âHow did he ïnd me, Jenna?'
âHenderson was at his niece's wedding and well the worse for drinkâ¦it was gone two and he was makin' a hell of a din tryin' to get back through the gates. The gatekeeper's a friend â or relatedâ¦something anyway, and he thought Henderson wouldn't make it back along the drive. He thought he'd lose his keyâ¦or more like was too drunk to use it and would lie out all night. Well, he left his lad to mind the gate and went with Henderson â to see him into the house. Thought he may as well save himself a trip in the mornin', so he gathered up the post in the letterbox and took it with him. Sir James was in his study. He'd just had dinner with Sir George and his son Matthew â now there's a lovely looking manâ¦'
âJenna!'
âWell he isâ¦anyway, Joseph says Sir James was just goin' to bed when he sees Henderson cross the hall â to leave the letters in the tray â an' Sir James stops him, takes the letters and when he sees one of them was from ye, he opened it there and then â like he knew ye was in trouble.'
âGo on.'
âWell, somehow he guessed ye'd be on one of the ships. He'd been goin' through all the land deals. They've formed a company, ye know, Mr Tregellas, Mr Warren the whole lot of them and he'd found evidence they owned a ship. He'd noticed the time of the tides scribbled on Mr Warren's blotter and it got him thinkingâ¦anywayâ¦he got Joseph up and roused the harbour master and made him go through all the listings, looking for a ship owned by St Austell Holdings.'
âJenna, how clever of him.'
âThey've been leasing his land â all round the creek. It's the clay. Honest to God, he was that sure â it was like he was driven. I've never seen the like before. I think he was desperate.'
âYou saw him, Jenna?'
âWe were that worried ye'd not come home, Mrs Pengelly sent me to fetch Joseph.'
âShe knows about you and Joseph?'
âCourse â anyway, I was at the gate. The gatekeeper's lad wouldn't let me in but I was there when they came rushin' out. He asked if ye'd come home and I said that's what'd brought me to himâ¦honest, he was that madâ¦he looked possessed.'
The air was cooling my face, sounds from my childhood ïltering through the open window. Pack mules were passing on their way back to the ïelds, empty carts heading back to the farms, ready to be ïlled for the next day's market. Yawls would soon drift home on the incoming tide, gigs would start racing along the river. Children would stop searching for cockles, the taverns would soon start to overspill. It was all so familiar, so very dear, but knowing James Polcarrow loved me so much had just made my heart ache so terribly.
Suddenly, Jenna leant out of the window, her new-found dignity vanishing as her feet lifted from the ground. âWell, I'll be jiggered,' she said, ankles in mid-air. âThat looks like â¦yesâ¦that's Madame Merrick alrightâ¦rushin' down the road. Something's wrong â she never runs.'
I dashed to the window to see Madame Merrick rushing towards the house. Not only was she running but she had a handkerchief held to her face.
âQuick, Jenna, get Mother,' I said. âSomething must have happened.'
Chapter Fifty-three
R
unning footsteps sounded across the hall: Madame Merrick entered the room in a whirl of green silk, the feathers on her turban ïuttering in agitation. All composure lost, she stood ïushed and breathless, clutching her chest in great distress.
âWhat is it, Marie? What's happened? Here, sit down. Jenna, pull up that chairâ¦'
âThe worstâ¦Eva, the
worst
â¦Shut the door, Jenna, I cannot have the servants hearing. Oh, Evaâ¦I am
ruined
â¦utterly
ruined
.' She held her handkerchief to her face, dabbing her tears. âNobody must hear â though how I can stop it becoming
common
gossip, I do not know. Soon it will be on everyone's lips â everyone will be talking about it. I will be ruinedâ¦my
reputation
will be
besmirched
and all my hard work will be for nothingâ¦' With a huge sigh she sat, stiff-backed and upright on Jenna's proffered chair.
Mother knelt by her side. âNo-one can hear â tell us what's happened.'
âThe worst, Evaâ¦' No longer able to speak, Madame Merrick buried her head in her hands.
