Pole Position (17 page)

She tightened around my cock
, “If you don’t want to..That’s..that’s fine.” She said. 

I looked into her eyes
, “Are YOU sure THIS is what you want?” I asked her.  She smiled and nodded her head.  We laid there staring into each other’s eyes, with just the tip of my dick insider her.  Taking a deep breath, “Okay, fast and hard or slow and easy?” I asked her as I pulled out and slowly pushed back inside until I felt the barrier. 

“Just do it please.” She told me.  I pushed trying to break the barrier but it wouldn’t
break, it stretched but wouldn’t break.  I pulled my lips away then covered her mouth with my right hand, “I was going to do it nice and slow but you’re pussy has other plans.” I said then slammed inside of her.  I felt the ‘pop’ of the barrier, Chass sucked in breath and pinched her eyes shut.  I stayed still for a couple of minutes, I knew it had to hurt, I had her stretched to the max.  I was by no means small in that department, according to what some of my ex’s had said it was almost too much to handle. “I need to move Chass.” I whispered, she shook her head no.  I moved my hand from her mouth, “You’re gonna be a screamer, had I not covered your mouth…people would have thought I was trying to kill you.” I said with a smile.  I slowly pulled out and pushed in as far as I could

“Jesus Jet..don’t …don’t stop.” She said as she met each movement of my hips. 

“I don’t plan on it.” I told her as I kissed down her neck to her shoulder muscle. She wanted me to go faster and harder, I shook my head ‘no’, “I can’t, or this will be over in seconds” I told her.  

Her response? “Well it’s a good thing you don’t race like you fuck.” I looked back
into her eyes, pulled out then slammed back inside of her.  She was panting and scraping her fingernails hard down my back no doubt leaving some serious marks.  I grinned “Oh yeah?” I moaned as I felt her pussy gripping onto my cock.

“Oh fuck..oh god..” she said
then sucked on my shoulder as I pulled out and slammed back inside of her over and over again.  I felt her pussy flood with her cum then her muscles clamped down on my cock, milking my cock. I was ready to cum “Can I cum in you Chass?” I gritted out as her pussy continued to pull on my dick and clamp down.  She nodded her head yes then pulled my mouth back to hers, I grabbed ahold of my head board and slammed into her as hard and as far as I could until my balls finally released shot after shot of cum deep inside of her.  We laid there panting against each other’s shoulders, “You really need to scream less.” I told her.  She pushed at my chest, with a laugh I slowly pulled out of her.  I looked down at my dick to see it tinged with blood, when suddenly Chass started freaking out about my cum and some of her blood running down the inside of her thigh.  That only turned me on that much more, but she was freaking out so I went into the bathroom and brought out a damp wash cloth.  She refused to let me clean her up, then asked if she could shower, I told her it was fine.  Once she was in there I followed her in and climbed in behind her, she started to scream again so I covered her mouth and laughed, “Seriously you can’t scream every time I come near you.” I told her.  With our wet bodies rubbing against each other, her nipples were hard and so was my dick.  She reached down and started stroking it, “I know I was a virgin and haven’t seen any other dicks other than the occasional porn…but uh…this (she said stroking my cock) is fucking huge.” She said then knelt down in front of me.  Licking the tip of it I let my head fall back against the tiles of the shower, I looked down at her perfect swollen red lips as she pushed my dick in and out of her mouth.  The way she would moan with each stroke back into her mouth, she obviously didn’t have a gag reflex.  After a few more of her firm strokes and seeing her pink lips swelling, I tapped her on the cheek “Chass if you don’t want to swallow you’d better pull out now. “ I told her she pulled it out of her mouth, stood up in front of me “I’ll swallow some other time, I like the way it feels when you cum inside of me.” She said.  We ended up having sex in the shower, when we dried of she flipped out about her one hickey, when I showed her the four from her on my neck and shoulders she shut up. 

We were
lying in bed, she had her leg across mine, neither of us said anything until I asked her if she regretted it, she shrugged her shoulders, “I think I’ll only regret it, if you turn into an asshole towards me.” She told me. 

I lifted her chin with my finger, “That’s not going to happen, you really don’t understand how I feel about you do you?” I asked her. 

She smiled, “What do we do next though?” she asked. 

I laughed
, “Well we could date and see how things go from there.  Like high school, hickeys and all.” I told her while still laughing. 

