PLAYED - A BRITISH BAD BOY ROMANCE (70 page)

It
was so
strange not having Preston’s driver take us to our parents’ house. For the most
part, he took us everywhere, and I’d grown accustomed to sitting in the back
with my stepbrother and sipping sparkling water or sometimes champagne as Mr.
Fletcher whisked us to our destination. Somehow sitting in the front seat with
Preston felt more intimate to me, almost like we were a couple.

I looked over at him as the sunset painted
his handsome face with warm, Technicolor hues. I wondered if, had circumstances
not been what they were, I could have been with him. We probably never would
have even met, had it not been for my mom, but if we had…

My heart threatened to break as I realized
that I really could see myself with this man. We were like Romeo and Juliet, if
they’d been practically related instead of just from warring households.

Yet our progression toward our parents’ home
felt like an oncoming war. It would be a battle, certainly. My mother would see
to that. One way or another, she would find fault. I almost wished I could tell
her Preston and I had slept together. The look on her face might have been well
worth it.

“I’m sorry,” Preston said beside me. I looked
over and saw his lips drawn into a grim line. “If I crossed a line back there.”

I shook my head, resisting the urge to place
my hand on top of his. “We both did,” I told him. And if I was being honest with
myself, I wished we could again.

As we pulled up to the gate in front of
Preston’s father’s house, I stared up at the magnificent estate looming just
beyond. Preston’s grandfather had custom built it right after World War II as a
present to his wife. I couldn’t imagine gifting someone an entire mansion, but
life was different for people like the Harveys, even in those days.

I’d been here before, yet I still felt
distant, like this place wasn’t really meant for me. Being at Preston’s side
made me feel a little better, but knowing that I’d have to contend with my
mother soon kept the hairs on my nape raised, regardless.

“Are you ready?” he asked me as we stood just
outside the massive front doors. They reminded me a lot of the ones outside his
office-slash-second-home.

“As I’ll ever be,” I affirmed, taking a deep
breath before Preston reached up and knocked heavily on the door.

I heard the sound of heels clattering across
marble, and a moment later, my mother’s face appeared as she pulled one of the
doors wide to greet us.

“Well, Maddy, you’ve managed to get here on
time. You must be growing up.” I bristled as she turned her gaze on Preston.
“It was so kind of you to bring her. You must be exerting a positive
influence.”

He smiled tersely. “Good evening, Vivian,” he
said. It was obvious from his tone that he was trying to remind her to show
some goddamn manners.

But my mother didn’t take the hint. Her
diamond earrings sparkled in the fading light as she turned back to me. “It was
nice of Preston to take pity on you like this. I hope you’ve thanked him.”

“Oh, trust me,” I said, fixing a grin on my
face, “I most certainly have.” Preston nearly giggled at that. I thought his
eyes were going to bulge right out of their sockets.

“Well, come in,” she sighed, as though
burdened by my mere presence. She’d been doing a lot of that lately since she
and Preston’s father had announced they were getting hitched. “Dinner’s almost
ready. I really have no idea what takes this damn cook so long just to prepare
a meal. It’s not like we expect her to catch and kill the chickens herself, or
anything…”

She walked toward the formal dining room
while we let ourselves in. As he closed the door behind us, Preston raised an
eyebrow at me and said, “I thought you were ashamed of what we’d done?”

I shrugged. “If anything will get me through
this evening, Preston, it will be the knowledge that if my mother ever found
out about us, she’d have a stroke right there in her French onion soup.”

This time, both of my stepbrother’s eyebrows
raised. “Does that mean there
is
an
‘us?’_”

“Let’s just get dinner over and done with,” I
suggested, trying desperately to weasel out of having to answer. “If we
survive, then we can have that talk.”

“Your wish is my command,” Preston replied,
escorting me to the dining room where our parents were waiting. I bet he said
that to every single girl he wanted to fuck…

The table was set with the kind of care and
exactness that almost seemed compulsive. Preston was nice enough to pull out a
chair for me, but as I sat down, I couldn’t even figure out where to put my
hands. I didn’t want to ruin the delicate flower that had been somehow
magically crafted from an ordinary cloth napkin, and God help me if I moved one
of the pieces of silverware. They were placed at an exact distance from the
edge of the table, each one gleaming as if it had never been used…

And knowing where I was, it probably hadn’t.

Despite my discomfort, I did my best to
settle in as I pondered the need for two different forks. Food appeared in
front of me almost as if by magic, flown to my table by a man in the cleanest
pair of white gloves I’d ever seen in my life. The plate was a work of art. It
would be a shame to tear it apart, but I was willing to face the peril. My
momentary bliss was only broken as my mother spoke up.

“So, Preston, how is Madison working out for
you?”

