My Life for Yours (16 page)

“I want to be buried inside you. Just hurry up with your Mafia business.” He smirks.

With all my will power I push up and away from him but his hand smacks me hard on the arse as I start to walk away.

“You, Mr Miller, are a damn tease.”

“I’m not teasing, I’m promising.” And with the sexiest grin I’ve ever seen he winks at me.
 

I find G in a make shift office in a room down the hall towards the back of the house.

“Talk to me, G.”

“Miloni’s dead.”

“Peter? Finally.
 
Overdose?” I sit on the corner of the desk as G’s sitting behind the desk in front of his laptop.

“He’s like a damn cat. Had nine lives and wouldn’t die no matter how much shit he pumped through his body.”

“How did he die then?” I ask.

“Throat was slit.”

I run a hand over my face and let a huge sigh out. Standing up I start pacing the floor.

“Well this is good cause I don’t have to have him taken out, by who and where?”

G leans back into his chair, interlocks his fingers and puts them on his head. “Marko just sent word; Miloni was taken out a few days ago. One of his hookers was paid to slit his throat in his sleep.”

“How do we know this shit, G? I mean why do we know this? Miloni wasn’t on my favourite people list.”

“The hooker was running her mouth saying how she killed the king of the underworld and one of our girls from our houses heard her talking. They were at the same arranged party where Miloni’s slut was talking herself up.”

“Hang on, we send our girls to the same parties as Miloni’s girls?”

“Not usually, but Marko told me he didn’t know Miloni’s whores were working or he wouldn’t have sent our girls.”

“Thank God Marko’s back there running things whilst we try to figure out who the hell’s after us.”

“Tell me about it. Anyway, she was running her mouth and it got back to Marko.”

“Well send the girl some money to thank her for taking care of him.”

“She’s dead.”

I turn on the spot and look at G. “What?”

“She’s dead. Was found in an alley not far from one of our whore houses, beaten to death. Not a pretty sight.”

“Someone paid her to kill him, then killed her. Somebody’s trying to wipe us all out. Someone working for me tried to take me out, but has now succeeded in killing Miloni. That means they’ll come back to get me.”

“Yep” G agrees as he nods his head.

“Other than Marko, Bruno, the doctor and us here, who else knows we’re here?” I ask now worried, not so much for myself, because this is who I am, but more for Jeremy.

“The helicopter pilot. But he was paid off and also we have his entire family details.”

“So we’re safe as long as we stay here.”

“For now.”
 

Those two words are very real.
 

For now.

For now we all still have our life, for now we all still have our breath and for now, Jeremy and I are still together.

Chapter 22

“Jeremy,” I call out as I walk through the house. Silence is returned. Not a single word. “Jeremy,” I call out louder but I’m met with the same stoic answer. I stroll into our bedroom and quickly notice the double doors are opened as the salt of the ocean is thick in the air.

I see Jeremy’s down by the water’s edge in his swimming trunks and he’s walking along the shore line. He’s looking out towards the horizon and he’s throwing pebbles into the water making them skip on the surface. I quickly change into a bikini and walk on the hot sand to join him. He hasn’t turned around so I can only assume he hasn’t heard me approach, so I wrap my arms around his middle and my mouth starts kissing his shoulder blade.
 

“Mmmm. You feel so warm pressing your delectable body up against me. And I especially love your mouth on me.”

“Do you now? So you like it when I do this?” With the slightest of touches I kiss his shoulder blade.

“Yep,” He growls in a deep husky voice.

“And what about this?” I lick the same spot.

“Most definitely that.”

“What about this?” I bite on his shoulder.

“Especially that.”

“So what about this?” I move a hand to rub his pierced nipple, tweaking and flicking it with my fingers as I kiss from shoulder blade to shoulder blade.

“Oh yeah,” he relaxes his head back so I can access his throat.

“So that means that this is a turn on too.” Quickly and with force I scratch down his back, enough to break skin but not enough to draw blood.

“Fuck yeah, Darling!” He turns around and smashes our mouths together. He pulls me into him and I can feel his erection pressing into my lower stomach. He tugs on my legs and I jump up, wrapping my legs around him and locking my ankles together. Our mouths are heated as lust and want replaces anything else that we may have been holding on to.
 

“Your leg, Jeremy, you shouldn’t be holding me.”

“I’ve got it covered.”

He walks us into the cooling water until we’re just waist deep. The feel of the velvety silk lapping against my hot skin is just enough for me to feel a contrasting burning ache all over my body.

