On the Way Home (3 page)

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Authors: Skye Warren

Tags: #romance

“I’ll chip in for gas,” I said.

She smiled. “You don’t have to do that.”

I pulled open the door, tossed my duffel bag to the backseat and climbed in. “I have a girlfriend.”

It wasn’t the smoothest delivery. Nor was it strictly true, considering I’d been dumped. But I needed to talk to Chelsea before I really knew what was going on. I needed closure. And I wouldn’t take the chance of leading Della on that something could happen. She deserved better than some strung-out army grunt on the rebound.

Grimacing, I chanced a look.

She raised a perfectly arched eyebrow. “In that case, I’ll let you chip in for gas.”

 

Chapter Three

 

Della

He was silent for the first five miles we drove. Once he told me what part of town he lived in, he’d shut down. It might have been insulting, the way he barely spoke to me, how he refused to make a move. Even if he did have a girlfriend waiting for him.

What was I going to do about her?

His eyes were closed. Was he sleeping? But no, I could feel his presence vibrating through the air in my truck. It had been like that in the airplane too, his vitality like waves that could lap at my cheeks. His large body swayed gently with the motion of the truck. That relaxed pose was a facade, something that would fool a lesser fighter into thinking he was unaware.

But I had plenty of experience with men’s bodies. I knew how they looked when stalking their prey. I knew how they looked at the height of climax. This man had been through hell and back, and I knew that look too.

Cuts marred his tanned cheek and neck. Something had made a gauge at the back of his neck, leaving a scab still puffy with irritation. Heavy shadows marred his eyes, almost as heavy as a bruise, dark slashes beneath his golden lashes.

Kind eyes.
I had learned to recognize those too.

A bright sign for a drive-up fast food place passed us by, and I exited the freeway.

“Where are we going?” he asked, his voice husky with exhaustion.

“Figured you could use some lunch. You look hungry.” More than hungry. He looked like he needed… everything. Food. Sleep. Even air itself. If I’d met him a different way, I would have wanted to give him those things, to care for him. To protect him.

Which was funny, considering.

He shook his head. “I’m okay.”

“Come on. It won’t bite.” I maneuvered the truck beneath the small overhang carport and rolled down the window. “When’s the last time you ate, anyway? I know they didn’t serve lunch on the plane.”

“I had coffee…” He scrubbed his face with a hand. “A few hours ago.”

“Proving my point, soldier. A big boy like you needs nourishment.”

He gave me a strange look, as if he couldn’t figure out if I was flirting with him. Maybe when he figured that out, he could tell me, because even I wasn’t sure. What I did know was that I couldn’t fight him. Despite the obvious toll his trip had taken, he was alert. His fists were huge, his muscles clearly defined beneath the army-green shirt he wore. No, the only weapon I had against him was sexuality.

What else was new?

“I’ll take a burger,” he conceded. “And whatever’s the biggest soda they have.”

Yeah, he’d probably take an IV injection of caffeine if they had one. He was battling sleep big-time. But he needed rest. Caffeine wouldn’t be good for him. It wouldn’t be good for my purposes either.

I leaned out the window and ordered three burgers and an extra-large lemonade. He raised his eyebrows at the change in his order, but he didn’t complain. Naturally submissive. I could tell these things, often after speaking with someone for a minute. That wasn’t conceit talking. In my old job I only had a minute to figure a guy out. That skill helped in my new job too.

Girlfriend or not, he wasn’t immune to me. He thought I was looking at the menu, but out of the corner of my eye, I saw his gaze, hungry and a little desperate, on my body. The blue airline uniform was stiff and unappealing, but he made me feel like I was dressed in silk. Not even the cheap, gaudy kind, but something luxurious.

His voice was gruff when he spoke. “So… how’d a nice girl like you end up in this dirty business?”

Surprise forced all the air from my lungs. “What?” I managed to get out.

He nodded toward the badge still stuck to my chest, the one with gold airplane wings and the name
Della.
“Charging fifty bucks to check in a bag. Holding us hostage during layovers. It’s practically highway robbery.”

“Oh.” The air suddenly liquefied again, rushing into my lungs like a waterfall.

