Authors: Mike Sherer
closely.!Wink!bucked!and!rolled!on!the!other!side!of!the!saloon,!
trying!to!get!to!her.!I!rushed!to!her!side.!!
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“Reyna?”!
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She! lifted! her! head! and! opened! her! eyes! blearily,! slowly!
focusing!on!my!face.!
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“This!really!hurts,”!she!said.!!
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She!closed!her!eyes!and!her!head!thudded!onto!her!arm.!
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Her! left! side! was! covered! in! blood.! I! pushed! and! pawed!
and! prodded,! looking! for! the! entry! wound.! Suddenly,! I! heard!
grunts!and!whimpers.!I!turned.!The!grunts!were!coming!from!
Wink.! He! jerked! his! head,! motioning! me! over! to! him.! The!
whimpers,!I!realized,!were!coming!from!me.!
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“She’s!hurt,!Wink.”!
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He!nodded!vigorously,!grunting!louder.!
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I!scooted!over!to!him,!grasped!one!end!of!the!strip!of!tape!
over! his! mouth! and! yanked.! He! flinched,! but! didn’t! make! a!
sound.!
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“Galley.”!He!nodded!to!the!side.!“Knife!in!the!top!drawer.”!
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I!rose!up!on!my!knees,!found!the!knife!and!sawed!through!
the!tape!around!his!ankles.!He!sat!up!and!turned!so!I!could!free!
his! hands.! He! brought! them! around! in! front! of! his! chest! and!
rubbed!his!wrists!to!get!the!circulation!going.!I!got!to!my!feet!
and! saw! mile6distant! shoreline! scrolling! past! the! windows.!
Startled!we!were!still!underway,!it!took!me!a!few!moments!to!
figure! out! how! to! throttle! down,! shift! into! neutral! and! shut!
down!the!engine.!The!boat!settled!and!drifted,!the!silence!oddly!
discomfiting.!
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Wink!kneeled!next!to!Reyna.!!
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“Left! arm’s! a! mess,”! he! said,! “but! she! doesn’t! seem! hurt!
otherwise.! She’s! lost! a! lot! of! blood.! I’ll! get! a! tourniquet! on! it,!
but!we!need!to!get!her!back!to!shore!pretty!quick.!Think!you!
can!pilot!while!I!take!care!of!this?”!
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I! nodded.! Turning! back! to! the! helm,! I! reversed! what! I’d!
just! done,! turning! over! the! big! twin! diesel! engines,! moving!
both! shift! levers! into! forward! and! slowly! easing! the! throttles!
up.!I!spun!the!wheel!and!turned!the!boat!around!until!the!bow!
pointed!toward!Coupeville,!then!I!opened!up!the!throttles!even!
more.! The! only! sound! in! the! next! five! minutes! was! the! loud!
drone! of! the! engines.! Wink! finished! what! he! could! for! Reyna!
and!got!up.!He!stood!next!to!me!and!stared!out!the!windscreen.!
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For! a! brief! moment,! I! saw! a! glimpse! of! the! two! of! us! as!
we’d! once! been! in! the! summers! aboard! his! boat! in! Centralia.!
We!were!both!a!hell!of!a!long!way!from!that!place.!
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The! shoreline! sparkled! with! the! pulsing! lights! of!
emergency!vehicles!parked!on!the!quay!above!the!pier.!A!small!
crowd!of!early!risers!had!gathered!at!the!foot!of!the!long!wharf!
just! below! them,! gazing! curiously! out! at! the! dock! as! Wink!
adroitly!maneuvered!the!trawler!into!its!former!slot.!I!jumped!
down! to! the! dock! and! made! the! boat! fast.! A! small! knot! of!
people! milled! on! the! dock,! watching! me,! not! offering! to! help,!
possibly! dissuaded! by! the! presence! of! two! sheriff’s! deputies!
standing!with!casual!attentiveness,!hands!on!holsters.!!
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“Sanders!”!
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I! turned.! Two! medics! bent! over! a! seated! figure! huddled!
under!a!blanket.!The!man!struggled!to!get!up,!the!medics!trying!
to!restrain!him.!He!pushed!away!the!hand!on!his!shoulder!and!
rose!to!his!feet.!In!obvious!pain,!he!drew!closer,!the!question!in!
his!eyes!outweighing!it.!!
