch, Logan, and I will not rest until I bring you down.'
But Logan had already turned the corner, wearing â David was sure of it â the slightest trace of a smile.
Later that night
T
hey were going head to head. The two of them. And Caroline Croft was barely maintaining her cool. Katherine de Castro was trying desperately to flex her âexecutive producer' muscles, and Croft was slowly tiring of her tantrum.
âI am sorry, Caroline,' said the olive-skinned de Castro. âBut this is a deal breaker.'
It was 9pm on Wednesday night and the air in de Castro's office was warm despite the cool breeze now forcing its way through the wide eastern windows. Logan was sitting quietly, comfortably, on Katherine's sofa, a vodka tonic in his right hand, Katherine's five-sheet program run-down proposal in his left.
âThis is not your standard
Newsline
broadcast,' Katherine went on. âIt must be a variation of the usual
Doctor Jeff Show
format. Where Jeffrey is the key speaker, or at least on par with yourself who is introduced as a respected news journalist “guest”.'
âNot going to happen,' said Croft, who was now pacing the office like a caged tiger.
âThen maybe we are wasting our time,' said Katherine. âMaybe we should just . . .'
âNow, now, ladies,' said Logan, and Caroline could have sworn that his âpartner' stifled a cringe. âThere has to be some way we can reach an agreement. Caroline,' he said, turning to Croft, âI know we have spent our lives chasing, “owning”, that precious currency known as ratings, and that you, like Katherine, have built a career on being forthright, uncompromising and direct. But Katherine is right, people are going to tune in to hear what
I
have to say, and our priorities should be focused on what is best for J.T.'
âBut when you called, Jeffrey,' said Caroline, having already formulated her argument, âyou told me in no uncertain terms that this special would be under my control â a
Newsline
presentation on the
Doctor Jeff
set.'
âExcept this “
special
”,' countered Katherine, her tone suggesting she found the commercialisation of the event distasteful, â. . . would not even
exist
if it weren't for Jeffrey's high profile and regard in the industry, and among the American public. You are being handed the exclusive of the year on a silver platter, Caroline, and therefore I suggest that you . . .'
âI will not be given a list of questions to rattle off like some puppet,' interrupted Croft. âI am a respected journalist, Katherine, not some two-bit dramatic actress who regurgitates her lines as frequently as she does her breakfast. Further, as I stressed to Jeffrey earlier, the matter we are discussing is sub judice, meaning any preparation of material or pre-setting of questions leaves us open to the charge of contempt.'
Croft was referring to the universal law that forbade counsel or media to speak of information regarding a matter under legal consideration, for fear it might unfairly influence the outcome of the case.
âI mean, what does Cavanaugh have to say about all this?'
âThis has nothing to do with Cavanaugh,' snapped Logan, and Caroline could not help but raise her eyebrows in surprise. âI have consulted with my family attorneys about the matter and proceed with their knowledge.'
This was interesting
, thought the savvy Croft,
Cavanaugh was obviously on the outer
. There was a story there somewhere, she knew â but one she would have to put on the backburner, until she nailed down this exclusive on her terms.
âLook,' she said, now turning to de Castro. âI understand it is difficult for you to let go, Katherine. If I were you, I would be arguing to produce this as a variation of
The Doctor Jeff Show
as well. But don't you see? If
Jeffrey is the key speaker, or even on par with myself as the neutral conductor of the interview, the entire program will come off as contrived.
âYou're right when you say your guy is famous . . . but he got a whole lot more so when his kid went and blew a . . .' Croft hesitated, â. . . when his son shot his wife less than a week ago. If he does not play humble here, if he appears to be milking his own family's misfortune for a shot at some super huge figures in prime-time sweeps, if he turns this into a “Logan Family Pity Party” he will not only risk Amanda Carmichael charging the lot of us with sub judice contempt but also risk the public deciding that maybe,
maybe
, this whole thing was not carried out with sincerity after all. And we do not want the American people thinking J.T. Logan was not sincere in his efforts to free himself and his family from the tyranny of his mother. Cute fucking kid or not.'
There was silence.
âShe's right,' said Logan at last, turning his attention to de Castro. âWe're looking at this the wrong way, Katherine, this cannot be about me. This special has to be about J.T. and Chelsea and the millions upon millions of other Americans out there â mothers, wives, husbands, kids â who are terrified of defying their emotional abuser and breaking the status quo for fear of the inevitable reprisals. We have to show ourselves as victims here, not leaders. We have to hand Caroline the reins and let her run with it.'