She
pushed at my chest, “In the future let’s not reference back to high school.” She said.  I leaned down and kissed her, she smiled when she felt my dick getting hard again. “Again?” she asked against my lips.  I shook my head, and told her she would be to sore in the morning, when she stuck her pouty lip out at me I caved in.  She straddled me and rode me until she was screaming (with my hand over her mouth) my name and we both were cumming so hard we shivered with pleasure.  Finally about three thirty in the morning we both fell asleep.

I woke up the next morning to Chass shaking me, I
grumbled at her and pulled her closer to me.  She shook me again, “Somebody has been beating on your door saying your dad is here.”  She said nervously.  “Jet, why are they calling you Crow?” she asked. 

I threw the covers back and looked at her, “What do you mean why are they calling me Crow?  That’s my last name…” I trailed off as Chass’s eyes got big and filled with tears.  She started shaking her head, she grabbed her clothes and pulled them on
then her shoes. 

“Chass..what
the fuck is wrong?” I asked walking towards her.

“You..you’re..Jet Falcon Crow..your..your dad is Nathan Crow?” she asked as she wiped away tears. 

I nodded my head “Yes..” then it dawned on me. 

“Do you know last name? I’m Chassis Brinn Heart, my dad was Jimmy Heart, the guy your dad killed that night on the race track thirteen years ago.” She sobbed out, then turned to run out of the room.  I ran over putting my hand against the door, I tried talking to her but she pushed my hand away and ran out of my room.  “FUCK!” I put on some sweat pants, and ran after her. I yelled for her but she didn’t stop, just as I started down the stairs I watched her punch my dad in the face then run out the front door.  Jerod was standing there with wide eyes and a confused look on his face. 

My dad slurred
, “What the fuck...that bitch just hit me!  I need some money Jet.” I rolled my eyes and ran past him.  I yelled for Chass but she wouldn’t turn around, I seen a car coming down the street.  When the car stopped I realized it was Asher driving.  When they drove by me I tried to stop them but she wouldn’t even look at me.  I ran back into the house to get my pickup keys, my dad was leaning against the wall, “That bitch has some serious issues, you need to fuck the ones that don’t want to stay not the ones that get attached in one night.” He said with a chuckle.  I hauled off, punched him then looked at Jerod who was still confused. 

“THAT, (I Yelled) Is Chassis Brinn Heart..” I said. 

His eyes got even bigger, “Jimmy’s daughter? That’s why you recognized her.” He ran his hand through his hair then looked down at dad and shook his head.

”
I’m just going to call the cops.  The asshole needs to do jail time for something.” He told me.  I nodded my head then ran out of the house. 

When I got to their dorm I could hear
Mitch, Chassis and Asher talking inside, then I heard a door shut.  I knocked, when Asher answered she immediately started yelling at me;

“You fucking prick you knew all along, why would you do this to her?  Do you have any idea how bad you hurt her?” she yelled and tr
ied to slam the door in my face but I pushed against it until I was inside. 

“I didn’t fucking know OKAY, I’ve tried to figure it out but I couldn’t, I was barely seven fucking years old when that happened.  I only seen Chass from a distance alright?  I would NEVER hurt her on purpose!”
I looked up to see Chassis standing in the hallway, she tried to go in her room and shut the door but I blocked the door.  I grabbed her by her arm and spun her around.

“DON’T okay, I can’t …I can’t believe you knew..that’s why you followed me everywhere…I’m such a slut who sleeps with a guy and doesn’t even know his last name?...” 

“CHASS, STOP … I DIDN’T KNOW ALRIGHT?  All I knew is something was familiar about you..that’s it but I couldn’t figure out what..You’re NOT a slut don’t you ever let me hear you say that again..” I said.  She walked over to her desk and grabbed a helmet, her dads racing helmet, and threw it into my chest with a thud. 

“Do you recognize
that?” she cried.  I nodded my head as I looked at the writing, stickers and the heart stickers, then set the helmet on her desk. 

I walked over and cupped her face in my hands “Chass listen to me, I’M NOT HIM, I FUCKING HATE HIM, I was there that night, I watched it happen, I have the video tape that he thinks is destroyed.  I can’t walk away from yo
u.” I said, my chest was growing tight with a twist of pain hoping she would agree to talk to me.

“You just need to leave Jet, I’m leaving and going home for a
few days, I can’t be around you right now.  Seeing him, being with you (she shook her head) I regret everything that happened last night with you.” She said as tears ran down her face.  She pulled my hands away from her face and walked over to the other side of the room “Leave Jet.” She told me.  I wanted to talk but I could tell that she was shutting me out, shutting down and it would do no good.   So I did what she told me to…I left.