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“Taylor?”!His!eyebrows!arched.!
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“Dead,”!I!said.!!
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The!deputies!stiffened!to!attention!like!Dobermans!behind!
a!chain!link!fence.!I!tipped!my!head!toward!one.!
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“You! in! charge! here?”! I! said! to! Drucker,! my! voice! low!
enough!not!to!be!overheard.!
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He!squared!his!shoulders.!“I’ll!take!responsibility.”!
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“You!okay?!How’d!you…?”!
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He! shrugged! and! winced! from! the! pain! the! movement!
caused.!“Kevlar!vest!saved!me.!Don’t!think!Taylor!knew!I!was!
wearing! it.! Asshole! never! did! like! following! procedure.!
Neighboring!boater!heard!all!the!commotion!and!fished!me!out!
of!the!water.”!
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I! nodded! and! looked! past! him.! Waving! at! the! medics,! I!
called!them!over.!
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“There’s! a! badly! wounded! naval! officer! on! board,”! I! told!
them.!“Unless!you!think!this!guy’s!gonna!die!any!second,!she’s!
your!priority.”!
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One! of! them! hustled! back! to! grab! a! medical! kit! and! they!
both!climbed!aboard.!Wink!came!out!of!the!cabin!and!let!them!
pass,!then!joined!us!on!the!dock.!Drucker!nodded!at!him.!
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“I!owe!you,!Langford.!More!than!just!an!apology.”!
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For! a! moment! Wink! looked! as! if! he! might! deck! him.! He!
gave!a!weary!shrug.!
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“Forgive!and!forget,”!he!said!simply.!
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Drucker!shook!his!head,!unwilling!to!let!it!go.!“Officially,!I!
can’t!advise!you.!But!there!are!groups!that!will!help!you!get!a!
substantial!settlement!from!Uncle!Sam!for!what’s!been!done!to!
you.”!
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“I’ve!got!enough!money,!special!agent.”!
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“Maybe!a!measure!of!moral!restitution,!then.!Give!you!your!
good!name!back?”!
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“Maybe.”!
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Drucker! considered! him! for! a! moment,! then! turned! and!
walked!up!to!one!of!the!deputies.!I!watched!them!confer.!!
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“What!now?”!I!said.!
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Wink! stepped! up! next! to! me,! gaze! facing! the! same!
direction!as!mine.!“Don’t!know!yet.!Big!world!out!there.”!
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A!figure!sat!on!the!steps!of!the!house!where!I!live,!lounging!
in!the!early!morning!sun,!not!hunching.!He!had!clipped!grizzled!
hair,!not!tangled!blond!locks.!As!tired!as!I!was!from!driving!my!
paper!route,!there!was!little!chance!I’d!mistake!him!for!Cole.!Or!
for! Keely.! He! leaned! back,! resting! on! one! elbow! and! watched!
me! silently! as! I! came! up! the! walk.! I! stood! in! front! of! him,!
waiting.!He!rose!slowly!and!walked!past!me,!then!stopped.!
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“Come!on,”!he!said.!“Let’s!get!some!coffee.”!
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I!hesitated.!“It’s!been!a!long!night,!Charlie.!I’m!beat.!Can’t!
this!wait?”!
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Wordlessly,!he!walked!to!the!Toyota!sitting!at!the!curb!and!
got! in! the! passenger! seat! without! waiting! for! an! invitation.! I!
followed! slowly! and! climbed! behind! the! wheel.! We! drove! to!
our!usual!spot!in!silence.!!
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Inside,!when!we’d!both!settled!into!a!booth!and!a!waitress!
had!come!by!to!fill!the!mugs!already!on!the!table,!he!rested!his!
elbows! on! the! table! and! cradled! his! coffee! in! both! hands.! He!
stared!into!the!mug!as!if!the!brown!liquid!held!his!fortune.!
