Read My Love Forever (The Night Movers Vampire Series Book 1) Online
Authors: Helen Bright
Tags: #mystery, #viking, #murder, #love, #humour, #paranormal romance, #Vampire, #erotic
It wasn’t my fault that I couldn’t kiss her without getting hard. She was just too beautiful and sexy for me not to get hard whenever we touched. It killed me to see the sadness behind her eyes though and I needed to put her mind at rest over this.
“Gina, I love you baby, and I didn’t want you because I needed you to birth babies for me. I wanted you for you alone. Besides, you have given me a stepson and daughter. So you did give me kids in a way.”
“It’s not the same Nik. I can’t give you babies of your own.”
“And thank fuck for that. I can’t stand babies. They are noisy smelly things that are a lot of hard work. It’s just not something I have ever wanted.” “But don’t you want what Alex has? He can build his family, and have someone call him dad. Haven’t you ever wanted that?”
“Do you want more kids Gina? Do you want us to have a family? Because I know for a fact that I have never mentioned it. I knew you had a hysterectomy so you couldn’t have kids, but it didn’t stop me bonding with you. Having kids has never been part of my aspirations love. I spent many years in an orphanage in Romania with Sergei before my grandfather came for me, so if you wanted more kids I would be willing to adopt an orphaned child or two with you. But I’m sorry love I don’t want babies. They would have to be about six or seven years old. Or at least five anyway before I would consider adopting them.”
That really shocked Gina. I could tell she hadn’t thought about having more kids, but with Alex and Julia’s news, Gina felt bad that she couldn’t give me at least an option of having a child of my own.
“Personally Gina, I’m just happy with what we have. There is so much that I want to do with you. I want us to travel a little, have good holidays and nights out as a couple, and just spend time with you doing normal everyday couple things.”
“In a few years’ time we will become grandparents when your son or daughter have children. And then I will have no choice but spend time with babies. But for god’s sake woman when that happens I don’t ever want to be made to change one. I remember Josh making me hold Keeley’s little girl when she was a baby. She pulled a face and shit straight through her nappy and sleep suit. It was bright fucking yellow and was all over my t-shirt. It went right up her back in to her hair. Everybody laughed and they left her in my arms until Keeley got all the baby stuff out of her bag so she could change her. She offered to wash my t-shirt but I just binned it. There was no way I wanted that back.”
Gina was laughing now thank god. I never wanted to think that she wasn’t enough for me.
She was it for me for god’s sake. As she opened up our bond I told her this and she told me she felt the same.
“I’ve told you this Gina, time and time again. Like I told you for all those wasted years before we bonded. I could have been a father to your children then. I would have loved you like you wanted and needed to be loved. But you doubted my love and commitment even then. What will it take for you to believe that in my eyes, we as a couple are perfection just as we are?”
I moved Gina off my lap and went to get my iPod. I scrolled through the songs and selected what I wanted, then put my iPod in the docking station and pulled Gina up from the bed into my arms just as the song started.
I began singing along with Billy Joel as we slow danced cheek to cheek.
Don't go changing, to try and please me, You never let me down before, Don't imagine, you're too familiar, And I don't see you anymore. I would not leave you, in times of trouble, We never could have come this far, I took the good times, I'll take the bad times, I'll take you just the way you are. Don't go trying, some new fashion, Don't change the colour of your hair, You always have my, unspoken passion, Although I might not seem to care. I don't want clever, conversation, I never want to work that hard, I just want someone, that I can talk to, I want you just the way you are. I need to know that you will always be The same old someone that I knew, What will it take till you believe in me, The way that I believe in you? I said I love you, and that's forever, And this I promise from the heart, I couldn't love you, any better, I love you just the way you are
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I don't want clever, conversation, I never want to work that hard, I just want someone, that I can talk to, I want you just the way you are
I twirled her around at the end of the song then brought her back into my arms and kissed her softly. Gina deepened the kissed then reached between us to open the buttons on my jeans. I stilled her hand and pulled away from her a fraction so I could look into her eyes. The look I saw told me exactly what she needed, and I was only too happy to oblige.
