Night Sky (Satan's Sinners MC Book 3) (34 page)

I run my hands up her ribcage across the side and top of her tits. Running my knuckles over the hard pebbled nipples, I lay my hands flat against her chest to feel the quickness of her breaths and the pounding of her heart. The heavy pants and pounding let me know she is so fuckin' ready for me. I continue downwards until I hit her stomach. I lay one hand on her flat belly and push off with the other so I can sit up on my heels.

Ever lifts her head at me, confusion of why I stopped clear on her face.

You really have my baby growing inside here?
I sign with one hand.

Her hands come up to respond.
Yes, Writer, I do. We are going to have a baby. Are you sure you are happy? It was kind of unexpected, and with things just getting better with us.

Her shining eyes match my own as I look down at my hand laying on her stomach.

I'm so happy Ever. I wouldn't lie to you. Shit's real fuckin' good with us. We are ready for this. We're getting married probably sooner now, we have a house, you have your store, and I got my jobs.

Then I confess,
I'm going to make you happy, Sugar. I vow to put a smile on your face everyday. I will be the shoulder for you to cry on and the person you have to vent to when you get angry. I promise to love you more tomorrow than I did today and I will work hard to make sure you have everything you need. And this baby, I promise to love him or her just as much as I love their momma. I will be the best goddamn father and do right by them and you. I will take care of you both and never make them feel an ounce of pain or have to go through what I did. I'm gonna give you two the world, Ever.

Her tears cascade down her cheeks.
Writer, I know you will do all of those things and more. I believe in you and you have already given me everything. I don't need the world as long as I have you, and now this little one
.

She lays her hand on top of mine before adding,
I couldn't ask for more.
We form the ‘I love you’ sign, putting our fingertips together and mouth ‘I love you’.

I lean down, bringing my lips to hers in a feather light kiss before I work my way down her body again. This time I don’t stop at her stomach, I go right for her pussy, spreading her wide open for me. I take a few seconds to lap at her front to back then zoning in on her swollen clit. I devour her like I'm a starved man, like I'm having my last meal.

Fucking delicious!

When her back starts arching, eyes close, and her head goes deeper into the pillow, I know she is close. I push two fingers inside of her and curl them, stroking on her perfect spot that will set her off. Her chest heaves as her walls tighten around my fingers. Push inside, apply pressure, rub her g-spot, and pull out. I repeat these actions over and over, going harder each time.

Her body shakes.

Her feet dig into the bed.

Her hands find my hair and pull me closer.

She's coming!

She's beautiful. Perfect.

Ever cums so fuckin' hard, the first squirt hits my tongue, making me delirious. I don't stop. I keep going, sucking her dry until her thighs tighten around my head and she starts trying to pull away because it is too sensitive. I pull away and climb up her body, holding my weight with my hands. Ever grips my head, bringing me down to kiss her so she can taste herself.

Reaching down, I line my cock up to her opening, and in one swift push I am balls deep inside her tight heat. I let out a grunt and have to keep still for a moment because my balls are about to explode. I don't want to blow my load too soon.

When I have a hold on myself, I start to move and give her everything I have. There is no control in my thrusts, they are erratic as I roll my hips hitting her spot and send her into another beautiful orgasm. I pick up my pace as I feel my balls start to tighten up once more and that burn in my spine starts to go through my body. I'm going to fuckin' lose it soon. I pound furiously into her until I feel my release take over. I fight to keep my eyes on her as I bite down on my lip.

I growl out her name, say she's mine and a lot of other filthy shit I wish she could hear as my hot cum fills her to the hilt. I slow my movements until I come to a stop. I lean down, kissing her on the tip of her nose, eyes, chin, cheeks, forehead and lastly, her lips before rolling us over. I want to stay connected with her for just a little while longer. I stare at the ceiling and decide how to tell her what I have been thinking about since she was kidnapped.

I slowly pull out of her, then put my boxer briefs back on before I grab two washcloths and go out to the bathroom. I let the water from the sink heat up and then clean myself off. I wet the other one for her and head back to my bedroom.

I sit on the bed next to her, clean between her legs and throw the washcloths off to the side where they land in the hamper. Ever is watching me, confusion set in place. She is wondering why I'm not lying down with her.
I have to tell you something.

Okay.
She has a look of mixed emotions worry, confusion, doubt.

I want to get the cochlear implant.
She sits up in front of me.

Are you sure? Why? We've never talked about this before.

Yeah I'm sure. It's just something I started thinking about. When you were kidnapped, I hated that I had to have someone tell me what was going on. I didn't like it at all. I wanted to hear like everyone else, especially with it having to do with you.

Now, there's another reason, and I don't know how you are going to feel about it.

What is it?
Her brows furrow as she questions, but I think deep down she knows.

I want to here our baby's heartbeat. I want to hear their first words. I don't want to miss out on anything.
She looks away from me and I think I have upset her. I hope to God I haven't. I see the tear escape before she swipes it away and turns back to me. Ah fuck, I don't want her to cry.