I rolled my eyes as my mother glanced at
Preston over the rim of her wine glass. I knew what she was trying to do. She
was hoping for some hesitation on Preston’s part, some sign that I wasn’t very
good at my job.

I had no clue what my mother had against me,
but whatever it was, she loved to take me down a peg at every opportunity.

But Preston didn’t hesitate. “She’s
wonderful, really,” he answered as he cut his meat. We were having some kind of
chicken stuffed with dates and herbs. “Best PA I’ve ever had.”

“Better than that Jane girl?” his father
asked. “I thought she was working out rather nicely. It seemed to me that the
two of you were… close.”

I looked at Mr. Harvey across the table. He
was damn near the spitting image of his son, though with a touch of steel at
his temples that made him seem more distinguished and intimidating. He had
hawkish, amber-colored eyes that never left his son’s for one moment as he
grilled him about his ex-assistant, and probably ex-girlfriend.

Preston and I hadn’t discussed Jane much in
the wake of my arrival. I had a pretty good idea of what had been going on
between them, but ultimately, it was none of my business. We’d not seen hide
nor hair of her since the day she got fired, and neither of us had thought to
bring her up.

But now I understood why Preston had
entertained her for so long. Whether or not he was willing to admit it, I got
the distinct impression that gaining his father’s approval was something he
cared about very much despite how much he hated him. Families were complicated
like that, I supposed.

He answered, “It didn’t work out,” and tried
to leave it at that, but Mr. Harvey wasn’t having it.

“I can’t see why. Jane was a good match for
you. When she was still around you very clearly worked harder than you ever
have. She certainly seemed competent enough to me.”

“Well, then I suppose you didn’t really know
her,” Preston snapped, taking a long draught of his wine. As usual, things were
dematerializing pretty quickly between all of us, maybe even more so since
Preston hadn’t shown up drunk this time. I cleared my throat and interrupted
their talk of all things Jane with what seemed like a reasonable question.

“Was there something you wanted to talk to us
about this evening?”

Mr. Harvey didn’t answer right away. He
glanced from me to my mother, then back to Preston. For a moment, I was sure he
knew about us, about what we had done. Just as the knot in my stomach grew too
heavy to hold down anymore, he spoke.

“I heard about the Verger deal.”

I let out a long breath into my glass as I
drank, swallowing both the red wine and the bile that had risen into my throat.
I had to stop being so on edge. There was absolutely no way either of our
parents could know what had happened, or might what continuing happening
between Preston and I.

Was I really considering this? Was I really
giving serious thought to continuing my affair with my soon-to-be stepbrother?

The mention of the Verger deal made me
question myself even more. That was the client Preston had been on the phone
with last night, the one who wanted to tear down a homeless shelter to put in a
luxury condo development. It was infuriating. It was absurd. It was unethical.
And yet Preston’s father seemed almost proud of him for it. I wondered how
proud he would be when Preston called the whole thing off.

“I take it you want this to happen?” Preston
said. He tried to play it cool, but I could hear the note of anticipation in
his voice clear as a bell.

Mr. Harvey nodded, leaning back in his chair.
“I’ll be honest, Preston: I wasn’t sure you’d have it in you to make a bold
move like that, especially without Jane around to give you a little shove in
the right direction. I thought maybe you’d gone soft on me. Not everyone in
your position would have the stones.” He chuckled softly. “They’d be too afraid
of going to hell.”

I couldn’t help but scowl. It twisted across
my face before I could stop it.

“Rightfully so,” I muttered, knowing well the
magnitude of the argument I was about to start. “It’s disgusting. You’re
talking about taking the one safe haven these homeless people have and
replacing it with a glorified apartment building for the wealthy. You ought to
be ashamed.”

Mr. Harvey seemed taken aback at my little
outburst, as if he wanted to reach across the table and smack me for speaking
out of turn and beyond my station, but before he could say a word, my mother
stepped in.

 
“Oh, Madison,” she sighed, amused by what
she might call my “misguided pluck.” I watched her nine-carat engagement ring
glitter under the prismatic spray of the chandelier above our heads. “You can’t
possibly think we’re responsible for their misfortune. It’s not our fault
they’re homeless.”

I met her gaze first, then Preston’s. “It is
now,” I said.

Though I doubted it would make any
difference, for once, nobody argued with me. The elder Harvey just smirked as
he chewed on a bite of his disgustingly beautiful food while holding a silver
fork that was probably worth more money than one of those poor homeless people
would come by all year…

There
was
something about Maddy’s disapproval that made mincemeat of my heart, especially
as she dressed down my father.

I wasn’t sure exactly what it was, but as she
glanced over at me like that with such a righteous fire in her eyes, I felt
incredibly small. No one ever made me feel that way, not even my father. He had
made me feel a lot of things in my lifetime, very few of them good, but I could
always tell myself that he did it as some kind of perverse power play, and that
would make me feel better again.

