“What do my son’s tell you?”
“That his injury is bad. But perhaps not so bad that he need pay for it with his life.”
“Can you help?”
“With your permission I can try.”
“You have it. What will you do?”
“The proper binding of his hurt is the first priority, to put right the shock his system took in the impact. But before that the affected area should be washed, lest any infections creep in. The gentle application of some balms I carry should also help.”
“I can do that.”
“It would be fitting. When he’s able I’d also like him to take an infusion of herbs. The ones I use for
practical
purposes.” It was another dig at the disgruntled healers. “That and rest are what I advise.”
His manner impressed her. “I welcome your advice. Let’s get started.”
“Anything I can do?” Stryke said.
Alfray waved a distracted hand at him. “Leave us.”
Peremptorily dismissed, Stryke crept out. He got back into the street and took a deep breath to clear his head of the odour of death and suffering.
People were running by, spreading word that the latest attack was dying down.
“The enemy are pulling back!” a passing youth shouted at him.
For now
, Stryke thought.
There were no more offensives in the following hours. By early evening the defenders had fallen into a kind of tense apathy, overlaid with exhaustion. Outside, the army was regrouping. Nobody thought they wouldn’t try another assault.
Stryke, Alfray, Coilla, Jup and Haskeer were on a wall together, watching, just like thousands of others.
Haskeer was in the middle of a familiar diatribe. “I mean, it’s not as though it’s our fight anyway, is it?” He jerked a thumb at the settlement below. “When all’s said and done, these are still humans, ain’t they? What have they done for us, apart from losing us Talag?”
Regret at the loss of their fallen comrade was something they could all share.
“One of the band’s longest-serving members,” Alfray reminded them.
“We’re lucky not to have lost more,” Haskeer said.
“They’ve done plenty for us,” Coilla responded. “I do wish you wouldn’t see other races the way so many of them see us.”
“You’ve changed your tune,” he came back. “You didn’t care for humans more than I did last time you spoke about it.”
“That’s not altogether true and you know it. Anyway, I’m coming to see life’s more complicated than that. Maybe it’s just down to good beings versus bad beings, and to hell with races.”
“To an extent,” Alfray cautioned. “But let’s not lose our identities. They’re too important.”
“There are some races who don’t seem to mind handing over their identities to others,” Haskeer remarked, looking at Jup. It was a naked reference to dwarfs and their artifice.
“Gods, not that again!” Jup complained. “Will you stop blaming me for everything my race does? As though
I
was personally responsible.”
“Yes, leave it, Haskeer,” Stryke warned. “We’ve enough of a fight on our hands without you starting more.”
“We won’t be able to fight off another attack like the last one, I know that much,” Haskeer grumbled. “Not with the humans here.”
“They have spirit,” Coilla reckoned. “That stands for a lot.”
“Fighting spirit stands for more.”
“You’re too hard on them.”
“Like I said, they’re humans.”
The exchange halted when someone appeared at the top of the ladder leading from the settlement. It was Krista Galby. She stepped onto the walkway holding the hem of her gown up slightly to avoid it snagging.
They greeted her, though Haskeer’s welcome was subdued. She seemed in better spirits.
“I’ve come to tell you that Aidan’s improved,” she told them. “He’s conscious and seems to recognise me. His breathing’s better too.” She moved to Alfray and took his coarse hands in hers. “I have you to thank for this. I don’t know how I can ever repay you.”
“You have no need. I’m glad to hear the boy’s mending. But he still needs doctoring, and will for a week or two yet. I’ll come by and see him again later.”
“Thank you.” She was smiling. “The gods have favoured my son, and you.”
“Perhaps Alfray deserves the lion’s share of gratitude on this occasion,” Stryke said dryly.
“Don’t mock the gods,” Alfray cautioned. “It’s unwise. My efforts would have come to nought without their approval.”
Stryke nodded at the besieging army. “I wonder if they’re thanking or cursing
their
deity?”