Okay. I think you should do it. I want you to hear everything. You had your hearing once so you know what you are missing. That's something I never had. I want that for you. I want you to hear.

Are you sure? Are you upset?

Yes, I'm sure and no, I'm not upset, but I want you to promise me something.

Anything, Sugar, just name it.

I want you to promise me that you will tell me what the heartbeat sounds like.

My own tear slides down my cheek. I don't bother to wipe it away.
I promise, Sugar.

EVER

First Time Feeling by Dan + Shay

About a week after the BBQ, all of us girls decided to get together to catch up on everything. I pull up, park, and walk into the restaurant. I look around before my eyes find our table in the back. As I'm walking towards them, my smile grows bigger with each step as I think about how our group is growing. Sitting at the table is: Zoey, Chatty and her cousin Tinsley, Jacey, Daphne, Dr. Greene and Audrey. My sister, Jacey, and Chatty stand to hug me while the others stay sitting, looking kind of shy.

I give them a warm smile with a small wave as I sit down.
So, how is everyone?
I ask Zoey before grabbing my menu. She hits the top of it, my eyes narrow in on her. I'm pregnant, she should not come in between me and food. She should know this.

Calm down sister, I already ordered for you and everyone is good. How are you feeling?

I'm good. No morning sickness yet.

I take a drink of my water just as Zoey tells me,
So um, Chatty and Gunner fucked the night of the BBQ.
Water sprays out of my mouth, my eyes are probably the size of saucers as I look at Chatty. Her head is down, not the confident Chatty we all love.

Is she okay?
I ask my sister, but Jacey answers.

We were talking about the BBQ and how some shit went down. It kind of just slipped out. She said she doesn't know what to do. Apparently Sierra here is sick of Hacker's shit so she is never coming back to the club. Tinsley got mistaken for a whore and Daphne says it's too much for her, that's why she left
. Jesus, what the hell is wrong with those men? I reach across the table, taking Chatty's hand in mine, giving her a silent it-will-be-okay look. The faintest smile forms on her lips before the waitress sits our food down.

Do any of them want to talk about it?
I'm trying to be the concerned friend, but I am nosey as hell.

Jacey cocks her brow in a really? expression, don't you think we tried?
You know we are some gossiping bitches, but they aren't talking yet. We will get them to eventually
. Her devilish smirk takes over.

Yeah, I remember when you were the one not talking. Let's just give it some time and everything will eventually come out.

We stay for awhile, catching up. I miss a lot because I can't read lips so I only get bits and pieces of what Zoey tells me. Which pretty much consists of Hanger and Bear wanting more babies. Audrey doesn't know where Hunter's head is at with them, and that Tinsley might be staying for awhile. I let Sierra know that I will be making an appointment with her soon for the baby, then I zone out.

I stay distracted for most of the day while we are at the restaurant. I think about Writer getting his hearing back and what that will mean for us. I have never been able to hear, but it makes me jealous that he is going to be able to. I know that is probably wrong of me, and don't get me wrong, I am so happy for him. He deserves to get it back since he should have never lost it, but I can't help it. I want all the things he will get to experience, especially when it comes to the baby. Will he still love me the same when everything is going to be put on him? Yes, he will still love me. I can't have these doubts, not when it comes to Writer.

I grab my phone and send a text to Jackie. I haven't kept in contact with her like I would like to, but the last I checked, she decided to stay in Tulsa with her kids.

Me:
Hey Jackie! How are you?

Jackie:
Hi Sweetheart! I'm good, just playing with the grandbabies. How are you?

Me:
Everything is GREAT!! You know I am back with Writer, but he proposed and I'm pregnant.

Jackie:
That is wonderful! I'm so happy for you, Ever. How is your store doing?

Me:
It's doing really good. Selling lots of clothes. Writer's going to get his hearing back, he went a few days ago for the implant surgery.

Jackie:
Uh oh, how do you feel about that?

Me:
I'm okay, happy for him. I just don't want it to change anything between us.

Jackie:
Oh Ever, it won't. That boy loves you more than anything. I gotta go get these kids before they kill each other.

Me:
LOL! Ok bye luv u. I'm happy for you too, Jackie.

Jackie:
Thank you! Everything will be fine, you will see. Love you 2.

When everyone is done eating, they inform me that they want to go shopping at my store. I excited to take them so we all jump in our cars and I lead the way.

I walk into Lady Sinners Clothing and More. It's not busy right now, but with the girls behind me, that's about to change. Shug lets me know that it has been a slow day, but she goes right to work on helping the girls as do I. They all give their congratulations, they love the clothes and talk about how great the store looks.

It takes a few hours, but everyone leaves satisfied with bags of clothes except for Sierra Greene. She only bought one top and looked guilty as hell doing that. I wonder if there is more to the good doctor than what we know. After the last girl leaves, I decide it's time for me to get home to my man so I tell Shug bye and for her to make sure and lock up.

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