“Oh, god,” Salman said. Her face had gone a bit green.
“I only wanted what was best for
you
, Senator,” Petrie pleaded. “You have to understand—I didn’t want to hurt Ben. I
like
Ben. That was why I didn’t release the information about Irfan right away. If you could have won without it all being made public, I would have quietly erased the disk and no one else would have needed to know. But now—” She waved an agitated hand. “The scandal about Yaraye’s campaign contributions and the loss of your chance to break the news about the Dream destroyed everything. I waited, hoping for something else to come along, another opportunity. But nothing did. We’re too close to election day now. So I sent the file to all the major—” She halted, took a moment to get herself under control, and drew herself upright. “Well. Now you know. I can’t say I’m sorry. Ben has agreed to endorse the Senator, and that gives the campaign another chance.”
Kendi was so angry it was all he could do to stop himself from leaping across the coffee table and smashing Petrie across the face. Ben had turned to stone on the sofa beside him. Harenn and Lucia looked like someone had kicked them both in the stomach. Gretchen and Tan wore tight, wrathful expressions.
“I’m going to do two things,” Salman said in the silence that followed. “First, I’m terminating your employment with malice, Wanda. Second, I’m calling the police.”
“You wouldn’t,” Petrie said, aghast. “Not after everything I’ve done for you.”
“Watch me.”
“Think of the scandal,” Petrie said quickly. “The scandal of having a killer on your staff, as one of your most trusted advisors. I don’t think even Irfan’s son could counter that.”
Another long silence. Salman’s lined face was rigid and immobile. At last she said, “Ben, I’ll leave it up to you.”
“That’s unfair,” Kendi said quickly. “If he tells you to call the police, he’s ruining your campaign. If he tells you not to, he lets a killer go free.”
“Let Ben say that,” Salman said. “He can also choose not to decide.”
Ben sat immobile as a pile of rock. Kendi couldn’t even see him breathing. Then he said in slow, careful words, “I hate you, Petrie. I think I hate you almost as much as I hate Padric Sufur. But I’m committed to seeing Grandma win the governorship. Lewa, do you have access to personal trackers?”
“Only the best,” Tan said.
“Good. Can you implant Petrie with one?”
Tan nodded.
“Do it. Petrie, you can roam free until the end of the campaign. After it’s over and everything has calmed down, we’re coming to get you and you’re going to prison for what you’ve done.”
Petrie opened her mouth to protest, then shut it again and nodded once. Lewa Tan took her firmly by the arm and led her from the room.
“There’s more going on than just that,” Kendi said. “We’ve also learned that Padric Sufur is on Bellerophon.”
Salman started so violently that she kicked the coffee table and upset the teacup. The delicate china broke and tea gushed over the table. Lucia quickly mopped it up with a linen napkin while Salman recovered herself.
“Explain,” she said in a hoarse voice. Her face was white as milk and her hands trembled.
Kendi did, finishing with, “We decided we shouldn’t confront him or report him to the authorities until we can figure out what his plan is. The Vajhurs are keeping watch on his house, but so far nothing’s happened.”
“Everything is moving so fast,” Salman lamented. “I can’t keep up. Young Silent re-entering the Dream, Ben’s heritage, attempts on your life, Kendi, and now Padric Sufur. After this, being governor will be easy.”
“An ancient curse commands the recipient to live in interesting times,” Harenn said. “I believe we have long passed
interesting
and gone straight into
enthralling
.”
“I think Sufur is the one behind the attempts on Kendi’s life,” Ben said.
“Why is that?” Salman asked.
“Here we go,” Gretchen muttered.
“Kendi stopped Sufur’s plan to destroy the Dream,” Ben said. “He probably figures Kendi might stop him again, so he’s trying to make sure it doesn’t happen.”
“Except,” Salman said, holding up a finger, “that stopping Sufur was a team effort. The entire Vajhur family was involved, as were you yourself, Ben. Sufur has to be aware of this. Why would he single out Kendi? What do the police think?”