“You’re a sceptic, Captain?” Krista asked.
“I don’t know what I am these days, to be honest. Events tend to turn an orc’s head.”
None of them knew how to respond to that.
“I said I could never repay you,” Krista repeated. “But if it’s in my power to grant you something you desire, just tell me.”
“What about the star?” Haskeer blurted.
The others gave him murderous looks.
“Star?” At first, she was mystified. Then her intuitive streak kicked in. “Do you mean the instrumentality?”
“The . . . what?” Jup replied innocently.
“Instrumentality. It’s a religious relic. I suppose it does rather look like a simple star. Is that what you meant?”
They could hardly deny it.
Coilla quickly stepped in. “He meant, can we
see
it?”
“How did you know we had an instrumentality? We make no secret of it, but we don’t boast of the fact either.”
“A merchant we met on the road told us about it. Katz. A pixie.”
“Ah, yes. I remember him.”
“He made it sound so interesting,” Coilla went on, hoping she wasn’t digging an even bigger hole. “We promised ourselves that if we were ever in Ruffetts we’d try to take a look,” she ended lamely.
“As I recall, Katz expressed a little interest in it. In fact, he abused our hospitality by entering the temple when forbidden. We had to ask him to leave.”
“We didn’t know that.”
“The instrumentality is very important to us. It means much to my people, and to the gods. But I’d be glad to show it to you whenever you want. Though with respect I wouldn’t have thought a religious relic would be of interest to a warband.”
“Oh, it’s not all fighting and mayhem with us,” Jup told her. “We appreciate culture too. I mean, you really should hear Haskeer’s poetry sometime.”
“Is that so? Well, you obviously have hidden depths. I’d rather like to.”
Haskeer gaped at her. “What?”
For an awful moment they thought she meant now.
“So, the instrumentality and poetry,” she went on. “That’s something we can look forward to.”
“Yes. It would be . . . pleasant,” Stryke replied unconvincingly.
“There’s much to be attended to,” the High Priestess said. “I have to go. Thank you again, Alfray. All of you.”
They watched as she descended and moved off through the streets.
“You
idiot
, Haskeer!” Coilla stormed.
“Well, if you don’t ask you don’t get.”
Jup put in his oar too. “You really are a prize fuckhead, Haskeer.”
“Go and suck a rock. And why did you have to tell her I write poetry, you little snot?”
“Oh, shut up.”
“Well, at least we know what she thinks about parting with the star,” Alfray said.
“Yes,” Coilla agreed. “But thanks to gnat brain here —” she indicated Haskeer “—we might have shown our hand.”
“That bloody Katz could have told us he was kicked out,” Jup complained. “Now what do we do?”
“Sleep, if you’ve got any sense,” Stryke advised. “I’m going to. You should all do the same while you can.”
“And make the most of it,” Jup added sourly. “It might be the last time.”
He was aware of her standing by his side. Together, they gazed out at the ocean
.
A playful wind lightly whipped their clothes and faces. The sun was high and the day hot. Flocks of pure white birds winged above the distant islands. They gathered, too, at the tip of the peninsula to the south
.
He felt no need to speak, and she seemed to feel the same. They simply let the vast, calm body of shining water cleanse and pacify their spirits
.
At length, although their appetite for the scene had not been sated, and probably never could be, they turned away. Leaving behind their vantage point on the chalky cliffs, they began the gentle descent into rolling pastures. Soon, the grass was ankle-deep, its vivid emerald splashed here and there with clusters of flowers like golden nuggets
.
“Is this not a fine place?” the female said
.
“It outdoes any I’ve known,” he replied, “and I’ve travelled far.”
“Then you must have seen many regions to match its charm. Our land is hardly bereft of nature’s wonders.”
“Not where I come from.”
“You’ve said that before. I confess myself puzzled as to where that might be.”
“At times like this,” he admitted, “so am I.”
“Ever the riddler,” she teased, her eyes flashing, amusement lighting her strong face
.