When I got back to the house Jerod,
Jason and Ryan were in the kitchen when I walked in.  I figured Lance was probably at Carey’s, not that I cared but I sure as hell was in no mood to deal with his shit. 

I sat down at the bar
, “Where’s Nathan?” I asked Jerod. 

“Jail, pretty sure he’ll get a DUI because he tried to drive off with a cop car
behind him.”  I shook my head. Jason slid me a cup of coffee then asked how my talk went with her.

“Pshh, she doesn’t want to talk to me because of that asshole Nathan.  I’m not him though, I ‘d never pull something like that on the track, I’d never intentionally put another driver in
harm’s way.” I sighed then leaned back. 

“She stayed the night so I’m guessing you to …you know..” Jerod asked. 

I nodded my head, “Yep (I said popping the P) she was a virgin, I could care less about that…I can’t let her walk away because of what dad did I mean what Nathan did.  I think I fell in love with her the very first time I laid eyes on her.” I said then looked back up at the guys that were all standing there open mouthed and blinking at me. 

“You need to fix this, Jet, if she means anything to you at all you’ll talk to her.”
Jason said. 

“How the fuck am I supposed to do that?  She told me to leave, she doesn’t want to talk to me!  She thinks I lied to her!” I yelled. 

“Find a way asshole.” Ryan told me.

Chassis

****

The next morning I woke up, I needed to go for a run to relieve some stress.  I put my running clothes on wrote a note to Asher letting her know I was going for a jog.  With my ear buds in place I made my way to the stadium to run.  I sat down and stretched then took off at a steady pace, I couldn’t ignore the soreness between my legs, I listened to the music and kept running.  I had run three laps when I felt Jet.  I stopped looked around but didn’t see him, I shook my head and started running again.  I then decided to push myself more so I run the steps of the stadium bleachers, after twenty minutes of stairs I sat down and stretched.  I looked at the time, it was nine thirty in the morning, if I left at ten I would be home around two in the afternoon.  I started walking when my phone rang, it was my mom;

  “Hello”

“Chass sweetie, I just talked to your uncle John, what in the hell is going on and why am I just now finding out about this?” she asked.

“Mom, (I sighed), I’m fine, I just met a guy that just so happens to be Nathan Crow’s son Jet.”

“And, what else?  I’m sure there’s more to this story or you wouldn’t be coming home.” I could hear her sniffle. 

“Mom..it’s just..I like him, I spent some time with him and well, I uh.. I just want to come home and get away for a few days.” I couldn’t tell her that I
had slept with Jet. 

“Oh Chass, baby, tell me you didn’t sleep with him!” she cried into the phone.  When I didn’t answer her right away she knew the answer.

“I’ll see you this afternoon mom, please don’t be mad at me.” I pleaded with her. 

“Chass, I’m not mad or disappointed in you, I really don’t know what to say.
  We can talk about it when you get here.  Drive careful.” We hung up a few minutes later. 

I got back to the dorm, Asher had left a note letting me know that she had to get to class early, then wrote that I needed to call her as soon as I made it home.  I went in and showered, letting the hot water melt away the tension in my muscles.  When I got out I had three missed calls and a text from Jet
*We need to talk, please Chassis!*
I didn’t bother calling him or texting him back, I grabbed my bags then left the dorm. 

As
I pulled out of the parking lot I spotted Jet talking to Asher, their conversation was obviously very intense the way she was waving her hands around and he was doing the same.  He heard my car and looked up, when I kept driving I watched him slump over putting his hands on his knees. 

I had been on the road for a couple of hours when Asher called me
, “Yes my friend?”

“You’re going to hate me but I’m pretty sure Jet is following you home.  I refused to tell him where you were from, he had my car tag ran and found out where we are from.” She said with a nervous tone. 

“He can’t follow me, he’s got class.  What makes you think he’s following me?”

“Because, he hasn’t been in class since you left Chass, he..he told Mitch and
Jerod that he’s pretty sure he’s loved you since the first night he laid eyes on you.”  There was silence on the line, “Chass?  You..Do you love Jet?” she asked in a shaky voice. 

“I don’t know Ash I really don’t , he makes me feel things I’ve never felt before.  How can I love somebody I’ve known for a little over a month, had sex with for the first time
last night, then found out his dad is the reason my dad is dead?  How can that even be close to what love is?” I asked. 

“I really think you two
need
to talk, it’s not fair to him that you’re holding his dads actions against him, Chass.  If he shows up, will you please just talk to him, he’s been a mess since he left our dorm that morning.”