“They’re still mystified,” Kendi admitted. “Ched-Theree says the charge used to cut the tree branch didn’t give them anything traceable, and they went over the holo-vid that woman made pixel by pixel. No clues. “s far as the poisoning goes, Ched-Theree said the dart is one used for hunting glider-lizards, and the sporting goods stores carry thousands of them. The military kept polydithalocide in its arsenal until fifty-some years ago, when it was outlawed, but there are still stores of the stuff around. The police are checking with the military bases to see if any of the stuff has gone missing, but it’s slow work.”
“I’ll see if I can speed things up a bit,” Salman said grimly. “The military
likes
me. I have to apologize, Kendi—I should have been more involved with all this.”
“You’ve been a little busy,” Kendi said wryly.
“So what do we do about Ben?” Lucia asked.
“First we need to have independent confirmation of his identity,” Salman said. “If you can give us a little blood, Ben, we can get it checked so you don’t go out there without hard evidence to back you up.”
“Go out there?” Ben said.
Salman nodded. “I’ll have Yin May set up a press conference. For this evening, if possible.”
Ben swallowed hard and Kendi put an arm around him. His entire body was humming like a high-tension wire.
“I’ll be right there with you, love,” Kendi said. “You’ll do great.”
“Long as I don’t throw up in front of everyone,” Ben said tightly.
Ben did throw up. Twice, in fact. Kendi stood outside the auditorium bathroom, waiting for him. At last he emerged, his fair skin still pale but his expression determined. Without a word they made their way to the dimly-lit backstage area. It smelled of old cloth and dust. Harenn, Lucia, Salman, and various campaign functionaries awaited them. A rumble of voices indicated the audience was filled to capacity. On the stage was a wooden podium, standing like a leader in front of a small army of chairs.
“Not exactly how we were planning to spend Three Drink Night,” Kendi said to him.
“Is your ocular implant showing the speech text?” asked a technician.
Ben nodded. “I’m ready,” he said, and only Kendi knew he was shaking.
“Let’s go, then,” Salman said, and strode onto the stage. Immediate applause thundered through the auditorium. Two assistants escorted Harenn and Lucia to chairs behind her and helped them sit as Salman took the podium.
“My fellow citizens of Bellerophon,” Salman said, voice booming through the chamber, “today you received some news that struck like a thunderbolt. I’m here to tell you that I was as stunned as everyone else. My grandson, Benjamin Rymar, went to great lengths to keep this information private. He didn’t even tell his own family. Recent events, however, have changed that, and I have arranged for him to speak with you for a short time. May I introduce my grandson, Benjamin Rymar.”
Ben didn’t move. Kendi gave him a nudge and he took a hesitant step forward. Then he stopped. The auditorium had fallen silent. Salman shot an expectant look backstage. Ben took another faltering step forward, and then another. Kendi put a gentle hand on the small of his back.
“I’m right here,” he murmured. “I love you, and I know you’re strong enough to do this. Give ‘em hell, Rymar.”
Ben snorted, then cleared his throat and strode onto the stage. The explosion of noise that greeted him vibrated the entire building. In homes, offices, restaurants, bars, and schools across the planet, citizens of Bellerophon, both human and Ched-Balaar, crowded around holographic displays and held their breath. The conference was being broadcast live on every single feed. There was no other news, no other entertainment. Just Ben. Kendi was glad there was no way for Ben to see that. One auditorium full of roaring humans and hooting Ched-Balaar was more than enough.
Salman yielded the podium to Ben, who took it with obvious trepidation. True to his promise, Kendi stood right behind him. Salman had said Kendi’s presence would make Ben look less credible, but Kendi had refused to surrender the spot, and Ben hadn’t disagreed. Every human and Ched-Balaar in the auditorium was on his or her feet, shouting, clapping, waving, and clattering. Ben blinked at them and swallowed hard. Kendi wondered if he was going to throw up a third time. Then Ben held up a hand. It took several moments for the crowd to calm down.