Mother looked desperate. âJenna, go upstairs to Mr Pengelly's study and bring down a glass of brandy. There's a bottle in the bureau, third drawer down â be careful not to disturb anything and he'll never knowâ¦'
Hardly able to conceal her surprise, Jenna ran to the door. She was just closing it when Mother called back. âOn second thoughts, bring the whole bottle and as many glasses as you can hold â I think we're all going to need a drop. Don't look so shocked â it's medicinal. Madame Merrick isn't well.'
Part of me was surprised to see Madame Merrick looking so vulnerable. I thought her iron will would be protection enough, but I could see in Mother's tender administrations, she knew her friend's formidable shell was not as hard as she would have us believe.
âIt's not a ïre, is it, Madame Merrick? The warehouse isn't in danger? I asked, fearful that Thomas Warren had carried out his threat.
âGood gracious, noâ¦it is
far
worse than thatâ¦'
Mother's face turned ashen. On Jenna's return, she seized the brandy and, wasting no time, poured four large glasses. With trembling hands, she handed one to Madame Merrick.
âWhy will you be ruined, Marie?'
Madame Merrick drank the brandy in one large gulp. She put her chin in the air and arched her eyebrows, hardly able to utter the unspeakable. âThat
odious
woman, Lady Cavendish, has decided to withdraw her patronageâ¦she has gone
elsewhere
.'
âElsewhere!' cried Mother. âShe can't â not now the gowns are ïnished.'
âI have just received this
note
â¦' Madame Merrick replied, fumbling in her purse to retrieve the offending letter, âinforming me she no longer
requires
her gownsâ¦Nor does she
require
the gown for Miss Arbella Cavendish.' Madame Merrick looked anxiously at the door. âShe thinks nothing of
ruining
my reputation. My gowns are far
superior
to anything in Truroâ¦or Bathâ¦and certainly equal to anything found in London.' She held her lace handkerchief to her quivering lips.
âShe can't withdraw her order â not like that. Not now the gowns are ïnished.' Eyes blazing, Mother reached for her glass, downing it with one swift gulp. âShe'll have to pay âthere's at least two gowns' worth of material in each dressâ¦not to mention all the extra stitching. Unpicking them will take for ever â no-one else's going to ït them!'
âIt's not the
money
, Eva, or the work involved. I can recover the loss of payment but I can never recover the
loss of patronage
. That is what will
ruin
meâ¦not the money.'
âPeople like her don't care two hoots about ruining your reputation,' I said, taking hold of my glass and sipping it slowly. âLady Cavendish doesn't care what grief she inïicts â or how unjustiïable it is. I'm just sorry I got you her patronage.' The brandy was strong and burnt my throat, adding more warmth to my already ïushed cheeks. âBut has Miss Cavendish cancelled her order?' The prospect of never seeing Celia Cavendish again seemed suddenly rather sad, and by the look on Mother's face, I could see she was thinking the same. The success of our school was being threatened â even before it had started.
âNot yet â but I expect she'll follow. They are cousins, after all, and
very
close.' Madame Merrick dabbed her eyes again. âOh, Eva, I'll have to take down my
beautiful
new sign and
everyone
will
talk
. Soon everyone will know I no longer supply the aristocracy.' Her shoulders began to shake as a sob caught her throat.
Mother's cheeks had taken on a rosy glow. She poured Madame Merrick another glass, glancing at Jenna's untouched glass before pouring herself a second. For a moment, she brightened. âSir James Polcarrow won't let you down. You can get the sign repainted with Lady Polcarrow's name on it. She's got nothing to do with the Cavendish family, so she won't withdraw her patronage. Ye aren't ruined, Marie, ye still have good prospects.'
âYou're forgetting Miss Cavendish will soon
be
the new
Lady Polcarrow
so Sir James will have no say in the matter â especially if Lady
Harridan
has her way! Mother could no longer resist her second glass. With a sad but encouraging smile, she shrugged her shoulders, her cheeks glowing pinker.
The room seemed hotter than ever. Madame Merrick looked around, noticing Mother's furnishings for the ïrst time. Reaching inside her bag, she found her fan which she opened with a deft ïick, before waving it vigorously, cooling her cheeks. âYou have a very
pretty
room here, Evaâ¦butâ¦goodness meâ¦do you always keep it so hot?'
âNot usually,' replied Mother, a little ïustered, âbut Rose's been unwell â I'm afraid she has a fever.'
