“When you asked him if he’d written any of it down, he said he hadn’t.”
“But you wonder if he was telling a fib.”
“It’s a possibility, sir.”
“It is indeed.” George’s hand closed slowly on the key. “I wonder if him correcting my music was a sign, you know? A way of giving me permission to correct his if I saw something in it I didn’t think was right? Or at the very least giving me permission to tidy it up, to put it into some kind of order?”
“I don’t know, sir. I suppose the only way of knowing would be to open the locker and see what’s in it.”
“And you haven’t already done so?”
“I thought that would be a bit impertinent, sir, as he’d clearly meant for you to open it.”
George passed the key back to me. “I can’t wait. Go and see what’s inside now, will you? I assume they’ll let you?”
“I was his ambulance mate, sir. They’ll let me anywhere.”
“Then go to the locker. Open it and find his music, and bring it to me. But if you don’t find anything . . . I should rather you didn’t come back. I wouldn’t like to see your face come through that door and then be disappointed. If there’s something in there I must have, correspondence or suchlike, then you can have it sent to my bedside by one of the orderlies.”
My hand closed on the key. “I hope I’m not wrong about this, sir.”
“Me too,” George said softly. “Me too.”
“I won’t be long.”
I opened the curtain. The key was hard against my palm, digging into the flesh. Mr. Chamberlain was still going on, but no one seemed to be listening now. They had heard it all before.
A FAMILY HISTORY
Paul Park
Sailing to Egypt in the spring of 1798, General Bonaparte and his army passed within two miles of the English fleet, northeast of Malta in the middle of the night. What would have happened if Horatio Nelson had set a different course and had captured his enemy at sea?
Of course everything would have changed, instantly and for the better. Its revolution unchecked, France would have become a paradise on Earth, where free men and women raised their eyes from the dirt and stood up straight as if for the first time. Pigs would have learned to speak, donkeys to fly.
Colors would have been brighter, smells sweeter. The weather would improve. God would smile on France and all the French dominions. In June of 1815, gentle breezes would caress the empty fields of Waterloo. A system of high pressure would extend to the New World, and a midsummer hurricane would not rip apart the small, vulnerable French towns of Plaquemines Parish, Louisiana.
It would not destroy the farmhouse of Fran¸ois and Marie Louise de Fontenelle in Pointe à la Hache, a sliver of land between the swamp and the Mississippi River. It would not orphan their children, Amelie and Lucien, and force them to abandon the only home they knew and ride north along the makeshift levees from which, years before, they had hailed the flotilla of barges carrying General Bonaparte to New Orleans, when he took up his duties there as governor.
Disconsolate, the two orphans would not have found refuge with an aunt and uncle on the Rue des Dryades in the capital of New France. They would not grow up sullen and resentful in the grand house of their relatives, treated like servants’ children. At age sixteen, Lucien would not steal his aunt’s jewels and run away. He would not join the crew of a flatboat heading north, past the indigo and sugar plantations, and then the cotton after that, and then the wilderness. Still shy of his seventeenth birthday, he would not come to rest in the territory of the Omahas, at Fort St. Jean on the west bank of the Missouri River, penniless, his money spent.
Two years later, he would not send the following letter:
“Ma Chere Soeur, my heart bleeds when I think of you still in the clutches of that madwoman and her nine-times-cuckolded husband. If there is anything that mars my current exultation it is that. But let me tell you what has happened here in this great country that is as fresh as if God made it yesterday—no, as if this is still the first morning of creation.
“I think of it that way even as I lie here on my deathbed, too weak almost to raise my pen.”
(In New Orleans, Amelie de Fontenelle would not wonder at the crude, small, unfamiliar printing on the envelope, the cherished hand inside. “Ah, is it true?” she would be spared from thinking.)