I couldn’t do that with Maddy, and I didn’t
know why. Maybe it was because, deep down, I knew she was right. But what was I
supposed to do? Mr. Verger was one of the biggest clients we had. It was
definitely going to upset Maddy, but I couldn’t just tell him “no.” The kind of
shit storm that would bring down on my father’s head would be unreal. I might
have done it just for that reason, if not for the fact that shit rolls
downhill.

No one said much else during dinner, though I
could tell from Maddy’s mother’s sighs that she considered the evening ruined.
I still didn’t fully understand what we were doing here. Was this some kind of
“atta boy” for handling the Verger problem? Or perhaps some misguided
reinforcement to ensure I didn’t chicken out on the whole sordid matter? If so,
it seemed very unlike my father.

When we’d all finished our meals, he stood up
from his place at the head of the table. “Vivian,” he said, “why don’t you take
Madison into the parlor for some after-dinner drinks. Preston, you go ahead and
take a few minutes to finish up here, and when you’re done, we will finish this
discussion in the study.”

Now it made sense. There was more to it than
met the eye, but not something my father wanted to discuss in front of Maddy
and her mother. Madison looked absolutely terrified at the prospect of spending
alone time with Vivian, and I couldn’t blame her. As my father retired to the
opulently decorated library at the far side of the house, I very quickly
decided I wasn’t hungry anymore. I took a moment to intercept Maddy just
outside the parlor door.

“I’m sorry,” I told her. “I’ll try to make
this quick.”

“It’s fine,” she snapped. I could tell she
was still upset about the thing with the shelter. “I can handle myself against
my mother. I’m sure you have other things to worry about.”

I sighed, running a hand through my hair.
“You just don’t understand, Maddy. This is the way of the world. If I don’t do
this, somebody else will, and then…”

“And then you’ll all have just a little less
money,” she finished for me, her fiery eyes leaping up to meet my own. “Gee,
when you put it like that, Preston, I can almost wrap my tiny plebian brain
around it.”

“I didn’t mean…” I began, but Maddy was
already pulling away from me and heading into the parlor with her mom. It spoke
volumes that she’d rather subject herself to Vivian’s unique brand of torture
than remain in my company one more minute. Was she really going to put me
through the ringer over this?

The whole thing was unsettling for a variety
of reasons, the least of which involved memories of my mother and father’s
relationship before she’d finally divorced him and moved out.

She had been a lot like Maddy. She had morals
and principles, and she never backed down when someone like my father
challenged them. He always regarded her with a condescending kind of amusement,
as though someone like her couldn’t possibly understand the nuances of running
a multi-billion dollar business. I realized with no small sense of shame that I
had been treating Maddy similarly, and as I turned to walk into my father’s
office, I wondered if it was worth it.

My father had hardly ever bestowed a kind
word on me before. Even when I was doing his bidding. But the way he’d looked
at me over dinner this evening, I could tell that he was proud in some sick and
twisted way. He wanted me to be cutthroat, and knocking down a building was
just one in a long line of tasks he’d forced on me that ate away at my moral
pillars.

And the twisted thing was, I wanted this.

It was what I’d always wanted from my father.
I could afford all the diamonds and gold in the world, and yet I’d never been able
to afford his approval. It was always just out of my price range, so to speak,
and I’d spent my whole life coveting it.

Perhaps if my father hadn’t demanded full
custody of me, I’d have had my mother there to put things in perspective. But
he and his team of lawyers had seen to it that my mother wasn’t granted even
the barest of visitation rights. Money could buy a lot of things, including a
family court judge.

What
changed?
I wondered as I slowly pushed open the office door.
What kind of game is he playing tonight?

I waited patiently just beyond the threshold
of the study. Clearly he’d expected to have a few more minutes before I
arrived. My father was on the phone.

“No, of course not,” he was saying, his back
to me as he stared out the window at the garden beyond. I realized he probably
had no idea I was even there. I was just about to clear my throat when he
continued: “Just because I’m going through with the marriage doesn’t mean I
don’t love you.”

I stood stock still as I let those words sink
in. Who the hell was my father talking to? It sure as hell wasn’t Vivian. My
stomach churned. Was he cheating on Maddy’s mother?

The answer was obvious, but that didn’t mean
I wanted to believe it. Of all the things I’d imagined my father was over the
years, a philanderer wasn’t one of them.

But now it all made so much sense. I’d always
wondered what made my mother ask for a divorce. Philosophical differences were
one thing. My mother was a tolerant person, and to a degree, she could have
looked past those. But infidelity—
adultery?
That was something my mother wouldn’t have been able to ignore.

