Nathan Coulter (12 page)

“You'd better not,” I said.

He looked at me. “Why?”

I caught him by the collar and shoved him backward. The peppermint sticks shook out all over the road.

“God damn you, go home.”

I shoved him again, and he ran until he was out of sight over the hill.

I went on toward home then, and where our lane turned off I stopped and waited. There was nobody on the road. All the houses I'd passed were dark and quiet.

I heard Brother's footsteps. And then I could see him. When he saw me he took his hands out of his pockets and walked faster.

“What're you doing here?” His voice sounded peaceful and friendly.

“Just messing around.”

“Well, let's go home.” He started into the lane.

“Tom,” I said. “I saw you.”

He turned around. “Saw who?”

“You and that girl. Down there on the hillside.”

He hit me square in the face and I fell. My head hit the road.

His footsteps went away and it got quiet again. I felt the blood running out of my mouth.

Brother never mentioned what had happened that Saturday night, and he was peaceable enough afterwards. But he wasn't friendly. He kept his distance. We got along better than I'd expected we would. I had to be grateful for the distance. If we'd been any closer, or tried to be brothers the way we'd always been, we'd have had to keep fighting each other. But we'd quit being brothers, and it was my fault.

When the work let up early in September and Uncle Burley suggested that he and I go fishing for a few days, I was glad of the chance to get away.

We'd been busier than usual during the last part of the summer, and all of us were tired. The weather had been wet, and Daddy and Grandpa hadn't been able to plan work more than a day ahead. That had kept them on edge and hurrying, and Grandpa's patience had worn out.

When we sat down to breakfast that morning Grandpa noticed one of the kitchen windows was shut. He told Grandma to open it.

“It's stuck,” she said. “The damp weather made it swell.”

“Get up and open the window,” Grandpa told Brother.

Brother got up and tried to open it, but it wouldn't budge. Grandma came to help him. But it was stuck tight, and they only got in each other's way.

Grandpa watched them fumbling at the sash for a minute; and then
without saying a word he unhooked his cane from the back of his chair and knocked out the glass.

Grandma and Brother dodged the splinters, and Brother sat down again. Grandma stood still for a minute looking at Grandpa, her eyes snapping. But he'd turned his back to her and begun eating. She went to the stove then and took the biscuits out of the oven. We ate without talking or looking at each other.

Grandpa finished in a hurry and went to the barn. Uncle Burley looked at the broken window and the pieces of glass on the floor and began laughing. He looked up at the ceiling and rocked back and forth in his chair, whooping and howling with laughter until Grandpa must have heard it at the barn. He'd stop for a second to get his breath, then he'd look at the window and say “Oh my God” and start laughing again.

“You're a fine one to be laughing,” Grandma told him. “It's no funnier than some of the things you do.”

He looked at her, still laughing, and said, “Oh my God.”

She left the room then, and Uncle Burley quit laughing. He looked across the table at me and said, “Let's go fishing, for God's sake.”

I said that suited me but I was afraid Grandpa had work for me to do, and I didn't want to ask him because of the mood he was in.

“I'll take care of that,” Uncle Burley said.

Grandpa was harnessing his team in the driveway of the barn. He hadn't told us what he was going to do that day, but nearly always when we had a break in our regular work he'd slip away from us and spend a day or two at odd jobs around the farm—mowing weeds or mending a fence. He liked to work by himself, and he was always resentful if we asked where he was going or offered to help him.

Uncle Burley went into the barn and squatted in the middle of the driveway so that Grandpa had to walk around him. “What're you fixing to do?” he asked.

Grandpa didn't pay any attention to him. He threw the harness over the back of the second mule and buckled it on. He picked up his cane and led the mules out into the lot and began hitching them to the wagon. Uncle Burley got up and followed him.

“You've got the lead mule hitched too short.”

“I was working mules before you were born,” Grandpa said.

“Well,” Uncle Burley said, “Nathan and I think we'll go fishing for a few days.”

Grandpa said he didn't give a damn if we fished the rest of the year, and Uncle Burley said he hadn't thought about that but we might do it.

He sent me to the house to tell Grandma we were going. Then we went to the smokehouse and got a side of bacon and a tin can full of salt.

It was a fine brisk morning, cool and bright, the wind in the north. The leaves on some of the bushes beside the road had begun to turn yellow. I knew we wouldn't think of summer again; it was easier to imagine cold and fire in the stoves and snow.

When we came over the brow of the hill we stopped and looked down at the river. The corn in the bottoms had ripened and turned brown; the tobacco patches were naked now that the crop had been put in. The river lay green and quiet between the rows of trees.

“Poor old Chicken Little,” Uncle Burley said.

I turned to look at him; he stood there watching the river as if he didn't realize he'd spoken aloud.

Chicken Little Montgomery had fallen out of a boat and drowned the week before, but this was the first time I'd heard any of our family mention it. None of us had ever been friends with the Montgomerys, and we'd never spoken of them. But now that Chicken Little was dead you noticed the silence. All of us felt uneasy about his drowning. He stayed on our minds as if our dislike for him while he was alive had somehow made us guilty of his death.

“Wonder if they've ever found his body,” Uncle Burley said.

“I don't know,” I said.

We went on down the hill, and up the bottom to Beriah Easterly's store.

Beriah and Gander Loyd were sitting on nail kegs in front of the store, looking up toward the top of the hill. Beriah saw us coming and called, “Morning, Burley.”