“I don’t mean to be.”
“No, I truly think you don’t. But you have the power to remove yourself from the mystery that seems to dog you.”
“How?”
“Come and make a life here.”
As with the first time she mooted the notion, he felt a shiver of excitement and longing. It was partly the richness of the land, partly her and the implied role she would play in a new life. “I’m sore tempted.”
“What’s stopping you?”
“The two things that always stand in my way.”
“And they are?”
“The task I would leave undone in my . . . own land.”
“The other?”
“Perhaps the hardest to overcome. I have no understanding of how I come and go from this place. Nor control of it.”
“Accomplish the first and you will conquer the second. You have the power. Your will can triumph, if you just let it.”
“I can’t see how.”
“But not for want of looking, I’ll wager. Be minded of the ocean back there. Were you to fill your palm with water from it and dwell upon that, would it mean the rest of the ocean had ceased to exist? Sometimes we cannot see because we look too closely.”
“As ever, your words touch something in me, yet I can’t quite grasp its shape.”
“You will. Honour your obligations, as a good orc should, and a way will open from your land to mine. Trust me.”
“I do.” He laughed. “I don’t know why, but you have my trust.”
She joined in the laughter. “Is that so bad a thing?”
“No. Far from it.”
They fell silent again
.
Now the pastures were on a keener slope, and he saw that they were making their way down into a valley, surrounded by gentle hills, although one fell at a more acute angle
.
Nestled in the middle of the lush depths was a small encampment. It consisted of perhaps a dozen thatched round dwellings and half again that number of longhouses, along with stockpens. There were no defensive fortifications, fire ditches or any other protective barriers. Orcs could be seen, and horses and livestock
.
He couldn’t remember ever seeing the camp before, but somehow it stirred a recollection that wouldn’t quite be brought to mind
.
As they approached, he asked, “Did this place ever have an outer wall?”
She seemed almost amused by the question. “No. There has never been the need. Why do you ask?”
“I just felt . . . I don’t know. Is it named?”
“Yes. They call it Galletons Outlook.”
“You’re sure? Has it ever been called something else?”
“Of course I’m sure! What else could it be called?”
“I can’t remember.”
The mention of names diverted his thoughts from the enigma for a moment. “There’s something I’m determined to know this time,” he told her resolutely
.
“And what might that be?”
“Your name. You know mine. I’ve never discovered yours.”
“How did we allow that to happen?” She smiled. “I am Thirzarr.”
He repeated it several times under his breath, then declared, “I like it. It has strength, and attends your character well.”
“As does your own, Stryke. I’m glad you approve.”
That felt like some kind of victory to him, despite its seeming smallness, and for a moment he relished the feat. But when he glanced again at the valley floor and its settlement, something was once more roused in the recesses of his mind. He still couldn’t bring it into focus
.
They were on the level now and nearing the encampment. The feeling he couldn’t name grew stronger. Before long they were entering the modest township. Nobody paid heed, except for one or two orcs who waved greetings at his female companion. At
Thirzarr,
he corrected himself
.
Without let, they passed through the clearing, skirting huts and pens. Then, near the camp’s southern end, Thirzarr stopped and pointed. He looked and saw she was indicating a pool, near perfectly round and filled with sparkling water. She went to it, and he followed
.
They sat side by side on its rim. She ran her hand through the water, delighting in the liquid’s sensuous caress. He was occupied with whatever it was that wouldn’t yield to his recall
.
“This pool . . . ,” he said
.
“Isn’t it lovely. It was why they founded this settlement.”
“There’s something familiar about it. About all this.”
“You could make it more familiar still if you were to come here and settle. If you were to come to me.”
It should have been a moment of delight. Yet it was soured. For the first time in her company, he was troubled. Each element he had seen, could see now, tumbled through his mind. The ocean and peninsula. The valley with its hills. This pool. The steep bank yonder that should have been decorated with chalk figures
.