His brows drew together. Was that concern? God, it had been so long since anyone had worried about me. No, it had never happened.

“Sorry,” he muttered. “Bad joke.”

“Don’t apologize.” I tried to smile. “You’re right. They’re pretty evil about it. But I have to admit, they’ve taken good care of me.” The pay sucked, but the health benefits were stellar. No risk of getting raped or killed, for example. That definitely improved my well-being.

“That’s good.” The sleepiness had drained from his eyes, leaving only a piercing intensity that seemed to see right through me.

I shifted in my seat and looked away.
Point one for soldier boy.

“Did you always want to fly?” he asked softly.

A knot formed in my throat, and I swallowed around it.
Point two.
I may not come out the winner in this match. But then, that was the point, wasn’t it? Dmitri thought I was going to die on the mission he’d given me. Maybe so, but I’d go down fighting.

“Yeah,” I said, just as quietly. “I always wanted to get away. No one can touch you in the sky, right?”

He caught the steel in my voice. His eyes sharpened into blades; they cut me open. I bled onto the steering wheel, all over the console beside me. All the while thinking
touch me, touch me, touch me.
A lifetime of bartering with my body had left me broken inside, unable to tell the difference between lust and affection. Or maybe I could always tell the difference. That was why it hurt so damn much.

A knock on the window startled me. I let out a small shriek, then blushed, embarrassed. Warmth covered my hand, and I looked down to see his larger hand over mine. Comforting me.

Drawing in a breath, I pulled away. There would be time enough for that. He’d touch me plenty more places before we were through. Every one outside my body, but nowhere inside me. I wouldn’t let him touch me there. I paid for the food and rolled my window up. The business of brown paper wrapping and straws were the distraction I needed to pull myself together.

* * *

We got back on the road quickly. I watched with some fascination as he scarfed down the burgers, the sight of his throat swallowing strangely compelling. Or maybe not so strangely. I knew my tastes in men ran to the perverse. But I was used to dealing with smaller men, ones with slender hands and hips. The kind I could lock between my legs until he convinced me to let him go.

Clint would be nothing like that. He had enough power in his pinky finger to level me. And the thought of all that power being wiped away… My stomach turned over.

But it wasn’t a guarantee he would die. He could defend himself—better than I ever could. And I was well-accustomed to do-or-die situations.

As in, I did what Dmitri said or my sister died.

“You want one?” Clint held up a foil-wrapped burger.

Shaking my head, I put the truck in gear. “No, thanks.”

“Are you sure? A big girl like you needs nourishment.” His low voice was teasing, and despite myself, I smiled. We both knew he outweighed me by a hundred pounds, but the low tenor of his voice when he called me a
big girl
told me he wasn’t talking about my size. He was talking about sex. But playfully. Without the hint of coercion I was used to.
Damn.

And did he have to be so cute? I didn’t want to find him adorable. I didn’t want to like him at all. This would be so much easier if he were a sleazeball like Dmitri.

My phone buzzed in my purse, and I pulled it out.

Well?

One word and my heart plummeted. Dmitri. He wanted to know if I’d gotten the man named Clint Adams, the one who’d been sitting in seat 34B. Uh, yeah, I had him, but Dmitri had neglected to mention that man would be in combat gear. Clearly he was in one of the military branches, which made him extra dangerous. It also meant he served his country, and I had a lot of respect for that.

Enough respect to let my sister die?

I texted back one-handed at a red light.
Working on it.

Because I didn’t have this all worked out. In a few minutes we’d arrive at his house, where his girlfriend would no doubt be. Not a very good girlfriend, I thought with some disgust, since she hadn’t bothered to come pick him up. But I could hardly be jealous, considering. At least she wasn’t going to get him killed.

“You okay?” he murmured.

“Yeah, sure.”

“Because you seem a little… agitated.”

I glanced down and realize I’d been gripping the steering wheel so hard my knuckles were white. Yeah, I was agitated. I’d done a lot of crazy shit for Dmitri, but this one definitely took the mafia cake. What would happen if I just started driving toward Dmitri’s safe house right now? Obviously the guy would notice a detour into the seedy part of town. I needed Clint immobilized, unconscious, and that was impossible with him alert and powerful and studying me from across the truck.

