Authors: Margaret Mayhew
âAt least it helps to keep them warm. The poor things must get absolutely frozen out here.'
They opened the hatchway and began dispensing hot coffee and doughnuts â Mrs Vernon-Miller with the brisk efficiency of a school matron dealing with delinquent boys. As she frequently remarked, she couldn't see why Americans couldn't drink tea and eat ordinary buns, like everybody else. Outside the air was arctically bitter, the wind scything brutally across the heathland. The aircraft mechanics, heavy sheepskin coats over their greasy overalls, mud-caked boots on their feet, peaked caps on their heads, some with brims turned up â another bone of contention with Mrs Vernon-Miller â stood by the canteen chewing the doughnuts and warming their hands round the mugs. It must be a ghastly job, Erika thought. Out in all weathers. Miserably cold. Filthy dirty. Long hours, most probably. Vitally important not to make a single mistake because other men's lives depended on the job being well done. And none of the glamour or thrill of actually flying the planes. Normally, there were grins and wisecracks but today there were only grim faces. There was a big combat mission on, the boy that she had come to know as Chester told Erika. A tough one. A real bastard, if she'd excuse the word. Nearly all the Group's fighters had gone and they were waiting for them to return.
âWill they be back soon?'
âThey don't tell us guys things like that, ma'am. We never know the target. Just have to sweat it out.'
They were getting ready to drive the charabanc on to the next dispersal point when Erika heard the sound of aircraft in the distance. The men had all turned their heads in the direction, intent as gun dogs. Some of them scrambled up the sloping sides of a blister hangar and balanced on the top for a better view. She bent to look through the windscreen as the fighters came into view from the south-east, gradually descending towards the airfield. Twenty, thirty, forty of them, perhaps more . . . it was impossible to count at that distance. The sound increased and she watched them bank and turn to make a circuit. They swept low overhead, rocking the bus and making the crockery jump and jingle. The circuit completed, they started coming into land in quick succession at the far end of the runway. The leader swung onto the perimeter track and went by close to them, engines roaring. Erika could see the pilot clearly through the perspex dome of the cockpit â his leather-helmeted head, his mask, his gloved hands. She could see, too, that the aircraft had been badly damaged. There were jagged tears along one wing, a big hole in the fuselage above the American star and several more holes towards the tail. Other fighters followed, also with battle damage, and three of them turned off onto the concrete hardstands near the charabanc. Mrs Vernon-Miller was shouting something at her but the ear-splitting din of the engines drowned whatever it was. Propellers windmilled to a stop and the mechanics ran to swarm over the planes.
âThey haven't returned all their mugs,' Mrs Vernon-Miller said indignantly. âThere's six missing.'
âI'll go and get them.'
In their eagerness to get to the fighters, some of the ground crews had simply dumped their mugs on the ground. Erika went round collecting them. One was still missing but Mrs Vernon-Miller would have to lump it. As she turned back towards the charabanc, Chester came up with the other mug.
âSorry, ma'am. I clean forgot it.'
âYou've got
much
more important things to think about.'
âYeah . . .'
âAre they all safely home?'
He shook his head, looking shocked. âSome of them didn't make it.'
âI'm so sorry.'
âOne was the group commander. Got hit by flak. Our guy saw him go down. Looks like he's had it.'
She thought of the tall, tanned, handsome colonel with his flashing smile. âI'm so sorry,' she said again.
Back at the charabanc, Mrs Vernon-Miller recounted mugs and pronounced herself satisfied. She took up her Boadicea stance behind Erika again and they drove on slowly round the perimeter track. A jeep raced past them ferrying some of the pilots, but none of them waved.