“Morning, Beriah,” Uncle Burley said. “Morning, Gander. I hear you got married.”

“It's a fact,” Gander said.

Beriah pointed up at the top of the hill. “A lot of buzzards up there this morning. Must be something dead.”

We looked at the buzzards for a minute. Then Uncle Burley and I went
into the store and Beriah got up and came in after us. He went behind the counter and propped his elbows on it, waiting to hear what we wanted.

Uncle Burley ordered two pounds of line and a hundred hooks, five pounds of meal and three sacks of Bull Durham.

“Going to do some fishing, are you, Burley?” Beriah said when he came back with the line and hooks.

“Thinking about it,” Uncle Burley told him.

“Pity about Chicken Little, wasn't it?” Beriah said.

“It was,” Uncle Burley said.

“You know they never found his body. They gave him up.”

Beriah sacked up the things we'd bought and handed the sack across the counter to me. “Looks like we're going to have some more fishing weather.”

“Could be,” Uncle Burley said.

“Well, I hope you all have luck.”

Gander was still sitting on the nail keg when we came out. Uncle Burley nodded to him. “Give my respects to your wife, Gander.”

“Thank you, Burley,” Gander said. He got up and went into the store.

When we were on the road again Uncle Burley said, “Gander's out awfully bright and early for a bridegroom.”

“I didn't know he was married,” I said. “Who did he marry?”

“Old Gander outdid himself, from what I hear. They say he married a young woman. And a pretty one too. Her name was Mandy something or other.”

When we got to the camp house Uncle Burley shoved the door open and we went inside. “Well, here we are,” he said.

He told me to open the windows, and he got a broom and swept the floors. We took the bedding down and spread it over the beds. After we got everything clean and in order we sat outside to talk and look at the river. There was a breeze blowing and a few spots of sunlight came through the leaves onto the porch; it was quiet and comfortable. We'd gone a few days without rain and the river had cleared, although there was still some current. It felt good to have nothing to do but be there.

“I don't see how Gander ever persuaded a pretty woman to marry him,” Uncle Burley said. “That one-eyed old pup. She must be blind in both eyes. I wonder if she's looked at him yet.”

“He's not very pretty,” I said.

Uncle Burley laughed. “His face would stop an eight-day clock and run it backwards two weeks.”

He lay down on his back and pulled his hat over his eyes. After a minute he laughed again. “Your grandpa sure did ventilate the kitchen,” he said. “Damned if he can't be outrageous sometimes.”

“It's hard on Grandma,” I said.

“And everybody else,” Uncle Burley said. He sat up and put his hat back on, folding his arms across his knees. “But I tell you, there's no give in him. And no quit. You've got to admire that. He's been a wheel horse in his time. He's worked like the world was on fire and nobody but him to put it out. It's a shame to see him getting old.”

I nodded. Grandpa had been hard on all of us. He'd kept himself stubborn and lonely, not allowing any of us to know him; we saw him and he saw us through his loneliness. But his loneliness and stubborness humbled us too. We had to admire him.

At dinnertime Uncle Burley lit the coal oil stove, and I filled the water bucket at the spring behind the house. We fried some bacon and a pile of corn bread and sat down to eat.

Uncle Burley raised his hat and said,

After dinner we found the boat where Uncle Burley had hidden it in a patch of horseweeds and turned it over and slid it down the bank to the river. And then we got the bait box and the fish box from under the porch and tied them in the river by the boat.

We climbed the bank again and sat on the edge of the porch to rest.

“Well,” Uncle Burley said, “we got her fixed. We're in business.”

When we'd rested Uncle Burley said we'd better be thinking about catching some bait if we were going to fish. He said there ought to be plenty of perch up in the creek, and we could try them for a start. He found the minnow seine and I got a five-gallon bucket from under the
stove in the kitchen. We started upstream toward the mouth of the creek.

Uncle Burley carried the seine on his shoulder, whistling a tune and watching the river.

“Do you think we'll catch any fish?” I asked him.

“The river's full of them,” he said. “We ought to. If we get another rain to stir the water and freshen it a little, we ought to have good fishing.”

We caught a bucketful of perch up in the creek and carried them back and put them in the bait box at the river. It was getting late by then. Uncle Burley said there wasn't much use in trying to fish that day, so we made another meal off the bacon and corn bread.

As soon as supper was over we set a lantern on the table in the bedroom and started getting our fishing gear in shape. We rolled the hanks of line into balls so they'd run out without tangling when we put them in the river. Uncle Burley got out a ball of lighter line and we snooded the hooks, cutting the line into pieces about a foot and a half long and tying the hooks to them.

It was comfortable work to do after supper. We were full and a little sleepy. A couple of owls called in the woods. Frogs were singing.

The next morning we finished breakfast by sunup. We loaded the lines and hooks and a baiting of perch into the boat and started up the river. Uncle Burley rowed. The red sunlight slanted through the trees on the bank and down to the water. A soft wind was coming up the river, rippling it, and the reflections of the trees were speckled and pointed in the water like big fish. Two or three herons flew from one snag to another, keeping ahead of us. We went past Jig's boat, but it was quiet and we didn't call him.

When we got to the bend where Uncle Burley wanted to fish I tied the end of one of the lines to a willow, and let it unwind as Uncle Burley rowed across to the other bank. We found another willow on that side and fastened the line, then tied on the weights—a small rock near each shore and one in the middle. We pulled ourselves back across on the line, and I tied on the hooks and Uncle Burley baited them.