I didn’t answer her for a few seconds, “If he shows up I guess I’ll try to talk to him.  Do you know how much it hurts Ash? 
I can’t love somebody that fast!  How could I ever be around his dad?” I asked. 

“You’ll be surprised what he tells you.” She told me. 

Then we hung up.   The rest of the drive home, all I could think about was Jet, and how many times he had asked “Who the fuck are you.” How could I have not caught on to who HE was?  I thought about the days when dad raced, I could vaguely remember even seeing Jet.  I could only see his dad’s face, I always thought he was so mean to everybody around him. I was mad at myself for not recognizing him at the race track that night of the championship race.  Over the thirteen years though he had aged a great deal.

When I pulled in the driveway of my house, mom looked out the curtain and come running out of the house.  “Oh sweet heart, I’m so glad you made it home.” She said as she hugged me.  I grabbed my bags out of the tru
nk, then we walked inside.  My Uncle John was sitting at the table reading the newspaper and drinking coffee.  He looked up and smiled at me, his smile reminded me of my dad’s, I started crying the very second he stood up and walked over to hug me.  “It’s okay, shh, it’s okay Chass.” He said then pulled away and held me at arm’s length, “I had no idea that his boys were even in college, too be honest I couldn’t have told you their names even.  His wife and boys never spoke to any of the people at the track, hell they barely even looked at anybody.” He told me.  I nodded my head and wiped the tears off my cheeks. 

“Am I over reacting?  It’s just like a slap in the face, that I fall for the guy, that his dad killed my dad.” I said as I walked
into the living room and sat down on the couch.  Just as mom was walking into the living room, the doorbell rang.  I knew without even looking that it was Jet, mom answered the door then sucked in a breath of air and covered her mouth, “Oh my god.” She whispered into her hand.  I didn’t get off the couch, I set there picking at a string on the pillow that was on my lap. 

“Chass, umm, there’s, uhm I think your friend Jet is here.” Mom stuttered out as she stared at Jet,
she walked into the living room with him.  He looked at me then at my uncle.  My uncle shook Jet’s hand, “Good to meet you son, sorry that apparently things are screwed up right now.” He said with a chuckle. 

They
all three sat in the living room, Jet set in the chair directly across from me and my uncle sat on the arm of the couch.  “Chassis, look at me please.” Jet said as he leaned forward resting his elbows on his knees.  I shook my head no as tears started to fill my eyes again.  “Chassis, you have to listen, I’m not my dad, I have little to nothing to do with him.  He only comes to me when he wants money, when I tell him no, he gets pissed and tries to beat the hell out of me like when I was a kid.” Jet said.  I looked up at him, his blue silver eyes were staring into my eyes.

“How could you not figure out who I was though, I swear you knew, the way you stalked me..” he cut me off giving me a crooked grin
;

“I did not stalk you, we’ve had this discussion before.” He said.  I rolled my eyes at him. 

“So you did or didn’t know who she was?” my mom asked. 

“I knew that I should know her but I couldn’t figure out from where.  I had asked my cousin, brother and a couple of my uncles but they said the same thing. 
You looked familiar but nobody could figure out from where.” He said then looked back at me.  “Chassis, my mom has been on a cruise with her new husband, or I’m sure she would have told me exactly who you were.  The night that your dad…the night of the wreck we had went to the concession stand to get us and dad something to eat.  Jimmy was putting stuff on his hamburger as we started putting stuff on ours.  My mom asked your dad where you and your mom were.  He told us that you had the chicken pox and had an allergic reaction to antibiotics is why you and your mom didn’t get to come.”  

My mom covered her mouth again, I looked over at her as tears filled her eyes and she laughed
, “Chassis was SO mad that night, (she shook her head), her dad almost didn’t go racing because she made him feel so bad that he wouldn’t let her go too.  If you could have seen her, she looked like a chipmunk with a whole bunch of dots all over her.” Mom said then wiped away a tear. 

My uncle spoke up
, “I remember you now!  You have a brother a few years or so older right?  I remember one day Jimmy told Chassis that you were staring at her, and yes you were, (he smiled) and Chassis said “Gross boys are so yucky!” he told Jet.  I shook my head as I continued to pick at the string on the pillow. 

“Yes, Jason is my older brother
by two years, I remember that night because Chassis turned around and stuck her tongue out at me, crossed her arms and stomped over to her mom.” He said while looking at my mom.  I didn’t know what to say, I just shook my head as they continued to tell story after story. 

“Chassis, please can we go someplace to talk?” Jet asked. 

I looked up at him, “Why can’t we talk here?”

“Because, WE need to talk, this
is about you and me.”