“Nik what were you planning on doing with that tape and your belt when you came into the bedroom,” Gina asked, but she didn’t meet my gaze.
This shy side of Gina was something that seemed to war with her bold and brazen side. I was lucky that my woman loved sex, and she especially loved a little kink with her sex. We had tried a little bondage which we both really enjoyed, and last week we did some online shopping and bought a pair of nipple clamps and a vibrating cock ring.
The nipple clamps really did it for Gina, and I have to say that I loved seeing the jewelled clamps jiggling on her boobs as I fucked her hard.
“Gina, strip for me and get on the bed, on your back with your hands above your head.”
My good little woman obeyed my command and began to strip. As she crawled up the bed I dropped my jeans, and as I was going commando this left me naked. I picked up the tape and crawled up the bed towards her. As she raised her arms above her head, I traced the shape of her breasts with my tongue, her moan went straight to my solid as marble cock.
I loved the sounds of pleasure that came from Gina when we were intimate. It made me want to please her even more and stoked my ego no end.
She said she was making up for lost time and was enjoying everything we did together. I had always been quite dominant in bed and I was glad that Gina liked that side of me.
I took the insulating tape and bound Gina’s wrists together. The black tape stood out against her pale skin and turned me on even more. I looped my belt through the bars on the headboard back through her bound wrists in a loop then asked through our bond if the tape was too tight. She shook her head and licked her lips. This action prompted me to straddle her chest and drag my cock up her neck towards her mouth. She licked the head of my cock and the opened her mouth to take me inside.
I lifted her head so she could take me further but I kept my thrusting shallow and steady so that I didn’t cause her to gag.
Gina loved to suck my cock, she hummed her enjoyment and it vibrated down to my balls. I took my cock out of her mouth and she whimpered. “Sshh baby. I have something else for you,” I said as leaned further forward with my balls above her mouth. She lapped the underside and then drew my balls into her lush mouth one at a time. Fuck me that felt so good. She had a wicked tongue and laved the whole area and the moved to bite the inside of my thigh, just like I did to her. The only different was, she didn’t pierce my skin and drink my blood.
“Enough,” I groaned. I moved down her body so I could return the oral worship, kissing from her breasts to her slit. I lapped her long and hard from the skin between her arse and her sex, right up to the top of her mound. She was dripping wet and I lapped it up, loving her taste as I always did. Her pretty pink pearl stood out proud from the hood and I swirled my tongue around it gently, but without stopping until Gina’s moans became louder, and she began to pull away from me. I held her still and sucked her clit hard. She came all over my face and I lapped it up. I loved Gina’s taste anyway, but after she came it was the sweetest, tastiest cream I had ever had, and I couldn’t get enough.
I turned my head to the side and bit into her femoral artery at the same time as I thrust two fingers inside her. She came again and I truly didn’t know whether or not to carry on drinking her blood or lap up her cream.
“Nik, please fuck me,” Gina begged, panting and bucking her hips.
I lapped at the bite on her thigh, ran my tongue through her folds and then pushed myself up the bed to kiss her roughly.
She groaned when she tasted herself on my tongue and lips. And I thrust my tongue into her mouth at the same time as I thrust my throbbing cock inside her.
I yelled her name as I started to move inside her. I wanted to fuck her hard but I was almost ready to come after less than a minute, so I slowed my pace and gave myself time to recover.
“Untie me Nik.” Said Gina breathlessly.
I reached up and extended my nails into claws, and I cut through the tape carefully.
Gina flexed her arms and wrists, then put her arms around my back.
I moved in that steady rhythm which was always guaranteed to make her come. The trouble was I was so far gone by now that I couldn’t hold off much longer. I was inside her to the hilt and as soon as I felt her orgasm hit, I came with an unholy roar which seemed to go on forever.
“I love you Gina,” I said as I tried to steady my breathing. The words didn’t seem to be enough but I said them anyway.