Miss Cutteridge was in a quandary. Seated at her writing desk, fountain pen in hand, her nerve was failing her. Her conscience, though, spurred her on. The rector, who was such a
kind
man, had preached the need to show goodwill to the Americans. Differences should be put aside, he had told them, first as Christians and second, for the sake of the war effort, and the villagers could begin by inviting Americans into their homes over the Christmas season. They were our allies. They had come from across the seas, a long, long way from their own homes, to help defeat the Nazis. Many of them would never go back again. Miss Cutteridge had been greatly moved by the sermon. She had resolved to do something at once but had found herself making excuses. Her cottage was too small. It was improper for a single lady to invite strange men into her home. With only rations for one it would be very difficult, if not impossible, to provide an adequate meal â especially for Americans who would be accustomed to eating twice as much as any English person. The only one she might manage would be afternoon tea and she had learned that Americans rarely took tea. They didn't care for it as a drink and they didn't seem to like the sort of sandwiches that she could provide. The bloater paste at the Welcome Party had not been a great success; afterwards they had discovered a number of half-eaten sandwiches left by the guests of honour. Christmas had come and gone while she thought of more excuses.
A military lorry was grinding down the street and passed only a few feet from her sitting-room window. She could feel the desk and her chair shaking. Another followed and then another. Americans, of course, on their way to the aerodrome and loaded up with fuel or supplies or men. The peace and quiet of the village had been totally destroyed by an endless stream of American lorries, jeeps, cars, bikes, and by young airmen who monopolized the pubs, the shops, even the pavements so that at times she had had to step into the road to get round them. By now, they must surely outnumber the villagers. And there were so many differences: words used, pronunciation, dress, manners, customs . . . they weren't cousins at all but foreigners who happened to speak a kind of English. Murdering the King's English, Brigadier Mapperton called it and, for once, she was inclined to agree with him.
Miss Skinner, whose opinion she greatly respected, had had grave doubts about their morality from the very beginning and her own first favourable impression, formed from her meeting with the young officer in the church, had not been borne out. Other Americans whom she had encountered around the village had proved rather different and very disconcerting. They chewed gum and smoked in the street, and they left cigarette butts everywhere and chewing gum stuck on gateposts and under windowsills. They talked loudly and boastfully, they used deplorable slang and coarse language. Some of the leather jackets that they wore were painted on the back with pictures of near-naked women and she had observed the way they whistled at girls and how forwardly and familiarly they treated them. She'd heard them calling out things like âAny time, lady, any time' in a shockingly blatant way, even to the most respectable women, though not, of course, to herself. Not at her age. The village was constantly invaded by the most undesirable kind of girls from other towns. They arrived by train and by bus and hung around outside pubs and on street corners, waiting for the Americans. Certain unmentionable things had, apparently, been found in shop doorways in the mornings. And, apparently, the Americans had now started to hold dances up at the aerodrome. Not tasteful ones, such as she had known in her youth with a small string orchestra playing lovely waltzes and foxtrots, but ones where very modern music was blasted out at top volume by a big American band and something extraordinary called the jitterbug was danced.
Miss Cutteridge put down her pen. Who knew what kind of young men might arrive on her doorstep were she to be rash enough to issue an open invitation? The risk was too great, the prospect too unnerving . . . even for the sake of the dear rector. She rose from her desk, and then sat down again. In addition to all the other talk about the Americans, there had been rumours quite recently of their losses. Several of the American fighter pilots had, apparently, been killed in action, including the group commander. Like so many villagers, she had never quite forgiven him for those unfortunate remarks at the Welcome Party, but he had probably been a perfectly good commanding officer to his men and she had been sorry to hear of his death â and of the others. Young men who, as the rector had so correctly predicted in his sermon, would now never go home again. Miss Cutteridge sat down and picked up her pen again. She braced herself firmly. It was her clear duty to do something and a duty should never be shirked, however reluctant one might feel. She would address the letter, as the rector had suggested, to the station chaplain. An invitation to tea would be the safest. Four o'clock to five thirty and for no more than three airmen. If she saved one egg she could manage a small sponge cake, but she would have to think of something other than bloater paste for the sandwiches.
âHe was in again today,' Sally said. âHe bought another lot of rock cakes.'
Doris giggled. âHe must be sweet on you, Sal.'