“You’re so beautiful. Whatever spell you have me under, Frankie, don’t ever break it. I love you so much.” I kiss down his throat and move my hips so my slit rubs over Jeremy’s now very hard hard-on. “This is going to be fast. You probably won’t come but I’ll make it up to you when we get back inside.”

“Use me to please yourself.” I attack his lips as I move my bikini bottom to the side and push Jeremy’s swim trunks down past his hips. His hard on springs free and I waste no time positioning myself over him. When I sink down on him my entire body comes alive like a light switch that’s just been flicked on and the brightness and heat of the bulb illuminates my body. Swaying my hips over Jeremy’s cock I continue kissing him as his hold on me tightens. The waves gently pushing us further into each other, I can feel his embrace
compress around me as he bites down on my bottom lip.
 

“Holy hell,” his hips move up in quick bursts until I feel him come. He lays his forehead against mine and kisses me softly. “Did I hurt you?” An ache on my bottom lip becomes apparent very quickly.

“It’s okay, I didn’t stop you.”

“I’m sorry. I just got lost in the moment. I knew I wouldn’t last when I felt you against me on the shore.”

He hasn’t let go of me and his cock’s still inside me as the water engulfs us and keeps us moulded together. “I believe you’re going to make it up to me, so let me tell you that this time, Senator, I didn’t mind,” a small smile finds his appetizing lips as his liquid charcoal orbs bare into me.

“Come on lets go shower, Darling, I still have something I want to do to you.” He lifts me off him and places me in the water, I move my bikini bottom back and he covers himself with his swim trucks. Together, hand in hand, we walk back to our room. Jeremy leads me into the bathroom but before the door closes he has me pinned up against the wall. “Now the fun begins.” He can’t stop kissing me and I don’t want him to stop. Jeremy’s tongue sweeps my lower lip and I try to mesh our bodies closer together. I weave my fingers in his hair and pull his face closer to mine. But he steps away from me and stands there looking at me. “God I love your body. But you’re in entirely too many clothes. Now take them off,” his tone darkens as sex drips from his voice.

Bossy Jeremy.

Yes please.

I hook my thumbs through the string sides and am just about to move them when Jeremy shakes his head no. “Undo the bows and let them drop.” Shit, my skin goose bumps with his command. I undo one side and gently trail my finger across my lower stomach skimming the top of my pubic bone before I get to the other side. Jeremy pushes his swim trunks down and steps out of them as he watches every move I make. His cock already hardening as the veiny flesh is looking quite appetizing. I get to the other side that’s still tied up and I pull on the end, it comes away easily and with a shimmy of my hips it drops to the ground. Jeremy keeps watching me and I notice his nipples pebble when his sight goes directly to my bare mound. “Turn around,” he instructs in that sexy fucking authoritarian voice. All husky and deep, it sends shivers up my spine. I love it when he takes over; it allows me to let go and be what he wants, which is what I need. “Undo the two ties at the back,” I do and it falls with a soft thud to the floor. But I don’t dare move, he’s not told me to and just knowing that he’s in the same room is sending me and my body into overdrive. I close my eyes and just let the feelings overtake and control me for as long as Jeremy dominates. “Spread your legs a little. Hip width apart,” God I can feel his presence, the heat coursing through me has made my nipples hard and painful and desperate for attention. I move my hand to rub them but Jeremy growls. “You’re not to touch yourself unless I instruct you to.” Damn, my stomach muscles contract with anticipation. I don’t hear anything else, just the same flowing tease of the ocean as I wait for him to tell me what to do. The nerve endings around my slit are pulsating and they’re desperate to be touched, to be licked and to be fucked. Then I feel the only touch he’s given me since I’ve undressed for him. A bite. On my left arse cheek. Hard. Really hard. Fuck it’s good.
 

“Oh yeah,” I cry out as I push back so I get more of him.
Hoping he gives me more.

“Quiet and still,” he orders me and I can feel my blood blazing. He bites me again, on the other cheek.

I gasp at the equally delicious sensation. My head falls forward so my chin comes to my chest. No other part of Jeremy is touching me except his teeth as he bites and his lips as he kisses when he moves his mouth away.

“Fuck.” This comes out more like a sigh. But it earns me a hard swat to my arse.

“I said quiet my dirty girl.” My heart’s thumping as it’s vibrating in my ears and my knees are seconds away from collapsing from under me.

I’m loving every moment Jeremy is and isn’t touching me, every bite, every swat and everything else he wants to do to me.

Freedom. An immense amount of it.
 

I trust him to give me what I want and he’s doing exactly that. He’s reading my body and giving me my every need and desire.