“My sister, it is true. I have received a sword’s thrust, but the wound has festered. Yet even so I would change nothing of that glorious afternoon when Colonel Bernadotte broke Jackson’s lines, unless it were to spare you unhappiness or to see my son Logan weaned from his mother’s breast, take his first steps. But like one of Captain Ney’s horse-soldiers at the top of the bluff, or like a Pawnee warrior with his coup stick in his hand, my thoughts have ridden far ahead of my story. “My dear, I beg you to forget your pride and not turn your heart away from my infant son. I assure you, his blood is better than our blood. His grandfather is Big Elk, great chief of the Omahas, and his mother is Bright Sun—Me-um-ban-ne—oh, I would like you to meet her so that you might cherish her as a sister for my sake. Let me explain to you the method of my courtship, for even after everything I can’t believe my luck or regret anything that has occurred. You must imagine me friendless and unhappy, hunting deer along the juncture where the Elkhorn meets the Platte. This was when the corn was small, and I came in through the fields of maize and beans. I left my horse and continued, finding the place deserted, or so I thought, because the tribe was hunting in the Sand Hills. I counted three-score lodges, which were mounds of raised earth, thatched with bluestem grass. I wandered among them. All their doors faced east, and all were blocked with an arrangement of dried sticks, so that the men could see if anyone had entered in their absence—all but one, thank God, and it the largest. I entered a low corridor in the earth and soon found myself in a dark space formed by a circle of wooden posts joined overhead by wooden rafters and a cage of willow wands. Light came from an opening in the grass roof, and I could see her sleeping on a raised platform like the princess in the story. Oh, she is so fair! It was in the afternoon, and the air was hot. I learned later she had hurt her foot, which was why she was sleeping in the middle of the day. She was not with the others in the fields, the old women and young children who kept the village while the tribe was hunting buffalo in the west. In this and everything I see the hand of Providence, for she was scarcely awake before we were man and wife, according to the simple ceremonies of her people. We scarcely had a word in common, but even so she begged me to stay, or else she begged me to leave before her mother returned—I would have pursued either course! But I was anxious to find the black-robe at the mission on Council Bluff and to prepare everything our sainted mother might have asked. And though my wife clung to me, and though she wept, I asked her to be patient, as I would come back the next morning with the priest.
“I wish I had never left her. But even in this tragedy I see Fortune’s hand. I would not have been able to prevent, by my presence, what occurred. That night the village was attacked by the vengeful and blood-thirsty Sioux, led by their chief and an American named Benjamin Burgess, also called ‘the lion of Missouri. ’ ‘The devil’ would have been a better name—Captain Ney had already told me about him, when I saw him at the fort. Burgess was a spy in Jackson’s pay. Always he was searching for a means to bring the tribes to warfare on both sides of the river, an excuse for the Americans to intercede. Life and property meant nothing to him. If he could steal away the favorite daughter of Big Elk while the camp was undefended . . .
“Once more I have charged ahead. That afternoon, when the shadows were longest, I reached the mission at Council Bluffs. I was looking for the black-robe, Father de Smet, whom I knew. But he had gone to baptize children in the Ponca villages along the valley of the Wolf River. Instead I found another, a Jesuit named Mylecraine.
“He has given me kindness, and with my wife he is tending to me now, and so I will describe him, a small man, even smaller than Governor Bonaparte when I saw him at the fort with Captain Ney. During the time I have known him, I have never seen him shave his beard, and yet his face is soft, his hands childlike and delicate. I say this to emphasize by contrast the courage he has shown. He is from Brittany, and he studied music before turning to God. Even now he takes his wooden flute and flageolets among the tribes, and I have seen the battle-scarred warriors of the Omaha sit round him in a circle, their faces soft with wonder and delight.
“That evening when I came to him, he packed up his flute first of all. He had seen Bright Sun that winter, when he was a guest in her father’s lodge. And though he scolded me for the precipitateness of my wooing, he was smiling as I was, without any notion or thought that at that moment already Bright Sun’s mother lay dead, as well as four of the old braves who had not ridden with the others, and several children also, because of the savagery of the Sioux chieftain, Goes-to-War, as well as Burgess the American, whom later I shot down.