Madame Merrick reached in her bag for her lorgnettes and peered across the room at me, her concern at once giving way to relief. âNonsense, Rosehannon looks the picture of health,' she said, her fan still ïapping furiously. âShe looks very well â of course, it's the
colour
of the dress that shows off her great beautyâ¦I chose it deliberately to compliment her colouring â but all that is in the past, if my business is to fail. There will be no more gownsâ¦'
She stopped to blow her nose, as the sound of horses' hooves drifted through the open window. Jenna was sitting on the window seat and as a ïrm command rang out for the horses to halt, the three of us looked at Jenna to satisfy our curiosity. It was too late for callers; the clock on the mantlepiece having just chimed eight, and it could not have been Father, as he did not have a horse. Jenna peeped through the window, a huge smile spreading across her face.
âGood grief, child, stop
ogling
' cried Madame Merrick sharply. âCome away from the window â it is extremely
vulgar
to stare like that. It will give people the impression you are a
half-wit
â¦'
Jenna was not listening or, if she was, she gave no sign of hearing. Men were dismounting. I could hear the horses shaking their heads, the jangle of their bridles, the stamping of their hooves. Footsteps scraped on the step outside and a knock sounded on the front door.
âJenna, who
exactly
are youâ¦
ogling
?' said Mother, smiling. It must have been the brandy talking.
âIt's Joseph,' replied Jenna sweetly. âHe's holdin' the horses.' She stood a little longer, smiling out of the window before adding, as if in after-thought. ââ¦while Sir James visits us.'
â
Sir James Polcarrow
?' Madame Merrick cried, sitting bolt upright, fanning herself in greater earnest. âSir James Polcarrow calling
here
� He must have business to discuss with Mr Pengelly. But why would he come
here
? Why does he not send for Mr Pengelly?' She stood up, straightening her gown, her long ïngers ïying over imaginary creases. Glancing in my direction, she paled in horror. âMiss Pengelly,
quickly
, you are covered in
cat hairs
â¦Make yourself presentable, child, and Jennaâ¦stop gawping, sit here â remember if Sir James comes into the room, curtsey
very
low and
do not look him in the eye
. Oh, if only it was not so hot in hereâ¦'
A great ïurry of agitation resulted in us taking up poses Madame Merrick deemed proper. I was to sit bolt upright on my chaise-longue, Jenna was to sit elegantly on the window seat, while Madame Merrick and Mother would perch on the edge of their chairs, facing away from the ïre in an attempt to lessen their heightened colour. Mother remained surprisingly calm, all of us sitting in digniïed silence as Sam opened the door. Adopting the gravity such a prestigious visitor required, he announced, in his best voice, that Sir James would like a quiet word alone with Mother.
Madame Merrick's eyes widened and if my heart had not been hammering so hard, I would have enjoyed her incredulity. Mother steadied herself on the arm of her chair, glancing in the mirror to readjust her mobcap, which was leaning slightly to one side. With a little smile, she followed Sam out to the hall, leaving the door slightly ajar. Blood rushed to my head, pulsing at my temples. I began straining my ears, trying to catch snatches of their conversation.
âGood evening, Sir James, it's always a pleasure to welcome you into our home.' Her next words were lost â I think she was thanking him for his part in restoring our good fortune. His reply was also indistinct, but I thought his tone sounded urgent. He seemed to be explaining something. Suddenly his words became audible.
ââ¦it is a letter addressed to me and must be kept conïdential â but I believe Miss Pengelly should read it. It concerns her, and if you're sure she hasn't received a letter of her own, then I believe she has a right to read itâ¦'
âThen please, Sir James, come in and give her the letter yourself. Let her read itâ¦'
âNo, Mrs Pengelly, I've no wish to trespass on your hospitality. I ask only for you to give her the letter and, at your own convenience, return it to me. I'm content to entrust it to you. Goodnight, and please forgive me for troubling you.'
I tried breathing deeply. I expected Mother to say goodnight and was waiting for the front door to close, but she spoke again. âSir James, do give the letter to her yourself â after all, it can only take a few moments to read, and you wouldn't be trespassing on my hospitality. In fact, I'd consider it a great honour if you'd join me in my sitting room. Pleaseâ¦I absolutely insistâ¦come throughâ¦' She sounded so assured and I could only imagine it was the brandy giving her courage.