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“Look,! I’ve! never! been! much! good! at! thank6yous! or!
apologies,”!he!said.!“I!just!wanted!you!to!know!that!if!you!ever!
want! to! talk! about! what! happened! up! there! you! can! call! me,!
okay?”!
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I! watched! him! for! a! moment,! then! looked! away! and!
rubbed!my!chin.!
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“Okay,”!I!said!quietly.!
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He!looked!at!me!then,!eyebrows!climbing!up!his!forehead.!
“That’s!it?”!
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“What!do!you!want!me!to!say,!Charlie?”!
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“I!don’t!know.!Nothing,!I!guess.”!He!dropped!his!gaze!to!the!
tabletop,!looking!pensive.!
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“Sarah’s!still!pretty!upset,”!he!said!a!moment!later.!
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“Doesn’t!surprise!me.!Kind!of!a!shock!to!discover!what!you!
thought!you!knew!about!your!parents!was!all!a!lie.”!
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His!face!colored.!
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“You!seem!to!be!taking!it!okay,”!I!said.!
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He! shrugged.! “They’ve! gotta! take! responsibility! for! what!
they!did.”!A!pause,!then,!“Your!friend!okay?”!
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I!didn’t!know!if!he!meant!Wink!or!Reyna.!I!guessed!Wink.!
“Better!than!okay,!I’d!say.!For!the!first!time!in!a!long!time.”!
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Wink! had! his! good! name! back,! which! was! all! he’d! really!
wanted.!But!he’d!also!struck!a!deal!with!SIU!to!share!the!patent!
and!royalties!that!might!result!from!commercial!development!
of!the!technology!in!Kwan!Ji’s!notebook.!He!was!smart!enough!
to!build!on!Kwan’s!research.!!
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Silence!fell!over!the!table.!It!began!to!make!me!feel!itchy.!
The!events!on!Whidbey!were!two!weeks!behind!me,!but!I!still!
felt!exhausted!and!listless!most!days.!All!that!death,!especially!
my! part! in! it,! had! taken! an! emotional! toll.! I’d! be! working!
through!it!for!a!long!time,!maybe!even!consulting!Jeri!privately,!
not!just!at!group!meetings.!And!there!was!the!nagging!question!
of! Reyna.! ONI! had! reclaimed! her,! spirited! her! back! to! D.C.! to!
recuperate!at!Walter!Reed!Medical!Center.!I!hadn’t!heard!from!
her!and!didn’t!know!how!to!get!in!touch.!Worse,!I!didn’t!know!
where!I!stood!with!her,!what!I!wanted!with!her,!what!was!even!
possible!between!people!on!different!coasts.!!
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I!needed!sleep,!not!coffee.!I!pushed!it!away!and!stared!at!
Charlie!until!his!eyes!met!mine.!
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“I! appreciate! your! offer,”! I! said.! “I! may! take! you! up! on! it!
someday.!You!already!know!most!of!it!from!the!reports.!I’ll!tell!
you! this! much:! I! learned! a! couple! of! things.! I! learned! that!
people!aren’t!motivated!by!causes,!or!religion,!or!politics.!None!
of! that! matters.! It’s! all! bullshit.! It! all! comes! down! to! what!
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people!themselves!want,!what!individuals!want.!Money,!power,!
sex…”!
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I! shook! my! head! and! looked! out! the! window! at! the!
sunshine! spreading! across! the! buildings! on! the! other! side! of!
the!street.!I!thought!about!the!waste!and!destruction!Baines’s!
ego! had! caused.! He’d! killed! two! members! of! his! own! family!
pursuing…!what?!I!didn’t!know!anymore.!
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“What!else!did!you!learn?”!Charlie!prodded.!“You!said!two!
things.”!
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How! could! I! explain! what! friendship! meant! to! me?! Or!
loyalty?!Or!what!the!fear!of!losing!a!friend!ends!up!costing?!!
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The! past! had! caught! up! with! all! of! us—Clayt! and! Connie,!
Charlie! and! Sarah,! Baines! and! his! family,! Wink! and! me.! What!
we’d! done! with! the! opportunity! when! it! had! made! all! the!
difference.!
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I!gave!another!headshake!and!smiled!at!him.!
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“Nothing,”!I!said.!
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