âPr'aps he just likes rock cakes.' But she knew very well that wasn't the reason. It was easy to tell when a man was interested. You could always sense it and you could see it in their eyes â even the shy ones, like Chester. He'd come into the bakehouse five times in the past fortnight. By the second time she'd learned his name and where he came from; by the third she knew he was something called an assistant crew chief and that he was twenty-one years old; by the fourth he thought he knew how old she was, and today he'd finally asked her out. She'd come straight round to Doris in the evening because she was going to need her help. They'd gone up to Doris's bedroom, where they could talk without her mother overhearing. There was no light or heat up there and they sat on the bed huddled in their coats and with the candle lit. âHe's asked me to the Yanks' New Year's Eve dance up at the 'drome.'
âOh, Sal . . . Whatever did you say?'
âI said yes, didn't I?'
âBut what about your dad? He'll never let you â not the way he is about the Yanks.'
âI'm not going to tell him.'
âHe's bound to find out.'
âNot if you help me, Doris. I'm going to say I'm coming round here, just like I often do, and that I'll be late back because I'm helping you make a blouse.' She'd got it all worked out. Dad'd believe that all right because she made all sorts of things for Mum and herself on the Singer, using any old bit of fabric they could lay their hands on. She didn't need any patterns, she'd just got the knack. âI could bring a special frock with me and change here and then change back again when the dance is over.'
âJust like Cinderella,' Doris said, her eyes gleaming in the candlelight. âI wish I could come too, Sal. You
are
lucky. I never seem to have any fun.'
âWhat would your mum say?'
âDon't think she'd mind. She doesn't care about anything much â not since Dad went. What does your Chester look like?'
âWell, he's tall. And he's got broad shoulders and sort of light brown hair.'
âWhat colour are his eyes?'
âBlue.' She'd noticed his eyes from the first because they were such a lovely deep colour. âHe speaks slowly in a funny accent. He says it's how they talk in Virginia.'
âWhere's that?'
âDon't know. Somewhere in the south, I think. He lives in a place called Paradise.'
âThat's funny! I expect it's very nice. It all looks wonderful on the films. How old is he?'
âTwenty-one.'
âThat's a lot older than you, Sal. Six years older.'
She tossed her head. âBoys of our age are so stupid . . . I can't be bothered with them. Anyway, I told Chester I was eighteen.'
âYou didn't!'
âYes, I did. He won't find out.'
âNo, I suppose he won't. You look much older than fifteen, Sal.' Doris chewed at a fingernail â all her nails were bitten right down. âI wish I looked like you. All the Yanks'll be after you at the dance.'
âI'm going to dance with lots of them â not just Chester.'
âHe won't like it if he's sweet on you.'
âI can't help that. I don't want to be tied to one bloke all evening.'
âWell, I hope your dad doesn't ever find out. He'd be ever so cross.'
âI told you, he won't. If he asks you, just tell him I was with you all the evening.'
âWhy does he hate the Yanks so much?'
âDunno. He's just got a bee in his bonnet about them. I think he's afraid one of them'll go and rape me.'
â
Sal
! You don't think they would?'
She giggled. âThen I'd find out what it's like, wouldn't I? And I'd tell you, so's you'd know as well. Like we've always promised each other we would.'
Doris started giggling too and rolling around on the bed. âI don't think I'd mind, would you? I think they're gorgeous, the Yanks. And I love their voices. Whenever I hear them talking it sends shivers all up and down me.' She giggled some more and then sat up again. âOld Lady Beauchamp hates the Yanks, you know, just like your dad. I've heard her going on about them. Colonials, she calls them.' Doris put on a la-di-da accent: â“Those
frightful
colonials are ruining the village.” Young Lady B.'s gone and invited some of them to the Manor for dinner and she carried on like anything. I listened at the drawing-room door when I was dusting in the hall and heard them arguing. Old Lady B. was saying she wouldn't have Americans over her threshold and then young Lady B. says it isn't actually
her
threshold to say so and she doesn't care, she's going to invite them just the same. “It's the least we can do,” she says. “The very least.”'