My mom elbowed me
, “Go talk to him, quit being so hateful, I think he’s a good boy.  His dad on the other hand (she shook her head) I hope rots in hell.” She said then looked at Jet.  “What happened that night?” she asked. 

Jet went
into detail about how his dad has been an abusive alcoholic for as long as he could remember.  He told us how his uncles and his mom had told him he was going to hurt himself or somebody else.  “Sadly, it happened, and it happened to a good guy like Jimmy.  The abuse carried on for quite a while until he broke Jason’s arm one night.  Mom packed us boys up, we left and didn’t hear from dad until I started racing.” He said. 

“You know, we always wondered if he was drunk out there, he would race half way decent in the heat races but by feature time (my uncle shook his head), we were always counting our lucky stars that everybody survived.  I’m sorry that your mom and you boys ha
d to live with such a monster, I’m glad that she finally moved you away from him.  From what I’ve read, you’ve turned into one hell of a contender behind the wheel.” My uncle said with a smile then stood up.  “Chassis, go out to the farm with Jet, you two need to talk some things through.  Your mom is making supper, so Aunt Judy is on her way to town.  I’ll call you when supper is ready, then you two can come back to town.” He told me. 

Mom and Jet stood up, Jet walked over to me and held his hand out, I looked up at him and stood up not taking his hand.  I hugged mom and my uncle, then walked out the door with Jet following right behind me.  His pickup was parked behind my car
, “You are riding me with me, I had to lie to numerous cops and state troopers that I had a family emergency.  I’m not following you anywhere with your lead foot.” He said as he placed his hand against my lower back and walked me to his pickup. 

His pickup was a big black jacked up Chevy with black rims and tinted windows, across the back window was a checkered flag decal that said
JET 1J
.  The drive to my uncle’s farm only took about ten minutes, there was an old practice track behind the house a ways in a pasture.  I told him to follow the trail, Jet pulled up to the edge of the track, it was over grown with weeds but you could still see it.  He put his pickup in park and shut it off but turned the key backwards so the radio continued to play, then flipped the center console up “Come here.” He said as he tugged on my arm.  I slid across the seat, but Jet wanted me closer so he pulled me on to his lap so I was straddling his lap facing him.  He stared into my eyes, “Chassis, talk to me.” He said.  I stared back at him as
Blake Shelton
–‘
Sure Be Cool If You Did
‘ played on the radio.  I looked down at his chest, he put a finger under my chin;

“Chassis, I’m sorry, I really am, I promise
, had I known who you were I swear I would have said something.  All I know is since the first night I seen you.  I couldn’t get you out of my head, I had to get to know you.  You pushed me away, I tried to leave you alone but I can’t and I won’t.” he told me.  My heart was beating so loud I was pretty sure he could hear it. 

“I’m afraid that since I hate your dad so much that I’m not being fair to you, or that I ever will be.” I told him then looked back down at his chest. 

Once again he lifted my chin, “I promise you I’m nothing like him, nothing, you have to believe me.  For years I wished that it would have been my dad, because of the hell he put all of us through.  It’s not fair that it was your dad that night.” He told me. 

I shook my head
, “Don’t say that.” I told him. 

He shook his head, “You’ve met him and that’s when he’s half sober, it only gets worse as the day goes on.” He told me. 

We stared into each other’s eyes for a few seconds
Dierks Bentley
–
‘Come A Little Closer’
started to play.  I looked out the window then back at Jet, “I think..(I covered my face) I think I love you.” I told him from behind my hands.  He laughed and pulled my hands down, I could tell I was blushing;

“You think you do?” he asked with a smile. 

I shrugged a shoulder, “I don’t know, this is all kind of new to me.” I told him.  He smiled and placed his hands on each side of my face;

“Well, I’m pretty sure I’m in love with you.  I know
this is all happening fast and trust me it’s NEVER happened to me before.” He pulled my face closer to his, just as our lips were about to meet “It’s everything about you Chassis, it’s your smile, your laugh, the way you blush, the way you look at me, the way you get mad and stomp off. (he smiled) It’s everything about you, I knew it the night I caught a glimpse of you in the door at our house.” He brushed our lips against each other, my body was covered in goose bumps.  In his deep voice he whispered, “It’s this (he ran his hand down my neck, over my shoulders and down my goose bump covered arms) the way our bodies react to each other.”  He leaned in and traced my top lip with his tongue. “The way you moan and it makes my body feel like it’s on fire.  It’s the same adrenaline rush I get when I’m racing.” He said. I smiled against his lips as he slid his hands up my shirt.