My eyes are still closed but the sense of touch has intensified. I want so much more from him.

“Jeremy,” I whisper in an almost pleading tone.

“Last time I warn you my dirty girl, next time I’ll be rougher.” He bites down on the right hand side of my bare mould and I feel his stubble scratch into my folds. The rough feels so good. I didn’t even notice he moved from behind me to in front of me.
 
Holy shit, I almost collapse as his teeth sink into me and his mouth sucks while he pulls away. More. More. More.
 
“My girl likes that. I can smell how much you want me to do that again. Maybe I’ll bite your pussy, or maybe I’ll lick it.” Damn, he said lick and I want to push him down and ride his face. But I won’t, I’ll wait for him to tell me what it is that I yearn for. “But I want something else from you today. I’m going to claim that perfect arse of yours.” That’s it for me, with his words, his biting and now his promise, I’m seconds away from coming. “How does that sound to my dirty girl?”

“Yes please. I need to come.”

“I know, Darling. I can tell. Do you want to know how I can tell?” I nod my head once, maybe his voice will let me find my release if he just keeps talking.
 

“You’re dripping and I’ve barely touched you. Your breathing is so shallow and fast, just like when you crave for my cock to be inside you. And your skin, it’s beautiful and red from a flush that starts here.” His finger is on my neck “and travels all the way to here.” He slowly makes his way down to my slit where he spreads my folds open and plunges two fingers deep inside of me and curls them up. I reach out to grab the wall, but he’s standing in front of me so I grab onto his shoulders. “That’s it, lean on me and let me make your body mine.” He keeps his fingers gliding in and out but he makes no attempt to rub my clit and that’s where I want his thumb to be. I try to grind my hips into him but he pulls his fingers away.

“Naughty girl, I told you not to move or make a sound. Now what am I supposed to do but punish you.” Yes please I think as I keep my eyes shut, fuck this is all overwhelmingly wicked. “Don’t open your eyes but step forward, put your palms flat against the wall and bend from the waist.” I do as he asks and he guides me to a position he wants me in. I feel him step behind me and everything inside tenses. I hear a lid snap open and I can imagine he’s squirting lube out. I can’t wait for this, it’s been something I’ve wanted from him for a while.
 

“If I hurt you too much, you need to tell me to stop. But I’m giving you the control here. You take your time and back into me, I’ll guide you,” Jeremy’s voice softens and just with his tone I finally realise and accept that when he says ‘I love you’, they’re words that come directly from his heart. And I think I love him too. I mean, here’s a man who’s sacrificed everything for me, sexually gives me what I want, stands up to me, pushes me and sends me fucking wild.
 

No I don’t think I love him,
I know.

“Wait,” I yell out. Immediately I feel Jeremy’s body leave mine.

“We don’t have to do this, Sweetheart. I thought this is what you wanted.”
 

I turn around and kiss him. I kiss him like I’ve never kissed him before, with passion and love. With lust and want. With heat and determination. And with heart and soul. It’s a desperate kiss not a pretty kiss. My arms come up to his neck and his hands seize me to his body. I pour every emotion into that kiss and when I pull away it’s left us both breathless. Jeremy tilts his head down so his eyes are level with mine.

“What did I do to deserve that? Cause I want to do it again.”
 

“I love you, Jeremy.”

“Oh, Darling!” He goes to kiss me again but I stop him.

“I would give my life for yours. I love you.”

“I know you would. And I love you so much too.” Jeremy moves in and kisses me again but this time the kiss isn’t as fevered and rushed, this time it’s slow and loving. I start to turn my body around and face the wall again in the same position I was in before. “That sweet declaration will make this all the better,” and he smacks me hard but this time his hand smacks upwards slightly grazing my slit. And my body responds the way he knew it would. The heat it finds, the raw sensations are paralysing and outstanding. I feel him as he spreads my cheeks and he starts to circle my dark hole. “God I can’t wait for this.” He huskily says as he pushes the tip of one finger in and immediately I try to reject it, he doesn’t move though he just allows my body to accept him and when I finally do, I push back until I can feel him all the way in. My damn heart’s taken off and my clit is throbbing and calling out to be rubbed, but I don’t dare touch it. Instead I let the sensation of Jeremy behind me take over. “Okay, I’m just about to put another finger in.” Again I feel the tip and fuck me, the intrusion is most definitely welcoming and so different. He moves his fingers a little in and out and I push back as he moves in, giving me that fulfilling feeling. “I’m going to take my fingers out, Darling. This is your stage now alright? Take your time.”