“I love you too Nik, more than ever. You have made my life complete.” Now why didn’t I say that? Women seemed to be a lot better with words than men, but I hoped Gina could tell that she would always be my world.
“Come on woman, let’s get a shower. I need to get this paint off my chest hair,” I said as I rolled her over and slapped her arse.
“Only if you promise to make it worth my while she said getting up and stretching. So I slapped her bottom once again but harder this time which caused her to yelp. I loved to watch her arse jiggle with each slap and my cock started to twitch again with the visual of my red handprint on each cheek.
Gina looked down at my rapidly rising cock and smiled.
I think this was going to be a very enjoyable shower, and I hope there was enough hot water as I knew we wouldn’t be out of it for some time.
Julia
Freya had called on Monday to let me know that she would be bringing me the ring I had made for Alex today. It was now Friday and I had been both excited and nervous about my upcoming proposal to Alex since then.
My mood seemed to have rubbed off on Alex also, as he seemed to be behaving in the same giddy loved up way as me.
Of course we were both so thrilled about my pregnancy that life just couldn’t be any better at the moment.
I called in to see Gina and Nik to check out how their new furniture looked on Tuesday afternoon, and I told her that I was planning on proposing to Alex when Freya brought the ring. We discussed different ways I could do it and Gina gave me a great Idea.
She told me that when we had gone to see her and Nik to tell them about my pregnancy, she had become worried that Nik would also want a child. Because Gina had had a hysterectomy a few years ago she obviously wouldn’t be able to get pregnant, so she had felt like she was letting Nik down.
Nik had reassured her that he didn’t want children and then he had sung the Billy Joel song ‘Just the way you are,’ to her. Apparently Nik was a really good singer and had sang it all while dancing with her. She told me it had melted her heart instantly and she felt so loved and valued that she had stopped questioning his love and feelings for her since then.
So the fact that Nik Harding was a big romantic came as a shock. That tall, good looking hunk of man flesh was just about everything a woman could want in a man by the sounds of it.
All women apart from me of course. I had my sexy blond Viking to drool over.
But hearing what Nik did gave me an idea regarding my proposal. I wouldn’t sing to Alex as to be honest my voice isn’t that great. Oh who am I kidding? It’s actually terrible. And apart from my drunken karaoke episode on the works night out I tended to avoid singing in public.
But I thought compiling a list of love songs that would be playing in the background whilst I proposed would be a good Idea. Gina gave me Nik’s iPod to borrow so that I could browse through all the different love songs. Nik’s song collection was enormous and I was sure that I would find quite a few that I liked or had words that I wanted to say in them.
I decided that I would cook a main course and desert, and propose first, before we ate. Gina and I bounced Ideas of each other about the menu and we decided on beef cobbler and some profiteroles from Mr Singh’s shop that came highly recommended by Gina.
Freya had dropped the ring in to me earlier and I absolutely loved it. But just handing over a box with a ring in it then getting down on one knee seemed just too much a classic proposal to me. I looked on the internet for some Ideas but they nearly all seemed to involve flowers or putting the ring in a glass. Then I happened upon an advert for helium balloons. I thought about weighting a helium balloon down with the ring box as well as a champagne weight.
Getting a clear picture in my mind of what I needed I rang the florist’s across from the Red Lion in the village and told them what I wanted. It was decided that I would have a dozen red roses in a vase with a red heart helium balloon with a gold ribbon and the champagne weight I had envisaged. I also put a call in to Mel at the red lion for a bottle of champagne. I wouldn’t be able to drink it but Alex would celebrate for us both I’m sure.
Alex had gone out to a meeting, Nik and Sergei were out with Freya and Gregor at his new home to see plans for the next stage of building work. Josh was at home because it was still early in the day for him so that just left me who could drive.
Gina was out with her son today so I wouldn’t disturb her to come with me. I know that people would probably want to shout at me for going out without telling anyone but I needed to go as soon as I could to collect it, so that I could get back and finish cooking our meal.