Very quietly, I sat down on the opposite side
of his desk and listened to the remainder of his conversation.

“No, darling. It isn’t like that at all,” he
continued. I’d heard that tone before, the one he used when trying to keep
irate board members nice and calm. He was working this woman over, and if I
knew my father’s powers of persuasion, then she was buying it hook, line, and
sinker. “She’s no more special than you are. In fact, I have it on very good
authority that mistresses have more fun. You benefit from my attention and my
money without being tied down to a family. Isn’t that what a young girl like
yourself wants?”

I shook my head. It was pathetic, really. He
probably had some twenty-something waiting for him in the wings, hanging on his
every word while he reaped the benefits of her youth. I didn’t want my father’s
approval anymore. I didn’t want anything to do with a man who would put
everyone around him at risk just because he wanted to have his cake and eat it
too.

As the conversation devolved further, I’d
finally had enough. I cleared my throat loudly and watched my father spin
around, his eyes widening.

“Darling, I have to go,” he said and hung up
his phone.

I stared him down, waiting to hear him
concoct some excuse for his behavior. But all he said to me was, “How much did
you hear?”

I laughed bitterly, shaking my head. “Enough
to know you’re cheating on Madison’s mother,” I said.

For just a moment, my father looked like he
didn’t know what to do. For once in his life, it was like he had no clue what
to say or how to talk his way out of it. For a minute there, he resembled
something close to human. But then he just snorted and sat down across from me,
leaning back in his leather chair as he said:

“Don’t be naïve, Preston. Do you really think
Vivian’s marrying me for love?”

I thought back to all the things Madison had
told me about her mother. I couldn’t deny my father’s allegation, but that
didn’t make him right. I hardly knew what the two of them did in private
together, but I was betting that whatever it was, Vivian had come to have a
reasonable expectation of fidelity from the man she was about to marry.

As always, my father thought that money excused
everything. I shook my head in disgust.

“How long has this been going on?” I asked
him. And then, “I don’t just mean this one, either. Was this what made Mom
leave?”

That he chose not to answer. Instead he waved
his hand dismissively and muttered something about his private life before
getting to the task at hand.

“You might still have a lot to learn about
the nature of the world, Preston, but your performance with Harold Verger
speaks for itself.”

“Speaking of which, I thought we might talk about
the Verger deal…” I began, but my father cut me off, continuing as if I hadn’t
said a word.

“You’ve proven that I can rely on you, son,
and that’s no small feat. I think you’re ready to start taking on more
responsibility for the company. I think you’re ready to move up in the ranks.”

I narrowed my eyes at him. “And what does
that mean?”

My father laughed. “It means that my time at
Harvey Enterprises is coming to an end. Maybe not this year or even the
next—but soon. You are my heir, and it’s time that I treated you like one.”

He paused, as if expecting me to say
something in return. When I didn’t, he said, “You’re going to get more involved
in the day-to-day operations of Harvey Enterprises, which means more money for
you and a bigger office. You’ll come work for me in the Harvey Tower downtown.
No more telecommuting from that little hole in the wall.”

That ‘hole in the wall’ was my oasis, my
sanctuary. It kept a firm boundary between me and my father, and I wasn’t so
sure I wanted to demolish it for
any
amount of money.

“What about Maddy?” I said. “Are you going to
hire her, too?”

My father shrugged. “Sure. We can find
something for her. Those part-time mail clerk positions have high turnover. No
reason I can’t stick her there.”

“What, for eight dollars an hour?” I asked,
raising my brows. “She’s making a hell of a lot more than that now, and she
deserves it. I know you’ve seen my productivity this month.”

“Yes, yes, you’ve been busy, but with the
exception of the Verger deal, I must admit much of what you’ve accomplished
hasn’t been to the level of profitability that I expect. Profits are down
nearly eight percent, and if I didn’t know any better, I’d say you went soft
right about the time you hired on your sweet little stepsister.”

I tried to keep my cool, avoiding his attempt
at putting me on the defensive. “Profits are down, but employee morale is
higher than it has been in years. Sure, I’ve made a few hard choices that will
negatively effect this quarter, but I did the right thing, and people respect
me for it. If you really want me to take over this company some day, I’m going
to need the chain of command to know that I’m a man worth respecting.”

My father slammed his hand down on a table,
my body instinctively wincing against its impact. “Respect is far easier
attained through fear. Do you think I reached my station in life being nice?
Did you think I wouldn’t notice that you pushed dozens of part time workers
into enough hours that they qualify for benefits? That includes Maddy. There isn’t
a personal assistant on the planet worth the kind of money you’re paying her.”

“I’m not going to argue with you about this.
Maddy deserves…” I began, but he cut me off again, his voice raising to an
octave I’d only heard when he was truly angry.