They waited for Katherine to respond.
âAll right,' she said at last. âWe go with the interview, but I would also suggest we have a second guest â an emotional abuse expert who will sit next to Jeffrey and speak freely of the true horrors that this domestic mal-treatment ensues.'
And Croft, who was quietly revelling in her âvictory', decided that a consolatory âgesture' was in order. âThat's a good idea,' she said.
Katherine nodded, a âneutral' Logan now smiling at them both.
âSo Friday night it is,' said Caroline after a time, her stilettos making tiny divots in the plush mocha carpet. âIf we find our expert quickly we can tape tomorrow, promote for a full twenty-four hours and run the program as a special two-hour presentation in our regular Friday night slot.'
âNo,' said Logan, finally throwing his own âdeal breaker' into the ring.
â
Excuse me?'
said Caroline, all of a sudden feeling like a little girl who had just been given a pony that refused to let her jump on.
âNo pre-tape. No promotion. We go on Friday night â but we do it live.'
âYou cannot be
serious
,' Caroline said. âThat is unheard of. The network will never go for it.'
âWe pre-tape and pre-promote and the ADA will slap us with an injunction which at best delays our telecast or at worst bogs it in legal argument for weeks.'
â
Jesus
,' said Croft. But as she absorbed Logan's words, she could see that what the doctor was suggesting was true.
In fact
, she thought, her knotted brow now relaxing as she considered it, saw it, appreciated it even,
pulling off such an almighty live broadcast could be nothing short of
. . .
âAll right,' she said at last. âLive it is.' She walked across the room to shake Katherine's hand. âYou have a deal, Ms de Castro. I'll talk to Allen Greenburg and make this happen.'
And then she moved beyond Katherine and towards the couch where she extended her hand once again, this time to the man that would be her subject in what no doubt would be the most talked about news event of the year.
âDoctor, you know I was an acquaintance of your wife's,' she said, as he rose from his chair to take her hand. âIndeed, I even interviewed her once, years ago, fresh out of college with a hotshot career and a Fortune 500 company in her hands. But I need you to know â that while I knew her, I did not
know
her. I had no idea whatsoever, and I am extremely sorry for what has come to pass.'
âThank you, Caroline,' said Jeffrey Logan at last. âAnd believe me when I tell you that you were not alone. For nobody knew what was going on in our family. And perhaps now, after all these years, it is finally time that they did.'
T
he following morning several phone calls were made simultaneously.
The first was a return call from a Calvin Garretson of Garretson Specialty Rifles in Bangor, Maine, to Joe Mannix at Boston PD Homicide. Calvin, a young man with a very loud voice, reintroduced himself as the company's acting general manager (his father, Gareth Garretson, owned the company but was away at a gun traders' conference in Iowa), before confirming that he had triple-checked the details on the purchase of the âTyler' Mark V Deluxe and could assure the lieutenant that the paperwork was âas straight as a Texas stallion'.
Garretson Jnr also confirmed that âthe tall skinny red head' in the pictures shown to him by local police earlier this week was most definitely the same woman who had contacted him on the internet, paid with her personalised Amex and picked up the rifle in person, before driving it back down to Massachusetts.
Having thanked Mr Garretson for his time and effort, Joe hung up the call and scratched his head before looking up at his fellow detective Frank McKay to say, âShit.'
To which Frank replied, âDon't worry, Chief. As Thomas Fuller once said: “All things are difficult before they are easy.” '
âYeah, well,' Mannix responded, âwhoever the hell Fuller is, you can tell him to shove his easy up his ass.'
The next call was highly anticipated and came in the form of an apology from a man who had been impossible to find.
âMr Rigotti?' said the caller when Rigotti picked up his direct line with his usual impatient manner. âI am so sorry it has taken me so long to return your call. You see, I have been in Africa, and I only just got your message from Carleton Blackmore and . . . my apologies again, Mr Rigotti, I am getting ahead of myself. My name is Jason . . .'
â. . . Nagle,' interrupted Rigotti as he felt his insides give an involuntary leap for joy.
And then, after Rigotti dismissed Nagle's apologies and Nagle explained he had been on a hunting Safari in Kenya and they both spoke of Mr Blackmore's diligence and Nagle expressed his sorrow at the Logan family's loss, the Nevada rifleman finally stuck a sturdy thumbtack into Rigotti's balloon of possibilities and deflated his potential headline within seconds.