“Good eve—” Ben’s voice cracked and he cleared his throat. “Good evening. Irfan Qasad said, ‘The greater your knowledge, the lesser your risk.’ I think that after tonight, there won’t be any risks left.”
The crowd roared with laughter. A small smile played across Ben’s face and he visibly relaxed. And when the laughter died down, he turned and nodded a dismissal to Kendi. Kendi was so startled it took him a moment to realize what Ben wanted. Suppressing a proud grin of his own, Kendi took a seat next to Salman behind the podium.
“First I’ll break the suspense,” Ben said, reading from the text that scrolled across his optical implant. “Irfan Qasad, the first human to enter the Dream, is indeed my biological mother, and Daniel Vik is my biological father.”
Another roar burst through the auditorium. The reporters in the front row—given this prime spot because they were the most respected of their kind on the planet—leaped to their feet and shouted questions. Ben stopped speaking until they quieted.
“I have submitted my DN” to several different laboratories for independent confirmation,” he said. “The information is widely available and you can download the files from the net at the address now appearing on the feed display.
“I know you’re wondering how this is possible. The answer is that I’m not completely sure. I can only tell you what I know. My mother—the woman who gave birth to me and raised me—was a Mother Adept with the Children of Irfan. Almost thirty years ago, her team found a derelict ship orbiting a gas giant.”
He went on to explain how Ara found the embryos and how she had elected to give birth to Ben. Ben’s words were calm and measured, even serene. The audience stayed quiet throughout, riveted now. Kendi’s heart swelled with pride.
“It is also true,” Ben continued, “that the babies carried by Harenn Mashib and Lucia dePaolo are from the same group of embryos. Genetically they’re my siblings, but to me and my husband Father Kendi Weaver, they will be sons and daughters.”
Murmurs rippled through the crowd at this. Ben waited a moment, then continued. “I learned of my genetic heritage only a few months ago, and I had hoped to keep the information private. However, the news got out, and my family and I have to live with the consequences. I know a lot of people are looking to me to be some sort of savior, as someone who will bring peace and prosperity to Bellerophon. I can understand that sentiment. The Despair hit Bellerophon hard, harder than most places. People are hungry and homeless. But I’m not a savior. I may be the son of Irfan Qasad, but when it comes down to it, I’m really just Ben Rymar, a guy who’s good with computers and who’s a little nervous about becoming a father.
“I know that people are saying that I’m some sort of...avatar, here to lead the people of Bellerophon to some great destiny—or just back into the prosperity we knew before the Despair. I’m afraid that those people are going to be disappointed. The people who can bring prosperity back to Bellerophon are the ones watching this broadcast, the people who walk the solid world and the Silent who walk the Dream. You have the power, not me or my family. Irfan Qasad is part of everyone, not just me. Her legacy touches everyone on this planet.
“As for me, my mother was Mother Adept Araceil Rymar do Salman Reza. She gave birth to me, raised me, loved me. Irfan Qasad is to me as she is to you—a wise, serene woman who lived a very long time ago.” Ben paused. “I’ll take a few questions.”
The auditorium exploded into noise again, and it was some time before the audience calmed down enough for the front-row reporters to make themselves heard.
“Mr. Rymar,” said a dark-haired man, “what went through your mind when you found out about your heritage?”
Kendi gave an inward sigh. The feeds couldn’t seem to get away from
How did you feel when
questions.
“I was as stunned as you were when you heard about it,” Ben said. “Well, maybe a little more than stunned. It’s not the kind of news you ever expect to get.”
Another reporter asked, “Mr. Rymar, what impact does this have on your relationship with Father Kendi Weaver?”
Ben pretended to think about this one. Kendi, however, knew that backstage certain members of Salman’s staff were coming up with answers and feeding them into Ben’s optical implant, just as they had done for Ben’s speech. The delay was to give the team time to upload the text.
“I love Father Kendi deeply,” Ben said. “He was a little startled, too, but it hasn’t changed our feelings for each other.”
The questions continued. “Why did you choose Ms. Mashib and Ms. dePaolo to carry your children?”