“By that time it was dark, and Father Mylecraine and I stayed in the mission. Early the next morning we set off, as joyful as you please. Because he was fluent in all the tongues of the Indians, I was eager, with his help, to explain my wife future to her, how she would accompany us to Bellevue and take up residence. Alas, I was full of plans. Before noon we reached the site of the catastrophe. All was in chaos, and I spent more than an hour helping Father Mylecraine attend to the wounded, while at the same time searching for Bright Sun. There were no horses at the village, so I let one eight-year-old boy take the pony I had brought for my bride and her possessions; he started off along the Platte to discover Big Elk’s camp, a distance of a hundred leagues. With the priest’s help, another boy told me what I wanted to know, how he had seen Burgess with his fringed coat and beaver hat—the lion, as he called him, but I knew who he was: a huge man with yellow hair down his back, his yellow beard high on his cheeks—there were not two like him in the territory. Even though she could scarcely walk, he had taken Big Elk’s daughter across his saddlebow and ridden north into the land of the Oglala Sioux. Anyone could see where the war party had passed. Furious, I rode out after them, following the track, even though Mylecraine begged me to wait while we fetched the soldiers from the fort—there was no time for that! Nor could the captain have left St. Jean to intervene in a dispute between the tribes, not with General Jackson massing on the other side of the Missouri; beyond question, it was Burgess’ plan to drive a wedge between the French and the Omahas, to force Captain Ney to choose between disappointing his allies and abandoning his post.
“I followed the trail of the Oglala, two or three score, it seemed to me. But when I came to the side of the ravine, where the track led downhill toward Sarpy’s ford, I saw one horse break away. I was looking for the print of its shoes, a larger horse than any Indian’s, and heavily loaded, and shod in the fashion of the United States’ Cavalry—I knew what I saw. I thought Burgess would try to remove my wife across the river for safekeeping, perhaps because he thought the Sioux would murder her or worse or otherwise do damage to his schemes. Or else he wanted her for himself. In both cases it made me wild with rage. I pressed my mare forward, and as darkness fell I saw a campfire along the ridge, still on this side of the river, for which I thanked God.
“I loaded my long musket and crept up through the juniper trees. The moon was high and small. With as much stealth as I had, I crept up the ravine outside the glow of the fire, by whose flickering light I saw my wife among the stones, her head bowed, her hands tied in front of her as if in prayer. I can tell you, my heart boiled in my chest. Ben Burgess sprawled beside her, a chunk of roasted deer-meat on the end of his knife. He kept no ceremony with her—his collar was undone, his sleeves rolled up. His yellow beard merged with the hair of his fat chest and shoulders—truly, he was hairy as an animal! And he was no bashful or tongue-tied lover, but spoke freely in the language of the Omahas, laughing and muttering as if all this were a joke! He threw down his knife and lifted up instead a cup of whiskey, which I could determine from the smell. He thrust it into my wife’s face. And when she raised her head, and when I saw her expression of despair and passive courage, I thought I could contain myself no longer. I must challenge the lion in his lair, even though I could see Burgess’ pistol laid out on the stones, already cocked and primed. But in my rashness I discovered I had climbed into a trap, because no sooner had I stood up and thrust forward into the circle of the light, no sooner had I uttered my first cry, than one of the cursed Indians, his face still painted like a devil’s, rose from beneath my feet and knocked my gun aside. He was a brave in his first season, younger than myself, bare chested despite the cold, with broken feathers in his hair. Burgess had not risen to his feet, as politeness or prudence would have required. ‘Oho!’ he said, still sprawled next to my wife, ‘we have a guest. But if it isn’t Monsieur Fontenelle!’—he spoke in English. ‘What a surprise! But I suppose you’re a regular tear-cat, now!’
“How can I describe the expression on my wife’s face when she saw me—Bright Sun indeed, but streaked with clouds of anguish and despair. The Indian had his knife at my throat, and he dragged me forward into the firelight. I held out my hand as if to reassure her, but at the same time I saw nothing but blackness ahead of us, as if she and I together had been swallowed up in darkness or the shadow of the pit. I felt darkness overwhelm me, and I raised my hand to push it away, push its shadows from my eyes. The sharp steel was at my throat.
“At that moment, as the darkness threatened to surround me, I heard a noise from away down the hill. I heard a few soft, breathy notes, the low murmur of the black-robe’s wooden flute, an air from his native Brittany . . .”