He seemed to lean away from me, almost trying to make himself small. Which was ridiculous. That would never work, as big as he was. He filled the whole cab, right up to my face, where I breathed in his musky scent. My skin tingled whenever he looked at me—all the time. Whenever I was in sight of him, I felt his gaze on me, hot and surprisingly sweet.

“I thought maybe you’d changed your mind about driving me.” He shrugged. “You don’t know me, but I’d never hurt you.”

I blinked, incredulous. He thought I was
scared
of him. God.
God.
I couldn’t do this. My throat closed up. “I know,” I managed to say. And the strangest part was that I
did
know he wouldn’t hurt me. How many men could I say that about? Only him.

“But if you wanted to pull over somewhere, I could call a cab. No problem. I don’t mind.”

I just shook my head. Stupidly, tears were forming. Why couldn’t he stop being nice to me? I wanted him to hit me, to fight me. I wanted him to tear me down or submit to me. This good-guy angle was too much for me, like a dream I didn’t know I’d had.

Your sister needs you.

With pure will I forced myself to calm. Why was he affecting me like this? That was a problem I hadn’t expected when I’d reluctantly agreed to do this. But I sucked in a deep breath and blew it out shakily.

I glanced at the screen of my phone. It had gone dark. “I was just looking up a map. But you can tell me where to go.”

He directed me off the freeway and through a network of streets without any other kind words, to my relief. We finally pulled up to an aging apartment complex. Despite the obvious wear on the buildings, tall trees provided shade over the cobblestone walkway. A cat sat licking his paw on one of the flower beds. It was a quaint place, both rustic and comfortable—kind of like the man himself.

He handed me a couple of bills. I split them with a slide of my fingers. Two twenties. “This is too much,” I protested.

“Nah. It should be more, considering the gas and the food. And your time. That’s all I have on me.”

“Clint, I can’t take all your money.”

Something flickered in his eyes. Was that pain? “How did you know my name?”

Shit.
I’d given myself away. But instead of feeling broken up about it, I was glad. Glad he’d caught me. Glad he’d stay safe. “The flight roster,” I whispered.

“You always memorize it?” he asked jokingly.

“Because of the incident,” I forced out. “I had to make an incident report for the woman on the plane. So I looked up your name.”

He seemed to accept that explanation. He reached for his neck and pulled out a set of silver tags. “Army Sergeant Clint Adams, at your service.”

My gaze lingered on those two flat pieces of metal. As if I’d voiced the request, he pulled the chain over his head and handed it over. It was heavier than I’d expected, and warm from his body. I ran my thumb over the lettering.
Adams, Clint F.

“F?” I asked.

“Fitzgerald.” His cheeks turned a faint pink. “An old family name.”

He volunteered so much. Not just his name, rank and serial number. He gave me his history, his kindness. He gave and gave and gave until I felt sick with how much more I would take from him. I ran the chain over my hand, tangling my fingers through the beaded metal as if it was his hair. Then drawing up tight, capturing us both.

He started to speak, then stopped. Then started again, seeming hesitant. “You were amazing, you know. Smooth under pressure. Not everyone could have reacted that quickly.”

I had a lot of experience administering needles to convulsing people. Though mostly that was my sister going through violent withdrawals. What did that make me? Not
amazing,
that was for sure. An enabler, probably. But I couldn’t stand to see her suffer. I did anything to get that needle from Dmitri, and then I used it to give her a few hours of peace.

That was my old life. My new life, as a flight attendant, was supposed to be about making an honest wage. But nothing was ever that simple.

“I appreciated your help,” I said.

“Listen, what I said before about having a…” He glanced behind him, toward the faded door to his apartment building. His expression was torn as he cleared his throat. “I really appreciate the ride.”

What had he been about to say? It was probably better that I didn’t know.
I don’t actually have a girlfriend. And oh, by the way, do you want to come have sex?
I didn’t want to see him lie to me just so he could bang me later when his girlfriend wasn’t looking. I didn’t want him to invite me up to an empty apartment while I ignored the signs that he didn’t live alone. That was the sort of dick move I’d expect from any other guy—but not him. Even if it would help me hurt him, I didn’t want to hate him.

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